Excessive exposure

"You Garden was actually built for one person, his name is You Jingmeng..."

With the beginning of the narration, Shi Annan fell into memory again.

He was only four years old at that time, at the age of ignorance and innocence. Although his father did not love his mother, and his little heart was very uncomfortable, he was happy with a kind housekeeper and a nanny who was full of mother's love. It was a pretty peaceful time.

When she was four and a half years old, Shi Hanying suddenly gathered a large family to her home for no reason, and asked to bring the children with her.

Shi Annan can't remember the specific things that happened that day, it seems that he was asked a few questions and passed several tests, but from that day on, he was appointed as the heir by Shi Hanying.

He didn't understand the true meaning of heir, but seeing the envious and envious eyes of his uncle, aunt and brothers, he felt that it seemed to be a great thing, and he also felt a sense of intimacy and dependence on his grandpa who had always been majestic and cold.

He reluctantly bid farewell to the housekeeper and nanny, and moved into the home with some joy.

Because he hardly lived with his close relatives, he yearned for Shi Hanying very much. At that time, he already knew how happy a child with parents is, and he was looking forward to the future.

But the reality dealt him a heavy blow. His brother and brother with malicious intentions, Aunt Hu who was eccentric, the servant who was lifeless, and Shi Hanying who was moody all made him anxious every day.

After entering the family, his innocent childhood came to an abrupt end, and he was overwhelmed by the mountain-like homework every day.

From basic cultural lessons to calligraphy, painting, horseback riding and archery, everything is messy. He was even asked to sing opera for a while, but he was good at other things. He was really not talented in opera, so he was severely punished by Shi Hanying After a meal.

He still remembers the first time he knelt on the platform. At that time, it was autumn, and the temperature dropped rapidly at night. The cold wind quickly took away the heat from his body, and the cold floor made his legs numb.

He was wronged, but he dared not cry.Because as long as he cries, his brother and brother will ridicule him for being so weak as an heir, Aunt Hu will laugh at him for being stupid, and Shi Hanying will punish him even more severely.

The teardrops were swirling in the sockets of his eyes, and it was hard to withdraw them, but suddenly he heard moaning sounds that seemed to be there, which made him tremble with fright.After listening carefully, it sounded like a girl's painfully suppressed voice, intermittently, in this deserted amusement park, when the cold night wind blew again, his tears immediately frightened him.

His situation at that time was like a ghost movie in a movie. He was still young and his mind was not yet sound, so it was easy for him to make up all kinds of horror pictures of ghosts and ghosts.

He didn't care about being punished at the moment, so he quickly got up from the ground and hid behind the corridor above the platform, watching quietly in the yard.

After careful listening, the voice came from Shi Hanying's bedroom.

Although Shi Hanying was very harsh on him, he was still very worried about his safety, after all, he was his grandfather.

After cheering himself up for a long time, he thought about countless possibilities in his mind, and finally he moved quietly to the carved window outside the bedroom. Through the gap in the window edge, he saw that Shi Hanying was on the big carved bed, only He was wearing a white blouse with the neckline wide open, and there was a very young and beautiful girl on the bed.

The expression on Shi Hanying's face was so fierce that he was frightened for a while.

He was very strong, and the girl bit her finger tightly in her mouth, her voice was broken and broken, and she looked very scared.

Shi Annan had never seen such a weird thing before, he just felt that Shi Hanying looked like a devil, torturing that girl.

terrible...

His grandpa turned out to be a demon.

Just when he was in a trance and shivering, he suddenly saw Shi Hanying picking up the girl's feet and licking them frantically, as if he was eating the most delicious delicacy in the world and was about to gnaw it into his stomach.

That scene shocked him so deeply that it remained an indelible shadow in his heart for many years afterwards.

He was so frightened that his face turned pale, and it would not be an exaggeration to say that he was out of his wits.Fortunately, he was also clever, so he reacted quickly, and ran away quietly before being discovered, and developed a high fever that night.

The next thing was that he didn't have enough time to kneel, so he ran back to the room privately, and was severely punished by Shi Hanying again.

From then on, he became even more afraid of Shi Hanying.

When she grew up a bit and knew about men and women, Shi Annan finally understood what happened to those boys and girls who were quietly sent to Shi Hanying's room to be tortured.

It turned out that it was not cannibalism, but pleasure.

Shi Annan just felt extremely disgusted.

Often he knelt in the yard because he was punished, but his ears were filled with the joyful voices of men and women.

At first Shi Hanying restrained himself, but after realizing that he seemed to know what was going on, he no longer had any worries and indulged unscrupulously.

Shi Annan dared to be angry and dare not speak out, he could only spend the day in such a helpless way.

Perhaps Shi Hanying's education to him was too cruel, and he experienced the ugliness of human nature prematurely. Shi Annan matured very quickly, and the rebellious period came when he was 13 years old.

As if he grew up overnight, Shi Annan began to confront Shi Hanying. Although he had learned a lot of tricks in such a high-pressure environment, he was no match for an old fox like Shi Hanying. Naturally, he was dealt with badly. Inherited most of Shi Hanying's character, paranoid and arrogant, refused to admit defeat, no matter how badly he was dealt with, he could stand up and fight back.

Until he was 14 years old, once when Shi Hanying went abroad for business, he went back to his home on a whim, and entered his room under Aunt Hu's panicked expression. She vented her dissatisfaction behind her back and made Shi Annan's room a mess Behavior exposed.

It was precisely because Aunt Hu's scandal was exposed that day that she was very flustered and scared, so she hid in her room at night and did not come out.

Shi Annan suddenly had the idea of ​​going to Shi Hanying's bedroom to take a look.

There are some abnormal architectural features in the garden, the non-stop broadcast of "A Dream in the Garden", the beautiful men and women who were secretly sent in, and Shi Hanying's unpredictable personality and exaggerated and disgusting sexual fetishes.

The so-called knowing yourself and the enemy will never end in a hundred battles, Shi Annan is very curious why Shi Hanying formed such a character, and what secrets are hidden in him.

So that night he sneaked into Shi Hanying's room smoothly.

In the past, I only saw the furnishings in the bedroom from a distance on the platform. It is a very typical style of the Republic of China period. The wooden tables and chairs, ancient paintings and porcelain vases are just like the sets in TV dramas, very delicate and elegant.

After entering the house, the things inside were exactly as imagined, and Aunt Hu cleaned up very clean and tidy.

Shi Annan couldn't understand what kind of mood Aunt Hu used to clean up this gentle and country-like room with all her heart. She must be able to imagine Shi Hanying and different men and women in every corner of this room while cleaning. .

These two people are also wonderful, one is willing to fight and the other is willing to suffer.

Shi Annan searched the house, but it was actually very simple inside, there was no place to hide anything, the only thing was a sandalwood table beside the bed, with several checkered drawers underneath, all of which were locked.

Teenage boys are just at the age when they like to steal chickens and dogs, and their curiosity is also strong, and they want to break the lock immediately.

Fortunately, they were very common iron locks, and they were opened with just two wires.

Opening the things in the drawer, at first he thought it was the confidential documents of the Shi family's property, or some important family secret history, or something particularly important to Shi Hanying. After all, this is the only place in the house that is locked.

But the things inside are very simple. Open the top two large rectangular drawers. In one drawer there is a stack of handwritten letters in vertical lines with a sense of age, and they have been carefully glued. Red velvet laid the bottom, and placed a few black and white photos.

Shi Annan carefully took them out to look at them one by one. All the photos were of an actor. The first five photos were all dressed in women's costumes, standing, sitting, and lying down, with different expressions, but the demeanor flowed. You can feel the amazingness of this person in the photos.

It was only when Shi Annan saw the last picture that he realized that this man was a man. He was wearing a suit, but his figure was too slender to hold him up. He was standing in the theater with a smile.

Turning over the back of the photos, one by one, it was written that the photos were taken in a certain year, and the signature was Shi Hanying.

Shi Annan looked at several photos repeatedly, and finally his eyes fell on the actor's feet. In three photos, he was wearing a costume of a female character, showing Bai Shengsheng's feet charmingly. In those days, photography technology was limited. It's a black and white photo again, so I can only look at it roughly.

However, this probably made him see that the feet were extremely beautiful.

Opening the stack of letters again, everything came to light. It turned out that this actor was called You Jingmeng, and Shi Hanying was obsessed with him.

The letters are stacked in chronological order, and it is known from the inscription that these letters are all written by You Jingmeng. It took three years from the initial acquaintance to decline, to getting acquainted with each other, and then to falling in love.

Shi Annan took pictures of all this with his mobile phone.He had a good memory, and took the trouble to memorize the overlapping positions of the photos and letters, and put them back intact after reading them.

Then there were three small drawers on the lower right, which he also opened one by one.

Inside are neatly placed a set of clean yellow-green costumes, a small and delicate opera helmet, decorated with pearl flowers, pompoms, silk ribbons, etc., and another layer is specially placed for silk handkerchiefs and sachets.

Everything shows that this man named You Jingmeng is the true love of Shi Hanying's heart, so that he locked it specially.

Shi Annan didn't dare to stay too long, and after locking all the locks again, he quickly left the garden.

In the following days, he began to search for this man named You Jingmeng.

He didn't dare to ask the elders in the family for help, who knows if they will leak it to Shi Hanying.I had no choice but to search silently by myself.

He had to go back to Shi's hometown a few times, ask the old neighbors, and search for a needle in a haystack according to the name of the photo studio left on the photo.

After such a two-year delay, there was still no news. Just when he was about to give up, he finally met an old man playing the erhu in the park of his hometown. He was used to the tune of "A Dream in the Garden" and immediately went up to ask. Really asked.

Decades ago, the Shi family was a respectable watchman in this place. However, during the Anti-Japanese War and the subsequent domestic turmoil, the entire Shi family was severely damaged by the devastation of the general environment. After the founding of the People's Republic of China, in order to restore the former glory The eldest son Shi Hanying had to be asked to marry Miss Wu's family and cooperate in marriage.

According to the old man, he was making a living in an opera garden at that time. Their opera troupe is very common in the local area, but Taizhuzi You Jingmeng is very famous. His singing skills are not particularly good, but he is good-looking and has a clever and lovable personality, which attracted a group of crazy people. Bees, waves and butterflies are obsessed.

Shi Hanying is one of them. He made troubles for the most beautiful You Jingmeng, making Shi's family restless, and often confronted others because of jealousy in the theater, which caused some troubles.

The owner of the troupe is in business. Although Shi Hanying is a son of a rich family, he is not his parents, so You Jingmeng is not allowed to meet him.And the Shi family also made him have to marry Miss Wu's family at this time.

The two lovers were finally forced to separate under the joint efforts of the two sides to beat the mandarin ducks.

Afterwards, the troupe quickly fell into disrepair, and You Jingmeng disappeared overnight. Shi Hanying finally married Miss Wu's family after several searches to no avail.

When Shi Annan said this, his face was full of sarcasm: "I heard from the old man that Shi Hanying didn't want to get married when he was beaten to death, but the whole family joined the battle and escorted him into the auditorium. I guess I hated him to death at that time So after he became the head of the family, he immediately suppressed the elders of the Shi family, even some juniors who had just taken power. That's why he made the Shi family turbulent."

"It turned out to be like this..." Zhou Bingwen heard him narrate these old secrets, and there was only a sigh, and the good fortune tricked others: "Then he is quite pitiful..."

Shi Annan smiled sarcastically: "This is not the most ridiculous thing. I ran around and delayed my studies because of this incident. I was banned by Shi Hanying for two years, so I didn't go to the first year of high school until I was 17. But I have many doubts in my heart. The old man playing the erhu once told me that he used to have a good relationship with You Jingmeng. He said that he had a very close relationship with a groom. Maybe he went to join the groom later. I asked the groom for his information. When I was finally released at the age of 16, I immediately went to the groom’s hometown to find someone.”

"I found the groom and You Jingmeng in that hometown! It turned out that after the troupe collapsed, You Jingmeng and the groom ran back to the groom's hometown overnight, and then settled there. You Jingmeng has always liked That groom, because the Shi family has a big business, he didn't dare to offend Shi Hanying, so he had to make false claims with him. After I met him in person, he told me that Shi Hanying was too domineering and pestered him very much. He wanted to force him on a date, but he asked the groom to secretly inform the Shi family, so he never succeeded."

"He told me that Shi Hanying liked his feet very much, to the point of being obsessed with madness, which made him very scared and disgusted."

"..." Zhou Bingwen didn't know what to say when he heard this.

"It's all his wishful thinking..."

"So after I knew this, I felt hateful and pitiful every time I saw him, and I didn't bother to argue with him anymore, and started to study hard."

"So you will come to No. [-] Middle School to study later?"

Shi Annan nodded: "Well, I met you later, and I planned to study peacefully, but Shi Hanying became suspicious again, and wanted to start cleaning up the uncles at home. Because I have some interests with them, Hmm... During that time, my mother threatened me for a share, but when Shi Hanying found out, he wanted to deal with me, and then... because of you, I went abroad."

Zhou Bingwen pondered, it turned out that what happened back then was like this.But he quickly remembered what he cared about the most: "Didn't you say in the morning that you would tell me the reason for your love for hands?"

Shi Annan sighed, and said sadly, "That happened when I was 15 years old and in confinement..."

At that time, Shi Annan was fined to kneel on the platform because he did not finish his homework well.During that time, Shi Hanying was abnormally doting on a girl, and even left her at home. Shi Annan didn't care about this at first, but when she was punished to kneel that time, Shi Hanying vented in the bedroom at night and suddenly because of some things Leaving home was in a hurry, so the girl was naturally left in the bedroom.

Maybe the girl felt bored in the house, so she ran out to have a look, and suddenly found a man kneeling in the yard, who walked over curiously.

Shi Annan was shocked when he saw the girl's face, because the girl's appearance was seven to eight points similar to You Jingmeng.The girl blushed immediately when Shi Annan looked at him so directly, and asked him in a low voice who he was and why he was kneeling here.

Shi Annan ignored her.

Later, Aunt Hu hated the girl very much because she was very favored. She often made things difficult when Shi Hanying was not at home.

It is easy for the girl to have a good impression of Shi Annan, who is of the same age. She often looks at him secretly, finds excuses to talk to him, and somehow falls in love with Shi Annan, and wants to end the relationship with Shi Hanying.

Later, once Shi Annan was punished to kneel down and starved for food. The girl secretly brought him food. Although he didn't accept it, Aunt Hu saw it and told Shi Hanying emphatically. The girl was immediately pinched by the furious Shi Hanying. The neck was dragged back to the room, and Shi Annan also changed to another place for confinement.

The last time Shi Annan saw the girl was through the glass window of the confinement room. The girl was carried on a stretcher, with disheveled hair and dull eyes, as if she was dead. There was only a piece of clothing covering her body. Naked, with a lot of bruises on his body.

Her hands were beautiful, she hung down the stretcher pale and feebly, and swayed up and down following the steps of the bearer.

It was raining that day, and the rain dripped down her fingers like they were bleeding.

Poignant and eerie.

This scene was deeply engraved in Shi Annan's mind. Although he didn't have any feelings for the girl, the girl died because of him. This causal relationship was entangled in his mind like a demon, and he couldn't get rid of it. Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night.

"Then she... is really dead?" Zhou Bingwen asked in shock.

"Dead..." Shi Annan said dejectedly: "After I left my home, I went to investigate this matter. The girl lay in the hospital for three months and died..."

"Then you..."

"Yes, I have a hand fetish." Shi Annan laughed at himself.

"It turned out to be like this..." Zhou Bingwen couldn't tell what was in his heart for a while.

"I am worthy of Shi Hanying's blood, and there is no difference in what he does. He has a foot fetish, I have a hand fetish, and then I met you. I have both, and I am even more perverted than him..."

Zhou Bingwen held his hand, and after a moment of silence, comforted him: "You are different..."

Shi Annan sneered, and looked at him very coldly: "I'm just like him, I will do everything I can to the person I like, but I'm luckier than him, and I met you."

Zhou Bingwen was so frightened that his eyelids twitched and his hands trembled slightly.

Shi Annan squeezed his hand suddenly, his eyes were abnormally focused: "You are not allowed to leave me, and you are not allowed to betray me, otherwise I don't know what I will do!"

Zhou Bingwen was a little flustered by him.

"Did you hear what I just said?"

"Don't do this..."

"I don't care what you think or what you become, I just know that since you have agreed to be with me now, don't even think about leaving me in this life."

Zhou Bingwen showed a stiff smile: "Don't talk so scary..."

Shi Annan snorted coldly: "I let you off three times, this kind of thing will never happen again in the future, there will be no second six years!"

"Then if you fall in love with someone else in the future..."

"I don't have time to wait for someone for another six years. You are enough."

"But in case... there are other hands and feet that are more beautiful than mine..."

Shi Annan stared at him for a while, then suddenly laughed: "So you've been worrying about this for the past few days?"

Zhou Bingwen looked away, his expression was full of embarrassment.

Shi Annan laughed out loud: "I was afraid that you would dislike me, but I didn't expect you to dislike yourself first."

Seeing his narrow smile, Zhou Bingwen's face became hot, and he yelled back angrily: "So what, who knows how long you will be with me!"

But Shi Annan said, "I'm relieved if you're so troubled." He stroked Zhou Bingwen's hair on the sideburns, and said happily, "This shows that you want to be with me for the rest of your life. I'm so happy."