Thousands of thoughts

After a short rest, he limped and took two steps forward when a voice sounded behind him: "Your~~~~"

Without waiting for Baiyou's reaction, he was hugged by the waist in the next moment, and was firmly surrounded by a red dress.

In front of him is the red dress.

red dress...

Bai You was startled.

Looking up, she met a pair of fiery red eyes, and there was still the scent of ink hair that was still damp after bathing in the air: "I went to the house to see that you were not there, and they said you came to look for me, so I rushed over again. How can you ran out by yourself?"

The voice was full of anxiety.

Red, clothes.

The lonely ghost didn't want any of the clothes he sent.

Withdrawing his gaze, Bai You replied, "I'm sorry to make you worry."

"I'm late..."

"No, I just want to go away by myself."

"Then tomorrow, how about I take you out for a walk?" While speaking, the lonely ghost looked down at the person in his arms, his voice was full of tenderness.

Bai You was uncomfortable being stared at by him, so he didn't answer, coughed twice, put his arms around the lonely ghost's neck while talking, and said: "If you don't hurry up, the food might be cold."

"Ah, I almost forgot..." With such a reminder, Gu Gui came back to his senses and turned into a red arc and flashed towards the door.

After a meal, it was heart-warming, but the house was a little too quiet.

Although Baiyou doesn't talk much on weekdays, he always tries to find some common topics, such as asking himself and Mingyi about their previous life in the ghost clan, such as asking about Huangfu Qing's situation, such as the matter of taking in Zisu Zisu, etc. ...

In the past, Baiyou didn't have many truths, even with people in the house, most of them were discussing business matters, so his skills in cutting into these topics were very clumsy, and the lonely ghost noticed it at a glance, but he would still keep trying.

But today's Baiyou seemed extraordinarily quiet.

When the lonely ghost made the quilt for him before falling asleep, he pursed his lips and looked at himself silently.

"What's wrong? Are you worried?"

Bai You shook his head.

"By the way," the lonely ghost asked after bending over to stroke the long hair around his ear, "You didn't answer me just now."

"what?"

"Where do you want to go, I will take you there tomorrow."

Tomorrow?

Looking at the red eyes with only his own figure in his eyes at this moment, Bai You began to feel a little bit reluctant.

He could clearly feel that the leg injury healed quickly, and since yesterday, he felt that inexplicable power began to strengthen in his body again.

Everything happened faster than expected.

This period of time may become the most indulgent time in my life.

And the deadline for self-indulgence is approaching.

The only time I let myself go no matter what, and used my heart to experience the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys that a normal person should really have.

But it failed.

In fact, from the day he was taken back for treatment by the revived lonely ghost, he was already doomed to fail.

He tried to think that maybe humans and ghosts could start over, but maybe it was because his words were too clumsy, maybe it was because he was too boring, or maybe it was because the idea was wrong from the very beginning.

At the beginning, I personally told him that "human beings and ghosts have different paths", which caused him to this point, so how can he expect to start again?

He could no longer deceive himself.

Because he clearly knows that the lonely ghost who always acts too gentle and caring in front of him will always become indifferent for no reason when he can't see it, and coldly reject all his strenuous efforts to please him.

Every time he made a quiet gesture of favor, he would calmly reject it.

The lonely ghost now can give a lot of tenderness, care, and care to himself, but he is no longer willing to accept anything he gives, even if it is just a little bit of care.

In the depths of the lonely ghost's heart, it seems to be frozen, it is a forbidden place that cannot be touched.

That being the case...

So……

"Before I answer, can you answer my question first?"

Looking at the quiet and well-behaved Baiyou in front of him, the lonely ghost hesitated for a moment, then nodded with a smile.

But what Baiyou said in the next second made him fall into the ice cave: "What did you mean when you left in the dungeon?"

"..." The lonely ghost had a bad premonition.

"'Ten miles of red makeup are all over the city, newcomers don't hear old ones cry'."

At that moment, surprise, confusion, or fear flashed across the lonely ghost's face...

"Can you tell me?"

"..."

Bai You saw that the expression of the lonely ghost in front of him changed again and again, but he didn't make a sound. There was no movement for a long time, and he just bowed his head and stared at Bai You.

Gathering up his courage, Baiyou took a deep breath, stretched out his hands from under the quilt, and lightly wrapped them around the lonely ghost's neck tremblingly, and said again in a low voice to those fiery red eyes: "Tell me, okay? "

"..."

After asking the third time, he heard the lonely ghost take a deep breath, and then he breathed out slowly after a while: "Why are you asking this all of a sudden?"

Bai You realized that he might have touched that forbidden area.

"After that night, Shiro and Zisu and I went to the dungeon, and then..." Recalling that day in that gloomy dungeon, Bai You felt that he saw a large piece of shocking dried up black gore and the mottled and handsome writing on the wall. The position on the left chest seemed to be gouged out by someone, and the pain was piercing, "Then... I saw it... I want to know...'What is an old man'..."

"Hehe~~~~ Old man?" Lone Ghost seemed to have a calm expression, but his voice was whirling and trembling: "Old man...let me think..."

"Do you need to think about this too?"

"...needed." The lonely ghost felt that everything in front of him began to become hazy, and his eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of mist, no matter how he looked at it, he couldn't see clearly.

The lonely ghost thought hard for a while, and then said: "When I was imprisoned by you, I couldn't get angry. I wrote it nonsense. It's been so long... I can't remember what it means."

"Why don't you remember what you wrote?" Bai You stared at the fiery red eyes in front of her eyes.

After the pupils were full, he raised his hand to caress Gu Gui's eyes, and the water drops that had been refusing to drip slipped into the palm of his hand along the knuckle fingers, and slipped into the cuff along the wrist.

Icy cold.

Maybe he was tired, maybe he didn't want Baiyou to see him, so the lonely ghost simply followed his hand position and lowered his head to his forehead.

Covering his eyes with his own hands, Bai You was plunged into darkness.In the darkness, his hearing became extremely sharp, and he clearly heard the lonely ghost reply in a trembling voice: "Because at that time... I might... have gone crazy."

"you're lying."

"..."

"……right?"

The lonely ghost didn't answer any more.

He can't say.

He couldn't say.

A fact that he could free himself by opening his mouth, but he had to swallow it alone.

He wanted to hold back this secret until the day he left, taking it with him.

Even if it festers in the stomach and becomes rancid in the end, it is better than losing it again.

And once lost this time, it will be eternal life.

He knows the consequences better than anyone.

Ha ha.

Let it fester, let it fester in your heart.

Bai You didn't wait for the lonely ghost's answer until the candles in the house were burned out.

In the darkness, he responded to his suppressed low sobs and the lonely ghost's tears that kept pouring into his face through the cracks of his fingers.

Baiyou stretched out her tongue and groped, wanting to taste the tears, but accidentally licked a pair of soft lips.

He felt that those lips were salty.

Eyebrows frowned, eyelashes blinked, and a few tears rolled down the corners of Baiyou's eyes, sinking into the pillowcase: "I know, you're lying to me."

But the voice was full of affirmation. He was sure of one thing tonight. There must be some kind of bond between himself and the lonely ghost, some kind of bond that he didn't know about.

"Gu Gui," Bai You caressed the back of Gu Gui's head with one hand, choking with difficulty, "Actually, marrying Princess Mingyou was a helpless act. I killed Guoshi Lei Luo and broke the balance. Pay the price. But it shouldn't be the prince. I promised the first emperor that I would protect the prince well, and I would never let him go back to be that damned national teacher and enjoy only ten years of life. He is still young, he can only be the future Lord Fire Feather, do you know?"

"..." Gu Gui still didn't answer, but held Bai You tightly with his hands.

"A few days before you came, the prince had already doubted his own identity. Now is the time to tell everything and let him ascend the throne. So, accompany me into the palace tomorrow, okay?"

"..." She clasped Bai You's hand a little tighter, as if she was about to embed into his body.

"Didn't you ask me just now, where do you want to go?" Bai You raised her chin slightly, pressed against the trembling lips in front of her, and whispered softly, "When the injury is healed, take me to the hot spring on the top of the mountain, okay? ?”

I only felt the body above shake violently, as if I was stunned.

But he knows that the forbidden place in Gu Gui's heart that has been frozen for a long time may be slowly unraveling.

Without waiting for Baiyou to think about it, in the next second, the red dress covered his lips, and the devouring was filled with unprecedented madness and heat, mixed with low sobs, sobbing uncontrollably.

Heavy, screaming like a trapped animal.