dust with light

Zhuo Yuchen didn't sleep very well this time, he had something on his mind, and even his dreams were dark and gloomy.When he woke up the next day, he found that his forehead was dripping with cold sweat, as if he had a nightmare last night.

He raised his eyes, and found that Li Jian was looking at him with a tangled face.The other party was wearing a close-fitting black suit, which made him tall and strong. Zhuo Yuchen believed without doubt that if he wanted to, the other party could wring his own neck almost effortlessly.

"How long have I been sleeping..." Zhuo Yuchen said, his voice was so hoarse that even he himself found it unpleasant.

Li Jian glanced at him: "It's almost twelve hours, and it's almost noon now."

"Oh."

Zhuo Yuchen turned over and got off the bed, he was still wrapped in last night's clothes, still smelled of alcohol, he looked very embarrassed.

But he ignored it.

Li Jian was a little annoyed: "What are you quarreling with me?"

As soon as he said this, Zhuo Yuchen finally had a reaction.He raised his eyelids, and stared blankly at Li Jian. There was no emotion in his eyes, like a dead object. Li Jian couldn't help but thump in his heart, vaguely feeling that something was wrong with Zhuo Yuchen.

Li Jian didn't want to get along with Li Zhuo and Chen, he was afraid that the other party would climb up the ladder, relying on himself to be kinder to him, clinging to him desperately, and becoming more annoying than ever.But now, because of Zhao Xiaodao's matter, he had no choice but to humiliate Zhuo Yuchen.

He also counted on Zhuo Yuchen to beg Zheng Yan again.

"Don't be shameless, Xiaodao doesn't dare to go out at all right now, he's as frightened as a rabbit, you pack yourself up and go see Zheng Yan again," Li Jian held back his anger, and lowered his voice, "Could it be possible? After being penetrated twice by a man, you have become a woman's temper, and you want to get angry with me for such a trivial matter?"

Zhuo Yuchen asked, "You didn't even change my clothes last night?"

Li Jian frowned: "Bringing you back already counts as my face for you. Do you know what those dead gays thought of me when I brought you back from the bar last night? I'm not you Kind of a sissy."

"Oh."

When he got up and got out of bed, he was like a marionette on a string, and he didn't avoid suspicion. He began to take off his clothes in front of Li Jian, causing Li Jian to turn his head and close his eyes, for fear that if he glanced at him, a needle's eye would grow.After entering the bathroom that came with the room, Zhuo Yuchen washed his body casually. With his wet hair on his head, he looked indifferently at the person in the mirror.

It was a young man with an extremely outstanding face, and the corners of his eyes were slightly hooked, which turned out to be somewhat charming phoenix eyes.

His fair face became paler due to the worrying quality of sleep, and he looked at himself, feeling more and more disgusted.

Li Jian, who was standing outside urging him to go to Zheng Yan again, was still urging him.

Zhuo Yuchen lifted her hair, closed her eyes, and then washed herself thoroughly with cold water.The bitingly cold water moistened his body, making his expression even more indifferent.

After he changed his clothes and came out, Li Jian couldn't wait.The tall man stretched out his hand and grabbed Zhuo Yuchen's wrist roughly.Realizing that the wrist in the palm was so thin that it was unbelievably thin, like skin and bones, the tactile feeling was completely different from that of a woman's delicate and soft body, which made Li Jian's face suddenly look uncomfortable.

He's a little nauseous.

After pulling Zhuo Yuchen forcefully out of the hotel and stuffing him into his off-road vehicle, Li Jian's frozen expression eased a little.

"Zheng Yan called before you woke up, and he is very interested in you," Li Jian said while driving, "We are going to a holiday center under Zheng's now, you should behave well and see if you can let him Zheng Yan completely exposed the matter of the knife."

He paused: "But... don't be seduced by Zheng Yan, and homosexuals don't like scumbags."

Zhuo Yuchen was nestled in the passenger seat, he was still groggy.

Having a severe headache, Zhuo Yuchen stared at the passing scenery outside the window, and suddenly felt very tired.

"What does it have to do with you," he said flatly, "I just like scum."

brush!

The sharp sword slammed on the brakes, and the off-road vehicle slammed to the brakes with a whine.Zhuo Yuchen was caught off guard and slammed his head into the front window of the car, causing tears to come from the corners of his eyes.

"What are you crazy about!"

His tone was a bit nasty.

Li Jian took his foot off the brake angrily, and stepped on the accelerator again.He was holding the steering wheel, not knowing why he was so irritable.Zhuo Yuchen said that it had nothing to do with him, which made him inexplicably upset.

"Why doesn't it have anything to do with me!" He lowered his face, "Don't you f*cking like Lao Tzu? Crap! It's disgusting. Don't you really like that bastard Zheng Yan? Well, if you like scum, just go Like it, but I'll be ugly first, don't play with me like marrying a chicken as a chicken, marrying a dog as a dog, first solve the knife problem for me, and then go to Zheng Yan's place to make a fool of yourself!"

Zhuo Yuchen didn't reply anymore, just continued to look out the window indifferently.

He has known Li Jian for five years.

Is this how Li Jian sees himself?

"I can be any man," he muttered in a low voice, "I just like you."

But Li Jian was in a fit of rage, and couldn't hear his mosquito-like whispers at all.

The second wrong thing Zhuo Yuchen did in this half of his life was falling in love with a scumbag like Li Jian.

As for the first...

He has not yet realized that provoking Zheng Yan's psychopath is the biggest evil in his life.

***

The car drove very fast, and arrived at the resort center under Zheng's name not long after.Li Jian rudely tore Zhuo Yuchen from the co-pilot, who was a little motion sick, and greeted the front desk lady of the holiday center along with him, making sure that the front desk would take Zhuo Yuchen directly to Zheng Yan, who had been waiting for a long time. , I felt that I finally calmed down.

He stood outside the resort center, leaning on the off-road vehicle, and couldn't help but light a cigarette.

Li Jian suddenly remembered that Zhuo Yuchen never smoked, but last night he had a strong smell of smoke, and he didn't know what kind of madness caused him to torment himself like this.He couldn't help but think, Zhuo Yuchen's fingers are so slender, like white onions, they can be snapped off with just a light fold, and he doesn't know what it's like to pick up a cigarette with such hands.

Shaking his head, Li Jian quickly put his thoughts behind him.

Why are you so angry?

After taking a puff of his cigarette, he couldn't help but start to diverge his thoughts again.

Li Jian didn't know why he was angry, he felt that he was usually quite easy to talk to, why did he act like a gasoline barrel when facing Zhuo Yuchen, and explode at a touch?

No matter what Zhuo Yuchen said, it could cause his displeasure and resentment in the shortest possible time.

He was a little confused.

Obviously it wasn't like this before, Li Jian thought so.

At the very beginning, Li Jian was just an ordinary special soldier.After being injured and retired from the team, he started his own security company and recruited former comrades like Zhao Xiaodao back to make a living together.And Zhuo Yuchen appeared in front of him at that time. At that time, the other party was still a fledgling lawyer. He happened to meet Zhuo Yuchen who was robbed on the road, so he had a sense of justice and rescued him. , the little lawyer entangled him.

Zhuo Yuchen gave up the high-paying recruitment of a law firm and became the manager of his pitifully small security company.

Li Jian has no business acumen, and Zhuo Yuchen has been handing over the company's affairs over the years.Li Jian was very surprised that the other party was quick-witted and good at dancing, and managed to run the company well.

Originally, everything was fine.

until.

Zhuo Yuchen boldly revealed his feelings to him.

From then on, Li Jian hated Zhuo and Chen.As a straight man who couldn't be more straight, Li Jian had seen homosexuals like Zhuo Yuchen in the army before, and when he looked at those guys who were infatuated with men, he felt so sick that he wanted to vomit. When he thought that Zhuo Yuchen would breathe out like that slut, he felt very angry, although he didn't know what he was angry about.

He regards Zhuo Yuchen as a friend, how can he tolerate his friend's virtue?

"Oh, it's just fucking cheap." He couldn't help spitting.