dust with light

At the same moment, on the side of the sword.

After Li Jian abandoned Zhuo Yuchen in the guest house and fled, an inexplicable sense of guilt suddenly rose in his heart.

Zhuo Yuchen's physique was not very good. Although he was tall and thin, he looked very weak. If he tortured him so much, he would definitely have a serious illness.But he didn't dare to care about Zhuo Yuchen, if he was a little more pleasant to this person, then Zhuo Yuchen would definitely stick his nose in the face, thinking that he also liked him a little bit.

After all, that person is such a mean person, he looks cold and indifferent, but he is actually meaner than anyone else.

Are you kidding me?

Li Jian snorted, what he hated the most in his life was a filthy homosexual like Zhuo Yuchen.

The fact that Zhuo Yuchen liked him already bored him, if he didn't think he was pitiful and didn't do anything out of line, he would have beaten Zhuo Yuchen up long ago.

Ignoring the insignificant uneasiness in his heart, Li Jian abandoned his guilt and went home to sleep alone.

It's just that he didn't sleep very well at night, and all that appeared in his mind were the images of Zhuo Yuchen struggling in pain due to his serious illness.He even dreamed that Zhuo Yuchen was clammy and cold, with despair on his face, crying and asking him why he hated himself so much.Li Jian couldn't answer, and wanted to speak harshly at each other, but in the end he could only stare stiffly at his indifference to Zhuo Yuchen.

This time he slept very restlessly, and when he woke up the next day, there were obvious dark circles under his eyes, and he looked a bit embarrassed.

After returning to his security company, appeasing Zhao Xiaodao, who was still trembling and afraid of being retaliated by Zheng Yan, and warning him not to look for the duckling who was raised by Zheng Yan again, Li Jian simply stopped thinking about Zhuo Yu. Dust matter, put all the energy into the work.

But what made him feel a little annoyed was that Zhuo and Chen didn't show up all day.

Could it be that the other party passed out in the guest house and hasn't woken up yet?

Li Jian pursed his lips.

But in the afternoon, he received a call from Zheng Haoran.

When he arrived at Zheng Yan's territory, Li Jian resented that Zhao Xiaodao, who had been beaten into a human shape, did not listen to his warning, and at the same time heard Zheng Yan's cold voice:

"Zhuo Yuchen is gone, where did he go?"

Li Jian suppressed the disdain in his heart, and couldn't help complaining to Zhuo Yuchen.He slandered, how dare this person ignore Zhao Xiaodao's affairs, not to mention that he promised him that he would take care of this matter?

He lowered his head and said, "Sorry, Young Master Zheng, I don't know, Zhuo Yuchen didn't contact me."

Zheng Yan sneered: "Then do you know that he is very sick? Besides, he is about to die?"

Li Jian raised his head sharply.

Zheng Yan paused every word, his eyes filled with anger:

"He will be killed by me immediately!"

***

tired.

Fatigue.

Exhausted.

Zhuo Yuchen coughed a few times in discomfort, feeling that her high fever seemed to be getting worse.

He flinched, and couldn't help wrapping the clothes around his body.The girl sitting opposite him saw that he was coughing badly and he was good-looking, so she couldn't help but feel concerned, and asked cautiously: "Student, do you have a cold? I have regular medicine here, do you want to take some? "

"Thank you very much." Zhuo Yuchen didn't refuse, but just thanked him softly in a low voice.

The girl blushed, and the companion sitting with her couldn't help but bumped her with an elbow, and whispered teasing in her ear.Hearing her companion's joke, the girl was greatly embarrassed, and hastily bent down and pulled the backpack out from under the seat.Taking out the cold medicine in her bag, she tilted her head and threw it to Zhuo Yuchen, then turned her head suddenly, not daring to look at him again in embarrassment.

Zhuo Yuchen hooked the corners of his lips, but immediately coughed a little harder.

After taking the cold medicine the girl gave him, he closed his eyes and let out a long sigh.

Turning his head to look at the flying mountains outside the window, Zhuo Yuchen was a little dazed.

This is a moving train leading to the southwest.

He knew that he had completely offended Zheng Yan, and he didn't dare to stay in the city anymore, so he dragged his sick body and bought a ticket to the coast.After all, with Zheng Yan's temperament, he would definitely retaliate wildly against him.Although Zhuo Yuchen felt that he was worthless and failed, he didn't want to lose his life so early.

Even with bruises all over his body, he still dreams about the sun.

The Zheng family's influence is generally in the north, and they don't have a deep hand in the south. As long as they are careful, they should not be caught by Zheng Yan.

But what to do when we get to the coast...

Zhuo Yuchen was thinking, when suddenly, he felt something soft was thrown on his body, turned his head to look, only to find that it was a pink plush coat, and the girl who gave him cold medicine The side land is even more powerful, and it looks like it's trying to hide it.Zhuo Yuchen guessed that the clothes must have been thrown by the girl, so he couldn't help but smiled again, and thanked him again in a low voice. He covered the girl's body temperature and wore a lightly scented coat. He closed his eyes and began to fall into a light sleep.

Seeing that Zhuo Yuchen seemed to be asleep, the girl's companion lowered her voice, and whispered in the boy's ear: "Tsk tsk tsk, there's nothing to be courteous about, what's the matter, did you see that little brother?"

The girl was embarrassed: "Don't talk nonsense! I just...just..."

The companion laughed: "Why are you shy, women are chasing men, take the initiative. That little brother is so beautiful, if you don't take the initiative, I will act first."

"Hate……"

Zhuo Yuchen slept very lightly, so he naturally heard the whispers between the girls.

He suddenly thought, it would be great if he didn't like men.

Perhaps the virus destroyed part of his will, Zhuo Yuchen closed his eyes, and suddenly recalled many things.He still remembers when he first found out that he was different from ordinary people, it was in junior high school.

At that time, the hormones of the teenagers were high, and most of the things they talked about were vulgar things.

More than ten years ago, the Internet was not well-developed, and teenagers tried their best to get DVDs. In the middle of the night, they gathered in a certain dormitory, panting, staring at the amazing music in the small MP4 with red eyes. The obscene image of the blood spurting, the hand can't help but caress the ugly thing.

Zhuo Yuchen was the only one who didn't respond.

He was terrified at the beginning, but when the evil thing under him woke up, his terrified became more and more serious.

Because he found that his reaction came from the low gasps of the teenagers as they spewed out.

Desire is so ugly.

He is different.

Inferiority, restlessness, and despair enveloped his middle school career, and he changed from an ordinary student with good grades to a lonely and taciturn top student.It seems that becoming more excellent can make him forget all the ugliness about himself.

When facing the sharp sword, he always put himself in the lowest position, and tolerated all the harshness and insults from the opponent.

Get used to giving, get used to being humble, and no longer know the sweetness of taking.

and so.

Then run away.

Zhuo Yuchen was having fun while suffering, maybe his offending Zheng Yan was a blessing in disguise, an opportunity to change the status quo?

He was thinking blankly, with indifference in his eyes.