city ​​blackout in fantasy

53.

Whether the coffee is really mellow or not, Jin Qiao may not be able to fully appreciate it, but the warm aroma can always moderately appease his overwhelmed and unconcealed depression and disappointment.

Gentleman Zui didn't intend to listen in at first, but Xiao Baobao didn't intend to enter the bar. Instead, he sat next to Jin Qiao, where Junzizui often sat.A young couple came in at this time, Jun Zizui could only sit down at the bar intimately, and take over Xiao Baobao's role of entertaining guests, invite the couple to the farthest place from the bar, turn on the music, The voice of the conversation was diluted, and the voice became blurred in the soft guitar strings, and only the faint syllables of the guests could be heard...

Junzizui added lemonade to the guests, brewed coffee and served them cookies. The two people in front of the bar didn't speak. On the countertop, she continued to be depressed since yesterday.

"what happened to you?"

Junzizui pondered for a long time at the bar, at a loss until he took out a bag of hazelnuts that Xiao Baobao put there, Jin Qiao finally spoke, he became more comfortable because he got used to the atmosphere of continuous silence, Junzizui watched It seemed that he was still a little afraid of Xiao Baobao, his body was tilted in another direction, and the tone of the question was also cautious. When Xiao Baobao stood up and looked at him, he even shrank and put it by the side of the cup hand.

Xiao Baobao glanced at him, and showed a strange look of annoyance, which made Junzizui a little strange, and she soon discovered that this annoyance appeared in front of Jin Qiao, because she reached out to snatch Jin Qiao because of this annoyance. He grabbed Jin Qiao's cup and stopped him from drinking coffee.

"You can't drink slowly, do you know that making coffee is very tiring!"

This feeling of blowing hair was obviously only done in front of close people. It felt like a kitten throwing a tantrum. After making trouble for no reason, he pushed the cup back with a gloomy face.

"An Qi doesn't want me anymore."

This sentence actually made Jin Qiao, who looked unhappy, smile miraculously. With this smile, Xiao Baobao quickly pulled the cup away, and also gave him an angry stare.

"How could An Qi not want you..."

The corner of Jin Qiao's mouth was smiling but with a trace of helpless bitterness. He didn't ask for the cup back, and his eyes were a little blank, as if he was immersed in the memory, and the topic was brought back to the past.

"She dotes on you so much, so many of our children want to play with the gentle and beautiful young lady, she ignores us, she would rather stay with you under the big tree and watch the ants, you are all too busy watching the ants, and you don't want to talk to her , we all know that she hates bugs the most, and she has always been with you..."

With nostalgia and regret in his tone, Junzizui slowed down the movements of his hands and listened to his eloquence.

"Every time we speak ill of you secretly, Angie will teach us a lesson. At that time, so many people were jealous of you. You are obviously a girl who always does weird things and never makes friends with anyone. How could you get it? Miss An Qi, whom everyone likes, likes..."

"Of course it's because I'm cute."

Xiao Baobao seemed to be happy to hear it, pushed the cup back, and raised his chin proudly, repeating with a proud and complacent expression like a child:

"But Angie said it herself."

"I got it,"

Jin Qiao took a sip of the cold coffee,

"Otherwise, I wouldn't bully you all the time. You just follow An Qi regardless of anyone else. You will be there next to An Qi whatever she wants to do. You and An Qi are inseparable, An Qi When Sister Qi went to college, we all thought you would drop out of school and go with her. We were all taken aback when you stayed and studied hard."

"I worked very hard."

Unconvinced, Xiao Baobao snatched Jin Qiao's empty cup and threw it to Junzizui, and warned Junzizui:

"Don't give him anything to drink."

"I know I know……"

Jin Qiao's tone was helpless as if he was coaxing a child.

"It's still like this for so many years...Of course you worked hard. The 70-year-old tree pocket on the road out of the city broke for no reason. It was lying on the road for so long. Xu Sijiu and Xu Shishi also fell ill for no reason. She After leaving the county town, there was a power outage for several days, and economic losses were reported..."

Jin Qiao babbled and counted the troubles Xiao Baobao had caused, his mouth was dry, and the gentleman poured him a glass of water when he was drunk, but Xiao Baobao didn't stop him, saying that both guests had checked out and left Yes, Junzi turned off the music when he was drunk, Jin Qiao stopped abruptly as if awakened from memories, and finally sighed.

"I know so many things..."

He laughed at himself, saying so much made him feel more courageous, he turned his head to look directly at Xiao Baobao, and his tone became sharper:

"Baby Xiao, I really hate you."

Xiao Baobao lowered his head and didn't respond, Jin Qiao continued talking on his own.

"I will never understand, what is there to like about you, willful and selfish, you can do whatever you want, anyway, no one can resist. You are so stupid that you don't even know that someone is crying for you, then Many times they tried to drive you out of the county. It was An Qi and her elders who helped you. However, when An Qi's parents had an accident, you just watched. I know, you don't like us either. You don't understand why we do those fake things, and I don't understand how you can think so simple, just do something casually when you are in a bad mood, we have put in so much effort, just because of your one thought It's nothing..."

Jin Qiao vented like he did tomorrow:

"Why should I know you. Without you, I would know nothing, just be a fool..."

The aura was completely used up, Jin Qiao took a breath, lowered his head, and became even more decadent than when he first came.

"Maybe it's not your fault, it's obviously us who are looking for trouble."

He didn't drink the water in the glass, stood up from his seat, and was about to take out his pocket to pay, but was stopped by Junzizui.

"It's done as a treat, don't mind."

Jin Qiao didn't insist on going on, silently put down his hand, and replied thank you.

"I'm leaving."

He said to Baby Xiao:

"Xinxin died because of a quarrel with me. I was also responsible. My family lost money and owed debts, and my qualifications for the postgraduate entrance examination were cancelled. I plan to change to a new city to find a job, and I may never come back. I I don’t know why, but I always feel like I’m here to say goodbye to you. Goodbye.”

"Goodbye."

They said goodbye to each other, and then Jin Qiao left.

The gentleman opened his mouth drunk, but still didn't ask any psychological questions, so he could only silently pour water for Xiao Baobao.

"I don't want to do anything today."

Xiao Baobao said to the gentleman drunk.

"Then don't do anything."

She responds to her.

"Do you want to ask me why he must come to me to say goodbye?"

The gentleman was a little embarrassed when he was drunk, and lowered his head to pour himself a glass of water.

"Actually, it's okay if you ask me, I'll tell you."

"Does it really matter?"

"I don't understand why you are all cautious. Even if I don't want to say it, what if I get rejected..."

"I'm afraid you will be unhappy..."

"Don't any of your friends think this is indifference?"

"...No, maybe I don't have that kind of friend."

The gentleman drunk and sipped his white water, feeling that his mood was also immersed in a heavy sense of loss in Jin Qiao's emotions just now, she sighed and looked at Xiao Baobao.

"I wonder, will you tell me?"

"Because he felt that Bai Xinxin's death had something to do with me. He always felt that those who died were all because of me."

"why?"

This answer is a bit unbelievable. Jun Zizui once thought that Xiao Baobao was saving lives, but she hadn't felt that she would cause death.

"Because I am always where death appears..."

Baby Xiao was silent for a while:

"Bai Xinxin and him quarreled because of me. Bai Xinxin wanted me to save him, but Jin Qiao stopped him. He knew that I couldn't do it. If Bai Xinxin came to me and was rejected by me, I might be the one who was implicated. It's..."

"I thought he hated you..."

He actually helped you...

Junzizui didn't say the second half of the sentence, she wasn't sure if she was thinking too much.

"He was the only one who doubted me."

When Xiao Baobao said this, there was a slight sense of relief in his tone.

"He doesn't think I can handle it anymore. Those people actually think that I am omnipotent. He is the only one..."

Gentleman Drunk finally understood why Xiao Baobao felt so close to Jin Qiao, and also knew why Jin Qiao had to come to say goodbye to Xiao Baobao.

Compared with other people who fear Baobao Xiao and regard her as a god, this boy is the only one who thinks that Baobao Xiao is just a person with special advantages. Holding a powerful gun in his hand, he stays away from Baby Xiao because he wants to stay away from the feeling of not being able to control his life independently. When a gentleman is drunk by Baby Xiao's side, he will occasionally feel a sense of fantasy. So many incredible things happen, it will really happen Make people doubt their own reality.

Maybe Jin Qiao stopped Bai Xinxin not all because he helped Xiao Baobao, he might also want his girlfriend to stay away from Xiao Baobao.The only thing Junzizui doesn't understand is Bai Xinxin's death.

"Did she come to an early end because she tried to resist fate?"

"Do not."

Xiao Baobao replied very positively, her affirmation seemed to confirm that she could feel the pulse of fate.

"Without me, they would have been arguing about other things."

"Do you have to take Jin Qiao with you? This boy is also pitiful."

"No way, because he loves her, and he is destined to be tired by love."

Emotion is so illusory, in Xiao Baobao's mouth, it has become destiny and cause and effect. Guess, maybe, I am also the part that is destined to be good.

The ringing of the phone interrupted. During this deep dialogue, Jun Zizui heard Hao Ran's voice on the other end of the phone, and had the urge to hang up the phone.

"Let me tell you, when An Qi came to see me today, I was already asleep and sent away by the nurse, but I still don't think it's guaranteed. You should get me something to ward off evil spirits, that kind of thing You know better than me, what kind of mahogany or jade..."

"well……"

It's a fool to have money and not make money, the gentleman answered lazily drunk, thinking of getting a piece of jade for Liu Zi to sell to her at an expensive point, Hao Ran's spirit is not at all like a bedridden person, as expected after talking about this, She changed the subject.

"I said Xiaozui, you really plan to guard your store for the rest of your life. I plan to develop a new project here. Why don't you come and try?"

This kind of thing used to be a pie that fell from the sky. Junzizui doesn't think it's so good now, she feels tired, earning extra money that is unnecessary is a waste of life.Making money is a good thing, but tiring yourself is the worst thing. The steelyard in her heart is very stable.

Gentleman Drunk refused very decisively. After becoming friends with Hao Ran, Gentleman Drunk completely understood that this kind of people who are used to being praised by others have a little M tendency. As expected, Hao Ran who was rejected Not only was he not angry, but he sighed that Junzizui is indeed an independent woman with her own ideas, and she really didn't miss Yunyun, so she hung up the phone.

This kind of person is a hard worker, working on a hospital bed with a broken leg...

Pulling out her thoughts from the phone, and returning to the track where Xiao Baobao was, Jun Zizui suddenly remembered the topic about fate again. She bit her lip, wanting to ask, but Xiao Baobao took a step ahead. I spoke.

"I don't know what will happen to you. That's your business. It's better not to believe what will happen in the future."

The author has something to say:

In fact, I think Jin Qiao didn't write well here. Anyway, this person should be a good person. He thinks that it is not safe to be too close to Baby Xiao, so he wants to pull the person he loves away from Baby Xiao. Although he doubts , also admitted that Xiao Baobao can do many unexplainable things, he himself is so contradictory that he doesn't know his true thoughts, and he doesn't need to think about things when things get here, because he has already bid farewell to Xiao Baobao.

Xiao Baobao should actually like this person quite a bit. After all, An Qi felt that Xiao Baobao didn't understand right and wrong. In fact, there was already such a person who kept questioning her, which made her understand part of right and wrong.

Emotional issues are a bit of fantasy, because I think that love requires conditions, but meeting is purely fate.