I Want To Be a Good Person in This Life

"Zhuo Shao, Zhuo Shao, hand in your homework!" The girl's crisp voice woke Zhuo Shao up.

How could there be a woman in his family?Who is not afraid of death to send it?

Zhuo Shao's mouth curled into a smile, he sat up, and saw a face with several pimples.

This face belonged to a [-]-year-old girl, so it was obviously impossible for her to be a woman sent by someone else. He was not at home, but in a spacious and bright classroom.

The girl with acne looked at Zhuo Shao's eyes, blushed, and lowered her voice: "Zhuo Shao, it's time to hand in your homework."

The smile on Zhuo Shao's face that many people couldn't help but tremble when they saw it froze.

Is he dreaming?Zhuo Shao thought of this possibility, but quickly rejected it.

After he was released from prison and met Liang Xin, the years of studying were no longer the happiest days of his life... He hadn't had classroom-related dreams for more than ten years.

Moreover, how can there be a dream, everything in the dream is so real?

Zhuo Shao felt strange, but after taking a look at his slender hands without a single wound, and at the little girl with acne in front of him, he calmly found a book with the girl from the table. The same homework book as the one in hand was handed in.

The little girl soon went to collect homework from the person sitting in front of Zhuo Shao. Zhuo Shao sat alone on the seat and pinched his left hand with his right hand.

It was very painful, and at the same time, a fingernail mark appeared on his hand.

All this is really too real.

He obviously just celebrated Liang Xin's 36th birthday the day before, and he was so drunk, why did he sit in the classroom when he woke up?

Zhuo Shao was hesitating when the bell rang. At the same time, another little girl with ponytails came to the podium and said loudly, "Stop talking! Self-study English today! Let's read the text together."

The little girl's voice was very loud, and the people in the class stopped talking, but took out their English books one after another, and turned to the first lesson of the book.

"Follow me and read..." The little girl read aloud, and the people sitting below also followed suit.

Zhuo Shao also opened the book, moved his lips, but made no sound.

The current situation is very wrong for him.

What exactly happened here?How does he look like... Back to 20 years ago?

Zhuo Shao was stunned until he felt a strong sense of hunger in his stomach, which made him wake up.

He frowned, then reached out and took out a compass from the hole in the table, and pricked his left index finger fiercely under the cover of the book.

There was a strong pain from the fingertips, and blood gushed out from the fingertips in an instant. Seeing this, Zhuo Shao stabbed himself expressionlessly again.

Pain and blood are still there.

He raised his hand and put his finger to his mouth to lick it. The slightly salty taste smeared on the tip of his tongue, and the corners of Zhuo Shao's mouth couldn't help but curl up.

Like a mask by him, the smile that had been worn for 20 years hung on his face again, perfectly covering all his emotions, but in his heart, it was as if the river was overwhelmed.

This is, he really went back to 20 years ago?

Back to before he became a gangster, back to 20 years ago before he was in prison?

20 years ago... At this time, Liang Xin was still alive and well. He was a second-generation rich man held in the palm of his parents, and his younger sister...

Zhuo Shao looked at the English book in his hand.

The first volume of the third grade of junior high school.

He is wearing short sleeves at the moment, so it should be shortly after the start of the third year of junior high school.

At this time, his parents had passed away for a year, but his sister was still fine, and the irreparable incident had not yet happened.

It's a pity that he didn't go back to before his parents died... Zhuo Shao couldn't help but smile wryly when he thought of his parents.

Zhuo Shao's life has deviated from the original track since the death of his parents.

Zhuo Shao's parents are both rural people born in the 60s, but the countryside they live in is not remote, but on the coast of the south of the Yangtze River, so their family does not rely on farming for a living, and their life is decent.

His mother was an ordinary female worker in a textile factory, and his father was a tractor driver at first. When Zhuo Shao was seven or eight years old, he sold the tractor and bought a small truck, and started driving a truck.

In those days, there were very few people with trucks, and Zhuo Shao's father had a high income, and he was even considered to be the top one in their village. Since they had the conditions, the couple naturally loved Zhuo Shao's son very much.

The primary school in the village was not very good. When Zhuo Shao was old enough to study, Zhuo Shao’s father specially bought Zhuo Shao a county household registration for 1 yuan, and sent Zhuo Shao to the primary school in the county. It's no worse than the classmates in the county.

And Zhuo Shao is also competitive, he has a smart mind, in elementary school exams, mathematics will always be deducted due to carelessness, and he has to pass the city's ranking in the Olympic math, as for Chinese, he can often recite the articles he recites after reading a few times , After reading a few more composition books, the composition will always be a model essay that the teacher will post.

There are more than [-] years of elementary school here, and the things learned are not as profound as those of later generations, but it is enough to prove that Zhuo Shao is excellent, not to mention that Zhuo Shao is still good at sports.

In the six years of elementary school, Zhuo Shao has always been the most dazzling existence in the class. He received a bunch of love letters in the fifth and sixth grades. After entering junior high school, he became even more dazzling.

If his parents hadn't passed away, Zhuo Shao would have finished his junior high school, was admitted to the best high school in the city, and then entered a national key university.

He will be the pride of his parents, he will have a decent job, and he will live a life of peace and success.

However, there are always surprises.

Just after Zhuo Shao's first day of junior high school, his parents were in a car accident on the way to deliver goods together one day, and both died.

The perpetrator was a young man who had just borrowed money to buy a big truck. He was not proficient in driving and had drunk alcohol before crashing into Zhuo's father and mother's small truck. The goods in his car even crushed Zhuo to death. Father and mother.

He killed someone, and he should have to pay for it, but his family was completely empty, and he couldn't afford any money at all. The only big truck that was worth money was bought with borrowed money.

After selling the big trucks and putting them together, they also paid 5 yuan in compensation.The money was immersed in the grief of losing his father and mother, but the 14-year-old Zhuo Shao didn't even see it, and was accepted by Zhuo Shao's uncle. After that, Zhuo Shao and his younger sister began to live with his uncle.

In the first few months, the uncle's family treated them well, but later they treated them more and more harshly. He was growing up at that time, but he couldn't even eat enough.

Thinking of what happened back then, Zhuo Shao clenched his fists subconsciously.

He was still young at that time, and his parents were too fond of him before, so that he knew nothing but studying, and he didn't know how to resist his uncle's family. He only wanted to study hard, get into a good university, and leave his uncle's family in the future. .

The boy's thoughts are very naive, and his uncle's family is really not a good thing.

It’s fine if he doesn’t give food and clothing. Once his eldest aunt lost money and ran to the school, and then scolded him for stealing money in front of the whole class. Still squandering money, is a white-eyed wolf.

At that time, his parents had passed away for more than a year. During this year, he was affected to some extent, his grades declined, and he became quiet all day long with a cold face, so that the relationship with his classmates was difficult to handle. No, the teacher doesn't like him either.

The head teacher believed his aunt's words, and asked him to talk to him to make him behave better, study hard, and don't let the person who raised him feel sorry for him.

Where did his eldest aunt raise him?

The teacher's distrust made him very uncomfortable, but at this time, the students in the class also started to talk about him.

He was only 15 years old at the time, so he couldn't stand being talked about, but when he returned home angrily, his eldest aunt even triumphantly said that he would not let him go to high school.

At that time, reading was his only hope to change his fate. He was furious and quarreled with his aunt. As a result, his aunt ran outside and cried in public, saying how hard it was to raise the two brothers and sisters, while he I also hate this and that all day long.

Those are all inexplicable accusations. In fact, not all the people around believe them, but when people encounter such things, they will always make their children obey.

The neighbors all asked him to apologize.

He broke out, and from then on, he didn't go to school. He started to stay with the gangsters in the county, and when he found a chance, he always bullied his cousin, and even started blackmailing his classmates.

He knew it was wrong, but it could make him full, his sister full, and even make his aunt fear him and dare not bully them. Gradually, he felt that there was nothing wrong with it, and even started to enjoy it. Get up, feel very majestic.

However, it was his actions that made his image of being slandered by his aunt because his grades were not bad, and almost everyone knew that he was a bad student.

His eldest aunt just threw his and his sister's things out of the house.

He took his younger sister back to live in the house his parents built in the country. He wanted to find something to do to raise his older sister, but one day he came home early and saw his uncle harassing his younger sister and bullying him. younger sister……

The way his sister was terrified of struggling made him very angry. He confronted his uncle with a knife, not wanting to kill him by mistake...

His reputation is really bad, and he doesn't want to talk about his sister... This matter was finally defined as intentional homicide. Even if he was not sixteen, he was sentenced to ten years in prison...

He regretted it only after he was sentenced. If he goes to jail, what will his sister do?

He kowtowed to the police, begged them to find adoptive parents for his sister, and then began a prison life that was almost isolated from the outside world.

He learned a lot in prison and began to disguise himself. Because of his good performance, he was released from prison two years early.

After leaving the prison, he had the feeling that he had nowhere to go, and the life of the weak and the strong in prison made him no longer the simple boy he was before.

There is a gentle smile on his face, but there is a ferocious monster living in his heart.

At that time, if he made a mistake, he would be doomed. As a result, on the day he was released from prison, someone came to pick him up.

He lost contact with his younger sister, and no one would come, but Liang Xin came anyway.

Liang Xin's father's company decided to arrange jobs for some people who were released from prison. He got this opportunity because of his good performance in prison. Later, because Liang Xin valued him, he started working for Liang Xin again and started a business with Liang Xin.

He had a stable job, found his younger sister, picked up his textbooks again, and his life was finally on the right track. Apart from liking Liang Xin in his heart, he felt that there was a big gap between him and Liang Xin, who graduated from a prestigious university, had a wealthy family and started his own company. , Apart from not daring to confess, I have no regrets.

However, Liang Xin died.

Zhuo Shao put down his English textbook, lay down on the table and laughed until his body trembled.

His life has started again, this time, he must not repeat the same mistakes.

He cannot go to jail, he must be a good student, he must be worthy of Liang Xin...

Zhuo Shao's eyes warmed up. He didn't cry when he was celebrating Liang Xin's birthday in front of Liang Xin's portrait yesterday, but now his eyes are sore.

"Zhuo Shao! What are you doing?" At this moment, the little girl standing on the podium and leading the class who had just finished reading an English text yelled dissatisfied.