unexpected gap

Han Shaohui stopped and looked at him.

Su Jin didn't dare to look directly at him with dodging eyes, and quickly lowered his head, his eyes fell on his hand holding his arm. Presumably, he must have hated himself for doing this, and quickly withdrew his hand, at a loss what to do.

The atmosphere instantly became awkward, and the silent cemetery became even quieter, so quiet that people could clearly hear the other party's breathing.Time seemed to stand still.

The blowing wind lifted the broken hair on Su Jin's forehead, his face was very red, it should be that he hadn't fully recovered from the running just now.It was only then that Han Shaohui realized that his behavior was very strange. He stood obediently in front of him, as if he had been wronged a lot, and people couldn't help but want to comfort him. Su Jin in the past was not like this.

Who is he looking for in such a hurry?Han Shaohui became more and more curious. He thought about it. Among the people Su Jin knew, no one died or was buried here. There is only one Cui Yuzhen who can be called an acquaintance. He didn't come when Cui Yuzhen passed away last year. This year she The anniversary of her death has passed, so she definitely won't come to see her, who could it be?

"What do you need from me?" Han Shaohui asked.

Su Jin shook his head.

Han Shaohui was a little puzzled: "Then what did you ask me to do?"

Su Jin was silent.

Han Shaohui waited for a long time but did not see that he had any intention of speaking. He felt that the atmosphere made him a little breathless. He had thought countless times if he met again, what should he say, how to keep him, but the real face Right time, he still couldn't say it, he thought of the man who came to pick up Su Jin on the road back then, and his heart felt extremely sour.

"If you need my help, you can just say it." At the end, he asked again: "Have any of your friends passed away? Who are you here to see?"

"Look at you..." Su Jin raised his head, "Han Fei said you're dead..."

I see.Han Shaohui's face turned dark in an instant. That kid tricked him here so he had this kind of heart. Although he had good intentions, it made him feel uncomfortable. Could it be that he only came to take a look when he was dead, so that he could live a good life? , he just ignores it?

"You see, I'm not dead yet, you can go back." Han Shaohui held his breath in his heart, inexplicably angry, turned and left.

Su Jin didn't dare to pull him any more, and stepped up a few steps to follow behind him.He could see that he was very angry, and he was afraid that the last thing he wanted to see was himself.

After following him to the side of the car, Han Shaohui opened the door to get in, started the car and left without looking at him again.

Su Jin stood on the side of the road and watched his car disappear into the distance. He wanted to cry for some reason, and squatted on the ground in frustration. He didn't know who to hate. He hated Han Fei for tricking him. No, even if he didn't In other words, he was going to come over originally, and the things he wanted to confirm hadn't been confirmed yet. He always wanted to see him in his heart, but he was just afraid that he would not see him.

squeak--

The car that had already left made a circle and returned to him.Su Jin stared at the people in the car with wide eyes, and stood still.

Han Shaohui's heart throbbed when he saw him, he couldn't bear to leave him alone in this wilderness, besides, those who finally came back, whether it was cheated or for other reasons, came back and wanted to leave It's not that simple, he won't just let him leave so easily.

"Not getting in the car?"

Hearing this, Su Jin hurriedly opened the car door to get in, and the car left the cemetery at a very fast speed.

The place Han Shaohui brought Su Jin here was not the villa where he lives now, but a community very close to the suburbs.

Su Jin followed behind him, his heart beat uncontrollably the moment he stepped into the elevator, he was familiar with this place.

When he met Han Shaohui again, he was forcibly trapped by him. In that house, there were painful but sweet memories of him. If Shen Muyang hadn't taken him away later, even if he had been crazy, he believed that Han Shaohui would have Take good care of him, protect him, maybe they still live here now, with Tiantian together.

With a ding, the elevator door opened.Han Shaohui strode out, Su Jin followed closely behind him, watched him take out the key to open the door, and then took off his shoes to go in, but he himself stood outside without moving.

The layout of the living room of the house remained the same. The coffee table, bookshelf, dining table, and even the curtains were all the same as before, except that there were almost no decorations at home, which seemed a bit empty and monotonous.

The wind blows the curtain through the glass door, and there is a faint fresh mint smell on the face, without the slightest musty smell. People should still live in this house, and it will be cleaned and tidied up regularly.

"You don't want to come in?" Han Shaohui took off his coat and was still on the sofa. He didn't wear much, but he still felt hot.

Hearing this, Su Jin took off his shoes and walked in, closed the door behind his back, and watched Han Shaohui enter the kitchen to pour water.

After drinking a glass of water, Han Shaohui looked at him and asked, "What would you like to drink?"

"Give me a glass of ice water." Su Jin was indeed a little thirsty. He had run for at least half an hour in the morning and sweated a lot. Now his throat was very dry, but hearing Han Shaohui's tone, he added in a low voice: "Thanks."

Han Shaohui frowned, and gave him a glass of warm water with a sullen face.He didn't understand why he brought him here, but they didn't seem to be going anywhere else.Seeing Su Jin finish drinking the water, Han Shaohui walked towards the sofa irritably.

"Ah Shao, I want to talk to you."

Han Shaohui stopped and turned around in disbelief: "What did you call me just now?"

"Ah Shao, I want to talk to you." Su Jinji calmly repeated what he said just now, staring into his eyes and said, "I don't know how to face you, but I still want to say sorry, we ..."

"Enough." Han Shaohui interrupted him, his mind is in a mess now, he doesn't want to hear his apology, this is not what he wanted, "Have you recovered your memory?"

"That's right." Su Jin smiled bitterly. He couldn't sleep for a long time after recovering his memory, and he would have a headache. "I remember everything about us, you, Shen Muyang, senior Yang Hao, and others. Woke up."

Han Shaohui was a little bit at a loss, he didn't expect this, since he remembered everything, why didn't he come to him, it was really because he didn't have any nostalgia at all?

At such a moment, Han Shaohui felt that he couldn't breathe, he even complained why he didn't really die, he listened to Shen Muyang's words and lived well, with a little bit of extravagant hope that he would come back one day, but he didn't want to come back for a showdown.

What did he want to talk to himself, what else could he talk about?Han Shaohui felt powerless, how could he keep him?Never stay.

"What do you want to talk about? What else is there to talk about."

"Ah Shao." Su Jin stepped forward a few steps to get closer to him.

Han Shaohui looked at him coldly: "Don't call me Ah Shao, my name is Han Shaohui, Zhong Shao is just a past."

Su Jin stopped abruptly, bit her lip and stared at him, almost crying.

Han Shaohui rolled his eyes, he couldn't stand his eyes, why was he so sad, shouldn't he be the one suffering more now?

"If you have nothing to do, go back. I'll help you book a ticket. If you want to stay for a few days, I can live here temporarily." Han Shaohui's voice softened. , he took his clothes and wanted to leave.

Su Jin quickly grabbed his clothes, tightly, tightly, afraid that if he missed, he would be gone.

"Can we go back to the past?"

Han Shaohui's body froze, his breath was suffocated, and he looked back at him, wanting to make sure that he heard correctly.

"Just pretend that nothing happened before, and let's start again, okay?" Su Jin said eagerly and expectantly: "If you hate me, beat me up, whatever you want, and then...then we and Is it good?"

How could he be willing to beat him.

Han Shaohui turned around and looked at him. This was what he had been looking forward to for a long time, but it didn't sound like it pleased him at this moment. He asked, "Why do you want to get back together with me now?"

"Because I want to be with you."

"Then why didn't you come to see me before, but now you think of me?"

Su Jin was silent. He thought about it many times, but he was always afraid that he would hate him, so he didn't dare. After all, he had never contacted him.

Han Shaohui pulled his hand down, "Did someone tell you something? It was Shen Muyang?" After a pause, he continued, "Did you already know that I have AIDS?"

"Ah Shao, I didn't say that because I felt pity for you, I...I..." Su Jin didn't know how to make it clear for a while, he stepped forward to show it with actions, but Han Shaohui stepped back a few steps away from him.

"You should be very clear about what this disease is. With someone like me, you are in danger of dying at any time. I don't need you to pity me, and I don't want you to make fun of your own life."

"I'm not kidding, you know I'm not a sympathetic person, I..."

"Okay, you go back." Han Shaohui didn't want to listen to any explanation from him, and any words at this time were just excuses for comfort to him, "I can't die yet."

He turned around and left, looking forward to his return, but he didn't want his alms, and he didn't want him to risk his life to give alms. At this moment, he was confused, whether he wanted him to return to him.

"Han Shaohui!" Su Jin yelled, he was angry, he was anxious, quickened a few steps and grabbed Han Shaohui's arm, pushed him to the wall, hooked his neck and kissed him.

Han Shaohui was stunned for a few seconds, quickly pushed him away, and reprimanded: "Do you know what you are doing?"

"Of course I know." Su Jin smiled, stretched out his hand and took off his coat, "You think I'm pitying you, well, if we were the same, you wouldn't think so."

Seeing him taking off his clothes one by one, Han Shaohui understood what he wanted to do, and hurriedly stepped forward to stop him: "Calm down, I trust you, put on your clothes."

But Su Jin couldn't listen to him.