The director is too flirtatious

I cried a lot in the bathroom, knowing that I couldn't stay any longer, so I wiped away my tears and went back to the meeting room.

At this time, I have already left work, and the office area has left in twos and threes, and our meeting is not over yet.When I went back, the director was talking about the design of the 4th group. After she finished speaking, she looked at me.

My eyes are still a little red, so I don't dare to look at her.Seeing me lowering my head, the director frowned slightly, but didn't say anything.She turned on the projector, turned around and held an infrared pen to shine on the projector, "The current situation of the design group 5 is that the speed of ordering has increased, but minor problems have occurred frequently."

She opened several cases, "I took the time to check some of the designs, and there are some problems that were mentioned in the previous training, and now they have reappeared..."

I pretended to be attentively listening to the lecture, but when I found out that I had made mistakes in the random checks by the supervisor, I blushed silently.

In fact, I know that the error rate has increased a lot in recent months. Although I have checked it myself, it is difficult to check out the problem when I am absent-minded.And the group members are generally easy to follow along, so it has become the current state.

After the director finished speaking, I nodded seriously, "Well, I will talk to them about this issue. I am also wrong about this, and I will pay more attention to it in the future."

After this problem was over, I started to talk about other problems.Since we haven't had a meeting for too long, there are a lot of questions. We kept meeting until after nine o'clock, and then we dispersed.

Everyone packed up their things and went out. I hesitated for a while, and from the corner of my eye, I saw that the director looked down and seemed to be looking at something, and felt a little sad.I really want to stay, but what qualifications do I have to stay?

After I went out, I went to the bathroom to wash my face, splashing cold water on my face stimulated my spirit a little.This day was actually very muddled, with all kinds of sad thoughts mixed in my brain.

I longed to see the Director, and was so terrified of seeing her.

After going out, I went directly to the bathroom and washed my face with cold water.It's already winter, and the cold water splashing on my face is really refreshing.I leaned on the washbasin and looked at myself in the mirror, thinking that the director was so close to me, every time my heart beat, there was pain.

When I went out from the bathroom, there were only 4 groups of supervisors left in the office area, and he had already turned off his phone. Seeing me, he asked, "Haven't you gone back yet?"

I shook my head, and looked towards the meeting room involuntarily, "Is the director gone?"

"I just left with Sister Pan." After he said this, he clocked in and left, "You should go back earlier, I'm leaving, bye."

"Goodbye." After I greeted him, I sat back in my seat.

Has the director gone already...

During the meeting just now, she said that she would go back to the branch office tomorrow and would not come here.So this means that we only met once and we are about to separate?

I know, of course I know that it is best for us to separate, and only by separating can both parties calm down.But I am still a little unwilling, and more reluctant.

But what can I do?Can I still ask the director to stay?We've broken up, haven't we?I have no choice but to ignore my family and choose to obey the wishes of my family. This means that losing the director is the consequence I have to bear, right?

I've already realized this, and I already know that this is my fate, right?

So what am I not reconciled to?

Tears flowed down unknowingly, I despised myself so much, felt that I was so greedy, I wished I could stab myself to death, but before that, I felt that I was going to hurt myself to death.

I lay on the table and cried bitterly, I regretted it, I really regretted it.Why should I agree to break up?Why should I be so softhearted?Why am I so cowardly, giving up everything I already have?

Just when I gave up on myself, suddenly there was a "pop" from the meeting room.

I was so startled that I almost jumped out of my seat.Am I the only one left in the company?Why is there such a sound?I looked at the pitch-blackness of the meeting room, and my heart was trembling.

"Who?" I stabilized my emotions, and I couldn't even care about crying, so I called out quickly.

There was no sound on that side, and I immediately thought of many things while sitting there.Suddenly I felt a chill down my spine, and I quickly turned my head to look over, the windows behind were not closed, and the cold wind was blowing in.

The window...is there something outside the window?

I didn't dare to walk over, so scared that I quickly turned off the computer, picked up my bag and ran to the door in a hurry.

As I ran all the way, my goosebumps fell all the way, and I was crying before, so I was in a panic for a while.I hurriedly turned off the lights, and just as I was about to close the door, I suddenly heard the sound of high heels in the dark company.

High...high heels?

At this moment, my whole body gasped, and the hairs all over my body stood on end, and my hair became numb.I was so scared that I didn't know what to do for a while, and then I heard the sound of high heels getting louder.

Hearing the high heels getting closer, I was completely shocked.

"Do not……"

"what!"

As soon as the other party spoke, I screamed.

"Ah!!" I screamed and stomped my feet while closing my eyes. I was really afraid of Piao Piao and the like, and my whole body collapsed, "Don't come here! Don't come here!"

Suddenly I was hugged, and I was so frightened that I lost my soul. When I was about to scream again, a familiar voice sounded in my ear, "Yi Nian, it's me!"

I was still so frightened that I couldn't figure out who the voice was.Then I smelled a familiar smell, the other party hugged me, put one arm around my waist, and stroked my hair with the other, "I'm sorry, I scared you, it's me, don't be afraid."

It was all so familiar, her hug, her smell, her actions.

I was so frightened that tears welled up all at once.

I looked up at her with tears streaming down my face, and sure enough, I saw a familiar face.Her face was full of distress, her brows were tightly frowned, and her tone was gentle to coax me.

It's really her... it's really her...

"Yi... you, Yi..." I called her name like a madman, and reached out to touch her face hastily.

Familiar temperature, familiar people...

I broke down and burst into tears, "Yi Er!" I hugged her so tightly that my whole body was trembling with strength, I wanted to melt her into my body, I thought we would never meet again separated.

"It's me, it's me." When the director saw me crying, she also shed tears and hugged me back with the same strength.The calm face during the meeting is a joke, just like when I saw the director collapse, how could the director really be able to face it calmly?

Let go, for us now, it's just a lie.

It was originally used to deceive myself, but now I can't even deceive myself anymore.

It's all so unreal, like everything is illusory.The night we broke up was fake, so were the miserable months, and so were my tears and cowardice.

And is this person in front of him real?Is she really real?

My heart was throbbing and I was terrified, I hurriedly let go of my hand, and held her face again.Touching the tears on her face, my heart ached so much that I hurriedly said, "Don't cry, don't cry, Yi Er, don't cry..."

The director suddenly cried harder, and I was panicked and anxious, as if I was going to explode.Uncontrollably, I stood on tiptoe, put my arms around the director's neck, and kissed her on the lips.

The director hugged me back and held the back of my head, as if he had exhausted all his strength to hug and kiss me.

We have no way to control the strength at all, and when we touch each other's soft lips, we have already abandoned all our rationality.Kissing, biting, entanglement, every move is full of haste and anxiety.

We kissed fiercely, our lips hurt from rubbing against each other, and the blood was pervasive, but we couldn't bear to let go.

Crying and kissing.

My hands grabbed her back indiscriminately, and the director also rubbed my hair vigorously.The sadness in my heart almost overflowed, I couldn't breathe, and my heart exploded.

But I can't bear to let go.

But I'm really sad.

It wasn't until a feeling of sadness suddenly emerged from the bottom of my heart that I couldn't breathe in one breath, and was directly coughed out of choking, and the kiss broke apart in embarrassment.

Under the dim light coming in from the window, the two of them breathed heavily and burst into tears.

I held her arm tightly, my body was still trembling, but I couldn't wait to say, "Yi Er, Yi Er, don't leave me, okay? We... can we not break up?"

This sentence has been hidden in my heart for too long, but when I said it, I also knew that it was impossible.

The director reached out to wipe my tears, his movements were so gentle, as if he was doing something pious.She was crying, but she also smiled, "Don't be like this, Yi Nian, don't be like this."

"Why, why?" I cried bitterly while wiping my tears in embarrassment.

"Are you willing to make your mother sad?" The director's tone became softer.

"No, no, I don't want anything, I just want you." I cried out in a breakdown, as if this would give me courage.

"Calm down..." The director gently touched my head, his eyes were full of complexity and distress, "Don't be impulsive, calm down."

"You don't want me..." I tremblingly grabbed the corner of her clothes and asked anxiously, "Don't want me, okay? I...I..."

"Yi Nian, you clearly know what is the obstacle between me and you." The director's lips seemed to be trembling slightly, and when she couldn't see clearly, her teary eyes were particularly palpitating. "There's no such thing as the best of both worlds, you always have to make a choice, don't you?"

"Don't do this...don't..." I was so out of breath from crying that I couldn't speak.

"We always forget about each other, don't we? You see, we have been separated for so long, isn't this all over? There is nothing that can't be overcome, isn't it?"

"You're blaming me, right?" I asked desperately, "You're blaming me for not persevering, right?"

"No, I don't blame you, I really don't blame you." The director shook his head lightly, "It's just that if this continues, three people will be hurt, you, me, and your mother, you know that, don't you?" ?”

"Instead of going on like this, it's better to break up as soon as possible, isn't it?" The director bit his lips, "Yi Nian, you have to calm down and think about what you want, don't be impulsive, you know?"

What do I want... what do I want?

I want a director, don't I?

But why is it so difficult?