Love you forever

Zhou Yin is a picked child, he has always known it.

In the beginning, the uncle didn't live in the current grape yard. They rented a house less than [-] square meters in the abandoned factory, where they ate, drank, slept and slept.

Zhou Yin and his uncle slept on the same bed. At that time, his dream was very simple, that is, to have a bed of his own, and to stop people from reminding him that he picked it up.

The uncle was in poor health and was laid off earlier than his peers. They were very poor. Zhou Yin tied a magnet to a stick and put it on the train tracks to attract some nails and other metals to sell. He could sell them for a maximum of ten yuan a day.

In fact, that was the place where he first met Shen Changzhou.

In the beginning, Shen Changzhou came to talk to him first. He sat on the rock beside the track, propped his small head on one hand, and looked very boring, but he thought Zhou Yin was even more boring. I don't know how many times I walked back and forth, he asked him: "Hey, are you so funny?"

Zhou Yin has never thought about whether it is fun or not, and of course no one has ever asked him this question. Shen Changzhou was the first one to talk to him after he has been here for so long.

But Zhou Yin ignored him and continued to work on his own. He has indeed walked this land many times, but as long as he can get iron, it doesn't matter.

At first Zhou Yin thought he was just asking casually, but he didn't expect that Shen Changzhou would be here the next day, the difference was that he was also walking around imitating his movements with a wooden stick.

Probably because nothing was sucked up, so he looked distressed, and his small face was wrinkled, which was very cute.

Shen Changzhou's looks are outstanding, and it has been reflected since he was still young, but when he was young, he was whiter than when he grew up. Toddlers are completely different.

Zhou Yin didn't come to make friends, so he ignored him and started his day's work.

But he ignored Shen Changzhou, which doesn't mean that Shen Changzhou could just ignore him like this. When he saw it, his eyes lit up, and he ran over after throwing the wooden stick, "You're here."

Zhou Yin didn't speak, but this didn't affect Shen Changzhou's desire to speak, first he said that he had been waiting for him for a long time, and complained why he came so late.

Zhou Yinxin said that I didn't ask you to wait for me here.

Then he started to complain about why his wooden stick couldn't suck things up. He clearly saw things sucked up when Zhou Yin was walking.

Zhou Yinxin said that you have seen something sucked up, why didn't you see that I even tied a magnet.

Shen Changzhou seemed to have nothing to say and began to say that today is so hot, his mother always forces him to wear so many clothes, the kindergarten is really annoying, and when he goes back this time, he still has to go to that crappy place.

Zhou Yin didn't go to kindergarten, and his uncle said that he had already saved money to let him go to elementary school. That was Zhou Yin's only expectation in childhood. He hoped that he would grow up quickly and go to school like others.

But there was a person complaining about his expectations right in front of him.

Zhou Yin finally spoke: "Can you leave me alone?"

The little Zhou Yin still couldn't restrain his temper, and his tone was obviously impatient and a little angry.

Shen Changzhou also seemed to be stunned, and spoke for a long time.

Zhou Yin wondered if he had gone too far, and just as he turned around to leave, he heard Shen Changzhou say, "You are not dumb."

Zhou Yin: "..."

Zhou Yin admitted that he really had the urge to beat him to death with a stick.

Zhou Yin turned around and left, but Shen Changzhou still clung to him, "Hey, what's your name? My name is Shen Wuzhou. There is no boat on the wild crossing." When Shen Changzhou read that line, he couldn't help it. Slowly, as if he didn't remember clearly and was afraid that he would make a mistake if he said it too soon, he thought for a while and added, "Uncle explained it this way."

Zhou Yin ignored him and continued with his work.

But I recited the name silently three times in my heart. At that time, I just thought the name was nice. Unlike his uncle, he said that he picked him up in the shade, so he named him Zhou Yin.

Shen Changzhou was still pestering to ask his name, Zhou Yin got impatient with his question and said directly: "I don't have a name."

Shen Changzhou was stunned for a moment, then said blankly: "You don't have a name..."

"Yes, I don't have a name." Zhou Yin said angrily.

"Hey, don't be angry." Shen Changzhou waved his little fleshy hand, and asked in a low voice, as if telling a secret, "Well, did you jump out of the rock?"

Zhou Yin was shocked by his question: "..."

Shen Changzhou also seemed to be a little embarrassed and touched his little nose, "Mom said that only those who pop out of rocks have no names, and they have to wait for the gods in the sky to come up with names. Are you waiting for the gods? Can you show me when you get there?" One look? Don't worry, I'll just take a look, just one look."

Shen Changzhou said a lot in a row, Zhou Yin's mouth twitched, thinking that Sun Wukong was spoiled by their mother and son.

In order to exchange secrets, the young Shen Changzhou approached Zhou Yin and told him in a low voice: "Let me tell you a secret. Mom said I picked it up from the trash can."

Zhou Yin: "..."

Shen Changzhou still did not forget to emphasize: "You must not tell others, my mother said this should be kept secret, otherwise the police uncle will arrest me if he finds out."

Zhou Yin: "..."

Zhou Yin suddenly felt that the guy in front of him was only three years old.

The children from the poor families are in charge of the family early, and Zhou Yin thinks that he is more precocious than ordinary children, let alone Shen Changzhou who lived in a happy childhood.

From then on, Zhou Yin could see Shen Changzhou dressed up like a porcelain doll every day.

Every time Shen Changzhou saw him, it was as if a dancing switch had been pressed, dancing with his arms and legs.

After so many days, they are considered to be acquainted. Zhou Yin would occasionally say something, but not much. Listening to it, I actually listened to it.

Shen Changzhou followed Zhou Yinlang like this every day, and finally one day Zhou Yin asked him: "Do your parents care about you?"

When Shen Changzhou heard this, his expression sank, his frustration was obvious, as if he could cry in the next second, he said, "Mom and Dad are in the hospital."

Zhou Yin was taken aback, thinking that he might have said something wrong, he tried to comfort him like an adult: "It's okay, they will all get better."

Shen Changzhou nodded sharply, wiped his eyes, "Yes! Dad will definitely get better, so Mom won't be angry."

Zhou Yin didn't quite understand what he meant, but simply hoped that they would get better. He was used to seeing the carefree Shen Changzhou, and it was the first time he saw him so depressed, and he felt a little bit lost.

But when his father gets better, he will leave...

Zhou Yin knew that Shen Changzhou was staying at his grandfather's house now, and he had never seen him here before.

Later, Zhou Yin moved step by step towards what he expected from elementary school to junior high school, and then to high school. The uncle found another job as a carpenter, and the family situation improved little by little.

But he often thought of the kid who asked him if he jumped out of the rock.

The child left later, and a man in military uniform came to pick him up. Before he left, he came to Zhou Yin. Like all goodbyes, he asked him not to forget him. He said let him come and play with him, and he gave him Introducing his good friend Su Jinci, he also tied the red rope in his hand to his hand.

Day after day, year after year, a new train station was built at the other end of the city, far away from him, and the old train station became a freight station with no traffic. When I was young, Zhou Yin thought that someday Shen Changzhou would come back, still sitting on the rock with his head propped up and looking at him stupidly.

Zhou Yin wore the red string until he was 12 years old. It was too short for his hands, so he kept it in his own box.

When he was 15 years old, he met Shen Changzhou again. That day was the same as in many novels, the sun was shining brightly, the boy raised his mouth, stretched out his hand to him, and asked him: "Student, do you need help?"

Zhou Yin recognized Shen Changzhou at first sight.

But Shen Changzhou who told him not to forget him did not recognize him.

He followed him cautiously, just like Shen Changzhou followed him at first, the young man became outstanding, as if exuding the beauty of this age all over his body.

Zhou Yin didn't know if he was born gay, but he only knew that when his youth first sprouted, he was born for Shen Changzhou. He knew very well that he liked Shen Changzhou, and he missed Shen Changzhou for many years, even though Shen Changzhou was no longer the one who thought he was Picked up in the trash can as a secret child.

So even though he knew he didn't like him, he still gave sincerely. At the age of 16, he put another red rope on the boy he liked.

Zhou Yin has never deliberately recalled these things, and when he recovered from school, school was over, and there was no one else in the classroom, so he probably went to eat. He saw Shen Changzhou sitting opposite him, and looked straight at with him.

Zhou Yin lowered his eyelashes, and opened his mouth first: "What do you think I am doing..."

Shen Changzhou said solemnly: "Ayin, you have been distracted all afternoon."

Zhou Yin was taken aback, then blinked guiltyly, "Oh, no."

Shen Changzhou didn't let him go, and lifted his chin with his hand, "You annoying little fairy, who have you been thinking about all afternoon?"

Zhou Yin: "..."

Zhou Yin muttered in a low voice: "It's still much cuter when I was a child."

The voice was too low for Shen Changzhou to hear clearly: "Ah, what did you say?"

Zhou Yin shook his head quickly: "No..."

Shen Changzhou scratched his chin and asked, "Will you say it, will you say it..."

Zhou Yin laughed out loud, his eyes crooked.

Shen Changzhou seldom saw Zhou Yin laughing so presumptuously. His heart softened. He sat down at the table and looked down at Zhou Yin, "Do you want to talk?"

Zhou Yin looked up at him, blinked, and sounded quite serious: "I mean you've turned black."

Shen Changzhou: "..."