Excessive exposure

Zhou Bingwen was apprehensive when he first came to S city. Compared with his mother's expectation and yearning, he was actually somewhat resistant in his heart.

Leaving the place where he grew up, saying goodbye to familiar relatives, friends and good classmates, he is more confused and overwhelmed by the bustling metropolis.

However, the parents' decision is the most important. For a better life and a wider space for development, they must go to S City, the most prosperous city in the country, and that is where his stepfather's family is located. According to his stepfather, S City has The best educational resources in the country, you will have a future if you study there.

In the superficial cognition of the young man, having a future is nothing more than having a decent job with a good salary?Anyway, it is impossible for him to run around in the business field like the two adults. He knows nothing about those things and has no interest in them.

He even knew that his personality was too introverted and honest. To put it bluntly, he was weak and uninitiated. His head teacher once suggested to him that it would be more suitable for him to be a teacher or researcher after graduation.

Zhou Bingwen feels that there is nothing wrong with the profession of a teacher. To live a life in peace, the so-called peace is a blessing.

He seems to understand the thoughts of his parents, but he is constantly melancholy hoping that he can adapt to the new environment as soon as possible.

It wasn't until he went to the Tang family with his stepfather that he knew what it meant to be rich and rich. No matter what he saw, he felt a sigh in his heart that there were such things in the world. It was almost the same as where he used to live. It's two worlds.

His stepfather was the third son of the Tang family. When he was young, he was ignorant and incompetent. Mr. Tang never regretted his reforms, so much so that he was kicked out of the house and left to fend for himself.Unexpectedly, after meeting Zhou Bingwen's mother, the out-of-the-ordinary slutty son actually put his mind to it, started a business in a serious manner, and worked hard from morning to night to make money to support his family.

At that time, Zhou Bingwen was seven or eight years old, and the arrival of his stepfather made him feel scared. Fortunately, this man did not treat him harshly, and it can even be said that he got along well. After years of running-in, under the persuasion of his mother, he finally changed his name to Dad .

His stepfather, Tang Yun, was born to do business. He started from scratch with 3 to [-] yuan, and his current assets... Zhou Bingwen didn't know, but he knew that in his hometown, anyone who saw his stepfather would be polite.

However, no matter how much assets he had compared with the Tang family, it was only a drizzle. The repentant Tang Yun finally got the old man's approval and allowed him to bring his wife and stepson back to the family.

It was under such circumstances that Zhou Bingwen came to City S, a city he had only heard of on TV and in books.

His stepfather thoughtfully chose one of the best middle schools in S City for him. It is said that most of the children in this wealthy area study in that middle school. The uncle's eldest son Tang Yuze graduated from here, and his youngest son Tang Leyou is currently studying. They can have a good relationship with each other. a care.

City No. [-] Middle School has an outstanding status among the middle schools in the entire S City, not only because of its strong teaching resources and teachers, but also because this school is famous for going through the back door.

Zhou Bingwen was admitted by relying on the second condition.

Whenever he thinks of this incident, he feels ashamed and indignant. Since then, he has used it as a motivation for learning, and he dare not slack off for a minute.

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When he was a new student, Zhou Bingwen took a placement test.

The class division of City No. 16 Middle School is very clear, and they are sorted by grades.There are 30 classes in the first year of high school, with [-] students in each class.A monthly examination is conducted every month, and a placement examination is conducted every half term, and then the average of the total scores of the two months is calculated, and then the class is re-assigned according to the ranking.

Zhou Bingwen studied in the best county middle school in his hometown, and his grades were among the best since he was a child. He is the heart of the teacher, and the child of other people's family in the parents' mouth. There will be a sense of superiority.

Even though his cousin Tang Leyou had already introduced the situation of the school to him, saying that there are many talented people there, all of them are smart and capable, but he always felt that his ability would not be too bad. Bar?

He was vaguely sure of that at the time.

Ridiculously, reality gave him a blow to the head.

He was dumbfounded the moment the test paper was handed out.All kinds of novel topics full of subjective factors made him unable to start. His Chinese was a little better, but his English made him anxious. Not only did he have never seen many words, but he knew every word in some sentences, but he couldn’t figure out what it was. Meaning, the composition is even more tricky, why write a 400-word article on the theme of a certain playground in S City.

He has never been to an amusement park, and he doesn't know what's in the amusement park in S city.

English has always been his strong point... But after finishing the questions, he could only sit against the wall with a dead face, not even daring to go home, and even more afraid of facing his mother's earnest face.

I don't even want to mention mathematics and physics. The difficulty is too much, and there are not many topics that he can write.

This was the first time in his life that he encountered something so beyond his ability to bear, which directly shocked his three views and refreshed his understanding of the world.He was in a panic, he didn't know where to go, and he was dripping in cold sweat, not knowing what to do.

The scorching sun above his head radiated dazzling light, illuminating his embarrassment, and he suddenly felt that he had lived in vain for 16 years, which was ridiculous...

He can be said to be a very clear person, knowing that he has no strengths and no lofty ambitions. Excellent grades are his only reliance and pleasure. If this advantage is stripped away, what is left for him?

He was in a state of panic, like a walking dead, and the efficient ability of the City No. [-] High School delivered the test results and admission notice to his home on the third morning after the exam.

My cousin Tang Leyou's grade is 23rd in grade, and his shift is Class 294, but he... [-], just at the end of the crane in Class [-], almost could only go to Class [-].

The heavy blow almost made him collapse on the spot!

After 16 years of smooth sailing, he experienced cruelty for the first time.

Even though his cousins, parents, and mothers kept comforting him, he still couldn't accept himself who had become mediocre. For the first time in his life, he cried all night under the quilt, trying to taste the pain in panic and despair. It's the feeling of extreme pain.

However, the earth will not stop spinning just because of someone's dissatisfaction. Life must go on and books must be read.

What his cousin Tang Yuze said rekindled his fighting spirit, that is, aim to enter the first class and study hard!

After adjusting his mentality and having a new pursuit, Zhou Bingwen's mental state has stabilized a lot, and he even has a new goal: after two months, he will strive to enter the fifth class.

New school, new environment, new classmates and teachers, Zhou Bingwen gradually became curious and challenged about these.However, after going through the period of confusion in the first few days, many unsatisfactory things began to gradually unfold.

City No. [-] Middle School is a school where strength is paramount, either by grades or by family background.

If you want to gain a foothold in this school full of realistic social atmosphere, you can get the respect of your classmates if you have excellent grades, and your family background is rich and powerful enough to make people follow behind and call you big brother, but who is caught in the middle?Then it depends on your own ability, either stand in line or stay alone.

Zhou Bingwen was neither. What's worse, his unsociable daily behavior, old way of thinking about problems, and narrow vision were quickly exposed to his classmates.

Because of the family and living environment, prematurely mature children have an adult's worldview. They know how to judge people's hearts by looking at people's faces, and they are proficient in following others.

Someone began to inquire about his identity. At this time, Tang Yun had only returned to the Tang family not long ago, and he did not name his company as the Tang family, so not many people knew about him, and his own company was more popular in places like S City. It's not well known.

After being uttered in a few words by someone with a heart, his identity was also deduced.A small wealthy businessman from other places did not know where to find a relationship, and stuffed his stepson into this prestigious school.

Now, some restless students started to move around. At the beginning, they just made a fuss, painted 502 on the desk and stool, put some bugs in the schoolbag and pencil case, and then tore off the pages of his textbooks. Scratch notebooks and lose workbooks.

Zhou Bingwen, who had never seen the sinister and dark side, was completely in fear. He couldn't even concentrate in class, so he could only go home at night and make up his homework and lessons in a quiet environment with tears in his eyes.

His mother and father had just come to S City and were so busy that they didn't even touch the ground. He didn't dare to bother them with these things.Cousin Tang Leyou is a grade-jump student, much younger than him, and he doesn't have the face to tell him these dirty things. The only cousin who can help has already gone to college.

The Tang family's villa is empty all year round. Except for major festivals or important events, everyone is scattered all over the world.

Although he lived alone at home for a long time when he was in his hometown, he has never been so lonely and helpless as he is now.Life in the big city was too tough, and the confidence and fighting spirit he had built up with great difficulty were disintegrated in an instant.

Especially when he was in school, every minute and every second was quite difficult. Thinking of spending two months with this group of people, he couldn't sleep.

Work hard, work hard, only by studying harder can we change the current situation.