unexpected gap

Cui Yuzhen shook her head lightly, Tang Tong was too deep, she didn't really love Shaohui, all she wanted was a position, a vanity, and a compensation for the past.But Shaohui couldn't give her all these.

How should she persuade her, tell her that Shao Hui is gay from beginning to end, he doesn't like women at all, and Su Jin is the only one he likes?Cui Yuzhen couldn't say it.

The ringing of the phone broke the deadlock between them. Tang Tang answered the phone and said 'wait for me at the old place' before hanging up.

"Auntie, I have something to do temporarily. I'll come to see you tomorrow." Tang Tong straightened his back, gave her an arrogant look, turned and left.

Cui Yuzhen closed her eyes and did not speak.

It was a well-known detective agency that called Tang Yong. She asked them to investigate everything that happened to the Han family in the past few years when she left and the relationship between Su Jin and the Han family. Now they have the results.

"Miss Tang, here is the information you want."

Tang Yan was about to take it, but the middle-aged man put the document bag back and stretched out his hand.She snorted, took out a wad of money from her bag and threw it to him.

After getting the information, Tang Rui couldn't wait to open it. The investigation of the Han family was very clear. When did Han Chengzhang get sick, when did he die, and what were the living conditions of Han Shaohui and Han Fei? The report only had a few sentences: one year ago, I was transferred to the Department of Clinical Medicine of University A. I have no relatives. I have done a lot of charity, and the place I often go to is the Cixin Orphanage.

"This is the only information about this person?" Tang Rui frowned. She was very dissatisfied with the results of this investigation, and she definitely wanted more than just this.

"I can only find so much." The middle-aged man collected the money and got up to leave.

impossible!Tang Yan didn't believe it, so he took out another bag of money from the bag and put it in front of him, "You go and check it carefully for me, I want more details."

The middle-aged man glanced at the envelope on the table, stood still, Tang Rui took out another envelope and threw it out, "Is this enough?"

"Miss Tang." The middle-aged man shook his head and said with a smile, "it doesn't matter how much money you give me. I've tried my best. I can only find so much. If I have nothing else to do, I'll leave first. Next time you Find me again, and I'll give you a discount."

Damn!Tang Rui turned pale with anger, and clenched her fingers. If you don't check, someone will check for me. I don't believe there are people in this world who don't love money!Hmph, some people don't want me to know Su Jin's background, but I just want to know.

The middle-aged man walked out of the coffee shop, went straight to a black sports car across the street, knocked on the window of the driver's seat, and when the window rolled down, he bent down and said flatteringly, "Sir, according to your order, I will Didn't say a word to her, she didn't know anything."

"Good job." The man wearing sunglasses raised the corners of his mouth and handed him a check, "Tell your colleagues what to say and what not to say. Do your part, or you will die no matter what." have no idea."

"Yes, yes, I will tell you." The middle-aged man accepted the money with a smile, nodded and bowed, and left with his bag.

As soon as he left, the man in sunglasses immediately took out his phone and dialed a number, and began to claim credit: "Hey, wife, guess what big thing I did just now?"

"Are you bored again?" Shen Nan tilted his head and clamped the phone between his ears and shoulders, packing up the documents needed for the meeting with both hands, and didn't pay much attention to what he said.

"I'm doing a real job, and it's related to your boss. Should you reward me?"

Something to do with Han Shaohui?Shen Nan stopped what he was doing, and directly filtered out his coquettishness: "What does it have to do with Mr. Han?"

The man laughed a few times, didn't talk about anything first, and took the opportunity to complain: "You work hard for that surnamed Han every day, and you have to take care of his private life, and I haven't seen how much money he gave you. If you don’t want to live with me, why do you have to be a nanny for another man.”

Shen Nan's hands continued to move, she was tired of hearing this, and was about to tell him to hang up without talking about business, when the assistant called her, and there was no time, she said "I'll talk about it when I go back tonight" and hung up.

The man looked at the hung up mobile phone and curled his lips, started the car. For his vacation, he decided to find Han Shaohui himself.

Su Jin originally thought that Cui Yuzhen could tell him what he wanted to know, but unexpectedly, he still found nothing. Instead, the mystery in his heart became bigger and bigger, and the pressure on his heart made him almost breathless.

"What day is it today? You cook so many dishes." Shen Muyang looked at Su Jin, who was absent-mindedly serving the meal, with a smile on his face but nervousness in his heart. From the day he met Han Shaohui, his nerves became very sensitive, and he would always treat Su Jin Jin's abnormal behavior forced him to contact Han Shaohui.

"You have been sick for so many days, and now you can eat normally. I will definitely give you more supplements." Su Jin handed him the rice bowl, and filled him with a large bowl of pork belly soup.

Holding the chopsticks, Shen Muyang became more and more flustered, and asked cautiously: "Su Jin, do you... have anything to ask me?"

"What do I want to ask you?" Su Jin chewed a mouthful of green vegetables and looked at him suspiciously.He really has too many things he wants to ask, what is your relationship with Han Shaohui, whether I knew the Han family well before I lost my memory, and whether everything you told me about the past is true.

But these things can't be asked now, he wants to know everything immediately, but also is very afraid that the unknown result that Shen Muyang himself said will be beyond his expectation and he will not be able to accept it.He didn't want to affect their relationship because of these things, after all, it was just a past, so he wanted to find it by himself little by little.

"Ah, it's okay." Shen Muyang felt that he was worrying too much, so he lowered his head and started to drink the soup.

Su Jin swallowed that mouthful of food, stared at him blankly for a while, and suddenly said, "Mu Yang, can you find me a psychiatrist in your hospital?"

Ahem, Shen Muyang was startled by his words, choked on a mouthful of soup and coughed vigorously, Su Jin hurried to relieve him, and poured him a glass of water.

Shen Muyang breathed a sigh of relief, and confirmed again in disbelief: "What did you say?"

"I said I want to see a psychiatrist." Su Jin repeated what he said just now, "I thought about it, we can't live like this forever, I want a normal life, and that's what you need."

"Is our current life abnormal?" Shen Muyang was flustered, and for a moment he didn't know how to persuade him. He thought that Su Jin had given up on this idea long ago, and would not mention it after hearing his words, but why did he bring it up again now? Woke up, did someone say something to him again to irritate him?

"Su Jin, did someone else say something to you? I said, as long as I can be with you, I don't care about anything. I am very satisfied with my life now, and you don't need to make any changes."

"But I'm not satisfied. Mu Yang, you can't live a sexless life for the rest of your life. Unless you have no sexual interest in me, you don't want to hug me at all."

I don't want to hug him, how is this possible.

Every moment with him, there was not a single second when Shen Muyang didn't want to overwhelm him, enter his body, love him slowly, listen to his happy cry, and see his soft and flushed face.

But every intimacy had to stop with kissing, caressing or mutual masturbation, because he would have spasms.Sometimes excessive physical contact or high emotions will cause him to huddle together in pain, trembling like a lamb in extreme fear.

Shen Muyang thought that he had some kind of neurological disease, and tried to find a cure for his disease. He tried many methods and saw many doctors, but there was no result, until a doctor accidentally mentioned that Su Jin Maybe there is some mental illness.

He immediately found Guan Jiu and asked him something he had never known.It turned out that Su Jin had experienced that kind of encounter before, and his broken will made his body firmly remember that moment. In every intimacy, his body would instinctively resist.If you want to cure this disease, you must let him know and overcome this fear.

How can this be?Shen Muyang absolutely didn't want him to recall it again, he wanted him to make a clean break with the past, and never remember Han Shaohui again, so he gradually didn't want to treat his disease, and slowly told him that this disease is born, there is no It's okay, he doesn't care.God knows how hard he used every time to restrain his urge to fuck him.

"Didn't we see many doctors, and they all said that you are born with a neurological defect that cannot be cured. Why do you have to see a psychiatrist again? It has nothing to do with psychology." Shen Muyang slowed down his tone, trying to persuade him to give up This thought, "I'm a doctor, don't you believe me?"

"I know you are good at medicine, so of course I believe you." Su Jin's eyes flashed a little, and he was a little excited, "Mu Yang, I asked Baldy Peng and checked a lot of information in the library. He said I have Such a reaction may be caused by a psychological suggestion, so I want to see a psychiatrist, maybe they really have a way."

"Whatever they can do, it's all a trick to deceive people!" Shen Muyang's voice suddenly increased, as if stimulated, he tightly grasped Su Jin's hand and said, "Ah Jin, we don't want to see a psychiatrist. Okay? As it is now, I like you now."

Su Jin was frightened by his actions, forced a smile and said, "Mu Yang, what's wrong with you? I just want to try, in case..."

"There is no chance!" Shen Muyang stood up abruptly, knocked down the stool behind him, and the bang sound did not bring back his madness: "I don't allow you to see a psychiatrist, you don't have a mental illness, your The disease is born and cannot be cured at all!"

Su Jin stared at him blankly, the more he blocked him, the more he became suspicious, a guess appeared in his mind, he blurted out and asked: "Did you know that I am mentally ill?" ?”

"I don't know!" Shen Muyang replied without thinking, he replied so quickly that Su Jin directly confirmed his guess.

"Mu Yang, tell me the truth, do you already know why I behave like this?"