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Back in the room, Shang Chu was still very irritable, the fire was crackling in his chest, and it was getting hotter and hotter, as if he wanted to vent the anger accumulated at Qiao Runan.

Shang Lijun did not know what was knocked over outside, and there was a muffled bang. Shang Chu had an almost instinctive resistance to this sound. He subconsciously recalled the scene when the mute was grabbed by his hair and hit the wall , with a sudden jump on his forehead, he kicked the door hard.

Snapped--

The already crumbling doorknob was completely scrapped, the metal lock fell to the ground, and a lot of parts rolled out of the hole.

After the sound, the movement outside also stopped abruptly, and the whole house fell into an eerie silence.

Shang Chu put his hands on his hips, leaned against the wall and exhaled deeply.

After a while, Shang Lijun walked carefully to the door of his room, picked up the lock that had fallen from the floor, and made a slight noise without noticing it. He immediately shrank his shoulders, subconsciously said sorry to Shang Chu, and walked away stooping. Far.

Then, Shangchu heard his suppressed cough, the kind of muffled sound held in his throat, every time he coughed, it was like a heavy stone, tied to Shangchu's ankle, and he couldn't shake it off.

The door of the room can be easily smashed by him, but he can't do anything else.

He couldn't kick Shang Lijun to death.

Just when he was so bored, a message entered into his phone, from Bai Aize.

——Just back, have you finished your meal?

Shang Chu curled his lips, he just returned now?It has been more than ten hours, what kind of meal can eat for so long?

He quickly typed the line "What did your mother talk to you about?" and deleted it before sending it.

It doesn't seem very good to say that, why should he care about what Bai Aize and his mother talked about, instead he made himself look like a vicious daughter-in-law who is against her mother-in-law, so he replied:

——I'm done eating. Are you full?Remember to put the grilled chicken in the refrigerator, I will eat it again next time I go back.

After about thirty seconds, Bai Aize directly dialed a phone number.At this moment, Shangchu began to regret kicking the door just now in a rage, and quickly pulled a bench to cover the door, and then answered the phone.

"Hello, what are you doing?" Shang Chu asked.

"Lying on the sofa." Bai Aize said, "How about you?"

"I'm lying on the bed."

"Coincidentally, we were all lying down." Bai Aize smiled.

"Nervous, then I'll sit," Shang Chu snorted, and asked hesitantly after thinking about it, "Did you go back to the villa in the western suburbs, or to the rental house?"

"Rental house." Bai Aize said.

Shang Chu secretly heaved a sigh of relief, and even his tone became more relaxed: "Why did you reply to me so late, I thought you met a gangster, a robber, and a criminal."

"If I really meet a gangster," Bai Aize joked, "I call you and ask for a ransom of 100 million, will you pay it?"

Shang Chu pretended to ponder seriously for a moment, and replied: "1000 yuan is not bad."

"1000 yuan?" Bai Aize raised his voice at the end and joked, "Ah Chu, why are you so stingy? I saw that your account balance is clearly more than 7000 yuan a few days ago."

"Fuck! You know all this!" Shang Chu whispered, "If I want to redeem you, I have no money to pay the tuition!"

"You still want to go to school without your boyfriend?" Bai Aize couldn't believe it.

Shang Chu patted his thigh: "If the boyfriend is gone, I will be No.1, wouldn't it be beautiful!"

Bai Aize laughed out loud, and Shang Chu also burst out laughing with a "puchi". The two of them laughed silly for a long time through the phone receiver. ?”

"Then how could it not be?" Shang Chu wrinkled his nose, "She just asked me to persuade you to move back to the western suburbs."

"Well, she told me." Bai Aize then asked knowingly, "What do you think?"

Shang Chu lowered his head and thought for a while, then said, "Is your room in the western suburbs very big, how big is it?"

"It's bigger than the entire rental house." Bai Aize said.

"Oh, then I think—" Shang Chu paused at this point, "You better not go back, next time your mother will surround you with a few burly men to prevent you from signing up, and brother Ye Su has to drive a sports car again I went to save you, but I had to go through the red light with great fanfare. Big brother Bai knew that he was not happy when he ran the red light. If he was not happy, he would unilaterally revoke his driver's license. After revoking his driver's license, brother Ye Su was not happy again, so he had to come to us for a drink and complain , Aren’t you affecting the harmony between your elder brother and sister-in-law! Also, don’t expect me to ride a bicycle to pick you up anymore, don’t you have any points in your own mind? After loading you last time, I came back with a sore thigh I've been doing it for several days, and I'm more tired than jumping three hundred frogs, so I'm not happy anymore, I'm not happy, our love relationship is not harmonious..."

He complained non-stop for a long time. If he hadn't been one of the parties involved, Bai Aize almost thought that he had done something heinously wrong, so he hurriedly interrupted, dumbfounded: "Stop, stop, what are the consequences? is it serious?"

"Yes!" Shang Chu said decisively, "Our society is made up of small families one by one. If you destroy the harmony of small families, you will indirectly damage the harmony of our entire society!"

At this time, when he talked about social harmony, he was very plausible. Why did he have to memorize so hard when he came to the ideological and political class to take the exam?

Bai Aize shook his head helplessly, and said, "Don't worry, I didn't go back."

"Oh," Shang Chu rolled on the bed, and asked again, "Then you...didn't quarrel with your mother, did you?"

"No," Bai Aize replied, and then added, "She is a person who can't quarrel."

Shang Chu could hear a bit of bitterness from this sentence, and yes, for Qiao Runan, a delicate and sharp woman, "quarreling" is really too stupid a way for her, not only the posture is not elegant, but also the effect is very low.

Bai Aize sometimes harbors a secret hope, he hopes that Qiao Runan can quarrel with him, scold him severely and teach him like a normal mother reprimands an ignorant son, but he sees Qiao Runan repeatedly all year round. It is rare for her to meet with each other, and it is even more impossible to have a normal mother-child relationship.

Listening to Bai Aize's silent breathing, Shang Chu pursed his lips and said, "Then you come to my house, I just had an argument with my dad, it doesn't count, it should be me who quarreled with him unilaterally." shelf."

"What's wrong?" Bai Aize considered his words, "Uncle recently...hasn't he been very nice?"

"No, I'm just upset." Shang Chu picked at the burrs on the straw mat with his fingers, and said in a low voice, "I kicked the door to pieces and it couldn't be closed. Now I regret it, like an idiot."

Bai Aize laughed softly: "Kicked down the door with one kick? Ah Chu is so powerful."

This tone sounded like comforting a willful and cruel kid, and the depression and boredom that Shang Chu had been lingering in his chest just now suddenly disappeared.

He didn't know why, anyway, it was amazing that Bai Aize's casual words could calm him down.

Shang Chu scratched his head and asked in a low voice, "Did I do something wrong?"

"There's nothing wrong," Bai Aize said, "It's just that you can have a better way of communicating."

"That's because you don't know," said Shang Chu, eager to prove himself right in front of his lover, "When I was young, he always scolded me and my mother, and would even do it. You don't know, he is a very bad person."

"Achu, I don't mean that just because he is your father, you should forgive him or have to live in peace with him," Bai Aize comforted, and then said calmly, "I just want you to think about it, are you Not with him, patience is much worse than with other people."

Shang Chu was startled, glanced at the black hole in the door lock, lowered his eyes and said, "Then let me think about it, hang up first."

"Think slowly," Bai Aize said with a smile, "don't worry."

After hanging up the phone, Shangchu lay on the bed with his eyes closed, wondering if this is the case?

Was his temper towards Shang Lijun really so bad that even Bai Aize could see it?

Shang Chu thinks he has a good temper, and he can easily make friends no matter where he goes. He is good-looking, tall and straight, and can take jokes. This kind of person can be enjoyed anywhere.

However, once he returned to this cheap and cramped rental house, he didn't even have to face Shang Lijun himself. Seeing a plate of leftovers and hearing an uncontrollable cough could make him furious.

There seemed to be two Shangchu split in his body.

On the one hand, the younger Shang Chu shrinks back and becomes more cowardly in the face of Shang Lijun, and now the adult Shang Chu has to double ask for it back from Shang Lijun; on the other hand, the poorer and worse Shang Chu in the village in the city Therefore, in front of his companions and friends, Shang Chu has to behave more glamorous and willful.

Especially after meeting Bai Aize, Bai Aize gave him a lot of love, since the death of the dumb, Shang Chu has never felt so clearly that he is loved.But it is precisely because of this that whenever he returns to the village in the city at night, facing the phlegm marks and toothpaste stains that cannot be washed off, and the stench that cannot be dissipated, his psychological gap becomes more and more serious. Big and growing.

Bai Aize always gives him the illusion that he Shangchu deserves the best, but the reality is not. In reality, Shangchu has no pockets after paying more than 6000 tuition and accommodation fees, and the heater is broken in winter, and there is no way to repair it. In summer, the electric fan doesn't have any wind and there is no money to change it. Even if you break a door lock, you have to regret it afterwards.

He didn't know what to do, and he couldn't talk to anyone about his embarrassment.

At this moment, there was a light knock on the door of the room.

Shang Chu opened his eyes, and pulled open the stool against the wooden door. Shang Lijun stood outside the door, holding a small fan in his arms.

"The one in your room is not easy to play," he lowered his eyes, not daring to look at Shang Chu, "I will change this one with you, Dad..."

Shang Chu glanced at it, the fan blades should have just been removed and wiped clean.

"Oh."

He took the electric fan from Shang Lijun and handed him the one in his room.

"I'll buy a latch tomorrow," Shang Lijun rubbed his hands, "I'll put it on your door, and it will close tightly."

"Understood." Shang Chu nodded.

Shang Lijun left with his dirty electric fan in his arms. Shang Chu noticed that he didn't even wear slippers, and he stepped on the ground with bare feet, as if he was afraid of making a sound.

He didn't know why, but a fire came up again.

Shang Chu pushed the chair against the door again, lay down on the bed, beat his left heart with his right fist, trying to calm himself down.

No matter what Shang Lijun did, he wanted to get angry. He couldn't get angry when he was drinking and fooling around, and he was even angrier when he wasn't drinking.

Why did Shang Lijun put on a pitiful posture in front of him?It is he who is the husband and father who is sorry for the family, so what right does he have to beg for sympathy now?

The more Shang Chu thought about it, the more he got into the horns, and he was so angry that he almost vomited blood in the room.

After ten o'clock, Bai Aize sent him a photo, it was the acacia tree, it seemed to have grown up a little, as long as an index finger.

Shang Chu picked up a bear, took a group photo and sent it, and Bai Aize's news came back immediately.

- very handsome.

Shang Chu was amused, and dialed out a video, the two of them chattered without saying a word until midnight, and then hung up the phone.

Shang Chu closed his eyes and fell asleep for a while, and not long after, he encountered a ghost on the bed, and hallucinations appeared in his daze, and he saw the mute standing in front of the window with long hair, looking at the sky outside with his back to him , he was anxious to tell her to turn around, and wanted to say Mom, let me see your face, I have forgotten what you look like, but soon, the scene turned into a void again.

Shangchu remembered somewhere that he had read that ghost pressing a bed is sleep paralysis, and he could wake up by moving his fingers vigorously, but he didn't, and he just went through the chaos of "fuck you, bring my mother back or I'll kill your whole family" After scolding, it seems that the ghost is also a bully, and he was scolded away.

When he woke up, his heartbeat was still very violent, Shang Chu sighed with lingering fear, thinking why the hell did he come here suddenly, why did he not let him take a good look when he came, and why he left so soon.

Probably because he knew he was having a bad time and wanted to come and see him to make him want to open up.

Want to be more open, want to be more open, what the mute used to say most often is want to be more open.

All her life, she had thought too much, so she struggled to live and died miserably.

Shang Chu's throat was sour, and he stared at the darkness for a long time.

He was better off than the mute, that's for sure; the mute wanted him well, that's for sure.

Bai Aize raised the upper limit of his happiness, so he should also work hard to raise that lower limit.