city ​​blackout in fantasy

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Before Paganini's Violin Concerto No. [-] in D major, Jiang Yiyi had been tormented by Liszt's enthusiasm for F minor for a long time.It is precisely because of the difficult piece that she will never learn that she can finally get rid of the piano and only focus on the torture of the violin as an instrument. However, she still met Paganini's D major later, but this She never gave up the chance. The teacher and mother always used various methods to encourage her to practice seriously. After a period of painful struggle, she still overcame this difficulty. When she finally could not miss the notes, she began to perfect When it comes to the details, I feel that there seems to be nothing that is really impossible, but it is a matter of persistence or not.In fact, this question is still difficult, after all, not all persistence is meaningful.

There is a mother who is a musician, but Jiang Yiyi did not really love music that much, but she is willing to tie her life to a musical instrument, because she does not think other choices are better, when other children This is especially the case when I am still doing boring exercises rigorously, and I have already won some small awards with the help of my good family edification and genetic talent.

Talent is what many people can't ask for. Now that you have it, of course you should make good use of it. Why go to a place where you don't have an advantage and ask for trouble?Jiang Yiyi, who has no other pursuits, has been an obedient and obedient child since she was a child. She studied hard, practiced playing, and participated in various activities with her mother. As she grew older, she also stood on bigger and bigger stages.

As a good boy, especially a good boy who often stands on the stage, the first thing to adapt to this world is to be in the eyes of others.At the beginning, he received a certain degree of attention because of the aura of his parents, but when he grew up, he got attention for various reasons because of his own excellence.Too used to it, no matter how much attention you get, you will become numb, and even cause yourself more or less small troubles because others pay too much attention to it.

The proud Jiang Yiyi will not refuse attention with admiration, but there is always a time limit for enjoying, especially the blindness of some pursuits and the feeling of envy and jealousy, which widens the gap between her and her surroundings.What Jiang Yiyi was most tired of when he entered university was those people who used various methods to get close to him, but in fact they were completely ignorant of their true self.

There are various ways to strike up a conversation, but there are still some commonalities, that is, unilaterally giving, hoping to accept it, and achieving the purpose of getting closer, and the person who comes directly to ask for it, I am afraid that Xiao Baobao is the only one.

"You invite me to dinner."

How did she say it? Jiang Yiyi saw that the senior sister wearing glasses sitting next to this person who was sitting next to this outspoken and strange way of striking up a conversation rolled a big white eye that didn't fit the image behind the lens...

Only why she suddenly agreed to the other party as if she was lighted with ecstasy incense, and her reaction was completely out of rational control, Jiang Yiyi didn't figure it out until a long time later, but she still remembered that the senior sister wearing glasses Rolled an even bigger eye.

"Am I so rude to roll my eyes?"

Later, Zeng Yu, who had changed into contact lenses and didn't pay attention to her image, was full of denial:

"I thought I was just thinking about it."

"Oh, so I still want to turn over..."

"I still can't understand it now. You don't splash Xiao Baobao's face with water, but you readily agree to this pervert who has been staring at you for hours."

"Has baby been looking at me for so long?"

At Jiang Yiyi's self-seeking behavior, Zeng Yu rolled his eyes unabashedly again.

It didn't matter what he thought at the time, Jiang Yiyi quickly regarded Xiao Baobao as the little wolf dog he kept during this period of time after a meal.

This little wolf dog is quite competent in what Jiang Yiyi needs.Maybe.

"One by one is a nice name to say."

As a little wolf dog Xiao Baobao didn’t remember to find out the identity information of the adopter until after eating a meal. It’s a common way to boast about the name. Most people would think that Jiang Yiyi’s name was an expression of their parents’ love and loyalty. A one, single-minded meaning that rarely hears the correct interpretation.

"One by one, unique."

Jiang Yiyi smiled, and reached out to touch Xiao Baobao's head for the first time, and the other party rubbed against her gestures like a cute kitten.

"How could you think of being unique? There are two words for one."

"There is no two in the two words, isn't it unique? It is indeed unique..."

Xiao Baobao's gaze on Jiang Yiyi is very straightforward, it is the kind of gaze that meets a stranger and is attracted and eager to understand. This kind of exploration has no purpose, just like a whim.

Jiang Yiyi hated his name very much, even though everyone thought it was pretty good, every time he saw his name somewhere, the two ones were juxtaposed, like a dash.Looking at Xiao Baobao's innocent eyes like a child, Jiang Yiyi felt that the dashes are actually quite good, and there is a twist, isn't it?There are always unexpected twists and turns in life.

Two strangers, close to each other, without any biased cognition and colored glasses, the process of sincere mutual understanding is very beautiful.Jiang Yiyi likes this kind of acquaintance without any other form or other people, just the direct contact between two people.This is comparable to, "Hey! I know you! That award-winning violinist..." "It really feels like a school girl..." "I heard you have good grades..." A lot of contact with prefix recognition Much more comfortable.

They are two people who don't know each other at all, and they become two people who are familiar with each other.

University life is relatively quieter. I either stay in a fixed classroom with high school or go to the teacher to practice violin or compete. University life is more free. You can arrange your own time and friends. Wrapped in a crowd that cannot be chosen.

Jiang Yiyi is preparing to go to a Russian university as an exchange student, and will not participate in any miscellaneous competitions this year, except for class practice and foreign language tutoring, the time is very empty.

Friend is a very tolerant term, at least it includes all kinds of people and all kinds of relationships. Friend is not a kind of relationship, but a general term for many kinds of relationships. This is Jiang Yiyi's understanding.

Xiao Baobao may not be considered a friend, but in the eyes of the proud school belle, the way this person stays obediently by her side almost every day can almost be directly summed up as her own property.

In Jiang Yiyi's eyes, Xiao Baobao's life is divided into three parts, one part is to work to support himself, the other part is to go home to sleep, and the last part is to be in school, except for the part of the school that must be separated from the class, it seems that all of them are left to Jiang Yiyi, it is really touching to have such possession of another person's life.

Jiang Yiyi's own life can be described as wonderful no matter what, after all, there are quite a few prefixes before this name, such and such award No. I can't say I like it, but the sense of vanity it brings cannot be ignored.

I have seen Xiao Baobao's extraordinary side by accident, and my vanity has increased. Jiang Yiyi tried to ask Xiao Baobao how the ball that flew from the playground changed its course and fell to the ground instead of hitting the school flower. pretty face.The other party's answer was very ambiguous:

"The ball won't hit you."

"I'm asking why it didn't hit me, and it was aimed at me when I saw it..."

"Wouldn't it be nice if you didn't get hit?"

"Very good is very good, but this is not what I care about..."

Similar things happened several times, for example, the bell rang after I was seated when I was late, and the heavy rain stopped without warning when I didn’t bring an umbrella...

When there were too many things, Jiang Yiyi also understood why he couldn't ask, and he was destined to ignore it if he didn't get the answer. Knowing that such an extraordinary person was by his side, his sense of satisfaction rose linearly and quickly.

Whether it is the stock market or the mood, there are always ups and downs, and there is always a gap between the leisure university life and the previous crowded and busy life.For an unknown number of times, when Jiang Yiyi played Bach's aria on the G string in a practice room with only two people, he felt uneasy.

It is certainly moving to have someone appreciating quietly and wholeheartedly, but the sense of accomplishment brought by the stage lights and the thundering applause of the auditorium cannot be replaced.

Jiang Yiyi closed his eyes and imagined that he was playing on the stage, driving the audience crazy with his violin. Once he opened his eyes, he returned to reality. There were only two people in the practice room full of sunlight. Xiao Baobao was always quiet , Occasionally fell asleep, she knew that the person probably relaxed and fell asleep because he enjoyed this kind of time, but she still felt a little lost in the quiet curtain call.

So when I was finally able to leave the country, I was much more excited than parting.

Xiao Baobao's behavior was unexpected. She thought she would be reluctant to part with her for such a long time together and taking care of her. However, Jiang Yiyi waited and waited at the airport and procrastinated the time, knowing that she would miss it if she didn't leave. The flight was gone, and Xiao Baobao was not seen.

It's too much.The excitement finally faded when this person did not show up at all.

People are always greedy.

University life abroad is very tense, whether it is language problems, cultural differences, or various cognitive troubles in the course, all of a sudden the idle time becomes insufficient, the more tired the easier it is When I was distracted and surrounded by various strange situations, I wished more and more to return to the time when the two of us practiced in the practice room.

It was only a year, and Jiang Yiyi worked hard to adapt, looking forward to the day when he returned to China with an urgent sense of honor to return to the competition and the stage.

However, for a whole year, and even for a period of time after she returned to China, Xiao Baobao never heard from her at all, as if she had already forgotten about Jiang Yiyi.

Can people be so greedy?

Jiang Yiyi, who had been boasted about growing up, was a little frustrated.

The school belle who looks elegant and delicate is actually an ambitious person, but she will not evade whenever she has the opportunity to grasp the possibility in her hands. Xiao Baobao is the biggest accident since she was born, at least it makes her worry about gains and losses mood.

After meeting Xiao Baobao again, Jiang Yiyi felt that the image of the cute kitty before might just be an illusion.

This bastard doesn't follow me every day like before. He spends most of his time working in a cafe with a beautiful proprietress, and even secretly fell in love without knowing it...

Jiang Yiyi himself didn't expect that he would cry, and always thought that he still had a different proportion, but in fact Xiao Baobao cared much more than he usually cared about her.

Even though the relationship was just a joke, Jiang Yiyi's loss of control immediately brought the relationship to an end, and Zhao Xi also had someone he really liked, but the feeling of a loss couldn't be ignored if he cared more about it in his heart.

Jiang one by one calculated the existing things in life, a good family background, a career that has begun to emerge, all kinds of friends and social interactions, but there is a lack of romance.

If you already have a goal, your behavior will naturally be close to your imagined identity.

Acting like a baby, jealous and clingy, all kinds of petty temper attributes also emerged.

It was unexpected that Xiao Baobao agreed to become a lover with herself. During this time, Jiang Yiyi herself had no hope, but she agreed as if to realize her wish. Refuse any intimacy.

Xiao Baobao's existence is so messed up that Jiang Yiyi can laugh out loud when he thinks about it.

How can I be so lucky?

Miss Xiaohua is actually an ambitious narcissist.

She looked in the mirror, looked at her naturally beautiful face, and the high-end clothing that she could provide since she was born, plus a row of shining trophies on the cabinet behind her, and an invitation to a large-scale performance in her hand, it was enough to make people feel ashamed. An enviable life, at this time, having Xiao Baobao is almost perfect.

With such pride, Jiang Yiyi has never been very willing to marry those men with superior abilities, and she can't stand strong women. She likes Xiao Baobao, who stays in place and lets herself dominate everything.Xiao Baobao never took the initiative, but he never refused, and at the same time, he would not do anything that should not be done, although Jiang Yiyi felt that she seemed to want to hold him back.

Regarding Xiao Baobao not wanting her to go abroad to compete, Jiang Yiyi tacitly believed that she did not want to have too much distance from him, whether it was physical or spiritual.

What's the problem?

Xiao Baobao's blushing face is very cute under the close contact day after day, and he also promised to live together when he returns to China. He only agrees if he likes it, doesn't he?Jiang Yiyi looked at Xiao Baobao, who was standing outside the door holding two cups of milk tea until it cooled because he was unhappy, and confirmed that the other party might just be poor at expressing his thoughts.

After all, this is also an unusual person. He found the treasure and was able to put it in his arms. He was so lucky.

The results of foreign competitions were also perfect as expected. When boarding the return plane, Jiang Yiyi felt that he was lucky enough to have everything.

What can greed do?

she thought:

Meeting is always a perfect turning point.There will be a stage and applause, and there will be people who accompany her quietly. When she lands, everything will be her own.

The plane took off, thinking it would be good to have a little sleep, Jiang Yiyi closed his eyes with a smile.

Many years later, Jiang Yiyi's name will no longer be mentioned among the familiar group of people, people themselves can only care about what they have now.

Counting the time, the city changes with the coming and going of people, and the appearance of people in the city also changes.

An Qi woke up in a daze and stretched out her hand to touch her side. The bed was empty, with only a little residual warmth left.

"Are you awake? Get up quickly, you still have time to have breakfast..."

Zhao Xi's voice appeared in a relatively far away place, accompanied by the broken sound of packing things, An Qi tried to open her eyes, and saw Zhao Xi was packing the suitcase with her sleeping messy hair.

It took a long time to finally get up and stretched facing the sea outside the floor-to-ceiling windows. An Qi still looked like she couldn't wake up. Zhao Xi was talking ramblingly while packing her luggage:

"I will go to the restaurant on the first floor to have breakfast in a while. I called a car and came to pick us up in an hour. I have already told Sun Ka the time of landing. He will pick us up in the car and go to Zizuijie. Today, Brother Zhou It's my birthday, why don't we get together..."

"Brother Zhou, it's his [-]th birthday..."

"No, I was fifty when we met..."

When we met, we were still in that small coffee shop with only four tables...

I remember that at that time An Qi had worshiped the hotel where Junzizui took Xiao Baobao to vacation, and now she lives there as usual as buying a toothbrush.

During this rare vacation, the two of them almost stayed in the resort by the sea, and it was considered a good rest. An Qi stretched her waist and rubbed Zhao Xi's already disheveled head before she went there satisfied. Wash and make up.

The man who packs up his things is no longer the big boy he was back then, he has become mature enough, even if he is still a few years younger than An Qi, no one will look over in surprise.

While eating breakfast, An Qi received a call from the company, and BOOS had some advanced ideas. It could be foreseen that starting next month, the whole company would start to operate crazily and prepare to break through the limit. Just as busy as a dog.

"Designer Lu Da has a new idea, online products, your department should be ready."

As soon as the words were finished, Zhao Xi's hand trembled and the fork with the egg in it fell back onto the plate with a bang.

To be honest, An Qi still enjoys this kind of life of constant challenges. Although it is tiring, it is fulfilling and full of passion, and at the same time, there are quite good rewards.This feeling became more and more obvious after being with Zhao Xi, probably because I was with a man who was younger than me, and I also had a thinking mode of a big woman, and my self-worth was far more important than dedication to others.It may also be because of this style that Zhao Xi's family didn't have anything extra to say about her being much older than Zhao Xi.Because she is strong enough, when choosing a lover, she doesn't need to consider any external conditions, whether age or material, An Qi has absolute confidence and will not lose her sense of security because of these things.Of course, Zhao Xi is also very good, after all, with such a wife, it's hard to justify his inferiority.

However, not everyone is keen on this kind of urban life. The most unexpected words from the people around me are probably Zeng Yu.

"I don't know how Sun Ka felt when he saw Zeng Yu after getting married..."

"What kind of mood can you have? Look at the mood of your ex-girlfriend, he will be in whatever mood..."

"That's different. The two of them have never had a serious relationship. Besides, my ex-girlfriend is Xiao Baobao..."

"I can't be in any mood when I'm married, but Hao Ran, I don't know what to do..."

The two chatted about their friends' gossip without burden on the plane.

Zeng Yu, who seemed the most serious back then, has never had a serious relationship with anyone.After working for three years, the female student has become a strong woman in the shopping mall. Having a good opportunity is one thing, and her own hard work and serious attitude are another thing. Jun Zizui predicted that she would one day be able to overwhelm Hao Ran. Seeing She was about to be promoted to the top, but she resigned as soon as she took off her high heels.

"Damn it, you're not thinking about anything..."

Jun Zizui grabbed Xiao Baobao and asked, and got a big white eye.

"I'm just tired and not having much fun."

Zeng Yu's original words are very clear:

"Even if you continue to get promoted, even if you end up in a better position than Hao Ran, it's not interesting, it will only get more and more tiring. I don't like this at all. I think about the job every day and it's not the job I like. It doesn't matter at all. Meaning. Anyway, I have made money. I plan to go somewhere and find something I really like to do. Anyway, I feel that I am pretty good in the past few years. If I find something I want to do, I will definitely be able to do it well. Yes, why waste your life here."

Zhou Jianguo is most in favor:

"It's early to understand, it's not like I wasted until I was old before I started to act, and now I feel powerless..."

Zeng Yu walked freely, carrying a collection of Bei Dao's poems and left, and then the coffee shop received postcards from various places from time to time, and in less than two years, a small table was already covered.

When she came back, she was unexpectedly accompanied by Sun Ka, who had returned from studying abroad. She said that she happened to have a gathering abroad and knew that Sun Ka was going back to China, so she simply came back to have a look.Zeng Yu really thought so, but Sun Ka's eyes, which were not childish, were a little complicated, with some anticipation hidden.

In the end, this expectation was still in vain. After staying for half a year, Zeng Yu started to travel around the world again, but it was much better than the last time. She got a new job, writing articles for travel magazines, and developing new travel materials at the same time. .

Even after struggling in the business for several years, Zeng Yu always reads novels and reads poems. She still looks like a literary girl. The new job itself is her suitable place.

"My old lady taught her how to make money..."

When Hao Ran was very drunk, he would always howl like this with the gentleman.

"It's you who like to make money, not her. You are a businessman, and she is a young man..."

The trembling heart under Hao Ran's majestic appearance may not be saved. When An Qi and Zhao Xi were taken to the coffee shop by Sun Ka, she sat next to a boss who forced her to ask for a boss. guy.

"Is it really done this time?"

An Qi asked Jun Zi drunk secretly.

"It's been dealt with. Hao Ran is a person who likes to be abused. He likes to tease him but he can't deal with it..."

An Qi took the gentleman's drunken words seriously, and then started to look for Zeng Yu's figure with great interest.

"It's not here yet, the plane is late..."

Gentleman Drunk seems to be full of expectations.

The first thing Zeng Yu did after entering the door was to give everyone a big hug. After all, she really didn't come back for a long time.

"Hello."

Seeing Hao Ran's lover's rather hostile attitude, the people present immediately began to wink at Hao Ran knowingly, but Zeng Yu acted as if she didn't know it, and the travels of the past few years had cured her facial paralysis. At this time, he had a hearty smile that was very lovable.

"Hi, hello, I know you, we should have met, there was an appreciation meeting in Edinburgh..."

After a few sentences, the two people quickly forgot about the emotional entanglement, and chatted about current affairs with great interest...

"Zeng Yu is indeed Zeng Yu..."

The gentleman was drunk and sighed, but An Qi's eyes lit up and she went up and lifted Zeng Yu's collar and made a mess:

"Ayu, you won't drink on the plane!"

People who were excited about the gossip immediately gathered around. The lip marks on the lavender shirt were not conspicuous, but they could barely distinguish the excellent number.

Zeng Yu's hearty smile immediately turned into a paralyzed face.

"Sister, you really deserve to be our senior..."

Zhao Xi's tone was filled with sincere admiration.

"The cake is coming!"

It was Xiao Baobao who came out of the kitchen to save her friend. Xiao Baobao was still the same as many years ago, holding the cake carefully, and accidentally rubbing cream on his nose.

Jun Zizui hurried forward to help her hold the cake, and with both hands, he stuck out his tongue to lick the cream, and the others hissed immediately, making Baby Xiao blush rarely.

These two people seem to be the only ones who have stopped in time. The two of them have been in this store and together all the time. They are looking forward to the same future as they did many years ago.

The golden sparkling wine was filled to the brim, and everyone formed a circle and held them high. Gentleman Zui was in a good mood, with one hand on Xiao Baobao's waist, and he spoke loudly:

"Come on, let's be together, wish Brother Zhou, happy birthday!"

"Happy birthday!"

The author has something to say:

Fanwai can be regarded as Jiang Yiyi's review and final summary.

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This article is really over, if you still have questions, I will reply one by one.

Goodbye, friends, see you next time.