Excessive exposure

The atmosphere in the greenhouse was charming and stiff, which gradually made Xu Xinzhi feel unreal.

Zhou Bingwen looked at the carefully shaped roses, and did not speak for a long time.

Xu Xinzhi laughed twice, closed the door lightly, and said flatteringly, "Actually, I haven't finished it completely yet, and I want to bring you here later... This is just a semi-finished product..."

"Is this the surprise you just said you were going to give me?" Zhou Bingwen asked.

Xu Xinzhi scratched his ears, showing a rare shy expression: "Well, yes..."

Zhou Bingwen slowly pushed back two steps, tried to calm down the emotions in his heart, and said, "I can think that you want to confess your love to me today?"

Xu Xinzhi didn't expect Zhou Bingwen to bring this matter up so bluntly, and he was stunned immediately. He was a little happy and a little flustered, but when he saw Zhou Bingwen's overly calm face, his heart sank completely.

"Well, I..." Xu Xinzhi opened his mouth, and under his calm gaze, he managed to speak out: "I really want to confess to you, I, I like you!"

Zhou Bingwen closed his eyes and was full of emotions. In fact, the last thing he wanted was to say this sentence from Xu Xinzhi's mouth. He knew that he shouldn't have evaded it a few days ago and just explained the matter clearly.

Blame himself for running away because of fear, dragging on until now.

But now it can't be delayed any longer.

Zhou Bingwen was sad to hear himself say hurtful words: "I'm sorry, I can't accept it."

Xu Xinzhi's face turned pale, and suddenly looked ugly, staring at him firmly: "Why, why?"

Zhou Bingwen looked at this friend who had been together for six years. They should be regarded as strangers. It is not easy to shake hands and get together after so many conflicts.Although Xu Xinzhi has an arrogant and eccentric temper, he is a very nice person and has no evil intentions. Most importantly, he is not bad to him.

A few years ago, they got along well with each other, and they both regarded each other as buddies, but since the second half of last year, Xu Xinzhi looked at him a little wrongly.

I don't know what went wrong, but this veteran in the field of love actually set his mind on him, and became timid, very innocent and stupid.

"Can you tell me why?" Xu Xinzhi asked him pleadingly.

Zhou Bingwen sighed: "There is no reason, I don't like you."

"Then who can you like!" Xu Xinzhi said anxiously: "You haven't been with anyone for so many years, you only have me by your side, we can try to be together, I will definitely treat you very well of."

Zhou Bingwen was so tired of the incense lit in the greenhouse, he wanted to open the door, but he didn't want to be seen.Xu Xinzhi's questioning made him restless.

"I won't think about you. I've always regarded you as a good buddy. I don't know why you have such thoughts about me, but please stop, otherwise we won't even be able to be buddies in the future."

Xu Xinzhi took a deep breath and said firmly: "Stop what? You don't even know how many years I have liked you. I used to keep it in my heart and dare not show it in front of you, but I dare not show it to you again. Well, you didn’t respond, I’m scared! I’m afraid you will be snatched away, I don’t want to hide my thoughts anymore, and I don’t have the patience to wait any longer. I really want to be with you, and I’m ready , I will come out with a showdown with my family!"

Zhou Bingwen was so shocked that he couldn't express it, and he could still look at him in a daze, never expecting that Xu Xinzhi would do this for him.

"Wait, wait a minute, don't be so impulsive, your father is only a son like you, and your parents will definitely not..."

"You don't need to worry about these! I can handle it myself, the important thing is whether you are willing to be with me!" Xu Xinzhi decisively interrupted him, speaking fiercely and more firmly: "I have thought about it for a long time. Because you don’t need to worry about it, now I confess to you, I promise you Xinzhi likes you, would you like to be with me?”

When Zhou Bingwen was pressed so forcefully by him, his face was embarrassed and unnatural, and his eyes full of expectation, and he felt uncomfortable.But he would never agree to such a thing, even without Shi Annan, he would never be with Xu Xinzhi.

"Sorry...I don't want to." Zhou Bingwen couldn't stay in this place any longer. He turned his head, not daring to see Xu Xinzhi's expression when he heard this, so he simply pushed the flower room door and planned to go out.

Xu Xinzhi was so frightened by his behavior that he quickly put his palm on the door of the greenhouse without thinking, and leaned in front of him and said, "Why don't you want to? What am I not good enough for? I ask myself what I have done to you all these years. It is single-minded, and you should be very clear, there will never be another person in this world who treats you better than me."

Zhou Bingwen pressed the door handle, and said coldly: "I have no feelings for you in this regard, and I will never have any. This road is not easy to walk, and you should rein in time."

"Why don't you want to try it with me? If you don't try it with me, how will you know if you will like me in the future?"

Zhou Bingwen saw that he was so obsessed with obsession, so he turned his head and looked straight at him: "Don't try, I don't have the slightest idea about you. I have almost expressed what I want to express. I want to go back now."

Xu Xinzhi still pressed the door, showing no intention of letting him go.

The atmosphere suddenly became tense.

Zhou Bingwen was a little angry. Just when he was about to reprimand him, Xu Xinzhi suddenly said: "You asked him about dating some time ago, and it seems that you have someone you like. Is it because of that person that you rejected me?"

Zhou Bingwen did not answer.

Xu Xinzhi asked again: "Really?"

Zhou Bingwen didn't like to lie, so when he asked again, he had no choice but to say: "I have someone I like, but it has nothing to do with him. Even without him, I wouldn't like you."

"who's that person?"

Zhou Bingwen refused very coldly: "You don't need to know, and I won't say it."

Xu Xinzhi became irritable all of a sudden, grabbed Zhou Bingwen's wrist and asked angrily, "Who the hell?!"

Zhou Bingwen was the most impatient of his hot personality, very domineering and willful. In the past, he would have turned around and left, but now he didn't want to hurt him again, so he was a little gentle and said: "Who is he so? You are not important to me, I have finished my words, let go of your hand, I am going back."

A look of pain appeared on Xu Xinzhi's face, and he still held him tightly: "Why, why?"

Zhou Bingwen shook his hand: "You don't have to keep asking me why, because I don't know why, if you like it, you like it, if you don't like it, you don't like it, maybe we are not destined."

He opened the door of the conservatory, and the cold wind blew in, blowing away the sweet smell in his nose and clearing his mind a lot.

Seeing that he was about to leave, Xu Xinzhi suddenly felt a sense of panic that he could no longer hold on to after he left. He pulled him back with all his strength in an instant, put his hands on his shoulders, and pushed him to the glass. On the wall: "Zhou Bingwen, I have liked you for nearly five years! Five years, do you know?!"

Zhou Bingwen was a little moved. Didn't he himself wait for six years?Just like what he said just now, yes, they are not destined, otherwise why he couldn't forget Shi Annan in the past six years, and he didn't know anything about Xu Xinzhi's secret love.They may come together if there is a little difference or heartbeat.

But none of this possibility happened.

Five years near the water tower, there is no waves, the heart is like still water, and it stops at friendship.

Xu Xinzhi's eyes were red, and there were some tears in the corners of his eyes: "Isn't it that there is no such person, is it that you lied to me? Why can't we be together?"

Zhou Bingwen broke away from his hand, and it was also difficult to control his emotions. Xu Xinzhi was not an ordinary friend to him, they had been intimate for six years!How many six years can there be in life, and how many heart-to-heart friends can there be in life, he has been procrastinating and dare not say, and he is very reluctant to part with this friendship.

But he knew that after today's farewell, he and Xu Xinzhi would never be able to return to their previous relationship, at best they could be nodding friends, at worst they would almost be like strangers.

Since there is no other way to go, let's break it, break it cleanly.

"Xu Xinzhi, I didn't lie to you. I don't like you, and there are people I like." Zhou Bingwen said clearly every word.

Xu Xinzhi took a staggering step back, as if he had been hit hard, his body was shaking a little.

"Sorry, I'm leaving first." Zhou Bingwen turned around again without a trace of nostalgia.

Xu Xinzhi hugged his waist fiercely: "Don't go, don't go, I don't want you to go." He was panicked, he saw the determination in Zhou Bingwen's eyes, he was so scared that he was almost desperate.

Zhou Bingwen struggled, but his strength was not as strong as Xu Xinzhi who had been training for a long time, and the two wrestled.

The shirt he was wearing had two buttons undone, but now that it has been torn open a little, it is naturally exposed.

Xu Xinzhi looked there in astonishment.

There are two small red marks on the shoulder.

He knew what it was, but he questioned what he asked: "What is this? Ah? What is this?!"

Zhou Bingwen quickly pulled up his clothes, and didn't intend to answer.

Xu Xinzhi immediately pounced on him, his face suddenly became ferocious and ferocious: "Who did it! Who the hell did it! I have liked you for five years and I haven't been willing to touch you with a finger! Zhou Bingwen, are you sorry for me? "

Zhou Bingwen's face turned cold: "I don't think I'm sorry for you."

Xu Xinzhi was not reconciled, even though he was covered by his clothes, he still stared at the shoulder, wishing to burn a hole.For a while, all kinds of angry thoughts filled his mind, including unwillingness, humiliation and anger.He guarded the person in front of him for six years, and men and women fought back wave after wave. He was very proud, and he always thought that he was holding on to this person for trouble, but he didn't know where a guy appeared. Someone robbed it.

Zhou Bingwen pushed him away hard, but only opened some distance.He knew very well that Xu Xinzhi was not clear-headed now, and he might do something inappropriate, so he had to leave immediately.

How could Xu Xinzhi let him go so easily, especially when he was irritated by those two red marks just now.

He has worked so hard for so many years but others have taken the lead. He can't swallow this breath no matter what he thinks. He said that he will not let Zhou Bingwen leave tonight, at least he has to ask for some interest.

Thinking of this, he immediately took action, tearing Zhou Bingwen's shirt hard, and was about to speak.

Suddenly, the door of the greenhouse was opened from the outside, and a voice said teasingly: "How is it? Is the arrangement ready? Do you want me to help?"

As soon as Feng Lixing finished speaking, he saw the situation in the greenhouse clearly, and was so frightened that he almost ran away without turning around.

Xu Xinzhi stopped all his movements for a moment, staring blankly at the person who broke in to sabotage his good deeds.

Zhou Bingwen took the opportunity to push Xu Xinzhi away, quickly tidied up his clothes and said, "I'm leaving."

Feng Lixing changed his mind to say: You guys continue, excuse me.As a result, he was stunned at the scene by this sudden change.

From Xu Xinzhi's blank and painful expression and Zhou Bingwen's cold and angry attitude, it can be seen that the carefully prepared confession failed.

If he hadn't broken in in time, I don't know what would have happened.

Zhou Bingwen was trembling with anger, but his pace was not slow at all, and he soon reached the exit.

"Zhou Bingwen..." Xu Xinzhi ran out and shouted just as he was about to leave.

Zhou Bingwen stopped with his back to him.

"Sorry……"

Zhou Bingwen lowered his head, and without any pause, he sped up his pace and left the clubhouse.

……

The phone screen emitted a faint blue light, and a white finger rested on a line in the address book.

The contact person's name is exactly "Xu Xinzhi".

Zhou Bingwen sighed, but in the end he was still reluctant to delete the contact information.

It had been two days since he came back from the clubhouse, and he still couldn't recover from what happened that night.

It seemed that everyone knew overnight that he and Xu Xinzhi had broken up. Many people called and sent text messages to ask him, those who were concerned, those who breathed out, and those who gloated, but he didn't reply.

Tang Leyou also asked him specifically once, but he still held back.

Just let this matter rot in his heart, it is the best choice for him or maybe Xinzhi.

Shi Annan sat across from him and stroked his cheek: "What's the matter, are you still worrying about Xu Xinzhi?"

Zhou Bingwen put away his mobile phone and smiled lightly: "No, how about you, just came back from the hospital, how is Shi Hanying's condition?"

"It's not that bad. He's also hard-fated and has stabilized again, but time is running out." Shi Annan said lightly, as if what he was talking about had nothing to do with him.

Zhou Bingwen said: "Then what are your future plans? You said last time that he hasn't made a will yet."

"I'm not interested in his inheritance, but I don't want to make it easy for him. He thought he was keeping it a secret, but Aunt Hu got carried away and leaked it. That guy actually wanted to leave the inheritance to Aunt Hu."

Zhou Bingwen was surprised: "Isn't it? I don't leave it to you at all. There are so many people in the Shi family..."

"It's definitely impossible for Aunt Hu to take all of them. The elders in the family are not vegetarians. How can she, an old woman, have the ability to eat such a large family fortune?"

Zhou Bingwen thought for a while and said, "Then he must have deliberately done this to disgust you?"

Shi Annan nodded: "Indeed, he still wants to torment his family until he dies. He made such a will just to break up the Shi family and make us living people feel uneasy."

"Then what are you going to do?"

"Does he think he can really succeed by doing this? I talked to the doctor. He has a month to live at most, and I will let him change his will at that time."

Zhou Bingwen was curious: "Huh? What can you do to make him change his will at this time?"

Shi Annan smiled and said, "I don't believe he doesn't want You Jingmeng's recording and recent photos."

Zhou Bingwen looked at him in surprise: "Your move...is really a bit..."

"It's a bit too poisonous, isn't it?" Shi Annan curled her lips indifferently: "The Shi family has finally recovered a little bit of vitality after six years, and it can't stand his torment anymore. Although I almost went out independently, uncle and uncle I wasn’t too bad before, at least I have to leave a way for them.”

Zhou Bingwen could only sigh after hearing this.

Shi Annan took his hand and said, "Don't worry about these things, you and I have been so busy recently that we haven't seen each other for several days."

Zhou Bingwen smiled slightly: "What nonsense, it's only two days."

"It feels like it's been a long time, if only I could carry you in my pocket." Shi Annan said and gestured: "It's just as big as a kitten."

Zhou Bingwen rolled his eyes: "Then why don't you say you're as big as Thumbelina."

Shi Annan really thought about it carefully, then shook his head and said, "No, no, it's too small, I'm afraid I'll crush you if you're not careful."

Zhou Bingwen was angry and funny: "Why don't you be so boring!"

Shi Annan said seriously: "As long as I'm with you, nothing will be boring."

"Have you become an actor recently? It's like you don't need money for these nasty words." Zhou Bingwen looked at him and said with disgust.

Shi Annan was punctured by him, and he laughed and fell on him: "Seeing that you are unhappy, I spent all my time trying to tease you, but you didn't appreciate it at all."

"Thank God for the fact that you didn't touch me at night." Zhou Bingwen said angrily.

Shi Annan shook his head again and again: "I don't think you can be careless about this, besides, how can you push everything to my side, don't you also enjoy it..."

Zhou Bingwen glared at him angrily.

Shi An said for mercy: "Okay, okay, I am the only one who enjoys it, and I am alone."

Zhou Bingwen didn't bother to talk to him, got off the bed and went to the bathroom to brush his teeth.

Shi Annan quickly followed in and finished washing quickly.

After the two of them finished packing and lay on the bed, Zhou Bingwen said to him very solemnly, "I want to tell you something."

Shi Annan was surprised: "What happened?"

"..." Zhou Bingwen suddenly twitched a little, and his eyes were dodged.

"What's the matter?" Seeing him like this, Shi Annan suddenly found it funny, couldn't help pulling his cheeks with both hands, making a big grimace, and couldn't help laughing out loud after being teased: "Hahahaha..."

Zhou Bingwen was so angry that he interrupted him like this, so he also went to pull his face.

The two tossed about for a while, and almost lost their temper.

Shi Annan held him down and stopped him from fussing: "Don't move, don't move..."

Zhou Bingwen looked away in embarrassment, and said angrily, "Who is moving?"

"Take a break... Take a break my little ancestor, this is a bit fatal." Shi Annan let out a big breath, still unable to restrain himself, he suddenly remembered that Zhou Bingwen wanted to talk to him just now, so he immediately used this to divert himself Attention: "By the way, what did you want to tell me just now?"

Zhou Bingwen remained silent, but Shi Annan didn't urge him because of his own reasons.

After a while, Zhou Bingwen whispered, "I applied to a British university."

Shi Annan froze for a while, and said in an unbelievable voice: "Wait a minute, I don't seem to hear clearly, what did you just say?"

Zhou Bingwen pushed him away: "I've already said it, forget it if you haven't heard it."

Shi Annan hugged him forcefully again, and said in disbelief, "You just said that you applied for a British school?"

Zhou Bingwen didn't answer, he was still a little awkward, as long as Shi Annan asked carefully, he would know that he applied before he came back, this guy will definitely get carried away, he will.

"Baby, darling, darling, darling... Can you say it again? Are you really going to study in England?" Shi Annan really couldn't help himself this time, and he couldn't digest the news for a long time. This is simply great news for him.

Zhou Bingwen got goose bumps from so many nasty names, and asked again and again: "You are a repeater, I made it so clear!"

"Can you say it again, are you really going to study in England?"

Zhou Bingwen was made very helpless by his troubles, put aside all the awkwardness and embarrassment in his heart, and said impatiently: "Yes, yes, I really want to study in England!"

"Oh my God!!!" Shi Annan hugged him, so excited that he greeted God in various languages, from English, French to German, etc.

Zhou Bingwen was so troubled by him that he couldn't bear it: "Can you calm down a little!"

"I can't!" Shi Annan kissed him on the cheek: "I'm very touched. Do you know that your decision to go to England means that you are worried about me, and you are willing to leave your parents and hometown and choose for me? I moved to a strange country to live, you said how could I not be moved."

Zhou Bingwen didn't expect him to have such an idea. At first, he simply wanted to go to England to find him and be with him. He didn't feel how great and selfless he was.

"Zhou Bingwen, I love you, really, I love you!"