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Not long after Chiyo left, Yachen hurried back home, and he rarely and severely criticized Lan for not being obedient.The uneasiness and anxiety caused by Chiyo's uncertainty about how much he has learned, coupled with a series of terrible associations of bad consequences for Lan that may arise due to his own reasons, made Yachen unable to maintain his usual calm and peaceful attitude. Gentle, the tone couldn't help but be a little more serious.

This is the first time Lan has been reprimanded. The brothers have always spoiled him and wished to raise him badly. Even when he was clumsy because he didn't adapt to some things of human beings at the beginning, they didn't say a single harsh word.Afterwards, the brothers' gentle and kind reminders were nothing more than worrying about him, so Lan was always obedient and would not disobey them.

It's just that Lan has his own ideas about Chiyo today. He thinks that Chiyo, like Ema, is not the kind of bad guy that the brothers say needs to be guarded against. Familiar, he doesn't understand why everyone doesn't want them to touch.And Yachen even spoke harshly to him because of this, for the first time, Lan felt a feeling of grievance, and his eyes were instantly covered by mist.

"But, but I don't think Sister Junko is a bad person." Lan lowered her head and rubbed the corners of her eyes, her trembling voice was full of firmness, which made Yachen, who was already restless, even more disturbed .

Yachen knew that although he was the eldest brother, Ukyo was the real head of the Asahina family. The brothers were more convinced by the well-organized and authoritative Ukyo than his gentle and even weak self.Yachen has always been disappointed, but he doesn't say much, after all, Youjing is indeed more obedient than him.But that trace of unwillingness still remained, but he locked it in a black box, buried it deep in his heart, and prevented anyone from discovering it, including himself.

But today, in front of this young man whom he cared about so much, amidst all kinds of negative emotions, the black box that had been stuffed bigger and bigger after a long period of time finally couldn't bear it anymore, and it exploded with a bang, making it impossible for Yachen to get it back. Think with your own mind.He held on to Lan's shoulders tightly, and pushed him against the wall. His eyes lost the tenderness of the past, and his maroon pupils were dark and frightening, but he lowered his head subconsciously, so as not to let Lan see his ferocious look at this moment. look.

"If it's Youjing, will Lan listen?" Yachen was already deep in his own mind at this moment, only feeling that his ears were full of noise, and his mind was also chaotic and disorderly.What he knew was that he didn't have any outstanding abilities, and he was unremarkable among the outstanding brothers. Apart from taking care of Mi, he had never really taken on the responsibility of a big brother.And this matter itself is his fault in the final analysis, if he can be more decisive and tough like Ukyo, how can Chiyo know about Lan's matter?This kind of self really doesn't have the confidence to convince the young man... Thinking of this, Yachen loosened his grip on Lan's shoulders, and his whole body became depressed.

"I'm sorry, I was too overwhelmed."

"Brother Yachen?" Although there was still some pain in his shoulder, Lan didn't care.At this moment, I don't know why, but Yachen's whisper made his heart feel a dull pain, and he even wanted to shed tears.Such a brand new feeling was brought to him by Yachen, so the other party also felt uncomfortable like him?Thinking of this, Lan took Yachen's hanging hands, placed them on top of her head, and guided the generous palms that always gently caressed her, to get close to her as usual.

"Brother Yachen, why do you have to apologize?" Feeling a slight tremor in the big hand in his hand, Lan murmured: "This time I was self-willed, I didn't consider Brother Yachen's mood, I'm really sorry for making you worry. So, So, don't be unhappy, okay?"

Seeing Lan's apologetic and careful look, Yachen's chaotic mind instantly cleared up, he hugged Lan in his arms, and said guiltily, "I'm sorry."

It was he who was dazzled by his unwillingness and jealousy all the time. No matter how gentle and amiable he was, he was still an ordinary person with desires.In the past, he hoped to be respected and loved by his brothers and become their most proud elder brother, but unfortunately, because of his own personality, he was still unable to do so.After having Lan, he longed for more attention and love from his beloved teenager.He knew that the boy had the same feelings for each of them, but he still felt that it was not enough, and he always hoped to get more. He should be the most mature and stable one among the brothers, but he silently called out in his heart just like the younger brothers. So much effort that under today's stimulation, he angered the young man who didn't know anything.

Thinking of this, Yachen, who calmed down, felt more and more guilty. He kissed the young man's shoulder through his clothes lovingly, and apologized: "I'm sorry, I was wrong just now. Does your shoulder hurt? Or take some medicine..." He said Yachen hurriedly let go of his arms to get the medicine box, but Lan grabbed the hem of his clothes.

Lan shook her head, stepped forward and voluntarily shrank into Yachen's arms and rubbed against her.That look full of attachment made Yachen's heart soften instantly, "I'm sorry." He apologized again.Just as if his own appearance had frightened the young man, Yachen felt distressed and blamed himself, and for a moment he didn't know what to do.

"Brother Yachen is so strange today..." Lan buried her head in Yachen's arms, and said sullenly, "Why do you keep apologizing? It's obviously my fault..."

It seems that Yachen is also the first one to compromise at ordinary times, when there are conflicts between brothers, also when there are conflicts at work, he is always the first to smile and apologize, and then silently clean up the mess.Although Yachen's concession will allow many things to be resolved, but it will make others look down on him to some extent. After a long time, he will even develop a fixed thinking of "ah, it's his fault again".This kind of "good old man" attitude is Yachen's way of life, but in fact he also has resentment in his heart, but he is used to forbearance, or used to deceive himself.He pretended he wasn't hurt, remained gentle and harmless, unnoticed by even his closest blood-brothers.

"If you are sad or unhappy, just say it." Lan raised her head, looked deeply at Yachen, who was a little panicked by the discovery of the secret, and suddenly broke into a smile, "Lan likes Brother Yachen."

"Brother Yachen who will come to kiss Lan's forehead every day, Brother Yachen who will gently hold Lan's hand and walk down the stairs, brother Yachen who will remind Lan not to be picky with a smile, brother Yachen who will play with Lan and Mi, will Yachen-hye who took delicious snacks out of his pocket... the most important thing is Yachen-hye whose smile makes people feel warm and relaxed."

"Lan likes Brother Yachen like this the most!"

Seeing the dazzling blue in his eyes as if falling into the stars, Yachen felt his heart beating more intensely than ever before, almost swallowing him.Obviously hugging the boy in his arms, but it felt so unreal.

want more.Yachen lowered his head, biting Lan's slightly parted lips.He gently rolled up the tip of the other's tongue, and sucked gently, as if he could taste the sea water, with a slightly bitter taste.Holding the soft body of the young man, Yachen couldn't help wanting to go deeper, and invaded the soft heart of the young man with his lips and tongue.He even felt that the heartbeats of the two gradually merged, and together with panting and weeping, they interweaved into the most beautiful movement.

At the end of the song, the two parted slightly while panting, their breathing becoming hot.Yachen's originally worried eyebrows relaxed, and he kissed Lan's forehead full of treasure again, and said with a light smile, "This is the first time Lan has confessed to me, I'm really very happy."

"Hmm..." Lan leaned in Yachen's arms, she didn't come to her senses for a while, she just subconsciously said: "Brother Yachen, don't be unhappy."

"I'm not unhappy." Hearing Lan Ruannuo's whisper, Yachen finally let go of the last trace of melancholy, and said with a smile: "Never again."

Yachen, who had calmed down completely, was finally able to think carefully about the matter of Chiyo. He admitted that it was his biggest fault that he did not handle the marriage relationship between the two properly at the beginning. His worries caused some biases in many things. He should give Lan more trust.

Just like what happened to Ema, Lan will only feel goodwill towards the other party when he is confident that he can ensure that the other party will not hurt him.This is a very incredible ability for Asahina, the boy's innate perception makes him more decisive than them in many things.In comparison, they are actually a little too cautious and deliberate.

"Lan didn't do anything wrong in this matter." Yachen sighed, and finally faced up to the problem, "Lan is a 'person' with self-awareness, you can make your own choices, we shouldn't interfere too much, It even imprisoned your happiness." It is true that unknown contact may bring danger and trouble to Lan, but they can always stand by his side, becoming his strongest armor and reliance.And the boy is not completely ignorant, he has the most keen perception, maybe he will know better than them how to avoid danger.

"It's because I'm too weak, no, I'm too lacking in self-confidence." It should be said that the brothers are also the same.Holding a magical boy who is like a gift from God, he is always worried that the other party will be hurt, but he ignores the boy's own heart and thoughts.

"Is there anything Lan wants to do? Where do you want to go, or what kind of friends do you want to make?" This is the first time Yachen has asked such a question. Unacceptable answer, but not afraid now.Because he decided to become a shield for the boy, not a cage.

"No." Lan thought for a moment, then shook her head firmly, and said, "I'm very satisfied now, and there's nothing else I want to do. As long as I'm with everyone, it doesn't matter where I am. Besides everyone, I have my sister now. , Zhu Li and sister Chiyo can play together, and Lan feels super happy, and doesn't need anything else."

Speaking of which, Lan only disobeyed Ema and Chiyo in the matter of them, and it was incredible that she was obedient and obedient the rest of the time.Thinking of this, Yachen couldn't help being a little curious, he asked Lan the reason softly, but got an unexpected answer.

"Because they are good human beings."

Really... Yachen smiled helplessly, but he also knew that this was enough for Lan.He breathed a sigh of relief, tightened his arms and was still reluctant to let go. He really wanted to just hug the boy all the time. As long as he did this, his heart would be indescribably peaceful and satisfied.

Lan's answer didn't seem to surprise Yachen. After all, a simple-minded boy would express any thoughts immediately, and they could easily understand him.Just why Ema and Chiyo?If it was someone else, would Lan have classified them as 'friends' so easily?Thinking of this, Ya Chen asked.

Lan Wenyan blinked his eyes, as if he was still quite puzzled by Yachen's question, "Aren't they people you know? Because they are people you know, so I trust them."

"Lan..." Looking at Lan's determined smile, Yachen's heart was filled with sweetness and soreness at the same time, his mind was full of mixed thoughts, and finally turned into a sigh and a kiss full of love, "You are so cunning... ..."