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The initial joke, but now the curtain is over, it seems like a joke, but it's just a joke.

It turned out that the colorful flowers bloomed all over, like this, they were all ruined by the broken well.

She didn't have much time, and she endured that person's indifference with her indifference, all for today.In fact, it is better to say that it is for a wish.

Then I woke up from the dream.

She sat up, feeling dizzy and extremely tired. It was rare that she didn't have a nightmare, but only dreamed about the past.It was dark and dark, and it was impossible to see anything clearly in the darkness.It seems that when I woke up at that time, even in the daytime, I couldn't see a ray of light, only overwhelming despair and sadness.

She doesn't need her anymore, how can there be light in this world?

In the middle of the night, I suddenly dream of juvenile things, crying makeup and tears.

Guan Yue stayed outside the door for half an hour. In the quiet night, she suddenly heard a low sob.Thinking of Shen Yan's expression when she came back, she was a little worried.

She couldn't figure it out. They were the ones who had survived most of their lives. They survived the most difficult time at that time, and when they were supposed to be good, they were late to fight each other.It is clear that others can feel the care, but they seem to be blind to each other.

She may never get the chance to understand again.

Gradually the sky is lighted up, the long night is finally broken, and the sun rises far away at the beginning of the day.

She heard trivial noises in the room, and then there was a sudden silence, and half a moment later, the door in front of her suddenly opened.

Shen Yan's face remained the same, and he reprimanded: "You just kept watch all night?"

She just said: "Are you okay?"

Shen Yan said: "I can have anything, but now you have it. Pack up your things, and mine is over. She has reported to me from above. Let's leave as soon as possible." After speaking, he remembered, his expression remained unchanged, and said: "I forgot. If you want to stay here or go anywhere, you can just let me know. You don't have to follow me."

Guan Yue rolled her eyes and said, "You still say this at your age."

Shen Yan laughed lowly, and said: "Actually, we won't be following for long, you have to think about it."

Guan Yue said: "As long as you can, what to do if you think so much, anyway, this life is in your hands. Next time I will remember to stay away from you, this time I will take it as a lesson." Guan Yue said a little He hesitated, hesitated to speak, and didn't know what else to say.

Shen Yan said: "If you want to say something, say it."

Guan Yue rolled her eyes again, and leaned directly on Shen Yan's body, and said: "I've been blowing the wind all night, I've got an old problem... I'm afraid I won't be able to walk for a few days, I can't move my legs right now, please support me. "

Shen Yan helped her to lean on her, and said: "You have guarded for so long, it's not that you don't want to leave, or you can't?"

Guan Yue said: "You are so beautiful! Do you really want to let me stand all night for nothing for no reason?" In fact, it only took half an hour, but... it's better not to explain, anyway, it is a fact that my leg is sick.

...Although it's not that serious, it's just a little painful.

What's more, if you stay a few more days, things may turn around.Who can bear the heart, accompanied by silent companionship for many years, missed in vain, went their separate ways, never seeing each other again in this life.

It was as usual for a few days, but people went to the empty building and avoided each other by coincidence. The most comfortable one was Guan Yue, because everyone was gone, but Shen Yan was always taking care of her clumsily.She also felt at ease, although it would be great to rest and apply medicine that day, let Shen Yan experience her daily difficulties, let her see how picky and difficult she was in the past.

Although it was a long time ago.

There was harmony as before, but Yunchan was more careful and hardworking.

In the past two days, no matter the big or small things, if something made Yingxu feel a little bit unsatisfactory, if she didn't get angry, her face would immediately darken like a dead person, which made people tremble with fear.In fact, she mostly has this kind of expression in the past few days, no matter when, it is even worse when she is not happy.

When she beat Yingxu's shoulders and legs after taking a bath this night, Yunchan was in a daze for a long time, hesitating and losing her sense of the weight of her hands, which made Yingxu frowned and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

In fact, after thinking about it for a few days, he finally decided to tell Ying Xu.

"When you were drunk looking for her that night, I heard..."

"What did you hear?!"

"It seems to say that she doesn't have much time left." Yunchan paused for a moment, feeling Yingxu's coldness immediately, and couldn't bear it and said: "I wanted to tell you at the time, but unfortunately I am old, and I will leave this matter after illness Put it aside for a while, until now, but you are all like... I think you should know. Even if you blame her, you will die after all. "

"She said you never listened to her."

She said she said, why didn't she tell her personally, why someone else conveyed it, why she was silent when she was willing to listen to her, and time was running out.

Is death an excuse for forgiveness, or a reason to be forced to face it?Because if it's later, that person won't be there anymore.

Did she have to be happy when she heard the news of her death?Do you have to wait until everything is irreversible before letting her understand?The transparency created by life and death, the tolerance learned too late, lingering and unwilling.

Shen Yan was wrong, but she was even more wrong.The fault lies in not daring to face it over the past few decades, and the fault lies in the indifference that has doubled over the past few decades.The mistake was at the beginning, so he should have listened to her.

Why, never listen to her well?Knowing that under the indifference, it will not be resentment or hatred, but a heart that is as gentle as ever even though it is broken.Even if they can't go back to the past, a life is separated.No longer, can not let go, also still.

Yingxu felt that she had never done anything wrong, let alone regretted it.If she does it all over again, she just wants to do it earlier, before Shen Yan wakes up, there is no need to pretend, no need to acquiesce, just do it by herself.

And what should be done in these years should be to accompany her, whether it is paying homage to her every year, asking someone to save her, or trying to make her feel relieved, even if it can't be done, it should be done.

But she didn't.I only use indifference to form a wall, because I dare not face it, because indifference has become a habit for many years, and outrageous resentment because of inappropriate timing.It's not that she doesn't need it, she is already thirsty like scorched earth, and she only asks for this drop of nectar.

Sitting alone all night silently, weeping all my life.

She never cried, just this once.Thinking about it, even if Shen Yan went, she would not cry again.

Early the next morning, she went to look for Shen Yan.

The two faced each other in silence for a while, and she suddenly said in a flat voice, "I regret it."

Shen Yan was surprised: "What?"

She didn't answer, her eyes were burning: "What do you wish for?"

"Accompany you."

All I want is to be with her, if I can't bear it, if I don't want to give up, there is no love in the cold world.

The only wish is to be with her, and time is the most precious.

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Their stories are actually companionship, Liu Yan Sushuang is waiting, Wuxiang Yaose is waiting

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