Jianghu a dream

A dream in the rivers and lakes.

I have three names.

One was given to me by my father, Ji Dezhang, who wanted me to be a gentleman, but my father passed away.

One was named for me by Xu Shiwan, Song Xingping, who held my star-catching lantern on the roof that year, and said with a smile, "Let me give you an alias, please, Song Xingping."

But he also died, in the last battle, and said to me before he died, I love you.I really wanted to wake him up and ask him why he said it so late, after the separation between life and death.

I chose the last name for myself, Gu Duanji, Junzi Duanfang.

I chose the examiner because my father said: "You will be a good official in the future and benefit the people"

I successfully won the number one prize, but it seemed that I stole the limelight from a certain kid, even when I was toasting, I didn't forget to stare at me with white eyes.

I didn't expect to be in the same institution as the children.The kids are not big enough, they don't have the energy to work hard, they just engage in petty tricks, and they lack the foresight to make friends with friends.

Keep your voice down when you say bad things, I am still talking behind your back, your friends have seen it a long time ago and still encourage you to continue talking, it is stupid.If it goes on like this, something will happen sooner or later.

Sure enough, the kid got into trouble and was scolded like a plucked quail, shrinking his neck in horror.Those friends of his were gloating over there, but none of them helped.

I can't stand it anymore, so I just help out, and benefit this silly boy before benefiting the common people.

The silly boy is quite repaying, invited me to dinner, and brought a woman with him, who spoke kind words with bright eyes.I took the drink and promised to take him with me in the future.

The next day I came to look uncomfortable, I'm afraid it's because of drinking?The capacity for alcohol is quite poor, it seems that he can't be allowed to drink next time.

Being an official is actually not easy, dealing with a bunch of people.The children take my light and follow me everywhere.

In less than three years, I was promoted and went to the celebration party.I didn't expect that after drinking a glass of wine for the child, I went to bed with him for no reason, which was also unlucky.This child was also frightened. I was really afraid that he would not find a wife, so he shouted to stay with me.

The kid got worse, and I told him that the person I liked passed away, and he was still pestering me.

As a last resort, I gave it up to him, but I didn't expect him to be more entangled, and I was helpless.This child must be hanged on a tree with a crooked neck, that's all, let him go.

But one day, as soon as I left the palace gate, I saw him standing by the willow tree in a daze.The little boy, tall and tall, insisted on hitting the south wall by himself.

I walked over and couldn't help but ask, "What are you doing here?"

He showed me a youthful and invincible smile: "Wait for you, here."

He handed me a willow flute, which must have just been made.

I accepted and didn't refuse.

Seeing this, he burst into laughter: "Why don't we try, you see I treat you so well..."

I interrupted him: "Okay, you can try."

I will remember the child's distorted expression for a lifetime.

The kids are really nice to me, taking me there every morning, bringing me something I like at noon, and sending me back at night.From time to time, give a little gift, a windmill flute, something for children to play with.Caring and considerate everywhere.

He is really like a child, who likes a person wholeheartedly and puts everything he likes in it.

But I also told myself: "I just hope that someone treats me well, I don't want to be alone, it's too lonely."

I rehabilitated the kid to prevent him from pestering me all the time.

The kid is making an inch of his feet, and he's too busy looking at the moon.

I was imprisoned for the fraud case in the examination room.He came to see me in the middle of the night, and when I saw his back leaving, I really couldn't bear to move away.

I thought, "It's just because he's nice to me."

On the day I was released from prison, I was almost teased into bed. The kid's tricks were really good, and he kissed me all over the place.If the hairpin didn't fall suddenly, it would startle the room with ripples.

I'm really sorry for the kid, watching him hold back tears and cry and leave, my own nose is sore.But I can't force the children anymore.I was thinking about Xu Shiwan, it was unfair to the children.

I thought, let's get this over with.

I resigned from office and went to see the kid for the last time before leaving. He didn't see me. I squatted on the wall of his house with light work, just in time to see him leaning against a big tree and playing the willow flute.

I resisted the urge and turned my head away, kid, wait for me, I'll be back soon.We'll be together when I get back.

I went to the place where Xu Shiwan and I had memories, the scenes were so familiar, but I was not so sad anymore.

The writing was still there, so I found a bucket of ink and poured away the vows I made back then.Wiped his tears and ran around the rivers and lakes.

The last stop was Xu Shiwan's tomb. I didn't know what to say, so I apologized for a long time.Sorry for getting you involved and killing you, sorry for falling in love with someone else.

I put the white jade hairpin in front of the tomb, and it rained lightly in response to the occasion.

I went back along the way I came, back to the capital.

An umbrella was placed on top of my head, "I'm not in good health and I'm still drenched in the rain."

Shen Yu's face became more mature, and he gently wiped the rainwater from my face with his sleeve: "Where are you going, I will accompany you. Even if you are going to the underworld, I will accompany you. Even if you and Xu Shiwan leave , I also want to see if you are doing well."

My tears flowed down, mixed with the rain.

"How did you find this?"

He looked at me seriously: "Because I love you."

I hug him tight.

He whispered in his ear, "Would you like to hear my story?"

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