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Xu Ting didn't feel anything, his more attention was actually on Song Ji.

The person you like is sitting next to you and watching the movie with you, Xu Ting is really curious, and can't help but sneak a peek under Song Ji.

Well. . .Hold up a big lump, pretend, and think you don't feel it.

Xu Ting's face was blushing, so he still likes girls' bodies.

He lowered his head a little sad, feeling that he suddenly realized something at this moment.

Before the movie finished, Zhou Qiwei ran to the toilet.

Not long after, Zhao You and Chen Jiafeng also climbed into their respective beds.

Everyone tacitly did it themselves.In the end, only Song Ji and Xu Ting were left.

Xu Ting is immersed in the fact that Song Ji is a straight man of steel in the universe. He is deeply shocked and has no mood to care about other things.

Seeing that everyone had dispersed at this time, Song Ji turned to look at Xu Ting beside him, and found that he was in a daze. He thought he was too shocked, so he wanted to tease him.

He suddenly threw Xu Tiao down and pulled towards the middle of the bed, reaching out his hand to touch Xu Tiao's bottom.

Xu Ting was frightened by his sudden movement and struggled.

"Song Ji! What are you doing!"

"Help me see if you're normal or not." Song Ji deliberately smiled evilly, just to scare Xu Ting, and didn't really touch him.

Xu Ting foolishly thought that Song Ji was coming for real, but he didn't feel anything at first, but he reacted by twisting under Song Ji's body while struggling.

He was terrified, his face turned from red to pale, his lips were bloodless, and cold sweat suddenly broke out from his forehead one by one.

He froze and didn't dare to move anymore, afraid that Song Ji would find out about his changes, and it didn't help him to react to Song Ji, but after rubbing a few times, he couldn't control himself.

Song Ji saw that something was wrong with him suddenly, and felt the movement under his body carefully, feeling embarrassed that he had really gone too far this time.

He thought that Xu Ting had reacted after watching the film earlier, and was frightened by his sudden toss.

Song Ji felt very guilty in his heart, and quickly got up to apologize: "擐擐,擐擐, are you okay? I'm sorry, I played too much, did I scare you, I shouldn't do this, I must be careful in the future."

He stood by the bed with his head bowed to apologize, and stretched out his hand to pull Xu Ting up.

Xu Ting looked at Song Ji, as if he didn't notice his abnormality.

He seemed to be alive again, but he didn't dare to hold Song Ji's hand any more, and just sat up slowly by himself.

"It's okay, it's none of your business. There was a lot of commotion just now, and I suddenly got a little out of breath."

He didn't go to see Song Ji either, and found weak and clumsy excuses to cover it up.

Although Song Ji heard what he said, but when he wanted to reach out to pull him just now, he clearly avoided it.

Song Ji felt that he was really an asshole, originally Xu Ting was a very shy character, how could he forget his sense of propriety just because Xu Ting behaved more closely with him recently.

Just now, he was so hard to press down on him, but now, Xu Ting is starting to be afraid of him.

Don't leave any bad memories for him in the future.Song Ji was annoyed and blamed himself, and worried that Xu Ting would alienate him in the future.

Men have a strong sense of territory, and they will unconsciously guard against alienation when they feel threatened by other men.

Song Ji thought more and more, but in fact, the more he thought about it, the more crooked he became.

Seeing his guilty look, Xu Ting wanted to explain.

He wants to say that I am not afraid of you, that you are right, and that I am wrong, but he doesn't know how to say it.

Do you want to tell Song Ji directly that I like you, because I am afraid that you will find out that I have dirty thoughts about you, that you will find out that I like you.

No matter how you say it, it seems like an unsolvable problem.

Xu Ting had no choice but to go back to the upper bunk of his bed silently without saying a word.

He felt sorry for Song Ji, his liking was too sensitive and fragile.

Because of his little liking from everyone, Song Ji apologized humbly and cautiously.

In fact, Song Ji didn't do anything wrong at all, it's normal for boys to fight like this.

People often use this form of slapstick as wrestling practice.

Only I am hypocritical and sensitive, liking a boy like a pervert, and reacting in front of others, but in the end, I am like a bullied person who makes the person I like apologize.

Xu Ting finally couldn't help it, and cried under the quilt.

He didn't dare to let others notice, biting his arm

Blocking the sobs, tears soon filled the whole face.

One by one fell onto the blue sheet, and soon became dizzy.

In fact, although Xu Ting looks delicate and weak, he is a very strong child.

When he was a child sitting alone in the hospital playing the bottle, unable to play with his peers, and could only lie in bed reading, when he was squeezed out and ridiculed, Xu Ting could play very well by himself.

He also finds things he likes to learn by himself, and he learned how to draw manga at that time.

He only cries when it hurts.

The last time he cried, he was injured because of saving Song Ji.

Xu Ting thought he was crying because of guilt and fear, but it wasn't entirely true.

It should be more because the fact that Song Ji is a straight man was laid out in front of him clearly and clearly for the first time in the most intuitive way, finally extinguishing the little hope that Song Ji might like him.

Because Song Ji had always been indifferent to girls who confessed to him, and he was not particularly attentive to any girls in the same class.

So Xu Ting had a glimmer of expectation in his heart.

Maybe Song Ji likes me a little bit, he is always very patient with me, and especially likes to touch my head, he calls other boys as close as he calls me.

Maybe Song Ji didn't realize that he likes me now.Moreover, even if he doesn't like me now, it's not impossible for him to like me in the future.

After many nights when he was finally able to rest comfortably in bed after being devastated by his studies, Xu Ting fell asleep thinking of Song Ji in this way.

This is the one thing that makes him happiest in the heavy studies, even replacing painting.

Every time he thinks like this, he looks forward to the arrival of the next day.

Although new learning tasks will accompany him, being able to spend each day with Song Ji makes him happy

Xu Ting woke up with swollen eyes the next day.

This startled everyone, but they all thought that Xu Ting didn't sleep well at night because of the too much stimulation he received for the first time yesterday, and they laughed and teased him, saying that he was worthless.

Only Song Ji stared at him deeply, his eyes filled with guilt again.

Song Ji has been very attentive to Xu Ting all day long, and there is a hint of caution in his attentiveness.

He was always sneaking glances at Xu Ting, scrutinizing people's faces, thinking he was hiding.

I didn’t listen to the lectures well during class, and asked Xu Ting if I understood what Teacher Xu was saying.

Asking a question after a while, Xu Ting was annoyed by his noise.

Originally, I followed the teacher's progress and understood everything, but I didn't understand it when Song Ji interrupted me.

He also forgot all the sadness of last night, only thinking about how he fell in love with such a fool, and crying for him.

At night's evening self-study, Song Ji came again to ask Xu Ting if there was anything he didn't understand. Xu Ting really had a lot of questions when he interrupted him today.

He thought helplessly, it's not all your fault.

Song Ji got the opportunity to draw closer as he wished, and he showed his hospitality in such a meticulous manner, his tone was gentle as if he was telling Xu Ting a bedtime story.

He no longer mocked Xu Ting for being stupid like before, and kept his hands at a regular distance, neither knocking Xu Ting on the head nor stroking his hair.

The girl named Wan Qian sitting behind him has been watching Song Ji's dog legs for a whole day.

She poked at her deskmate, and gestured for her to look at the two in front.

The two girls began to gossip.

After Song Ji finished explaining the questions to Xu Ting, he looked at Xu Ting eagerly, wanting him to praise him and get closer to him.

Being stared at by him like this, Xu Ting just wanted to have a good talk with him.

Before she could speak, she was interrupted by Wan Qian.

"Our Squad Leader Song, you are enough. Today, Jia Jiaguang and I will be watching from the back to see what you are doing."

Wan Qian moved her head forward, approaching Song Ji's back and gently teasing.

"What's wrong with you, are you taking Xu Ting as your wife? I don't think anyone treats their wives like you!"

The two girls giggled softly after speaking.

Now there is no need to talk about anything, Song Ji and Xu Ting both blushed and did not refute.

No one is awkward anymore, just study obediently.

Time flies, and it will be mid-July soon.

The weather is getting hotter and hotter. Although there is air conditioning in the classroom, it is not as comfortable as at home.

And I have to wash two more clothes every day.

Everyone is looking forward to a comfortable summer vacation after the mid-term final exam.After all, after the summer vacation of the second year of high school, there is really no time to indulge.

During this time, Song Ji was again entangled by a girl named Qin Kesong from the school volleyball team.

The gossip people thought that this person would be like everyone before, and after being cruelly rejected, he would return Song Ji a good person card.

It turned out that this one was very different this time.No matter how hard Song Ji refused, she went forward bravely.

As Song Ji's good friend, Xu Ting watched the whole process.

Different from other people's attitude of watching a good show, every time he sees Qin Kesong's face full of fighting spirit, full of vitality and not afraid of rejection, he is very envious.

Gradually, envy gave birth to inferiority complex.

Because he will never have the courage to confess to Song Ji in his whole life, as long as he can maintain like this, he is already very satisfied.

He will always only think about it by himself in the dark, and only write this love in his diary.

If there is no accident, it will never be known by anyone.

......

Song Ji had a terrible headache for Qin Kesong, and every time he couldn't say more cruel and uncultivated words to make her give up, he had to detour when he saw Qin Kesong.

However, Qin Kesong came to block people at the door.

She is really different, other girls are all shy and whispering confession.

Only she dared to stop Song Jibidong, like a boy, directly saying that she would not let go if she didn't agree.

Although Qin Kesong was taller and stronger than the other girls, it was still not suitable for this kind of action in front of Song Ji.