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The leader stood silently in the night.

This was the last night, and she suddenly remembered the past.In fact, these years, I have been thinking about it all the time.

Xinghua didn't go, only the clouds like ink remained in the sky, and the bright moon that couldn't be covered.

Maybe it's time for this to end, the only wish I've had all these years is about to come to naught.So she lightly smiled and lit a fire in the copper basin, squatted down and lightly threw the swaddling baby and the belly of the old socks into the fire.

"I'm sorry, I'm afraid to be alone. I couldn't let you come into this world, I couldn't let you grow up, I couldn't let you see the spring flowers, I couldn't play with you... I'm sorry, I really want to hear You call me mother, but I'm sorry, I don't deserve it." At this point, she closed her eyes in pain and burst into tears, but she still continued in pain: "I know I'm sorry for you, but it's all my fault. Just look for me. Do you hate me? Then just hate me."

She shed tears for a long time in silence, and when the fire was reduced to ashes, she got up with an indifferent expression, and went in one direction without looking back.

After arriving at the gate of the courtyard, I heard my mother's voice laughing angrily from a distance: "That bitch is good! Chengquan himself demolished this Xisang Pavilion, why didn't my mother beat her to death back then!"

There were constant scolding like this, and the angry face could be imagined even without seeing anyone.

The leader gently pushed the door open, but fortunately the man was still too angry to fall asleep.Yes, such a big deal.

When her mother saw her, she stopped cursing for a while, Yunchan glanced at her, then at her mother, and quietly withdrew.

The leader just stood where he was, and said straight to the point: "What are you going to do?"

Mom sneered and said, "You care about me? You should worry more about yourself."

The leader nodded and said, "I just want to take care of it."

The mother looked like she had seen a ghost, she took a careful look at the neighbor, and said with a sneer, "You are a ghost? How can I ask you to worry about it? The mud bodhisattva can't save himself when he crosses the river. Could it be that his brain is broken?"

The leader looked at her silently for a long time, and then asked: "Actually, you have remembered all these years, haven't you?"

Mom sneered: "Remember what?"

The leader said vaguely: "A lot of things, you have never forgotten, I heard you when you were drunk that day."

Mother's face darkened, but she still sneered: "I'm afraid your ears are not good when you hear something."

The leader lowered his eyes and said: "You don't have to worry about it. I can't have her. It's because she was cast into the wrong baby, and she was even more sad when she was born. I don't blame you." She didn't look at her mother's expression, but she was silent for a long time, and said with a sneer: " What are you planning, it sounds nice at the moment, who cares about it, isn't it more important that you quickly pack up your things and stay away from me?"

The leader raised his head, looked directly at his mother, and said: "If you really think so, why do you care about my life? It was then, and it is now. You can ignore me and let me die. Anyway, we met by chance and were just strangers. But You take care of it, until now. Yingxu, I don’t want to mention those things again, I just want to tell you, just want to make it clear to you, you don’t have to feel guilty, it’s never your fault, it’s mine. You pour me I was awake when I took that bowl of medicine. I don't know, you will feel guilty and torture yourself for so many years, I don't want to say if, after all, it is irreparable. "

"But if I know, you don't have to remember, I'll tell you. It's my fault after all. I just dare not admit it. It's too late, and I owe you too much."

"sorry."

Mom's face was cloudy and uncertain, and she just sneered and didn't speak at the end.

The leader smiled, still reluctant to look away, and said: "You always don't want to listen to what I say, and I don't want to say it again. If you are confused for a while, you will waste half your life. I want to have a good time with you, just like when we first met. You are like that. These years, I have only one wish, and for the rest of my life, I only have this one wish." What is the wish, the leader didn't say any more, just said: "I don't expect any next life, anyway, I will go to hell people."

"I just want to ask, do you still need me now?"

Mother has been silent since before, and she was silent for a long time. She also looked directly at the leader and said slowly: "Then what do you think these years are? Do you think that the water can flow back, or that the lost flowers can bloom again?"

"Of course you are going to hell, I just hope you go down a few more floors."

Don't face and said in a cold voice: "Do you think that I keep you because I feel sorry for you? If you are sentimental, isn't life more tormenting than death for you? Now that you are finally free, it is possible that you are not happy. It's really cheap, and you want to be ashamed Stay by my side? No need, it's an eyesore."

The leader asked, "You really think so?"

"Yes."

"Really?"

"Yes! Can't you understand human speech?!"

The leader nodded and said: "Okay." After finishing speaking, he gave his mother a final look, mixed with thousands of eyes, and finally returned to silence.

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