Little fool and big belly black

"Doctor, are you there?" Han Xiaoyu knocked lightly on the office door, opened a crack in the door, put his head in and looked carefully.

The doctor happened to be taking a nap on the couch, and was startled by him, so he jumped up and stared back and forth.Seeing Han Xiaoyu walk in, he breathed a sigh of relief and felt relieved.

"Huh, huh, you're trying to scare me to death." The doctor complained dissatisfied.

Han Xiaoyu put the paper bag behind his back on the table, and answered the conversation with a smile, "I brought you supplies, I'm going to scare you to death, I've had nothing to drink."

Pretending to take it back, the doctor hurriedly stopped him, "Hey, it's easy to say, don't rush to get started." After thinking about it, something was wrong, "Hey, no, Xiaoyu, why did you become like this? Just follow Yu Feng Learn badly."

"Haha, there's no way, the ink is dark." Han Xiaoyu watched him carefully hide the wine in the top cabinet, his movements and expressions were just like a thief.

"Doctor, how is Xiao Qin recently? His brother hasn't been here for a long time, so I don't know what's going on." Seeing that he had put it away, Han Xiaoyu put away his joking tone.

The doctor replied, "The overall situation is okay, and there are a few moments of emotional instability, but it is much better than before."

Han Xiaoyu frowned upon hearing this, and asked, "When is your mood unstable?"

"Well, I've lost my temper a few times." The doctor suddenly said "oh", remembering something, and took out a carefully rolled up paper from the drawer.

"This is a recent painting by Xiaoqin, please take a look."

Han Xiaoyu untied the ribbon tied in the middle and unfolded it, hoping to be different from the previous painting.But it was obviously just disappointment, and gloomy emotions rushed over. The people inside were made up of simple geometric shapes, their faces were distorted and blurred, and it was hard to tell whether it was a house or a church. It was a small building, but its shadow dragged for a long time , so long that it almost engulfs the already abstract figure in the painting.Looking from a distance, the entire drawing paper is submerged in gray and black.

Han Xiaoyu still couldn't convince herself to accept Yu Qin's paintings, the long-lost depression came over her face, her heart was torn so painfully, painfully, and numb.

The doctor glanced at him thoughtfully, and the complex inside fainted into blackness.However, Han Xiaoyu was already immersed in the world in the painting, and did not notice the change in the doctor's eyes at all.

When he came back to his senses, the doctor had already cleaned up the expression on his face, still showing a gentle and warm smile.

"If you feel uncomfortable, just roll it up. I'll take you to Xiaoqin's to have a look." The doctor looked concerned.

Almost like a deserter, Han Xiaoyu rolled up the drawing paper as it was, and was so in a hurry that he forgot to tie the ribbon on his hand.

The doctor smiled comprehensibly, took the drawing paper, tied it up, and carefully put it in the drawer.

Walking through the long corridor, he stopped in front of the familiar ward number. The doctor took out the key to open the door, walked in first, and greeted the figure on the balcony with a brisk tone, "Xiao Qin, where are you basking in the sun? Brother Xiaoyu is here." Look at you, last time there was that brother Xiaoyu who came with your brother last time."

Yu Qinduan was sitting on the armchair without moving, like a doll, Han Xiaoyu couldn't feel any vitality from him.

Han Xiaoyu bit the bullet, stepped forward, squatted beside him, and looked up at him.The beautiful pupils like Yu Feng's are full of golden light, and the delicate and fair face is transparent, giving him an angelic illusion.

"Xiao Qin, I'm Han Xiaoyu. I met you last time." Han Xiaoyu wanted to try to shake his hand on his lap, but the doctor stepped forward to stop him and said to him in a low voice, " Still no, he is still in an unstable period. Just in case, don't touch him."

Han Xiaoyu hurriedly stood up, stood with his head down like a child who has done something wrong, and never approached Yu Qin again.

The doctor shook his head slightly, out of his sight.In the end, it still doesn’t work, Yu Feng.

At the end of that day, he almost ran away. After watching Yu Qin, and after hearing a few words from the doctor asking him to transfer it to Yu Feng, he immediately shirked his business and left.

When I got home, I couldn't straighten up as if my bones had been pulled out, and I just wanted to lie quietly.Fatty still happily stepped on him, Han Xiaoyu didn't even have the strength to brush him off the bed.

He didn't know why his reaction was so big, nothing happened, right?He neither bumped into Yu Qin's illness, nor heard Yu Feng or the doctor say anything to him.It's just a picture, a picture drawn by Yu Qin, why are you so afraid?Han Xiaoyu pulled up the quilt and completely wrapped himself in it, his chaotic head became more chaotic in the pitch blackness.Things that I usually don't have time to think about suddenly come to my mind.

Just now the doctor sent him to the nursing home to bid him farewell. The usual smile was clearly gone on his face. Although he was still polite, something was wrong. Han Xiaoyu understood that the expression was the same as that of his parents when they first learned about his brother's sexual orientation. The expressions are overlapping.

So, is it disappointment?Or to change the word, look down on.

It's not a literal contempt, it's just a trace of real emotion that was revealed because he couldn't accept him like this.Han Xiaoyu smiled resignedly, not to mention the doctor, even himself.

He didn't dare to contact Yu Feng. He originally thought that he would make a lot of progress this time compared to the last time, but he was wrong. The accumulation of such dark emotions never got nothing but a bigger and heavier burden. .Although he was not qualified, he really felt an emotion in Yu Qinna that made him unable to stand up straight.He really didn't know what to do.

The curtains were drawn tightly, and the fabric with good shading effect did not let the bright outside shine through from the beginning to the end.Han Xiaoyu fell asleep drowsily, and finally was awakened by a nightmare. When he touched his phone, it was already late at night.

Because the owner didn't feed him, Fatty lost his temper and scratched the tissue box to pieces. The living room and bedroom were full of chewed paper scraps.Now it is probably tired, and it is sleeping soundly on the sofa.

Han Xiaoyu went to the sink to be sober and sober, her thoughts had already returned to reality.Resigned to his fate, he began to tidy up the messy house, stepped on the bench and took a box of canned cat food from the top cabinet, and poured it into the rice bowl for Uncle Cat.Then I went into the bathroom to take a shower, and my head was completely awake.

The decadence just now disappeared without a trace, and Han Xiaoyu is still the energetic and innocent Han Xiaoyu.

The next day he got up early on purpose, and went into the studio to finish his work when the doorman opened the door. Before noon, he asked for leave with "Foreman" Yang Lu and left.

On the bus to the suburbs, I carried a large bag of fruit in my hand, and a paper bag full of sketching supplies in my other hand.He deliberately went to the document market for a long time before he selected the safest and non-toxic painting tools.

The doctor was startled as he expected, he was walking with Yu Qin in the small yard.I saw Han Xiaoyu rushing over in a hurry, his face was as bright as the sun above his head.

"Little fish? Why did you come here again when you have time?" the doctor asked him.

Han Xiaoyu took a walk with them with two bags, "No, Yu Feng recently went out to shoot a movie, and the studio doesn't have much work, so I'll come over after I finish. Don't worry, I really didn't cut corners to finish the work, so the doctor always Don't sue Yu Feng secretly." Han Xiaoyu squinted his eyes with a smile.

The doctor was amused by his words, and couldn't help answering: "Ah, ah, I won't say anything to Yu Feng, I hate calling him the most, it hurts me every time."

"Hey, how is the doctor?" Han Xiaoyu bent down and greeted Yu Qin with a smile, "Hello, I'm here again today. My name is Han Xiaoyu, Xiao Qin must remember."

Although Yu Qin didn't answer the conversation, he was obviously interested in him, and looked at him with good-looking eyes for a long time.

Han Xiaoyu was overjoyed, winked and smiled at the doctor, "See, Xiao Qin has noticed me."

The doctor pouted with disdain, "He noticed me a few years ago."

Han Xiaoyu stroked her hair and smiled foolishly, "I'm happy, by the way, Xiao Qin, I bought you a new painting set, see if you like it."

After finishing speaking, he took out all the things and placed them on the lawn one by one.Sure enough, Yu Qin's eyes kept moving back and forth following the movements of his hands, obviously interested in things related to painting.

The doctor held his forehead, "My God, big brother, you just put it on the ground like this, it's so simple."

Han Xiaoyu came to his senses, "Oh, I forgot, my brother told me before that doctors are obsessed with cleanliness, so I need to be more careful, hey, I'm sorry."

The doctor answered, "Apologize without sincerity."

"Hahaha." Han Xiaoyu laughed loudly.

After the doctor sent Yu Qin back to the room, the two went to the office together.

"Xiaoyu, to be honest, you won't come again after me." The doctor rarely looked serious.

Han Xiaoyu smiled, "I thought so too when I just went back yesterday."

"However, I love Yu Feng. So I must love Yu Qin. It's not the so-called love of the house and the crow, but my heart, and my conscience."

Han Xiaoyu's words were very firm and down-to-earth, he was unwilling to say some hypocritical polite words.Originally, he could have given a more perfect reason, but accepting Yu Qin because of Yu Feng is reality.If it was a different person, he would surely shrink into his tortoise shell with peace of mind, still rejecting the cruelty and coldness of the outside world.

The doctor nodded with a satisfied smile, "I understand why Yu Feng recognized you. Han Xiaoyu, you are really good."

"Haha, doctor, you are so serious, I would be ashamed to bully you."

"Damn, is this just for you to bully?!" The doctor was dissatisfied, and hit Han Xiaoyu's head hard.The two looked at each other and smiled together.Putting aside all doubts and doubts, it is the reason why the two were silent in a certain sense before.

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