city ​​blackout in fantasy

37.

After all, dreams are unreliable things. Compared with fate, more people believe in the temporary emotions it brings, and Junzizui cannot avoid the depression brought about by a frightening dream.

On the way back, Junzizui didn't ask for wine. They had already drank enough these days. She asked for a glass of water and took a sip to relieve the tension in the traffic. She leaned her shoulders in the direction of Xiao Baobao, trying to Get closer and feel more at ease.Baby Xiao got drunk for the first time the night before, and couldn't get over the hangover for a while. After barely getting on the plane, they almost fell into a coma. During the flight time, none of them realized how they spent passed.

Ten minutes after the plane was scheduled to land, they were still circling in the sky. Who knew why it was raining in this city at this time. The gentleman went over drunk and trembling and touched Xiao Baobao's hand. The half-dream and half-awake Xiao Baobao He snorted subconsciously, and shook back lightly, seemingly unaware of what had happened.

The delay in landing, and the shaking of the fuselage due to the airflow, made the passengers in the cabin gradually uneasy, and intermittently began to have noisy conversations. This low-frequency buzzing sound did not affect Xiao Baobao. During sleep, she moved and changed her position, lying on Junzizui's shoulder and breathing peacefully.

Jun Zizui wanted to wake her up, but she didn't know whether to do it or not. She remembered the dream last night, who knows what would happen, Xiao Baobao is not omnipotent, no one is omnipotent.

The stewardess' soothing announcement continued to sound, and the clamor in the cabin temporarily subsided. Jun Zizui's back stiffened, but he gave up the idea of ​​waking Xiao Baobao.

Nearly 10 minutes later, I could feel that the plane had begun to descend slowly, and the sometimes strong and sometimes weak weightlessness made my stomach stir, and my tinnitus was dizzy.

The plane was very unstable in the middle of landing, and the vibration was still accompanied by the weightlessness, which caused the noise to appear in the cabin that had just been quiet for a long time, and the voice of the stewardess rang again in a timely manner, hoping that the passengers could control their emotions before landing .However, in the middle of the conversation, a strong feeling of falling suddenly hit. It seemed that the plane had lost control and began to fall freely. The flight attendants broadcasting the broadcast were all interrupted by sudden accidents. Hearing the panicked screams of some passengers, the panic can no longer be soothed, and the flight attendants also gave up verbal comfort, just repeating please fasten your seat belts and stop making noise, so they can only give up and wait for the landing .

Junzizui's hand holding Xiao Baobao began to tremble slightly uncontrollably, Xiao Baobao was finally awakened by the screams of the crowd just now, she opened her misty eyes and looked at Junzizui's face suspiciously, What she saw was an expression of despair because of fear, Jun Zizui's face with closed eyes and a calm mask, giving her a kind of stillness that she was waiting for death to come.

When the plane was descending, it repeated several times the situation where it fell in an instant and then returned to normal in an instant. The crowd shouted louder and louder each time. This kind of repeated occurrence made people relax. Feel this situation as a normal situation. The loud barking is caused by many people relaxing and feeling the stimulation. Jun Zizui keeps such a posture unanimously, without any intention of relaxing. Xiao Baobao shakes and is grasped tightly. He clasped his hands, indicating that he was awake, and finally got a look from Junzizui who opened his eyes and looked over.

"Are you going home in a while?"

At this time, it is a good choice to talk about family affairs. Speaking from the innermost part of Xiao Baobao, the change of direction made Junzizui realize that there will be no bad accidents. This realization finally made her stiff back a little relaxed. After getting down, it was only then that I realized that my shoulders and spine felt sore due to being stiff for too long.

"Lu Tu came to pick us up."

"Well, I'm going to find Zhao Xi first."

"Ok?"

"An Qi is not here, she left the key with Zhao Xi."

"That's it."

With both feet on the solid ground, my mood was finally completely at ease. It was still raining outside, Jun Zizui and Xiao Baobao were somewhat contaminated with damp water vapor before getting into the car, which was different from the salty humidity at the seaside. The water vapor in the city has a more complex smell, familiar yet unfamiliar.

"How are you playing?"

Lu Tu just greeted his friends back from the trip normally, but what he got was Junzizui's very complicated expression.

"what happened?"

No one answered Lu Tu's question, but it was actually very pleasant. If there were no such dangerous things happened, he felt conflicted and didn't know how to explain it. The gentleman leaned back lazily and changed the subject——

"Is the store open today?"

"It's open, Lu Lan also wants to come over to spend, otherwise I don't know what to do, and that kid Sun Ka has been running over and sitting around these days."

"Where's Zhao Xi? I want to find him."

Baby Xiao interrupted indifferently, and the topic was shifted in another direction, and then Lu Tu's car turned a corner.

"That kid went for an internship this holiday. He works in the technical department of an online company, and Sun Ka is still yelling that no one will accompany him to hang out. It's time to get off work, and I'll send you to his company..."

Thoughtfulness is not so quick to act. Lu Tu just wants to ask Junzizui what happened alone. He is Junzizui's childhood sweetheart. Although he is not so compatible, he always cares about her more than others. On the contrary The same is true of Gentleman Drunk. The friendship established in childhood is more complicated. It is based on dislike or even dislike, and it is impossible to cut off this mutual care and concern.

The timing was just right by coincidence. Xiao Baobao waited less than 5 minutes downstairs in this office building with his suitcase, when he saw Zhao Xi walking out wearing a short-sleeved shirt and carrying a computer tool bag.

"Honey, you're back!"

Zhao Xi was still the same, even though he put on mature clothes and came into contact with adult society, he didn't change much, he still smiled silly and spoke straightforwardly, Xiao Baobao heaved a sigh of relief, went up and hugged him gently he.

"An Qi said that I left the key with you."

"That's right, let's go have dinner together and take you home."

The two of them were talking, and among the group of people who were also off work in the back, an uncle in overalls looked at them with a playful look, and lightly rubbed Zhao Xi's shoulder.

"You're a good boy, girlfriend?"

Zhao Xi smiled casually, did not answer, but politely said goodbye and took Xiao Baobao away. With this attitude, a group of people took him as acquiescing, and laughed and laughed in the back.

"My little girlfriend is nice, she's pretty..."

Baby Xiao didn't care if he didn't explain, maybe it's better like this, since it's already considered like that, and the explanation won't have any results, it's better to satisfy what they want to make fun of, anyway, it doesn't matter what they think, Whether they are in love or not has nothing to do with them, and Zhao Xi doesn't care about them.

Zhao Xi helped Xiao Baobao drag the suitcase, and the two walked towards An Qi's house.After a period of overeating and a hangover from the previous day, Xiao Baobao, who was rarely seen, had no appetite. The two found a refreshing small shop and ordered plain noodles and side dishes.Baby Xiao was combed by the warm plain noodles and put down his chopsticks contentedly. The side dishes and other staple foods on the table were all swept away by Zhao Xi.When the two of them are together, they always have a tacit understanding, and it is normal for them to be misunderstood as a couple. However, it may be this tacit understanding that makes it impossible for them to become a couple forever.Xiao Baobao once again took the initiative to pay the bill, which made Zhao Xi's expression more complicated.

"An Qi thinks too much."

He whispered that he knew Xiao Baobao's behavior was only because of An Qi's intention, and no matter who he knew, he knew Xiao Baobao's impoliteness.

"You worked so early, why didn't you play with Sun Ka for a year."

Most of the students who are not burdened by their families start their internships in their senior year, so they don’t need to take on responsibilities prematurely. It may be more popular to enjoy the last campus life to the fullest.

Zhao Xi carried Xiao Baobao's suitcase into the living room, and sat on the sofa unceremoniously. An Qi was not there, and he was very relaxed in front of Xiao Baobao, and after sitting for a while, he became half lying down.

"I don't think it's interesting to play, and I don't have much energy. In fact, Sun Ka has also started to feel bored, but he feels that work is even more boring. In fact, he has been working part-time since high school, but he feels that it is not interesting and he is not short of money..."

Xiao Baobao poured him a glass of water, Zhao Xi gulped down half a glass and said:

"I think it's unbearable to be so bored every day looking for the truth, I have to do something to try, otherwise even in the future, immortals won't know what they want to do..."

There is still something to say later, Zhao Xi hesitated for a while, took a deep breath, and tasted the taste of An Qi in this house.

"Suddenly realized that I was too naive. The distance between me and An Qi is so great. I am too far away from her now. I can only improve myself so that she can see me..."

Falling in love, maybe you can see yourself clearly, especially if the party himself feels that what he is facing is a painful beginning. In Zhao Xi, what he perceives is his own immaturity. After all, he couldn't predict his own fate, and he didn't have the guts to make any promises to anyone.

There is a hint of worry in Lu Tu's expression. This kind of expression often appears in the eyes of family and friends after Junzizui gave up his career, took over the family business, opened a coffee shop and started doing nothing every day.

What humans have gradually lost in evolution may be a kind of intuition derived from primitive animal instincts. However, when faced with crises that pass by from time to time, this intuition returns.

"Isn't there too many accidents that have happened to me this year?"

Junzi stayed in front of the bar drunk, and there was no one in the bar, but she was still used to looking in that direction.Lu Tu was a little panicked by this kind of problem. He lit a cigarette, and it was obvious that he hadn't been so smooth recently.

"What do you want to say?"

"You know the car accident I had when I was a child, I think, what may come is always inevitable..."

"Don't say that."

Lu Tu interrupted her. Most of the people from this kind of big family believe in metaphysics and rarely see materialism. In addition, they have always been influenced by gentleman drunkenness. Lu Tu is also really taboo about this aspect. He took a breath of his cigarette, frowned and said:

"Find six sons..."

"If it's useful, we won't be talking about it here."

"Then... Baby Xiao..."

The name silenced both of them.

Lu Tu is a typical businessman's child. He has been educated more intuitively. He can grasp all possible methods to solve problems. Gentleman Drunk is similar to him but different. She can't do everything. benefit.

"If...you might die..."

Lu Tu thoughtfully added later that he was very sensitive to accidents. If he wanted to, he didn't know what Xiao Baobao was like, but what he had experienced let him know that there was always a chance for Xiao Baobao.Who in this group of people has not read a few philosophy books and metaphysics books, the problems that gentlemen are aware of, they may have discovered earlier as bystanders, the dialogue between smart people is always only half, and the listeners know it well It's good to be clear, if you say it too clearly, you will lose more room for choice. This is a considerate evasion, and it also allows the parties to bear the choices they make.

Lu Tu's suggestion made the gentleman drunk and a little shaken, life is the greatest temptation.

It didn't take long for a cigarette to be smoked, and Lu Tu extinguished it in the ashtray with coffee powder.

"I am going home."

He suddenly said that Jun Zizui was taken aback by this sentence, and Lu Tu smiled wryly at her.

"This time I really have to go."

"Does it have to be like this?"

Jun Zizui knew that when he said to go home, he really went back to take over the family's company and also accepted the arrangement of his family. They have known Lu Tu's reluctance for so many years.

"No way, I still can't let it go. My father is in poor health and can't continue to work, my brother can't do anything, and my mother and sister also need me. Anyway, there is no difference, and I am not doing it now. What, it's just looking for something to pass the time, it's not the same everywhere..."

Lu Tu lit another cigarette, and his tone was uncertain and helpless, resigned to fate, and the gentleman who heard it was drunk and sad.

"Maybe next year I will get married and have children. I am the same as those people. I have been pretentious for so long, and I am not that kind of young man. I should understand that I am just an ordinary person with no ideals. How can I live my life?" ah……"

Gentleman Zui didn't know what to say, so he could only act as an object of listening, listening to the excuses or reasons that Lu Tu made for himself, and listening to him persuade himself in this way to accept things that he didn't like , very helpless, but it was already his choice.

The ashtray was full of cigarette butts, and Lu Tu took the initiative to clean up the rubbish. He and Jun Zizui walked into the night and hugged each other at the intersection.

"It's the same as usual. It's not like you never see each other again. Don't be in love with those rookie students."

Lu Tu patted Junzizui on the shoulder:

"However, I guess we may really have to meet every year. You take care of yourself. I am easily unwilling, so, in order for me not to waver, you don't want to send me off."

The author has something to say:

Zhao Xi is simply regarded by me as a male version of Xiao Baobao who has no special abilities in the market...

Jiang Yiyi is coming back later, let's drink some wax for the gentleman...