city ​​blackout in fantasy

68.

"Why do you always think you're going to die?"

"I thought it was obvious. I keep having all kinds of car accidents, and those accidents are totally unreasonable..."

"It's really unreasonable."

"Perhaps I should have died in that car accident with my mother a long time ago. It was wrong for that person to go against fate and save me. Humans may really have no way to fight against God..."

"Do you really think that's going to happen?"

"what?"

"Time stopped or something."

Jun Zizui raised his head, Xiao Baobao was looking at her seriously.

This is a question that is difficult to answer. In this modern age of scientific development, they firmly believe that the unusual is the extraordinary, but what happened has been recorded in their minds. Questioning means overthrowing all previous beliefs .

A part of Jun Zizui's heart is also looking forward to someone who can overthrow this memory. Any explanation and reason are fine. If the unscientific cognition is overturned, she may be able to understand that she will die. Yes, the accident that happened was really just an accident, not predestined.

However, the other part thinks that once it is overthrown, Xiao Baobao will become the same untrustworthy part. What is overthrown is not only a disaster, but perhaps also during this period of time. A person with a specific outline.

Xiao Baobao asked this question, how should Jun Zizui answer?

They lay on the bed, the warm light in the morning passed through the gaps in the curtains, the thin sweat wrapped in the quilt after a night of sound sleep, gradually became dry after waking up, and they were lazy and didn't want to get up in the comfort of waking up naturally.

Junzizui held Xiao Baobao in his arms, and stroked her shoulder blades time after time.

Gentleman Zui didn't know how the topic got here, but she really didn't know how to answer the current question, so she could only admit defeat and put her lips on Xiao Baobao's forehead.

"Baby, do you want to tell me something?"

If it weren't for the close dependence of the two of them, Jun Zizui might not have felt the magnitude of her shaking his head gently, and this morning's topic has come to an end.

Gentleman's drunken lips were sticking to his forehead, causing a little friction with the subtle swing, the air was a little ambiguous, and he subconsciously slid down the bridge of his nose.

Xiao Baobao likes to put her face against the neck or shoulder of the person next to her when she sleeps. Junzizui's height can fit her in his arms because of this posture, and she can just kiss her forehead easily every morning.Then, under the throbbing of a certain moment, he naturally explored downwards, let his lips slide across the bridge of the nose gently, put more force on the nose, and continued downward, gently enfolded the other's lips, and gently sucked and licked...

Today was different, after Gentleman Zui finally pried open Xiao Baobao's teeth for the first time, the touch of lips and tongue became uncontrollable.The hand placed on the back unconsciously became presumptuous, and began to slide up and down restlessly, caressing the waist, and gently opened the white cotton T-shirt that was used as pajamas...

"Um--"

When Xiao Baobao was struggling and whimpering due to lack of oxygen, they had already changed their positions, and Junzizui didn't know when he was on top of her.The lingering lips separated and pulled out a broken silver thread in the panting...

The old driver Jun was at a loss for a rare time. He lost his reaction to the actions that seemed to go too far. He stared blankly at the dim-eyed baby under him. Xiao Baobao, who was provoked for the first time, reacted even more slowly. Jun Zizui, who has no thinking ability, hesitated for a moment, then kissed again nervously...

When Zhou Jianguo called, Junzi's drunken hand had already touched the position of his heart, and the feeling of waking up suddenly was not good, but in reality, it doesn't seem like a good thing to continue to develop unclearly...

"Have you reorganized the storage room? I can't find a spare coffee bean..."

Brother Zhou, thank you very much...

Junzizui's heart is very complicated.

"You don't even reject me..."

Hand in hand, on the way to the cafe to save Zhou Jianguo who found the world has changed a lot, Junzizui complained a little unwillingly. She didn't think it was a good thing to go off the rails before a formal relationship, Xiao Baobao always wanted to be with other women before Special treatment, but I couldn't control the non-refusal in that distance, and stopped halfway, feeling very depressed...

Xiao Baobao's thoughts are very honest:

"It's very comfortable, I don't want to refuse."

"hiss--"

The high-heeled shoes turned, Junzi twisted his feet drunk, and bared out his neat white teeth in pain.

"Ladies, I found that I can only boil a pot of water now, are you redecorating?"

Zhou Jianguo sat in front of the bar and eagerly waited for Xiao Baobao’s coffee. It’s been a long time since the uncle in his 50s was sunburnt and seemed to have lost a lot of weight. His vision has a refined feeling, and there are many cameras on the bar. Quite a few scratches.

It is still pleasant to reunite after a long absence, and the cafe without customers is just like the beginning.

"What is Lu Tu doing now?"

When I came back, I suddenly realized that it had been a long time without such a person, and I was used to it for a long time.

"I heard that there is going to be a wedding, and the partner was introduced by my family..."

"Is that so..."

It should be a matter of sending blessings, but everyone hesitated to speak, feeling a little heavy.

Speaking of this, Xiao Baobao suddenly remembered a question he had a long time ago:

"Brother Zhou, why did you get divorced?"

Zhou Jianguo's life before divorce was basically a model of a happy family in China. The income was considerable. The husband and wife lived in harmony without arguing or fighting.However, when his daughter graduated from high school, Zhou Jianguo chose to divorce without warning. No one could understand what he did. His wife who had been with him for more than [-] years did not understand, nor did his daughter.The originally happy family parted ways, but because they didn't understand the reason for the separation, it turned into resentment. After that, Zhou Jianguo was single, and his daughter was unwilling to contact him except for living expenses.

People who used to be familiar with him would use the tone of "I regret it now" to ask him how his life is now. Of course, Zhou Jianguo's "not bad" and "very good" will be understood as the meaning of swollen face and fat , it seems natural to think so.After quitting his job to concentrate on photography, Zhou Jianguo gradually moved away from his previous life circle.

"Why are you getting divorced..."

Zhou Jianguo's tone was indifferent, and he talked with him about what he usually saw and heard about a strange city, and said slowly, without any ups and downs, and of course there was no sign of regret.

"I have been quite obedient since I was a child. My family asked me to study hard, so I studied hard. After graduation, I worked hard to earn money. My family introduced my ex-wife when they said they were married. I can't say that I don't like it. I can’t say that this person is right or wrong. I don’t know how to refuse, and I don’t think it doesn’t matter. I just let the flow take its course and then have children. But after decades of life, the more I live, the more I feel that life is like a It seems that I have never really done anything to make myself happy. I just think about the responsibility of being filial to my parents and taking care of my family. If I want to be a good man, I feel that I have never lived for myself. My daughter is growing up I am also slowly becoming self-reliant, and I also want to find something to do that I want to do.

"In fact, after so many years, my ex-wife is really a good woman. I didn't think about divorce at first, but, I never said this kind of thought before, and the two of us didn't think it was too inappropriate. Once we started chatting, I felt that we were really complete. There is no common topic, so many years have passed because we didn’t think about these issues. We couldn’t talk about it. I tried to express it, but she still couldn’t understand. She thought it was wrong for me to quit my job and do what I liked. She thinks that I should continue to work hard to earn money to leave as much as possible for my children, to earn more pension funds for myself, and to do what I want to do after retirement.

"I think why? I forget it. According to the capital I have spent over the years, compared with other children, what my daughter can get is already good. I can let her live on her own without lacking in material things, and get married. Is it not enough to be able to get married in a good way when I was young? How much should I leave for my children? The pension should be enough. My resignation does not mean that I will have no other income. When I retire, I will still be able to move around. , Can you still have the energy to do what you want to do?

"I also talked about it for a while, but it doesn't make sense. I think it's not interesting for two people to live like this. I can't live my life according to her ideas. It's better to divorce as soon as possible. She can still have a chance to find love. A person who thinks like her is there for each other.

"I really don't think there is anything wrong with this approach, but there is no way. Wanting to live for myself is the most unacceptable thing. I am very lucky to be able to walk around and take pictures like I am now. It is really not easy..."

Junzi was drunk and drank the coffee in the cup in front of her. She vaguely thought of all the efforts she and Lu Tu had made to resist the arrangement at home. After more than ten years, Lu Tu still compromised in the family relationship, and if she Without the existence of people like the six sons, without the superstition in the old thinking, Xiao Baobao would definitely not be accepted. My father still prefers assets and abilities rather than emotions, and his sexuality cannot be changed. Compromises are required to make amends.

In fact, what is there to make up for? There is no so-called debt here.It is right to live for oneself, even relatives, what right do they have to control other people's lives?

Sure enough, it was really not easy.

"It's the first time someone asked me so directly. It's really easy to talk about it."

Zhou Jianguo didn't pay much attention to this sudden topic, and said it lightly like telling a story, showing a relieved smile.

"That little girl Lu Lan isn't here either. I saw her comics being advertised in the bookstore last time."

"There are more people in the coffee shop now. She feels noisy and hasn't been here for a long time. She is a customer, so she can find a place according to her own needs."

People come and go, and the small coffee shop is always a scene of passing customers in a hurry. The people who came here today may be the first and last. , here, we can meet each other by fate, but I don't know if it is possible to reunite again...

Zhou Jianguo fiddled with the memory in the camera for a while. The same posture made him a little tired. He put down the camera and stretched his arms.

"I'm going to take a break recently, I'm really tired from walking so far this time..."

"That's right, you should pay attention to your body at this age, it's best to have regular physical examination..."

Pulling, pulling, pulling away...

The reopening of the cafe was much better than the previous few times. In the afternoon, the four tables were full of people, and the sandwiches were all sold out.

Gentleman Zui took the time to sneak into the bar and hug Xiao Baobao. The previous conversation made people feel that the world is unpredictable, and the mood of worrying about gains and losses cannot be restrained.

"what happened?"

Xiao Baobao turned his head to the side to prevent Jun Zizui, who was holding her behind him, from breathing on his ears, that sensitive spot was itchy and uncomfortable.

"When can we be together..."

Gentleman drunk whispered in her ear, causing Xiao Baobao to tremble slightly. Xiao Baobao lowered his eyes and hesitated for a few seconds:

"Then let's be together, you, don't regret it..."