city ​​blackout in fantasy

26.

Don't use any self-judgment to draw affirmative conclusions. The consequence of speaking unobjectively is to slap your own mouth.

Lu Tu's way of thinking sums up the current choices of most adults in some situations to a certain extent. Most of them add some, which is weaker and weaker. If you change the way of interpretation, the choice and result are still the same. many different types of.

After the man left, just over an hour later, Lu Tu's business deal ended, and the woman called to say that they had broken up, because they didn't give a definite answer before breaking up, and Lu Tu only got a deposit for this deal. .

"Don't cause trouble in the future."

Zhou Jianguo didn't care much about such a small amount of money, but he wanted to say that this is not the way to find work.It takes a lot of effort to express a very clear idea. To expose the mistakes of an adult may not be the person who made the mistake. For self-protection, it is the normal way to deal with it with tactful hints and reminders.

Lu Tu is a smart person, and he is actually very reliable. He likes to think about the darkest side first, which is not to say that it is not good. After all, growing up from childhood to adulthood, this made him eat less even the gentleman who grew up with him. A lot of losses.

Since when did this idea become less useful?

Jiang Yiyi didn't care whether they got the money or whether they asked for trouble. She only participated in the second half, and she was more interested in the matter itself.

"Why did that man break up so quickly? Did he really fall in love with Senior Jin Qiao at first sight?"

Xiao Baobao didn't go back to the bar. At the moment she was sitting across from Jiang Yi. They sat at the same table with Sun Ka and Zhao Xi. It is very likely that people will misunderstand that this is two young couples of the opposite sex who are dating.It was rare for Sun Ka not to talk endlessly because he had no food in his stomach. Holding a piece of cookie and eating it deliciously, Xiao Baobao saw that the corners of his mouth were covered with a lot of crumbs, and he opened his mouth with a sleepwalking look on his face. .

"Why does that man treat his girlfriend so well?"

"I like it."

After answering casually, Jiang Yiyi also hesitated a little.

"If you like it, how can you break up right away?"

"If you don't like it, will you feel guilty because you don't like it and treat her well?"

Xiao Baobao turned around and asked Junzizui, Junzizui shook the water in his hand, pondered for a while, she answered Xiaobaobao's question, always think carefully, because people who ask are always serious, unlike other People talk with a joke.

"It's possible that something like that doesn't happen, but it almost never happens. It's just embarrassing yourself."

"Then is he going to embarrass himself on purpose?"

Xiao Baobao stood up and packed her bag, looking like she was about to leave, she didn't mean to ask for an answer, and continued talking on her own.

"For example, he is unwilling to admit some of his own problems, but deliberately hopes that he will be the good man who loves his girlfriend."

"You mean, he doesn't want to admit his sexual orientation, but he tries hard to become the good man he thinks he should be, hoping to get rid of his vacillation, but because of the throbbing just now, he can't do it You continued to embarrass yourself, so you broke up soon?"

Generally speaking, Lu Tu was the fastest in the competition of listening to people's words. He got a reasonable guess, and his mood seemed to improve. He stretched his neck enthusiastically, wanting to continue the discussion .

Xiao Baobao went inside and changed into a pair, carried his bag, and hurriedly walked towards the door, ignoring his interest:

"Who knows, just think about it. I'm off work first."

"Hey, why are you leaving in such a hurry?"

Lu Tu didn't catch Xiao Baobao, so he turned around and went to the bar to join in the fun with the gentleman drunk:

"What do you think, is it possible that this is the case..."

"That's none of your business. It's disgusting to meddle in other people's lives without permission."

From time to time, Lu Tu and Gentleman Drunk would always feel a little unhappy, this is very common, Lu Tu angrily beckoned to invite a few children to eat, and then left.

Zhou Jianguo put the SLR camera in front of Junzizui, Junzizui lowered his head, saw the photo of himself and Xiao Baobao, and flipped it backwards under Zhou Jianguo's gesture.

The few photos are all in front of the bar, one of them is inside and the other is outside. When the gentleman is drunk and reading a book or distracted, Xiao Baobao looks at her calmly, and she frowns slightly, as if watching It's like a very bad picture, with a complex emotion in his eyes.

Negative, not good emotions, Junzizui unconsciously fought a cold war.

The big tree that had an accident on the other side of the road has been cleaned up, and the photos at that time were posted on the Internet and have become popular in the city.Everyone speculated how such a strong branch broke without warning on such a sunny day.

Gentleman Zui recalled before and after what happened, Xiao Baobao had been standing at the door without moving until she led her back, Xiao Baobao had been staring at An Qi, and he might have taken the time to look at the tree.

"Baby Xiao saved my life..."

Jun Zizui flipped through several photos, not knowing whether he was talking to Zhou Jianguo or himself:

"She saved my life. Does that mean everything she does is good?"

The electricity in this city is on and off.

Xiao Baobao was pedaling fast on his bicycle. On the way she rode to An Qi's favorite restaurant, she met Jin Qiao and Bai Xinxin who were walking hand in hand on the sidewalk. In the wind, Jin Qiao stopped and watched her ride a long way and turn a corner before moving on.

It seems that the wind on the road can only be felt when Xiao Baobao passes by. Maybe there is only a ray of wind, which pushes Xiao Baobao's car, and the purpose is just to make Xiao Baobao more relaxed.

When An Qi came home, all kinds of dishes she liked were already set up on the table, and Baby Xiao was nestled in the sofa waiting for her.

"Sister Angie."

An Qi didn't respond to her, her expression was cold, and she didn't even give her a glance. She went back to her room to change her clothes, washed off the dust and the smell of hospital disinfectant, and sat at the dining table in a refreshed The temperature of the food in front of you is just right.

Xiao Baobao filled the soup and put it in her hand carefully, with the timidity of children who make mistakes, An Qi sighed softly, picked up the chopsticks and ate food in silence, still expressionless, and did not give Xiao Baobao any alms reaction.

The atmosphere between the two of them turned into a battlefield of cold war, An Qi unilaterally refused any communication, Xiao Baobao unilaterally tried to please but dared not speak rashly.

This atmosphere lasted until late at night. No matter what she was doing, tidying up the room, washing up and watching TV, Xiao Baobao tried her best to follow An Qi, but An Qi completely ignored the other person in the room and acted like an empty air. The same as turning a blind eye.

Xiao Baobao couldn't lie down and fell asleep, An Qi's room door was tightly closed, leaving her walking around in the living room alone, with the street lights outside flickering and flickering.

Professional players Xu Sijiu and Xu Shishi both threw away their mouse and gave up their work tonight, and they texted An Qi.

——Miss An Qi, what's wrong with Baby Xiao?How many electrical appliances dangling like this are going to short circuit...

The street lights flickered on and off, causing the retina to be shaken uncomfortably. An Qi sighed and dropped the phone, and opened the door.

The people in the living room should have been paying attention to the door. As soon as the door opened, An Qi's arms bumped into a slightly cold body.

Xiao Baobao's chin rubbed against An Qi's collarbone, and his arms tightly wrapped around her waist, all the strength of his body was used, which made people feel painful.

"Forgive me, please..."

Angie sighed deeply again.

"You know what's wrong?"

"..."

Xiao Baobao didn't answer, and stubbornly buried his head between An Qi's neck, wet tears rubbed onto his skin, sticky and a little uncomfortable, An Qi frowned, and his voice immediately became stern, with no words in his tone. The silky soft tenderness.

"say!"

"He's not serious, he just wants to take you to the hotel!"

The voice was very out of control, crying and intermittent sobbing came out, and the strength of the arm circle could be a little stronger, and the legs were weak when the force was used, and the gravity of the whole body was pressed on An Qi.

Sighing again, An Qi took Baby Xiao back a few steps, entered the room and closed the door.

"do not Cry."

The movements were still very gentle. I tried my best not to hurt people, let the arms loosen gradually, lifted Xiao Baobao's face that was buried tightly on her body, took out a tissue and wiped away the tears and snot, but the tone was not Mild, still cold, with a restrained anger in it.

"I know, what is the purpose of being together hastily after only meeting but twice."

"That's why I..."

"I've said it several times, don't interfere with my decision!"

An Qi raised her voice, cut off Xiao Baobao's argument cruelly, and even the crying was stuck in her throat.

"What kind of decision I make by myself, I know in my heart that even if I make a mistake, it is my mistake, and I don't need you to correct it. You can't always be by my side and solve everything for me. You still use this kind of hurtful."

"He's not a nice guy..."

"That doesn't require you to punish him."

An Qi looked straight into Xiao Baobao's eyes, the content was very firm, and she conveyed the same meaning again and again.

"Everyone is responsible for their own decisions. You don't need to help me with anything, and I don't want you to help me with anything without authorization. You just need to take care of yourself and be happy every day, you know? ?”

Baby Xiao bit his lip, but still nodded.

"Don't have a next time, you know?"

"understood……"

An Qi finally slowed down her tone, looking a little tired, she gently hugged Xiao Baobao and raised her hand to rub her head.

"This kind of thing should thank you, but I really don't want you to use this method. You can remind me instead of making decisions on your own..."

They slept on the same bed tonight, the world outside the window was pitch black, and the street where they lived would be cut off all night.Today's experience is destined to make them unable to sleep for a while. Xiao Baobao hugged An Qi, and she tried her best to make the area that she could touch her tightly attached to her body. This kind of intimate posture, An Qi used to I'm used to it, but when I grew up, I began to refuse. Xiao Baobao knew that the reason was not because of An Qi, but because she had more of them. They couldn't grow like parasitic plants all the time. Xiao Baobao knew that she didn't need anyone else, but she Angie is needed.

An Qi is Xiao Baobao's relative and friend. Perhaps before she met that person, she was placed in the expectation of a lover.From a long time ago, Xiao Baobao's emotions could only be placed on her alone, she was very lonely, and she only had An Qi.

"Anqi..."

She embraced An Qi's limp body and called her name.

"What if I don't have time to remind you?"

"That's my business too, I deserve it..."

An Qi's voice was drowsy, and she sounded very sleepy, Xiao Baobao gently clasped his hands around her waist, but was not stopped.

"But you're going to get hurt..."

"Well, just accept it, no one can not get hurt..."

"But I don't want to."

An Qi changed her posture and patted her quilt lightly. In the darkness, her closed eyebrows faced Xiao Baobao who opened her eyes. Looking at her, she twitched her nostrils and inhaled An Qi's smell into her body.

"Baby, I'm not a doll, I'm not that fragile, um. Go to bed early, aren't you tired? I have to go to the hospital early tomorrow."

"Why are you going to the hospital?"

"That person was hurt so badly, and something happened with me, even if I'm not his girlfriend, I still have to care about it. Leave it alone, okay? Go to sleep..."

It's not like this, Xiao Baobao still has a lot to say, she is reluctant to let An Qi do anything, even if An Qi is not weak or afraid, there is no way to stop this feeling.But An Qi was angry, like many times, and this time it was more serious. She ignored herself for more than four hours, and she didn't have the patience to listen to her more words.

I am not needed by An Qi, this kind of cognition is frightening, taking advantage of An Qi's sleep, Baby Xiao added a question a little excitedly, with his inner panic and a trace of imperceptible threat in it .

"What if you die?"

In the dark, An Qi closed her eyes and frowned, and changed her back to Baby Xiao. Baby Xiao chased after her, hugged her from behind, and heard her sigh again.

"Just die, it doesn't matter."

The author has something to say:

Yesterday, I discussed with my dad that the characters in the novel were written based on their shortcomings, which felt disgusting, and he disliked them very much. What shortcomings are they not annoying?As long as it is a shortcoming, I hate it.I said it made sense, and then he quickly asked, what shortcomings did I write for him.I was very straightforward and said that machismo, self-righteousness, inconsiderateness of my mother, etc... After being scolded as an unfilial son, he spent half an hour asking me where to read the novel, what is my name, and my pen name is What, I fought Tai Chi with him and fought wits and courage, but I was fooled by him.At first I thought this matter was over, but I made a video call with my mother yesterday, and my mother said, I don’t know what’s wrong, my father took her out for a drive in the morning to a date at a place with a beautiful customs, and we ate alone at noon Super delicious BBQ.I, a child in a foreign country, was forced to be sprinkled with dog food by my mother for half an hour, probably because my mother said that my father was not considerate the day before and my mother took it to heart.Thinking about the scene of two old couples in their fifties going out on a date, it is also very warm and touching, I envy them...

Looking back at the novel, I have written so much, and there is no sign of falling in love until now. I suddenly feel that it is a bit strange to write about love as the attribute of the article, but I really don’t know which category is more appropriate...