dust with light

Plop, plop, plop.

Li Jian only felt that his brain was blank.

He was sitting numbly in front of the hospital bed, looking at Zhuo Yuchen lying on the bed, feeling that everything was off track.

A few hours ago, he had the most intimate physical contact with Zhuo Yuchen.

Not long after that, the other party broke out into a fierce conflict with him, and even ran across the intersection in order to leave him...

Now, he would rather lie here, the one who is as silent as death is himself.

Why anger Zhuo Yuchen?Li Jian thought blankly and annoyedly that he just wanted to be nice to Zhuo Yuchen, and he already regretted the mistakes he made in the past.

Perhaps it was Zhuo Yuchen's nonchalant mocking appearance that made him panic to the extreme, afraid that he would really lose him.The moment Zhuo Yuchen turned to leave, he actually had a dangerous thought in his heart to imprison Zhuo Yuchen, so that the other party could never leave him.

but.

He regretted it again.

I have hurt Zhuo Yuchen enough, I can no longer do anything wrong to Zhuo Yuchen because of my own selfish desire...

Li Jian smiled wryly, why should he be greedy, and still want to start over with Zhuo Yuchen?Obviously just guarding each other from afar, watching Zhuo Yuchen live the life he wanted, waiting for another man to bring him happiness, that's what he should do...

Zhuo Yuchen hated him to the extreme, and would rather hurt herself than leave him.Thinking of the closed eyes and pale face of Zhuo Yuchen who was sent to the emergency room by the medical staff before, Li Jian could only feel a tearing pain in his heart.If Zhuo Yuchen really didn't want to see him again, then he should have tactfully left with his tail between his legs, otherwise, Zhuo Yuchen wouldn't...

Fortunately, the driver braked in time, and the car that hit Zhuo Yuchen was just an ordinary private car, so Zhuo Yuchen was not seriously injured, only a right leg contusion and a slight concussion.

But even if Zhuo Yuchen's injury was not serious, Li Jian felt that it was also his own crime.

What if the driver didn't stop in time, or if it was a large vehicle like a truck... Li Jian didn't dare to think about it anymore.

After a while, the doctor from the hospital came with the nurse.

After giving Zhuo Yuchen a basic examination last night, the blond doctor babbled a series of medical orders into the sword.Li Jian's English level is not high, and he can barely cope with some daily communication. He can't understand all the doctor's words at all, and can only recognize them with difficulty. Unable to walk, at the same time, a slight concussion may cause Zhuo Yuchen to have some problems that the hospital cannot predict.

Li Jian let out a long sigh of relief, and thought bitterly, as long as Zhuo and Chen are safe, he can do whatever he wants.

When the other party recovers, he will stay far away and never appear in front of Zhuo Yuchen again...

After watching the doctor leave, he sat back beside Zhuo Yuchen's bed in a daze.

He was waiting for Zhuo Yuchen's sentencing after waking up.

This sitting is like a year.

Li Jian just sat there quietly, waiting for the trial every minute and every second, it was a heart-piercing torment for him.

He recalled many things from the past.

When he first met Zhuo Yuchen, he was also amazed by his good looks.

Li Jian wasn't handsome, but his lines were tough, his figure was tall, and he looked very masculine.Compared with Zhuo Yuchen's unisex beauty, he is really not popular with girls.Back when Zhuo Yuchen recommended himself to be the manager of his small security company, he often secretly hated the other person's appearance, and often thought with disdain that Zhuo Yuchen might just be an ignorant and incompetent idiot.

Otherwise, why did the other party, who obviously came from a prestigious school and could have a better future, insist on condescending and coming to nest in his small temple?

When he first found out that Zhuo Yuchen liked him, Li Jian thought maliciously that Zhuo Yuchen might just be a slut born to fuck, he could spread his legs to any man, he was really despicable to the extreme.He even teased in private with Zhao Xiaodao, who was known as bisexual in the army back then, about how flirty Zhuo Yuchen would be in bed.

But now...

All the malice at the beginning was returned to him.Thinking that Zhuo Yuchen once embraced other men, but he could only endure the grief and anger, hide in the corner, and listen to the voice of Zhuo Yuchen who was separated by the wall when he was in love, and comforted himself, the sharp sword was Feeling almost suffocated.

"Yuchen..." In the end, he could only sigh Zhuo Yuchen's name in a low voice.

suddenly.

"Hmm..." Zhuo Yuchen who was lying on the bed moved a little.

Li Jian was startled, holding back the pain in his heart, he said in a guilty tone: "Yuchen... I'm sorry. How do you feel? Are you dizzy? Would you like some water? Don't worry, you don't want to see Me, when someone comes to take care of you, I'll go right away..."

"only……"

He begged bitterly: "Until you recover, don't drive me away, let me take care of you."

Unexpectedly, Zhuo Yuchen looked at him in a dazed and troubled manner.

When the sharp sword met his gaze, he even shrank back to the bedside in fright.

He clearly remembered, wasn't he in school?

Zhuo Yuchen was thinking hard, the girls in class today were all talking about the college basketball game in a few days.He had no interest at first, but after imagining those youths in high spirits, he couldn't help but jump wildly in his heart.So, taking advantage of his lunch break, he sneaked to the playground, wanting to take a look at those energetic teenagers who were in another world with him.

Then, he saw the center of the basketball team.

He was not handsome, but there was a lingering arrogance and domineering young man in his expression.

Zhuo Yuchen remembered that it was the sports student from the next class named Shen Ye...

He fell in love with Shen Ye at first sight.

It is frightening, sweet, and even a little longing.

But now, why is he in this strange place?

Zhuo Yuchen stared at the sharp sword in panic:

"Uncle, who are you?"

Li Jian looked at him blankly, and immediately, a shocked expression appeared on his face.He approached Zhuo Yuchen in disbelief, pressed his shoulders, and asked with a twist: "What did you say!?"

Zhuo Yuchen was terribly frightened in his heart, he was not an extrovert in the first place, and was a little weak and timid.Seeing a tall, strong man with a cold face staring at him so firmly, my heart almost stopped suddenly with fright.

He stretched out his hand to push the sharp sword, and found to his horror that he had also inexplicably grown a little bit, and his hands were white and delicate, and the thin calluses left by holding the pen all year round could not be seen at all.

Li Jian's heart was full of fear at first, but then, he became ecstatic again!

He tremblingly said: "You...you forgot me? Do you still remember who you are?"

"I..." Zhuo Yuchen was in a panic, and subconsciously answered Li Jian's question, "Uncle, my name is Zhuo Yuchen, and I'm a first-year student in Experimental Middle School... Can you call the head teacher for me? , I clearly remember that I was in school, what happened, where is this place, and who are you..."

Li Jian moved his lips.

The secret desire from before hovered in his heart again.

He opened his mouth and told the biggest lie of his life.

"Have you lost your memory? Yu Chen," Li Jian's voice was gentle and steady, "I am Li Jian, your lover. You are 26 years old, and you came to my company as a manager after graduating from university, and then I Let me confess to you, we are together. Some time ago, we were traveling in country A. On the way, you and I had a fight because of some things, and we rushed to the road in a fit of anger, and got into a car accident..."

Zhuo Yuchen looked at Li Jian dully, he is already 26?Moreover, there is a tough guy boyfriend?

He felt dizzy, and said weakly: "I...I...I don't believe it..."

Li Jian stretched out his hand ambiguously, gently lifted up a small piece of his clothes, touched Zhuo Yuchen's waistline, leaned into his ear and said, "Then who do you think the marks on your body are? left……?"

It was only then that Zhuo Yuchen realized something was wrong with his body. He pushed away the sharp sword and unbuttoned his shirt, only to find that there were unhealed hickey marks all over his body, and he looked dissolute and lustful.

There seemed to be some vague and unbearable images flashing in my mind...

Moreover, the appearance of the sword is indeed the one he likes.

His face instantly turned red.

"Yes, I'm sorry," Zhuo Yuchen stammered and said, "I seem to have forgotten a lot of things, Li Jian, I'm sorry..."

Li Jian sighed softly, holding back the guilt in his heart, and hugged Zhuo Yuchen who was still a little at a loss, but his attitude towards him had obviously softened a lot.

"It's okay," he said, "I'm sorry for you... Yuchen, I will treat you well."

Zhuo Yuchen swallowed nervously, his whole body stiffened.Because he was afraid of being malicious and ridiculed by his sexuality being discovered, he has never dared to do some relatively intimate actions with others, and even resisted his roommate's shoulder-to-shoulder hook-up. Now he was hugged suddenly, thinking about those broken pictures , Zhuo Yuchen only felt his heart beating violently.

just.

Why did Li Jian say sorry...he thought in a daze.

Also, he tried hard to recall, but the figure of a man flashed inexplicably in his mind.

The other party was tall and slender, but his face was vague, but Zhuo Yuchen realized that he knew that the man was actually very handsome.

When he thought of that man, he was horrified to find that his heart was so painful that he couldn't breathe.

The author has something to say:

It has been corrected to make the dog blood more reasonable, hold back the smile... hold back the smile... Please, little angel, re-read this chapter and the previous chapter OTZ (if possible, there may be another update today...maybe)