unexpected gap
Chapter 159 The Finale
Su Jin stood at the door of the church, still in a trance.
He has imagined and dreamed countless times, starting from the time he knew he was gay, dreaming when he met Han Shaohui, and falling into despair when he was forced to separate, and after going through all kinds of twists and turns, his only wish now It's just that Han Shaohui can stay by his side and live well.He doesn't need any wedding to prove their relationship, all he needs is the understanding and support of his relatives and friends, even if there is none of these, he is also very satisfied with his support.
But he actually still remembered to give him a wedding, remembering the agreement made a long time ago.Su Jin was at a loss, he was ecstatic, moved, but also terrified, afraid that this was a dream that hadn't woken up yet.He pinched his thigh hard, and the pain woke him up.
There were not many people in the church, which occupied a small half of the auditorium, and the inside was obviously carefully redecorated, although it was not luxurious, it was very beautiful.When they entered, the melodious wedding march played, and everyone looked back. Su Jin saw Han Fei, Guan Jiu, and Tiantian who were sitting in the front row with sharp eyes.
They are all here. Didn't they go to France?Su Jin was very nervous, grabbed Han Shaohui's hand, and whispered: "Shaohui..."
"Relax." Han Shaohui squeezed his fingers to comfort him, and said, "I told your mother about this before I came, but it's a pity that she is not in good health and can't come with me."
Su Jin understood.Wu Qiaoxiu's heart is not good, and she will feel chest tightness and shortness of breath after flying for a long time. Coupled with the time difference between day and night, even if she reluctantly follows her, it may take a long time. To toss about it again, which can almost consume half of her life, even if she is willing, they will feel distressed.
"She's not here, and I know she will bless us." Su Jin smiled, her blessing and support are enough.
The two walked slowly to the pastor and stood facing each other.
The pastor smiled at them, opened the Bible, and announced the official start of the wedding. The church instantly became extremely quiet.
Su Jin's heart was pounding, and his naturally hanging hands trembled slightly. He looked at the person in front of him who was smiling gently at him, as if in a dream.
"Today, all our relatives and friends gather before God to witness the sacred marriage contract between Han Shaohui and Su Jin, and to pray for God to bless the couple." The pastor paused and continued, "Just as the Bible says: If It is not Jehovah who builds the house, and those who build it labor in vain. The Bible also says: Acknowledge Him in everything you do, and He will guide your path. Han Shaohui and Su Jin, you have expressed your desire to enter this sacred place together. There is no marriage covenant, and no one has proved that you are not worthy to enter into this holy marriage covenant. If you know that there is any factor between you that prevents you from entering into the marriage covenant, I want you to speak out boldly before God and all people."
Su Jin's nerves were extremely tense as the pastor's voice fell. His peripheral vision glanced at everyone present, and he was suddenly very worried that someone would jump out and say: I object, they are not worthy at all.He admits that he has failed Han Shaohui a lot, and he is not worthy of each other in every way, but he is already working hard to make up for their lost past, and he is also working hard to narrow the distance between them, for Han Shaohui he Willing to give everything, even this life.
Everyone just looked at him smiling, some people were nodding, no one objected, he forgot that this is not the country anymore, and same-sex marriage is supported here.If those people had been so tolerant towards them back then, how could they have missed so many years in vain, and how could Shao Hui get sick?He should be healthy and healthy now, and they can hold hands and grow old.
The disease on Han Shaohui is Su Jin's heart disease. He can't forget it, and he can't forgive him for ruining his life because of his fault. How much he hopes that the disease is on him. He is afraid that one day he will find out when he opens his eyes. , Han Shaohui's illness occurred, and then he died, disappearing from his eyes.If one day, Han Shaohui dies, he must die with him.
"Mm... Mm..."
A few boos similar to animal calls brought back Su Jinyou's thoughts of walking outside. He looked towards the source of the sound and saw Han Fei winking at him. He was so panicked that he actually lost his mind and forgot what the pastor was saying. He really wanted to say sorry I didn't hear it just now, can I say it again, but it seemed that he didn't pay attention to this wedding.
Knowing what he was thinking, Han Shaohui nodded slightly to the pastor. The pastor smiled and asked again: "Mr. Su Jin, let me say something, please follow me. In front of God and all the witnesses who came here today, I, Su Jin, would like to Become a lifelong partner with Han Shaohui."
Su Jin: "In front of God and all the witnesses who came here today, I, Su Jin, would like to be lifelong companions with Han Shaohui."
Pastor: "Now and forever, in good times and bad, in riches and in poverty, in health and in sickness, in joy and in sorrow."
Su Jin: "From now to eternity, whether it is good times or bad times, rich or poor, healthy or sick, happy or sad."
Pastor: "I will always love you, cherish you, and be true to you forever and ever."
Su Jin: "I will always love you, cherish you, and be faithful to you forever and ever."
"Please exchange rings."
Su Jin took the ring from Han Fei's hand and put it on for Han Shaohui, and then watched Han Shaohui put the ring on him with his own hands.At this moment, he wanted to cry a little. He felt that the way he was crying and laughing now must be ugly.
"Hey, look at the appearance of your little daughter-in-law. As for being so touched, tsk tsk, I saw you were still distracted just now, what were you thinking?" Han Fei smacked his mouth twice to tease, and then whispered after being stared at by Han Shaohui He smiled and said, "I'm going to call you sister-in-law from now on, watch my brother more, don't let him keep plotting against me, we are on the same front."
Su Jin couldn't help laughing, and couldn't help tears streaming down his face. He tried to wipe it off in a panic, but was gently wiped off by Han Shaohui's hand. Now he cried even harder.
"Let us bow our heads in prayer..."
"Wait!" A harsh female voice interrupted the pastor.When everyone turned around, they saw a woman with disheveled hair standing at the door with a gun, shouting loudly: "I don't agree, I don't agree! What qualifications do you have to be together, what qualifications do you have!"
Su Jin felt that the woman's face was very familiar, as if he had seen it somewhere before. He recalled it for a while before he remembered that the woman he bumped into doing business with a man in the airport toilet seemed to be her.But he felt that they had met not only there, but also in other places.
Where?A figure flashed in Su Jin's mind, and he exclaimed without hesitation: "Tang Rui!"
As soon as his words fell, Han Shaohui subconsciously pulled him behind him, and Han Fei had already guarded Tiantian to his side vigilantly.
Today, Tang Rui has completely lost her former style. Her fair skin is tanned, and her dark blue work clothes are covered with mud. In less than a year, she looks like she is in her 20s. She has a face It is almost impossible to see the original beauty, and the age is fully displayed on her face.
"Are you surprised to see me, are you wondering why I'm not dead yet? Hahaha... I'm so fateful, I can't die yet! God knows that I'm suffering, so he gave me a chance to take revenge, let me die again When I met you, you said, is this God's will?" Tang Rui laughed, pulled the safety catch of the shotgun, pointed at Su Jin, and walked forward step by step, "Su Jin, why can you marry him? , why! You are a man, how can you compare to me!"
Why can't she, she spent so much thought on arranging the second wedding, all she wanted was this man, but at the beginning of the wedding, she failed miserably, she lost money, power, person, what She lost everything and even almost lost her own life. Now she is living without any dignity, and life is simply worse than death.She is not reconciled, she has lived until now, no one knows her humiliation, but this culprit still dares to get married here in an open manner, two men, disgusting!
"Tang Rui, you are actually hiding here." Han Shaohui was very calm, his arm blocked Su Jin who was going forward.
"I'm hiding here, you can't find me, but I live a life like a pig and a dog! I have no money and no place to live, and all of you bully me...they...they confiscated my passport, detained I, I can't help it... I can't help it..." Tang Rui was suddenly excited, her hand holding the gun trembled violently, she wanted to laugh but couldn't, she wanted to cry but there were no tears, her eyes full of resentment were fixed Staring at Han Shaohui, "Do you know how many people I have slept with to be able to live to this day, so many... They all like my body and want to sleep with me. I sleep with different men every day to meet their needs. Get food, they bite me...I've had a lot of abortions...they don't care if I'm sick or not...they're not human...not human...but why don't you want to? Am I not beautiful? I won't please You?"
"Because you don't deserve it." Han Fei interrupted.
"Shut up!" Tang Rui turned her gun and yelled loudly. Seeing the little man shivering behind Han Fei, she slowed down her voice and coaxed with a smile, "Tiantian, I'm mother, you don't know me anymore Well, good boy, come to mom, they are all bad people, mom will take you away, okay?"
Tiantian shrank behind Han Fei and shook her head vigorously. Such a mother terrified her.
"Why, even you despise me? I gave birth to you, what right do you have to despise me!" Tang Rui's eyes turned red instantly, and she yelled frantically, "You all despise me, why do you despise me! I want Kill you all, kill them all!"
After she finished speaking, she raised her gun and shot at Han Shaohui.
"careful!"
There was a bang accompanied by a woman's scream.
Su Jin was so frightened that his nerves trembled. He found himself in Han Shaohui's arms, and hurriedly broke away to see if he was injured. He wanted to protect him, but he was not as fast as Han Shaohui, and instead he was completely protected by him.
"Don't worry, I'm not hurt." Han Shaohui comforted.
"Then who was shot?" Su Jin was puzzled, looked down, and saw Tang Rui, who was covering her crippled hand and screaming, a man appeared from nowhere, stepping on her back She was crushed to the ground, blood all over the place.
"Bring her back." Guan Jiu ordered, and the man responded, holding the woman on his shoulders.
Tang Rui waved her hands and shouted, looking at Han Shaohui and begging: "Don't take me away, I don't want to stay here, let me go, I don't want to die, I don't want to die, Han Shaohui, help me, I won't kill you, I Don't do anything, let them let me go, please... help... Su Jin, please help me... save me... Su Jin..."
Han Shaohui turned around to block Su Jin's sight, he didn't want him to see such a bloody scene, he was afraid that he would have a nightmare, and he was also afraid that he would let her live in a soft heart.
Su Jin raised her arms and hugged him tightly, ignoring Tang Rui's cries, he would not soften his heart and let go of this person who even wanted to kill his own daughter.
Han Fei glanced at Guan Jiu, and still did not let go of his hands covering Tiantian's ears and eyes. Even if he didn't like his mother, no child could watch his mother being killed in front of his own eyes. , let alone just a child.
"Brother, leave her to us. I'll take care of it here. You can go play with your own."
Han Shaohui nodded, and he didn't want to care about it, as long as he didn't appear in front of him to hinder their lives, he didn't care about life or death.But even if she didn't show up anymore, there was still a problem, his eyes fell on Tian Tian who was motionless.
He knelt down and pulled her over: "Tiantian, I'm sorry."
Tiantian pursed her lips and just looked at him. He continued, "Dad didn't protect you well and didn't give you a complete family. Would you hate Dad?"
Tiantian shook her head lightly: "Dad, it's not your fault. I have you, uncle, father Su and uncle Guan. We are still a family."
Han Shaohui smiled, yes, they are a family, and the daughter was not influenced by Tang Rui and did not follow her personality, which is great.
"Dad, don't you still want to go on your honeymoon? Hurry up, I'll follow my uncle. France is very fun." Tiantian pushed him and smiled at Su Jin.
Han Shaohui kissed her hard and said, "Dad is back to buy you a gift."
"If it's big, Papa Su won't let it go too small."
"Definitely." Su Jin bent down to kiss her, and said goodbye to Han Fei, and the two left the church to pack their things and go to the Caribbean.
Tian Tian kept watching them go out, then turned to Han Fei and asked, "Uncle, will my mother die?"
"No." Han Fei rubbed her hair, even if he didn't kill her, she wouldn't live long, and she would bear the guilt of her own doing, "Go, go back to France with uncle, I'll take you to the castle Play inside, there are a lot of mysteries in there."
"What mysterious thing?" Tiantian was curious.
Han Fei picked her up and walked outside, describing to her emotionally as he walked.Guan Jiu put his hands in his trouser pockets and followed them. The voices of the three gradually disappeared into the distance.
Su Jin and the others are going to the Caribbean on a cruise ship.At the beginning, he could still enjoy the scenery on the sea with great interest, but after a long time, especially when the boat bumped a little bit in big wind and waves, he felt uncomfortable. By the time he got off the boat, he was already seriously seasick He was taken off the boat by Han Shaohui in a half-awake state, and after that he didn't know anything, and it was dark when he woke up.
The sea breeze blew into the room with the fishy smell of sea water. Su Jin sneezed. The climate here is very pleasant. The down jacket he had taken off when he came here was halfway through the walk. Now he is wearing shorts and short sleeves. He is relaxed and comfortable. Not quite used to it.
"You're awake, is your head still hurting?" Han Shaohui heard a voice coming from outside.
"It doesn't hurt anymore, and I feel much more comfortable after sleeping." Su Jin poured himself a glass of water and asked, "How long did I sleep for?"
"It's only a few hours. Are you hungry, let's go down and eat."
"it is good."
Su Jin chose the buffet, and his appetite improved after he regained his energy, but he didn't dare to eat too much seafood, for fear of spoiling his stomach.
After the meal, the two walked along the beach. I don’t know if it was because of the meal time. There were very few people on the beach. A few scattered people sat on the beach chatting and drinking beer, and some people were still swimming at night.
The sea wind was very strong, and the waves hit the rocks with crackling noises. Su Jin took a deep breath and never felt so relaxed. He ran to a rock not far away, opened his arms and prepared to shout to release the joy in his heart. He didn't want to just make a sound, but was stopped by someone, and looked down, someone was shaking his fist at him under the reef, saying something loudly, with anger in his tone.
Su Jin couldn't understand what the man said, and through the moonlight, he vaguely saw two people below, and a few black things scattered beside them, like clothes.Seeing that he was not moving, the man who was talking was about to come up. Su Jin quickly turned around and ran, pulling Han Shaohui to run together. The person hugged and rolled a few times on the beach and stopped.
"What's wrong?" Han Shaohui asked, and he also ran after him inexplicably.
"It's okay." Su Jin shook his head, and then couldn't stop laughing, shaking on Han Shaohui's chest. What year is this year, and how did he encounter such a thing.
"Then what were you running for?"
"I saw something I shouldn't have seen. It seemed... that I had disturbed other people's good deeds. I was worried that the impotent person who was scared by me would hit me."
"That's it?" Han Shaohui turned over and pressed him down, propped his hands on the sand, and looked down at him.
Su Jin was still laughing, and stopped smiling after looking at him for a long time. He suddenly remembered Tang Rui's shot. If no one came to save them at that time, it would be Han Shaohui who died.He had a cold war and was a little scared. He reached out and hugged him tightly. He needed comfort: "Let's go back."
"It's not good here?" Han Shaohui sucked his earlobe.
"Well... people will see..." Su Jin's breath was unsteady, although the sand was comfortable to sleep on and the wind was cool, but he was afraid of being seen.
"No one is watching."
Su Jin wanted to say that he had seen others just now, maybe someone would come to see them soon.But before he could speak, Han Shaohui covered his mouth.The neck was kissed, and Su Jin was still worried about one thing in his mind, but the facts later proved that his worry was unnecessary. He finally understood what the ten boxes of essential oils that Han Shaohui bought were used for. I couldn't help cursing Guan Jiu in my heart, he had the same virtue as Han Fei, completely unscrupulous, and he was one foot taller than the devil, the two were a perfect match.
Someone in a foreign country sneezed, and suddenly remembered the dozens of boxes of things he had brought back. In order not to let them expire, he had to use them more during this time.
The second volume of the oath, I wish to win the hearts of the people
On Han Jingtian's birthday, Su Jin prepared a big gift for her. All the property, real estate and movable property of the Han family currently in his hands were transferred to her name.
"Papa Su, you are..." Tiantian was surprised, and was about to return the things to him immediately. Su Jin reached out to stop her, shook her head and said, "This belongs to you in the first place, I just keep it for you temporarily." A few years, now that you are an adult and have the ability to judge, these things should be returned to you."
"But...but..." Tiantian didn't know how to refute. She was flustered and felt that something was about to happen. She forced the things back into Su Jin's hands and said coquettishly: "Papa Su , since you have been taking care of me for so many years, then help me take care of it. You see, I don't know anything, and I just started college. I don't want to be crushed to death by these things so early. You just Let me play for a few more years, just three years, okay?"
"Tiantian, I can't control you forever, you have to learn to accept some things by yourself, and I should also..."
"I know I know." Tian Tian hurriedly interrupted him, looked at him pleadingly and said, "Not three years, but two years, okay? I promise to take over when I'm in my senior year, okay?"
Su Jin pursed her lips and remained silent.The child he watched growing up has now turned into a slim girl. She has inherited Han Shaohui's genes very well, she is very tall, her eyes and nose are also very similar, and she has a smile when she smiles. Small dimples, the style of doing things is also very similar to Han Shaohui back then.
"Okay, I'll keep it for you for another two years." Su Jin compromised, and he couldn't refuse any of her requests.
"Thank you, Papa Su." Tiantian kissed him on the cheek fiercely.
Su Jin laughed, raised the information bag and wanted to hit her on the head, Tiantian covered her head and quickly dodged, stuck her tongue out at him, made a grimace, turned and ran into the group of classmates who were having fun.Su Jin glanced at the things in his hands, smiled helplessly, found a place that was not so noisy and sat down, poured a glass of wine and stared at the night outside the window in a daze.
Han Fei arrived half an hour later. Guan Jiu couldn't come because of something, so he asked him to bring his own gift.Tiantian was dissatisfied that he would be so stingy with Guan Jiu's gifts every time he came, saying that he deserved to be suppressed for the rest of his life.
Han Fei didn't care, saying that he and Guan Jiu were originally a family, so there was no saying that they gave two gifts.He pouted in the direction of the corner and asked, "Why don't you go to accompany your Papa Su? I think he seems very unhappy today. I went to say hello to him just now, and he was not in a good mood."
"I'm afraid." Tiantian was a little sad, "He has already adopted all the family property into my name, uncle, what should I do?"
Han Fei was taken aback, his face became heavy, and he asked, "You took it?"
"How is it possible. I begged him to help me take care of it for another two years, and he agreed."
"Two years, I'm afraid I can't wait." Han Fei sighed and shook his head slightly.Su Jin has been waiting for too long, and every second of every day is a torment for him. They have no way to keep him anymore, and this day will come sooner or later.
Sweet and silent, she understood what the uncle meant.
Han Shaohui passed away five years ago.He was diagnosed as a carrier at the beginning, and it can be said that the onset of the disease is entirely dependent on luck. He has always been checked on time, and his disease has never flared up.In the end, Su Jin completely forgot that he was a very dangerous patient. He thought that his disease would never flare up again, until one day a cold knocked Han Shaohui down.
The illness came so suddenly that Su Jin didn't expect it. He was completely at a loss without any mental preparation. He prayed that Han Shaohui just had a small cold, and he would recover soon. Their lives would go back to the way they were before, but God did not take care of him. After Han Shaohui entered the hospital, he never came out again. The last time he came out was the funeral.
In just half a year, this person completely disappeared from his world.
Su Jin couldn't accept this fact. He was seriously ill and once went to dig Han Shaohui's grave with a shovel to be buried with him.Wu Qiaoxiu was afraid that he would seek death and followed him every day, and he became a walking corpse, neither eating nor drinking nor sleeping.
After he was dying and was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment, Han Fei brought him something when he came to see him. It was something left to him by Han Shaohui, all the assets of the Han family.Han Shaohui had made preparations a long time ago, and secretly transferred all his assets to Su Jin's name a long time ago.Only then did Su Jin wake up like a dream, and realized that it was not the cold that caused Han Shaohui's onset, but that he had already had an onset of the illness, but he kept hiding it from him.
Han Shaohui left a letter to Su Jin, entrusting him with the heavy responsibility of raising Tiantian, asking him to at least take her to adulthood, as if he had fulfilled his responsibilities as a father for him.Su Jin angrily smashed everything in the room. He scolded Han Shaohui for being cruel, how could he be so selfish, how could he abandon the vow they made at the beginning, and leave him here to grow old alone, but he still couldn't Reject his last entrustment.
Su Jin took over all of Han's business, he no longer screamed to commit suicide, he would go to work on time every day, pick up Tiantian to school every day, and accompany Tiantian on weekends.His life seems to be back on track, according to Han Shaohui's request, to be a perfect father, to give Tiantian as much paternal love as possible, and to be filial to Han Shaohui's mother Cui Yuzhen.
In the second year after Han Shaohui's death, Cui Yuzhen also left.The originally empty big house was even more deserted now.Han Fei had been staying in France earlier, but Su Jin refused to come back.Why Su Jin rejected Han Fei understood in his heart, he just didn't want him to be separated from Guan Jiu.Han Fei couldn't convince Su Jin at this time. He had been with Guan Jiu for a long time, so it didn't matter if it was less, it would irritate him.
After Cui Yuzhen's death, Su Jin's temperament changed a lot. He brought Tiantian and his mother Wu Qiaoxiu to live in the apartment that Han Shaohui bought first.The three of them got along well, and the smile on his face increased a lot.Outsiders thought that he had walked out of the blow of Han Shaohui's death, but those who lived with him every day knew that not only did he not get out, but he was getting deeper and deeper.
He forbids anyone to touch anything related to Han Shaohui at home, and he will lose his temper.He often loses his mind while drinking water, bathing or eating. He cannot sleep all night and has to rely on sleeping pills to fall asleep. He will say some inexplicable words to himself, and occasionally call Han Shaohui's name, Call him to eat or sleep, and when no one answers him, he realizes that the person is long gone, and he will squat on the ground and cry.
Wu Qiaoxiu, Tiantian, and Han Fei all understand that what he is doing now is only to fulfill Han Shaohui's wish. Once this wish is fulfilled, his task will be completed, and all the spiritual pillars of his existence will collapse, and his whole body will be destroyed. It loses the meaning of existence.
The deadline that Su Jin set for herself is the day when Han Jingtian becomes an adult.
"Uncle, I don't want Papa Su to leave me." Tiantian choked up as she spoke. She had lived with Su Jin for more than ten years. After Han Shaohui passed away, Su Jin gave her warmth and care to accompany her through life. After the most painful period, she has long regarded him as her own father, she does not want to lose him, she does not want to become an orphan, she hopes that Su Jin can live her own life again, and even looks forward to someone Being able to make him open his heart again makes him happy.
"Tiantian, you should understand that even if you can trap him for two years with this matter, and trap him with your marriage and childbirth for a few years later, you can't trap him for a lifetime." Han Fei He touched her head and comforted her: "He has endured a lot in five years. We have been cruel enough to him. We should let him..."
Tiantian burst into tears before he finished speaking, she kept shaking her head, she didn't accept this reason, she asked: "Is there no other way, after so many years, there will definitely be pursuits by Papa Su's side Or, does he not like any of them? There must be someone who can take the place of father and give him the life he wants, right?"
"Some people can't be erased by time, let alone replaced." Han Fei looked at her without saying anything.
"How... how... obviously there is still mine... and Grandma Wu, he is so filial, how could he leave Grandma Wu..." Tiantian murmured in a low voice, covering her mouth tightly. I hope I never grow up.
A few days before Han Shaohui's death, Wu Qiaoxiu fell ill.She was in good health at first, but because of Han Shaohui's death and Su Jin's insanity, she had to worry about it all day long, and her mental stress caused her health to get worse and worse.
When Su Jin went to see her with the cooked soup, she was sitting on the hospital bed knitting a sweater.As she got older, her presbyopia became more and more severe, and her vision deteriorated rapidly due to cataracts. Even with glasses, she could not see clearly what was in front of her eyes.
Seeing that she failed to insert the needle into the woolen hole for a long time, Su Jin took the things in her hand and said, "Mom, you don't have to do these jobs anymore because your eyesight is bad. Now sweaters are sold everywhere, let alone What's more, it's just autumn, and winter is still far away, don't worry."
Wu Qiaoxiu smiled and did not answer, and asked, "What are your plans for the future?"
"What is my plan? Mom, do you want me to take you on a trip?" Su Jin poured her soup and asked casually.
"You know what I mean."
Su Jin was stunned, the hand holding the bowl stopped, Wu Qiaoxiu continued: "Tiantian has grown up, she no longer needs your guardianship, what you promised Shao Hui has been completed, what will you do next?"
"Mom, I..."
Wu Qiaoxiu didn't wait for him to finish, and raised her hand to signal that he didn't need to talk. She breathed out all the pressure accumulated in her heart for so many years, and felt unprecedentedly relaxed.When she saw her son slumped because of Han Shaohui's death, she was heartbroken and resentful. She felt that no one in this world could live without him. He would definitely recover slowly, but slowly she realized that her thinking was wrong. Her son was a stubborn one. , just as he was determined when he came out of the closet.
It took her a long time to accept the fact that she might lose her son in the future, but now she has let go and is ready. When her husband passed away, didn't she also want to go with him?They are all the same family.
"I've worked hard for you these past few years. You can do whatever you want. Mom won't stop you." Wu Qiaoxiu smiled: "Mom will live well. Mom still wants to see Tiantian marry and have children in the future, and she also wants to help her take care of her children." Woolen cloth."
Su Jin stared at her blankly, seeing her full head of white hair, mixed feelings in his heart.
As a son, he is not filial, as a partner, he is not qualified. He should have been by Wu Qiaoxiu's side to serve her until she dies, but he can hardly bear it anymore. His heart is too bitter, he can't see any hope every day, forever Living in the world imagined by himself, Han Shaohui exists in that world.Many times he felt that he was not dead yet, he was always by his side, watching him commute to and from get off work, but now he couldn't see him or hear him speak.
He has been waiting for himself, and he is also afraid of being alone.
Su Jin knelt down on the ground and lay beside the bed, with her face resting on Wu Qiaoxiu's hand, feeling the thick calluses on her hand, and slowly said: "Mom, Shaohui and I have planned before that when Tiantian becomes an adult , we will travel around the world together to experience the different customs of each place.”
"Then go." Wu Qiaoxiu stroked his hair and said softly. This is the first time Su Jin has said Han Shaohui's name in front of her in these years. He knows that he has always been depressed, no matter what happens in the future , she was very happy, she felt that he was living like a living person, "If you come across something interesting and beautiful, remember to take pictures, and if you eat something delicious, remember to send some back, Tiantian is just a little greedy cat, what's wrong Curious about novelty."
Su Jin laughed, and responded, "Okay."
On the day of Han Shaohui's death, Su Jin disappeared. No one thought it was strange, and everyone thought it was a matter of course.
Wu Qiaoxiu and Tiantian's life continued. Han Fei bought a house next door to them, and went to her house every day for dinner. When Tiantian was on winter and summer vacation, they would take Wu Qiaoxiu to travel together.
Wu Qiaoxiu has two cats, the gray one is named Xiaohui, and the white one is named Xiaobai. They both listen to her and get along very well.
Half a year later, Wu Qiaoxiu received a box of snacks from Su Jin, and there was an accompanying photo inside, showing Su Jin smiling like a flower.
Tiantian ate something and wrote back to Su Jin, and sent photos of herself and Wu Qiaoxiu's life to the address they sent. They were not sure if he would stay there for a few more days, and whether he would receive the things they sent. , but whenever they received something from him, they sent a copy back.
They thought that one day, maybe he would appear in front of them again, with someone standing beside him who could replace Han Shaohui and accompany him until his old age.
He has imagined and dreamed countless times, starting from the time he knew he was gay, dreaming when he met Han Shaohui, and falling into despair when he was forced to separate, and after going through all kinds of twists and turns, his only wish now It's just that Han Shaohui can stay by his side and live well.He doesn't need any wedding to prove their relationship, all he needs is the understanding and support of his relatives and friends, even if there is none of these, he is also very satisfied with his support.
But he actually still remembered to give him a wedding, remembering the agreement made a long time ago.Su Jin was at a loss, he was ecstatic, moved, but also terrified, afraid that this was a dream that hadn't woken up yet.He pinched his thigh hard, and the pain woke him up.
There were not many people in the church, which occupied a small half of the auditorium, and the inside was obviously carefully redecorated, although it was not luxurious, it was very beautiful.When they entered, the melodious wedding march played, and everyone looked back. Su Jin saw Han Fei, Guan Jiu, and Tiantian who were sitting in the front row with sharp eyes.
They are all here. Didn't they go to France?Su Jin was very nervous, grabbed Han Shaohui's hand, and whispered: "Shaohui..."
"Relax." Han Shaohui squeezed his fingers to comfort him, and said, "I told your mother about this before I came, but it's a pity that she is not in good health and can't come with me."
Su Jin understood.Wu Qiaoxiu's heart is not good, and she will feel chest tightness and shortness of breath after flying for a long time. Coupled with the time difference between day and night, even if she reluctantly follows her, it may take a long time. To toss about it again, which can almost consume half of her life, even if she is willing, they will feel distressed.
"She's not here, and I know she will bless us." Su Jin smiled, her blessing and support are enough.
The two walked slowly to the pastor and stood facing each other.
The pastor smiled at them, opened the Bible, and announced the official start of the wedding. The church instantly became extremely quiet.
Su Jin's heart was pounding, and his naturally hanging hands trembled slightly. He looked at the person in front of him who was smiling gently at him, as if in a dream.
"Today, all our relatives and friends gather before God to witness the sacred marriage contract between Han Shaohui and Su Jin, and to pray for God to bless the couple." The pastor paused and continued, "Just as the Bible says: If It is not Jehovah who builds the house, and those who build it labor in vain. The Bible also says: Acknowledge Him in everything you do, and He will guide your path. Han Shaohui and Su Jin, you have expressed your desire to enter this sacred place together. There is no marriage covenant, and no one has proved that you are not worthy to enter into this holy marriage covenant. If you know that there is any factor between you that prevents you from entering into the marriage covenant, I want you to speak out boldly before God and all people."
Su Jin's nerves were extremely tense as the pastor's voice fell. His peripheral vision glanced at everyone present, and he was suddenly very worried that someone would jump out and say: I object, they are not worthy at all.He admits that he has failed Han Shaohui a lot, and he is not worthy of each other in every way, but he is already working hard to make up for their lost past, and he is also working hard to narrow the distance between them, for Han Shaohui he Willing to give everything, even this life.
Everyone just looked at him smiling, some people were nodding, no one objected, he forgot that this is not the country anymore, and same-sex marriage is supported here.If those people had been so tolerant towards them back then, how could they have missed so many years in vain, and how could Shao Hui get sick?He should be healthy and healthy now, and they can hold hands and grow old.
The disease on Han Shaohui is Su Jin's heart disease. He can't forget it, and he can't forgive him for ruining his life because of his fault. How much he hopes that the disease is on him. He is afraid that one day he will find out when he opens his eyes. , Han Shaohui's illness occurred, and then he died, disappearing from his eyes.If one day, Han Shaohui dies, he must die with him.
"Mm... Mm..."
A few boos similar to animal calls brought back Su Jinyou's thoughts of walking outside. He looked towards the source of the sound and saw Han Fei winking at him. He was so panicked that he actually lost his mind and forgot what the pastor was saying. He really wanted to say sorry I didn't hear it just now, can I say it again, but it seemed that he didn't pay attention to this wedding.
Knowing what he was thinking, Han Shaohui nodded slightly to the pastor. The pastor smiled and asked again: "Mr. Su Jin, let me say something, please follow me. In front of God and all the witnesses who came here today, I, Su Jin, would like to Become a lifelong partner with Han Shaohui."
Su Jin: "In front of God and all the witnesses who came here today, I, Su Jin, would like to be lifelong companions with Han Shaohui."
Pastor: "Now and forever, in good times and bad, in riches and in poverty, in health and in sickness, in joy and in sorrow."
Su Jin: "From now to eternity, whether it is good times or bad times, rich or poor, healthy or sick, happy or sad."
Pastor: "I will always love you, cherish you, and be true to you forever and ever."
Su Jin: "I will always love you, cherish you, and be faithful to you forever and ever."
"Please exchange rings."
Su Jin took the ring from Han Fei's hand and put it on for Han Shaohui, and then watched Han Shaohui put the ring on him with his own hands.At this moment, he wanted to cry a little. He felt that the way he was crying and laughing now must be ugly.
"Hey, look at the appearance of your little daughter-in-law. As for being so touched, tsk tsk, I saw you were still distracted just now, what were you thinking?" Han Fei smacked his mouth twice to tease, and then whispered after being stared at by Han Shaohui He smiled and said, "I'm going to call you sister-in-law from now on, watch my brother more, don't let him keep plotting against me, we are on the same front."
Su Jin couldn't help laughing, and couldn't help tears streaming down his face. He tried to wipe it off in a panic, but was gently wiped off by Han Shaohui's hand. Now he cried even harder.
"Let us bow our heads in prayer..."
"Wait!" A harsh female voice interrupted the pastor.When everyone turned around, they saw a woman with disheveled hair standing at the door with a gun, shouting loudly: "I don't agree, I don't agree! What qualifications do you have to be together, what qualifications do you have!"
Su Jin felt that the woman's face was very familiar, as if he had seen it somewhere before. He recalled it for a while before he remembered that the woman he bumped into doing business with a man in the airport toilet seemed to be her.But he felt that they had met not only there, but also in other places.
Where?A figure flashed in Su Jin's mind, and he exclaimed without hesitation: "Tang Rui!"
As soon as his words fell, Han Shaohui subconsciously pulled him behind him, and Han Fei had already guarded Tiantian to his side vigilantly.
Today, Tang Rui has completely lost her former style. Her fair skin is tanned, and her dark blue work clothes are covered with mud. In less than a year, she looks like she is in her 20s. She has a face It is almost impossible to see the original beauty, and the age is fully displayed on her face.
"Are you surprised to see me, are you wondering why I'm not dead yet? Hahaha... I'm so fateful, I can't die yet! God knows that I'm suffering, so he gave me a chance to take revenge, let me die again When I met you, you said, is this God's will?" Tang Rui laughed, pulled the safety catch of the shotgun, pointed at Su Jin, and walked forward step by step, "Su Jin, why can you marry him? , why! You are a man, how can you compare to me!"
Why can't she, she spent so much thought on arranging the second wedding, all she wanted was this man, but at the beginning of the wedding, she failed miserably, she lost money, power, person, what She lost everything and even almost lost her own life. Now she is living without any dignity, and life is simply worse than death.She is not reconciled, she has lived until now, no one knows her humiliation, but this culprit still dares to get married here in an open manner, two men, disgusting!
"Tang Rui, you are actually hiding here." Han Shaohui was very calm, his arm blocked Su Jin who was going forward.
"I'm hiding here, you can't find me, but I live a life like a pig and a dog! I have no money and no place to live, and all of you bully me...they...they confiscated my passport, detained I, I can't help it... I can't help it..." Tang Rui was suddenly excited, her hand holding the gun trembled violently, she wanted to laugh but couldn't, she wanted to cry but there were no tears, her eyes full of resentment were fixed Staring at Han Shaohui, "Do you know how many people I have slept with to be able to live to this day, so many... They all like my body and want to sleep with me. I sleep with different men every day to meet their needs. Get food, they bite me...I've had a lot of abortions...they don't care if I'm sick or not...they're not human...not human...but why don't you want to? Am I not beautiful? I won't please You?"
"Because you don't deserve it." Han Fei interrupted.
"Shut up!" Tang Rui turned her gun and yelled loudly. Seeing the little man shivering behind Han Fei, she slowed down her voice and coaxed with a smile, "Tiantian, I'm mother, you don't know me anymore Well, good boy, come to mom, they are all bad people, mom will take you away, okay?"
Tiantian shrank behind Han Fei and shook her head vigorously. Such a mother terrified her.
"Why, even you despise me? I gave birth to you, what right do you have to despise me!" Tang Rui's eyes turned red instantly, and she yelled frantically, "You all despise me, why do you despise me! I want Kill you all, kill them all!"
After she finished speaking, she raised her gun and shot at Han Shaohui.
"careful!"
There was a bang accompanied by a woman's scream.
Su Jin was so frightened that his nerves trembled. He found himself in Han Shaohui's arms, and hurriedly broke away to see if he was injured. He wanted to protect him, but he was not as fast as Han Shaohui, and instead he was completely protected by him.
"Don't worry, I'm not hurt." Han Shaohui comforted.
"Then who was shot?" Su Jin was puzzled, looked down, and saw Tang Rui, who was covering her crippled hand and screaming, a man appeared from nowhere, stepping on her back She was crushed to the ground, blood all over the place.
"Bring her back." Guan Jiu ordered, and the man responded, holding the woman on his shoulders.
Tang Rui waved her hands and shouted, looking at Han Shaohui and begging: "Don't take me away, I don't want to stay here, let me go, I don't want to die, I don't want to die, Han Shaohui, help me, I won't kill you, I Don't do anything, let them let me go, please... help... Su Jin, please help me... save me... Su Jin..."
Han Shaohui turned around to block Su Jin's sight, he didn't want him to see such a bloody scene, he was afraid that he would have a nightmare, and he was also afraid that he would let her live in a soft heart.
Su Jin raised her arms and hugged him tightly, ignoring Tang Rui's cries, he would not soften his heart and let go of this person who even wanted to kill his own daughter.
Han Fei glanced at Guan Jiu, and still did not let go of his hands covering Tiantian's ears and eyes. Even if he didn't like his mother, no child could watch his mother being killed in front of his own eyes. , let alone just a child.
"Brother, leave her to us. I'll take care of it here. You can go play with your own."
Han Shaohui nodded, and he didn't want to care about it, as long as he didn't appear in front of him to hinder their lives, he didn't care about life or death.But even if she didn't show up anymore, there was still a problem, his eyes fell on Tian Tian who was motionless.
He knelt down and pulled her over: "Tiantian, I'm sorry."
Tiantian pursed her lips and just looked at him. He continued, "Dad didn't protect you well and didn't give you a complete family. Would you hate Dad?"
Tiantian shook her head lightly: "Dad, it's not your fault. I have you, uncle, father Su and uncle Guan. We are still a family."
Han Shaohui smiled, yes, they are a family, and the daughter was not influenced by Tang Rui and did not follow her personality, which is great.
"Dad, don't you still want to go on your honeymoon? Hurry up, I'll follow my uncle. France is very fun." Tiantian pushed him and smiled at Su Jin.
Han Shaohui kissed her hard and said, "Dad is back to buy you a gift."
"If it's big, Papa Su won't let it go too small."
"Definitely." Su Jin bent down to kiss her, and said goodbye to Han Fei, and the two left the church to pack their things and go to the Caribbean.
Tian Tian kept watching them go out, then turned to Han Fei and asked, "Uncle, will my mother die?"
"No." Han Fei rubbed her hair, even if he didn't kill her, she wouldn't live long, and she would bear the guilt of her own doing, "Go, go back to France with uncle, I'll take you to the castle Play inside, there are a lot of mysteries in there."
"What mysterious thing?" Tiantian was curious.
Han Fei picked her up and walked outside, describing to her emotionally as he walked.Guan Jiu put his hands in his trouser pockets and followed them. The voices of the three gradually disappeared into the distance.
Su Jin and the others are going to the Caribbean on a cruise ship.At the beginning, he could still enjoy the scenery on the sea with great interest, but after a long time, especially when the boat bumped a little bit in big wind and waves, he felt uncomfortable. By the time he got off the boat, he was already seriously seasick He was taken off the boat by Han Shaohui in a half-awake state, and after that he didn't know anything, and it was dark when he woke up.
The sea breeze blew into the room with the fishy smell of sea water. Su Jin sneezed. The climate here is very pleasant. The down jacket he had taken off when he came here was halfway through the walk. Now he is wearing shorts and short sleeves. He is relaxed and comfortable. Not quite used to it.
"You're awake, is your head still hurting?" Han Shaohui heard a voice coming from outside.
"It doesn't hurt anymore, and I feel much more comfortable after sleeping." Su Jin poured himself a glass of water and asked, "How long did I sleep for?"
"It's only a few hours. Are you hungry, let's go down and eat."
"it is good."
Su Jin chose the buffet, and his appetite improved after he regained his energy, but he didn't dare to eat too much seafood, for fear of spoiling his stomach.
After the meal, the two walked along the beach. I don’t know if it was because of the meal time. There were very few people on the beach. A few scattered people sat on the beach chatting and drinking beer, and some people were still swimming at night.
The sea wind was very strong, and the waves hit the rocks with crackling noises. Su Jin took a deep breath and never felt so relaxed. He ran to a rock not far away, opened his arms and prepared to shout to release the joy in his heart. He didn't want to just make a sound, but was stopped by someone, and looked down, someone was shaking his fist at him under the reef, saying something loudly, with anger in his tone.
Su Jin couldn't understand what the man said, and through the moonlight, he vaguely saw two people below, and a few black things scattered beside them, like clothes.Seeing that he was not moving, the man who was talking was about to come up. Su Jin quickly turned around and ran, pulling Han Shaohui to run together. The person hugged and rolled a few times on the beach and stopped.
"What's wrong?" Han Shaohui asked, and he also ran after him inexplicably.
"It's okay." Su Jin shook his head, and then couldn't stop laughing, shaking on Han Shaohui's chest. What year is this year, and how did he encounter such a thing.
"Then what were you running for?"
"I saw something I shouldn't have seen. It seemed... that I had disturbed other people's good deeds. I was worried that the impotent person who was scared by me would hit me."
"That's it?" Han Shaohui turned over and pressed him down, propped his hands on the sand, and looked down at him.
Su Jin was still laughing, and stopped smiling after looking at him for a long time. He suddenly remembered Tang Rui's shot. If no one came to save them at that time, it would be Han Shaohui who died.He had a cold war and was a little scared. He reached out and hugged him tightly. He needed comfort: "Let's go back."
"It's not good here?" Han Shaohui sucked his earlobe.
"Well... people will see..." Su Jin's breath was unsteady, although the sand was comfortable to sleep on and the wind was cool, but he was afraid of being seen.
"No one is watching."
Su Jin wanted to say that he had seen others just now, maybe someone would come to see them soon.But before he could speak, Han Shaohui covered his mouth.The neck was kissed, and Su Jin was still worried about one thing in his mind, but the facts later proved that his worry was unnecessary. He finally understood what the ten boxes of essential oils that Han Shaohui bought were used for. I couldn't help cursing Guan Jiu in my heart, he had the same virtue as Han Fei, completely unscrupulous, and he was one foot taller than the devil, the two were a perfect match.
Someone in a foreign country sneezed, and suddenly remembered the dozens of boxes of things he had brought back. In order not to let them expire, he had to use them more during this time.
The second volume of the oath, I wish to win the hearts of the people
On Han Jingtian's birthday, Su Jin prepared a big gift for her. All the property, real estate and movable property of the Han family currently in his hands were transferred to her name.
"Papa Su, you are..." Tiantian was surprised, and was about to return the things to him immediately. Su Jin reached out to stop her, shook her head and said, "This belongs to you in the first place, I just keep it for you temporarily." A few years, now that you are an adult and have the ability to judge, these things should be returned to you."
"But...but..." Tiantian didn't know how to refute. She was flustered and felt that something was about to happen. She forced the things back into Su Jin's hands and said coquettishly: "Papa Su , since you have been taking care of me for so many years, then help me take care of it. You see, I don't know anything, and I just started college. I don't want to be crushed to death by these things so early. You just Let me play for a few more years, just three years, okay?"
"Tiantian, I can't control you forever, you have to learn to accept some things by yourself, and I should also..."
"I know I know." Tian Tian hurriedly interrupted him, looked at him pleadingly and said, "Not three years, but two years, okay? I promise to take over when I'm in my senior year, okay?"
Su Jin pursed her lips and remained silent.The child he watched growing up has now turned into a slim girl. She has inherited Han Shaohui's genes very well, she is very tall, her eyes and nose are also very similar, and she has a smile when she smiles. Small dimples, the style of doing things is also very similar to Han Shaohui back then.
"Okay, I'll keep it for you for another two years." Su Jin compromised, and he couldn't refuse any of her requests.
"Thank you, Papa Su." Tiantian kissed him on the cheek fiercely.
Su Jin laughed, raised the information bag and wanted to hit her on the head, Tiantian covered her head and quickly dodged, stuck her tongue out at him, made a grimace, turned and ran into the group of classmates who were having fun.Su Jin glanced at the things in his hands, smiled helplessly, found a place that was not so noisy and sat down, poured a glass of wine and stared at the night outside the window in a daze.
Han Fei arrived half an hour later. Guan Jiu couldn't come because of something, so he asked him to bring his own gift.Tiantian was dissatisfied that he would be so stingy with Guan Jiu's gifts every time he came, saying that he deserved to be suppressed for the rest of his life.
Han Fei didn't care, saying that he and Guan Jiu were originally a family, so there was no saying that they gave two gifts.He pouted in the direction of the corner and asked, "Why don't you go to accompany your Papa Su? I think he seems very unhappy today. I went to say hello to him just now, and he was not in a good mood."
"I'm afraid." Tiantian was a little sad, "He has already adopted all the family property into my name, uncle, what should I do?"
Han Fei was taken aback, his face became heavy, and he asked, "You took it?"
"How is it possible. I begged him to help me take care of it for another two years, and he agreed."
"Two years, I'm afraid I can't wait." Han Fei sighed and shook his head slightly.Su Jin has been waiting for too long, and every second of every day is a torment for him. They have no way to keep him anymore, and this day will come sooner or later.
Sweet and silent, she understood what the uncle meant.
Han Shaohui passed away five years ago.He was diagnosed as a carrier at the beginning, and it can be said that the onset of the disease is entirely dependent on luck. He has always been checked on time, and his disease has never flared up.In the end, Su Jin completely forgot that he was a very dangerous patient. He thought that his disease would never flare up again, until one day a cold knocked Han Shaohui down.
The illness came so suddenly that Su Jin didn't expect it. He was completely at a loss without any mental preparation. He prayed that Han Shaohui just had a small cold, and he would recover soon. Their lives would go back to the way they were before, but God did not take care of him. After Han Shaohui entered the hospital, he never came out again. The last time he came out was the funeral.
In just half a year, this person completely disappeared from his world.
Su Jin couldn't accept this fact. He was seriously ill and once went to dig Han Shaohui's grave with a shovel to be buried with him.Wu Qiaoxiu was afraid that he would seek death and followed him every day, and he became a walking corpse, neither eating nor drinking nor sleeping.
After he was dying and was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment, Han Fei brought him something when he came to see him. It was something left to him by Han Shaohui, all the assets of the Han family.Han Shaohui had made preparations a long time ago, and secretly transferred all his assets to Su Jin's name a long time ago.Only then did Su Jin wake up like a dream, and realized that it was not the cold that caused Han Shaohui's onset, but that he had already had an onset of the illness, but he kept hiding it from him.
Han Shaohui left a letter to Su Jin, entrusting him with the heavy responsibility of raising Tiantian, asking him to at least take her to adulthood, as if he had fulfilled his responsibilities as a father for him.Su Jin angrily smashed everything in the room. He scolded Han Shaohui for being cruel, how could he be so selfish, how could he abandon the vow they made at the beginning, and leave him here to grow old alone, but he still couldn't Reject his last entrustment.
Su Jin took over all of Han's business, he no longer screamed to commit suicide, he would go to work on time every day, pick up Tiantian to school every day, and accompany Tiantian on weekends.His life seems to be back on track, according to Han Shaohui's request, to be a perfect father, to give Tiantian as much paternal love as possible, and to be filial to Han Shaohui's mother Cui Yuzhen.
In the second year after Han Shaohui's death, Cui Yuzhen also left.The originally empty big house was even more deserted now.Han Fei had been staying in France earlier, but Su Jin refused to come back.Why Su Jin rejected Han Fei understood in his heart, he just didn't want him to be separated from Guan Jiu.Han Fei couldn't convince Su Jin at this time. He had been with Guan Jiu for a long time, so it didn't matter if it was less, it would irritate him.
After Cui Yuzhen's death, Su Jin's temperament changed a lot. He brought Tiantian and his mother Wu Qiaoxiu to live in the apartment that Han Shaohui bought first.The three of them got along well, and the smile on his face increased a lot.Outsiders thought that he had walked out of the blow of Han Shaohui's death, but those who lived with him every day knew that not only did he not get out, but he was getting deeper and deeper.
He forbids anyone to touch anything related to Han Shaohui at home, and he will lose his temper.He often loses his mind while drinking water, bathing or eating. He cannot sleep all night and has to rely on sleeping pills to fall asleep. He will say some inexplicable words to himself, and occasionally call Han Shaohui's name, Call him to eat or sleep, and when no one answers him, he realizes that the person is long gone, and he will squat on the ground and cry.
Wu Qiaoxiu, Tiantian, and Han Fei all understand that what he is doing now is only to fulfill Han Shaohui's wish. Once this wish is fulfilled, his task will be completed, and all the spiritual pillars of his existence will collapse, and his whole body will be destroyed. It loses the meaning of existence.
The deadline that Su Jin set for herself is the day when Han Jingtian becomes an adult.
"Uncle, I don't want Papa Su to leave me." Tiantian choked up as she spoke. She had lived with Su Jin for more than ten years. After Han Shaohui passed away, Su Jin gave her warmth and care to accompany her through life. After the most painful period, she has long regarded him as her own father, she does not want to lose him, she does not want to become an orphan, she hopes that Su Jin can live her own life again, and even looks forward to someone Being able to make him open his heart again makes him happy.
"Tiantian, you should understand that even if you can trap him for two years with this matter, and trap him with your marriage and childbirth for a few years later, you can't trap him for a lifetime." Han Fei He touched her head and comforted her: "He has endured a lot in five years. We have been cruel enough to him. We should let him..."
Tiantian burst into tears before he finished speaking, she kept shaking her head, she didn't accept this reason, she asked: "Is there no other way, after so many years, there will definitely be pursuits by Papa Su's side Or, does he not like any of them? There must be someone who can take the place of father and give him the life he wants, right?"
"Some people can't be erased by time, let alone replaced." Han Fei looked at her without saying anything.
"How... how... obviously there is still mine... and Grandma Wu, he is so filial, how could he leave Grandma Wu..." Tiantian murmured in a low voice, covering her mouth tightly. I hope I never grow up.
A few days before Han Shaohui's death, Wu Qiaoxiu fell ill.She was in good health at first, but because of Han Shaohui's death and Su Jin's insanity, she had to worry about it all day long, and her mental stress caused her health to get worse and worse.
When Su Jin went to see her with the cooked soup, she was sitting on the hospital bed knitting a sweater.As she got older, her presbyopia became more and more severe, and her vision deteriorated rapidly due to cataracts. Even with glasses, she could not see clearly what was in front of her eyes.
Seeing that she failed to insert the needle into the woolen hole for a long time, Su Jin took the things in her hand and said, "Mom, you don't have to do these jobs anymore because your eyesight is bad. Now sweaters are sold everywhere, let alone What's more, it's just autumn, and winter is still far away, don't worry."
Wu Qiaoxiu smiled and did not answer, and asked, "What are your plans for the future?"
"What is my plan? Mom, do you want me to take you on a trip?" Su Jin poured her soup and asked casually.
"You know what I mean."
Su Jin was stunned, the hand holding the bowl stopped, Wu Qiaoxiu continued: "Tiantian has grown up, she no longer needs your guardianship, what you promised Shao Hui has been completed, what will you do next?"
"Mom, I..."
Wu Qiaoxiu didn't wait for him to finish, and raised her hand to signal that he didn't need to talk. She breathed out all the pressure accumulated in her heart for so many years, and felt unprecedentedly relaxed.When she saw her son slumped because of Han Shaohui's death, she was heartbroken and resentful. She felt that no one in this world could live without him. He would definitely recover slowly, but slowly she realized that her thinking was wrong. Her son was a stubborn one. , just as he was determined when he came out of the closet.
It took her a long time to accept the fact that she might lose her son in the future, but now she has let go and is ready. When her husband passed away, didn't she also want to go with him?They are all the same family.
"I've worked hard for you these past few years. You can do whatever you want. Mom won't stop you." Wu Qiaoxiu smiled: "Mom will live well. Mom still wants to see Tiantian marry and have children in the future, and she also wants to help her take care of her children." Woolen cloth."
Su Jin stared at her blankly, seeing her full head of white hair, mixed feelings in his heart.
As a son, he is not filial, as a partner, he is not qualified. He should have been by Wu Qiaoxiu's side to serve her until she dies, but he can hardly bear it anymore. His heart is too bitter, he can't see any hope every day, forever Living in the world imagined by himself, Han Shaohui exists in that world.Many times he felt that he was not dead yet, he was always by his side, watching him commute to and from get off work, but now he couldn't see him or hear him speak.
He has been waiting for himself, and he is also afraid of being alone.
Su Jin knelt down on the ground and lay beside the bed, with her face resting on Wu Qiaoxiu's hand, feeling the thick calluses on her hand, and slowly said: "Mom, Shaohui and I have planned before that when Tiantian becomes an adult , we will travel around the world together to experience the different customs of each place.”
"Then go." Wu Qiaoxiu stroked his hair and said softly. This is the first time Su Jin has said Han Shaohui's name in front of her in these years. He knows that he has always been depressed, no matter what happens in the future , she was very happy, she felt that he was living like a living person, "If you come across something interesting and beautiful, remember to take pictures, and if you eat something delicious, remember to send some back, Tiantian is just a little greedy cat, what's wrong Curious about novelty."
Su Jin laughed, and responded, "Okay."
On the day of Han Shaohui's death, Su Jin disappeared. No one thought it was strange, and everyone thought it was a matter of course.
Wu Qiaoxiu and Tiantian's life continued. Han Fei bought a house next door to them, and went to her house every day for dinner. When Tiantian was on winter and summer vacation, they would take Wu Qiaoxiu to travel together.
Wu Qiaoxiu has two cats, the gray one is named Xiaohui, and the white one is named Xiaobai. They both listen to her and get along very well.
Half a year later, Wu Qiaoxiu received a box of snacks from Su Jin, and there was an accompanying photo inside, showing Su Jin smiling like a flower.
Tiantian ate something and wrote back to Su Jin, and sent photos of herself and Wu Qiaoxiu's life to the address they sent. They were not sure if he would stay there for a few more days, and whether he would receive the things they sent. , but whenever they received something from him, they sent a copy back.
They thought that one day, maybe he would appear in front of them again, with someone standing beside him who could replace Han Shaohui and accompany him until his old age.
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My wife is a dragon
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I am writing a diary in a crossover manga.
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Martial Arts: Killing enemies will increase your power, my skills are overwhelming!
Chapter 285 4 hours ago -
Traveled through time and space and became Sukuna, but the host was Yukinoshita?
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Taiping Inn
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The Martial Saint who slays demons starts with refining insects
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Unknown Coming: I have an invincible domain
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Dark Fairy Tale: The Evil Queen Rolls Her Eyes at the Beginning
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Simulate Immortality from the Demon Gate
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