Love you forever

What is the feeling of Chinese New Year?

When I was young, I looked forward to the New Year's money and was afraid of changing hands and being taken away by my parents. At that time, I thought that when I grew up, others would not be able to take it away.

There is no computer and no wifi, and the whole family is watching the same channel around a TV. It is a rare day when your parents allow you to go to bed late.

Buying new clothes, cleaning the garbage at home, not being allowed to say unlucky words... always using various actions to prove that this is a festive day.

Shen Changzhou's years were the best years he had lived. No matter what their personalities were before they got married, whether they liked to play or not, they were all around him now.

Shen Changzhou once thought that everyone's Spring Festival should be like this.

The winter night was very cold, and the soles of his feet were cold, and Shen Changzhou had been standing here for a long time, and the lights in Zhou Yin's room were turned off, but Shen Changzhou knew that Zhou Yin hadn't slept yet.

He will wait for him.

Time is always ruthless, no matter what you are doing, it will not stop at the slightest, and move forward slowly according to its trajectory.

When the 59 points on the phone finally turned into 00, Zhou Yin jumped up excitedly from the bed and called Shen Changzhou. Shen Changzhou answered almost instantly, and they all said in unison: "Happy New Year!"

There are two kinds of laughter mixed in the electromagnetic waves. They are young, sincere, unscrupulous, and wholeheartedly for only one person. Zhou Yin still remembers the dinner, which made him cry so badly, "Do you know that uncle agreed to our relationship?"

Shen Changzhou smiled softly and said, "Yes."

"Then why don't you say it?" Zhou Yin went to the window in the dark, ready to find a chair and sit down.

"Crying?" Shen Changzhou still smiled.

Zhou Yin was taken aback, he didn't seem to cry in front of Shen Changzhou, how could he guess.

Before Zhou Yin could ask the question, Shen Changzhou said first, "Ah Yin, come to the window."

Zhou Yin was taken aback again. This time he was pleasantly surprised. He got up from the chair and walked quickly to the window. He accidentally hit the leg of the table with his foot on the way. He opened the curtains. Fortunately, the moonlight is still bright today. When the window was opened, the cold wind from outside suddenly rushed in.

Zhou Yin didn't have time to take this into consideration, and stretched his neck to look out, looking for the familiar figure.

"Where are you?" Zhou Yin squeezed the phone a little tighter.

Then there was a black shadow below who waved his hand in his direction, and when his vision gradually became clear, Shen Changzhou looked up at his smiling face, which was imprinted in Zhou Yin's eyes.

Zhou Yin wanted to go out when he heard Shen Changzhou saying on the phone: "Ah Yin, don't come out, it's cold."

Zhou Yin pursed her lips, still wanting to go out.

Shen Changzhou coaxed him patiently, "Hey, go put on your coat first and then come here by the window, I have something to tell you."

Zhou Yin was always well-behaved in front of Shen Changzhou. He didn't know what Shen Changzhou was going to do, so he could only do it step by step according to what he said. Zhou Yin clamped the mobile phone to his shoulders and ears, and then put a thick sweater on his pajama jacket. coat.

When he came back to the window, Shen Changzhou's figure was still there, "Ayin, do you know who I met just now?"

Zhou Yin was taken aback for a moment, then subconsciously shook his head, then he was afraid that Shen Changzhou would not be able to see him, so he said, "I don't know."

Shen Changzhou smiled: "I met a little match girl."

Zhou Yin: "..."

Shen Changzhou continued: "She gave me three matches."

Shen Changzhou lit the first match, "You can make your first wish."

I don't know if I cried once, the lacrimal glands are more sensitive. When Zhou Yin looked at the tall and straight figure under the cold wind, his eyes were astringent and he wanted to cry.

Only the little match light that may be blown out at any time is warm and bright. Its light is not too bright, but it is extraordinarily bright in the dark night.

Until the match was burnt out, Zhou Yin didn't make a wish, Shen Changzhou smiled, his voice was a little helpless and full of indulgence, "Forget it, this wish will exist with me first."

"Ayin."

"Huh?" Zhou Yin bit her lip.

"Have you figured it out? I'm going to order the second one."

"Hmm." He thought about it.

The fire was lit again, Zhou Yin looked from Shen Changzhou's hand illuminated by the faint fire to his face with fire, and Zhou Yin said firmly: "Love me! Always love me!"

You are so good now, I am really afraid that one day you will not love me anymore, what should I do...

Zhou Yin held his face in his hands and cried intermittently, his emotions were still suppressed.

"The wish is successful." Shen Changzhou smiled, "Baby, don't cry."

Zhou Yin wiped away his tears indiscriminately, he looked at Shen Changzhou, and tears flowed out again after a while.

"Baby, the third one." With a whoosh, another one came on.

On the first day of this year, the winter night sky was so pure and black that not even a single star could be seen. He was the only one on a long street, with a ignited fire in his hand, lit for him.

"I can't look back on the past, please give me advice for the rest of my life, I hope that there will be no deviation in this life, and I will be more tolerant in the next life."

Zhou Yin laughed, and Shen Changzhou also laughed.

"Then can I also ask for marriage today?" Shen Changzhou knelt down on one knee, and the surrounding fireworks instantly colored the sky, and most of the big flowers bloomed in the sky, reflecting the young man's eyebrows and eyes.

Zhou Yin was stunned.

Shen Changzhou's voice was still in my ears, "Marry me or I will marry you, okay?"

Zhou Yin didn't say a word for a long time, all he knew was that his heart was beating like thunder.

The fireworks are still blooming. Tonight is the Spring Festival. Even if the fireworks are set off all night, no one will think it is strange, let alone think that there is a teenager kneeling outside someone's window proposing marriage on that street.

Zhou Yin finally reacted, "Okay! I promise! I promise!" Zhou Yin lost control of his emotions, he rushed out, Shen Changzhou got up and hugged him, there is no warmer time than now.

Zhou Yin hugged Shen Changzhou's waist, his breathing was a little short, but the corners of his mouth were raised.

Shen Changzhou rubbed Zhou Yin's face, and the two breathed together quickly, he smiled: "Ah Yin, I don't have a ring, do you still agree?"

"Promise." Zhou Yin replied without hesitation, this was the person he always wanted.

"Clap clap clap."

Su Jinci and Xu Ling came out from the dark, Su Jinci kept clapping, Zhou Yin didn't expect that there were other people, and thought of his out-of-control reaction just now, he was a little shy.

Shen Changzhou raised his hand to cover Zhou Yin's eyes, then kissed his own hand, "Don't look at them."

Zhou Yin's eyes were blocked by Shen Changzhou, and he blinked lightly, but couldn't see anything clearly, lost his vision, and his other senses became extremely sensitive, Shen Changzhou kissed him all the way, and finally sucked his lips.

Shen Changzhou grinded Zhou Yin's lips, up and down, inside and out, as gentle as water, almost pious, Zhou Yin took the initiative to wrap around Shen Changzhou's tongue, and heard Shen Changzhou's sneer, his voice was so low and hoarse that it was attractive.

Before Zhou Yin opened his eyes, the ring was already put on his ring finger, Zhou Yin was taken aback, "Didn't you say there is no?"

"You lied to me, idiot." After parting, Shen Changzhou kissed Zhou Yin's lips again, "Please advise me for the rest of my life."

Shen Changzhou held Zhou Yin's hand, but Zhou Yin held it instead, "Okay, please give me your advice."

When Zhou Yin was five years old, Zhou Yin met Shen Changzhou for the first time. At that time, Shen Changzhou was still a pink and tender little bun who always followed Zhou Yin's butt. A long-sinking family.

In fact, I met too many people in my childhood. If it wasn't for the lingering collision between them later, and the fact that they had agreed to each other for the rest of their lives, then the little fate in the past would have been insignificant.

They are grateful that they did not disappoint the first encounter when they were five years old.

At the age of 16, in early autumn, Zhou Yin recognized the little kid from before at a glance. The little kid must have been fertilized. Owe me" these words.

If he hadn't walked in to him and extended a helping hand to him when he first entered high school, Zhou Yin would certainly not have paid attention to him with his [-]-year-old expression.

The young man's love came inexplicably, sometimes just a look, or a wanton smile, or that little bit of warmth that was unintentionally given, and the heart wall collapsed.

Zhou Yin didn't know if he was born crooked, he clearly realized that he liked Shen Changzhou, and he accepted it without any psychological struggle.

In the first year of high school, Zhou Yin was much shorter than Shen Changzhou, and Shen Changzhou’s seat was farther back. Zhou Yin would never be assigned to Shen Changzhou’s front table. He was the teacher who took the initiative to find him. He told Teacher Zhang that he was farsighted. Sitting too close to the blackboard makes it difficult to see clearly, but in fact he is slightly nearsighted.

At the welcome party, it was the propaganda committee member who told him that there was a shortage of people for the sketch organized by the class leader, so he volunteered to sign up. When he stood helplessly on the stage, don’t laugh, his face was paralyzed, Shen Changzhou was chatting with Tang Yu below, That night, Shen Changzhou played the guitar downstairs in the girls' dormitory and confessed to Tang Yu.

During the mid-term exam, Zhou Yin took the first place in his grade. The grade director talked to him and wanted him to go to a provincial key high school as an exchange student. uproarious.

Later, Zhou Yin refused the exchange student quota, and the grade director asked him if he minded other people’s opinions. Zhou Yin said no, and he refused to give the reason, because the reason was too simple, just because Shen Changzhou asked him to copy the paper At that time, I asked casually that I heard you were leaving.

In the mid-term exam of the next semester of high school, Zhou Yin and Tang Yu were caught cheating in the exam room. It was Tang Yu who wanted to copy his last math question. At that time, Shen Changzhou was chasing Tang Yu hotly. I just copied it for her.

Zhou Yin and Tang Yu stood in front of the angry grade director. Zhou Yin lowered his head calmly. His thin shoulders were no stronger than Tang Yu's. The grade director asked who copied who, and Tang Yu burst into tears. Zhou Yin said that she copied it, and that was the only demerit in Zhou Yin's student career file.

Zhou Yin's personality sounds good, it's aloof from the world, neither humble nor overbearing, but it's hard-headed and cowardly.

Shen Changzhou is the deepest and softest secret in his heart. If it wasn't for that incident, no one except himself would know that Zhou Yin, who cheated on the exam and looked dumb, was actually gay, and actually liked the boy sitting behind him.

Zhou Yin always thought that he would like Shen Changzhou in such a silent way until he didn't like him anymore. Zhou Yin never thought that he would only like one person in his life. Sentimental crush.

The girl who has a crush on has another chance to confess her hard work, and the ridiculous relationship between Zhou Yin and Shen Changzhou originated from Tang Yu.

Someone anonymously complained to the head teacher and the grade teacher, saying that Tang Yu had a puppy love. Tang Yu was invited into the office that day, and came back with red eyes from crying. Shen Changzhou was worried, and slipped to find Tang Yu after school. Tang Yu pushed him , she said: "Why do you like me! You have affected my normal life, please like others, please?"

The first time he failed to tease a girl, he was hit by a blow. Shen Changzhou froze in place with a disappointed face. Zhou Yin appeared at that time, and he asked him, "Do you want to be with me?"

God knows how much courage it took Zhou Yin to say that sentence, his heart was beating wildly, he knew it was impossible but couldn't help but have a little expectation.

Shen Changzhou sneered, he looked up at him, and only said two words: "Gay."

Zhou Yin wondered if he still wanted to thank Shen Changzhou for not directly calling him disgusting.

Shen Changzhou turned around to leave, but it was Zhou Yin who stopped him. Anyway, he said everything, and he said one more sentence, and said one less sentence, "I will be your shield, you can still chase Tang Yu, and Tang Yu can also get rid of the current situation." situation."

Shen Changzhou agreed, and he said, "I'd like to see what you, a little gay, want to do."

Zhou Yin didn't know if they were better than before after adding this layer of relationship, but he could stand beside Shen Changzhou in an upright manner. Even though he was a younger brother, Shen Changzhou said more things to him than before, even Some cold irony.

Zhou Yin doesn't know how he persisted during that period of time, the feeling that the whole world is with you, the only way young people play tricks, Zhou Yin is almost tired of being played.

Shen Changzhou is a good trainer, he knows the training method of giving a sweet date and then hitting you with a stick.

That year, Zhou Yin's luckiest thing was meeting Shen Changzhou, and the most unfortunate thing was meeting Shen Changzhou.

The turning point of the story was in the autumn of the third year of high school. After a Chinese paper, Zhou Yin even suspected whether Shen Changzhou's head was broken.

He was nice to him, so nice that Zhou Yin was afraid.

He smiled at him more that week than in the previous two years.

Shen Changzhou, who had deliberately dragged him away from eating, began to take care of his three meals like a good wife and mother.

Shen Changzhou, who once acquiesced in other people's bullying and even liked to bully him, began to fight to protect him.

Shen Changzhou, who once smiled at him colder than Antarctic snow, began to care about his body in every detail...

Either Shen Changzhou's head was broken, or Zhou Yin himself had hallucinations.

Zhou Yin thought so at the time.

Zhou Yin always thought that his three years in high school would be a bitter secret love that turned bright. God's sudden love brought Zhou Yin the love he dreamed of in half a year.

On February [-], the Spring Festival, he proposed to him.

There is no looking back on the past, please give me advice for the rest of my life, I hope that there will be no deviation in this life, and I will still be more forgiving in the next life.

Mr. Shen, please advise me for the rest of my life.