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So what if you understand?After all, she is not Liu Yan, and she can't understand what Liu Yan felt when she was 15 years old.

Liu Yan seemed to be able to ignore all of this. To be precise, she tried her best not to feel it, to numb herself, to be a person who always behaved like that, and would never cry for them.The only thing Liu Yan cared about was fighting against Fu Xiao.

No matter how others ridicule, what Sushuang said about her and when she said her, she couldn't really put them in her eyes. What she always focused on was Fu Xiao.The only thing Sushuang is lucky about now is that she was still merciful back then, much better than those people, but she still did it after all.She shouldn't care about it, but it turned into a wisp of guilt, which became heavier the older she got, not because of a change in her mood, nor because of her sudden awakening, but because of Liu Yan's current appearance.

At that time, Sushuang thought, what would happen if those stubborn and bright eyes looked at her seriously?There is guilt, curiosity, and complex emotions mixed together, like a viscous mixture of various tastes. The only thing that is certain is that she wants Liu Yan to see herself.

She has become a villain, she doesn't have the courage like Liu Yan, she doesn't have that lonely courage, although her background is almost the same.

In fact, she had met her a long time ago, meeting her face to face from a distance.She lowered her head, she raised her head, a daughter of a family of civil servants and a general, they both grew up spoiled and spoiled, but their temperaments are completely different.She is the daughter of a general, and Liu Yan is from a family of civil servants, but their roles are reversed. Thinking of her father who died calmly, she is such a coward. In fact, it is a shell that breaks at the touch of a touch to protect itself.

So these years, every time Liu Yan quarreled with Fu Xiao, and every time they were punished together, even the first time they were punished and came back without help to fight in secret, she didn't know that there was someone watching her all the time.

She only had Fu Xiao in her eyes.

Whenever the situation during the day is too deep and even in a dream, the process cannot be remembered. At the end of the day, she always smiles proudly facing the sun when she first met.

Intrepid, arrogant like a scorching sun, but looking back at the end, it turned out to be radiant and blazing like a brocade.

The horse in Tsing Yi, who rides the dust, has become the lingering memory of the midnight dreams of these years.The more you dream, the more emotions you have, gradually filling your heart.Never be curious about a person, let alone try to understand, instead of disappointment, there will be worse and better things.This is the lesson Sushuang learned later.But what can be done, she is upstairs and she is downstairs, just one glance is fate.

I still think she is stupid, and I still look down on her, but I want her to see me.Seeing her change because of Fu Xiao, watching her inadvertently care for Fu Xiao, watching her gradually turn around her situation, even though she is still unwilling to see her, but I always feel... maybe this is good.

It's just that I always think that the one who carried her back in the snowstorm that year and accompanied her covered in frost and snow, if it was me... She had a chance, but she only sat in the living room for a day and a night, she still didn't have the courage .

What a coward is entitled to.

She is not like Liu Yan, who can only yearn secretly, and is fearless like her.She felt that Liu Yan wouldn't be afraid, and she shouldn't even have such emotions at all. She wanted to imagine her, but she couldn't.

Later, I gradually lost my mind, and the inexplicable things stopped inquiring about her news, and deliberately stopped watching her, no longer, always waiting for someone in the crowd.

Liu Yan has gradually changed. If it can be described like this, they are the same kind in a sense.She wrapped herself in a shell, although no one knew about it, and Liu Yan seemed to be wearing a gorgeous robe, although she was beautiful, she was always separated.

Everyone in the building thought that it was the man who changed Liu Yan and even got into her bed, that's why he was punished so severely.The Qing Guan who did this, if not Xu Ren, would have been inferior to the street kiln sister in the eyes of the world, and what he said was extremely ugly. When he became a female cousin, he had to set up a memorial archway. When this sentence is most appropriate, Probably so.

Some people dared to ask, but they were punished by the leader. They didn't ask anything, and they had to be beaten up.

No matter how much the first love defends Liu Yan, people still only believe what they want to believe.Liu Yan never made excuses, and it was obvious that it was Chu Qing's self-assertion.

Of course Sushuang had heard of this, even heard it a lot, but she never believed it.She couldn't avoid it either, she felt that Liu Yan was not that kind of person, but in fact, she was only willing to believe what she wanted to believe.

Since then, Liu Yan has gradually changed.She couldn't remember the little changes, and the last thing she heard and saw was the current Liu Yan.

She didn't know whether that layer of clothes had become her invulnerable armor, or if it had already melted into the bones and muscles, and even she couldn't tell the truth from the fake.What hasn't changed is that maybe Liu Yan doesn't even know it, but the softness in her eyes when she looks at Fu Xiao.Perhaps it was the last bit of softness in her heart, as if she was caring for the most fragile and beautiful flower.

As for Su Shuang, she could only watch Liu Yan and Fu Xiao helplessly.

In her life, she has always been a nasty guy who should be left in the corner of memory without having to recall it.

Until Liu Wan appeared.

She really wanted to tell her worse: You see, the person you have guarded for so many years is nothing in the eyes of others. If you are blind, you must like her. The person you like is really humble...so don't always Look at her and look at me, okay?

But it wasn't her who brought her back back then.

Deliberately bringing up the topic of Liu Wanfuxiao in front of her, seeing Liu Yan uncharacteristically retorting firmly, she also became angry from embarrassment, and at the same time a little disheartened and desperate, this person will never be seen, never Will want to see her.

But Piansheng heard Liu Yan's frivolous words again, although he knew that her words could not be believed now, but a little hope was kindled in his heart until Liu Yan hit Liu Wan.She looked at Liu Yan's dark and red and swollen face with cold eyes, and thought with a sneer: It deserves it.

She probably also understood what she was thinking about Liu Yanbao, she was guilty and yearning, contemptuous and curious, that's why she couldn't help but want to get closer.It wasn't until that accident happened that she discovered that Liu Yan could get close, and even... there was such a way to get close.

Presumably, Fu Xiao has never lived like this with Liu Yan. When they kissed, she only saw herself, gentle, lonely and blurred.

Not because of anything else, just because of the comparison that all women have.

You finally saw me.Sushuang thought.

"You, I hook you up too, why not your people?" Liu Yan smiled lazily.

"Son of a bitch!"