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Liu Wan walked through almost all the streets and alleys in Luoyang.

She has met many people and passed by many places, but she still hasn't found the person she wants to find.

Sometimes when she sees a figure like her from a distance, she will be eager to see through her eyes, lingering in her dreams, and can't wait to chase after her, even if she fails to be disappointed and waits every time.

She has been looking for her for a year, a whole year, and she misses her day by day, misses her all the time, and regrets more and more deeply.

Miss her, miss her, miss her, worry about her, the moon is long and the night is always sleepless, because I always think of every night I have seen with her.

The traces on the map are becoming more and more detailed. I have searched in the north corner, in the eastern suburbs, seen the pond on the edge of the city, and tasted the best restaurant in the alley. She knows where the best vegetarian food is, and it is the least greasy. She also knew where the meaty smell was.

She walked countless times in and out of the city, large and small buildings, pavilions and pavilions, looking forward to returning for a year.

For more than 300 days and nights, she felt that she was going crazy.

Biqing persuaded her not to look for it, Liu Yan teased her that she couldn't find it, and Wu Xiang, who came back once, supported Yaose and slapped her, telling her with red eyes not to disturb Fuxiao, even she herself was very worried, Even if everyone is worried about not being able to find Fu Xiao.

But how could she not look for it?

She had already made plans to find her life, but now, in just one year, she was almost driven mad by torture.She was so skinny, she used to feel thin and thin, even if she was also a woman, she could still hug this person tightly to fill the gap in her heart, but now she can't hug him, let alone hug her.

Today, she was on the road of searching as usual, and she was familiar with all places in Luoyang, but this was the first time she had visited this nunnery.

I heard Guan Yue inadvertently mentioned that she knew this nunnery teacher.When Fu Xiao was a child, he heard Guan Yue talk about the nunnery, and heard about nuns and monks. He was afraid of the boring precepts of becoming a monk, so he hugged Wu Xiang with tears and did not let go.

Liu Wan smiled unconsciously, but immediately felt lonely for a moment. Just in case, she walked around the nunnery inside and outside the nunnery, not to mention the familiar figure, and she didn't even see a nun of similar age one.

In fact, it was expected.

How could Fu Xiao be here? She is really a demon.

After a few more steps, through the back door, there is a forest, lush and green.

The boredom in Liu Wan's heart has been seldom dissipated, at this time it was getting late, but she walked to the depths in a mysterious way.She was sure it wasn't an illusion, she heard a small voice in the depths of the forest.

From a distance, I saw someone picking up firewood with a basket on his back, wearing clean and old black clothes, but his long hair was simply pulled up, fluttering with his movements, Liu Wan wanted to take a closer look, but he could only see the thin back.

For some reason, she felt palpitations.

She approached without hesitation, stepping on the fallen branches with a loud noise, which made the man notice that he looked back, and slowly revealed a familiar side face.

After a long silence, Liu Wan stopped the tears in her eyes and said with a tearful smile: "I'm back, follow me."

The man's expression was always calm, his eyes were not disturbed, he turned around and asked with palms together: "Dharma name Qianhua, how are you doing recently?"

Seeing Fu Xiao's face stunned and heartbroken, Liu Wan was even more at a loss when he heard Fu Xiao's tone and words that he had never used to her before, and asked with tears: "Sister blames me?"

Fu Xiao was still unmoved, and said: "Like a person in a thorn forest, if you don't move, you won't be stabbed. If you have a heart, you will suffer, if you have no heart, you will be happy."

Then he looked at Liu Wan indifferently, and said: "Don't complain, don't think, don't be arrogant, don't hurt. The poor nun has already let go, and please let the benefactor also let go, so that he can get out of the sea of ​​suffering soon."

Liu Wan saw that those familiar eyes were still the same, but they no longer contained any sorrow or affection, leaving only a tranquil stream.It is as deep as an ancient well, peaceful as a lotus lake, even if there is a wind blowing, it is still difficult to make waves.

Liu Wan said with difficulty: "I don't believe you really let it go, how dare sister say, you never thought of me this year?"

Fu Xiao was extremely calm, looked at Liu Wan calmly, and said gently: "I thought about it."

"You entered the world first when you were born. If you want to put it down, you need to pick it up first. Because you have held it for too long, it is easy to put it down. I have put it down, and the benefactor does not need to ask again."

"I can't let go unless you come with me." Liu Wan insisted.

Fu Xiao shook his head, and said peacefully: "The benefactor, why bother to be stupid, I have escaped into Buddhism, and I will not leave with the benefactor."

Liu Wan said: "Then I'll wait until the day you are willing to go back with me and forgive me, whether it's a day or a year, I've been looking for you for a year, I'm not afraid to wait another lifetime."

"I finally found you, and seeing you again, even if I wait, is already very good."

Fu Xiao didn't touch anything, but took off the beads in his hand, twirled them and recited a Buddhist mantra.

Afterwards, the two walked together silently and tacitly, and went back to the nunnery.

Fu Xiao was familiar with walking around, and didn't tell Liu Wan to leave, let her follow him, but he didn't say a word until he stopped in front of the woodshed.

Looking back, he said: "The benefactor can do as he pleases, and I can't accompany you." Without looking at Liu Wan, he went into the firewood room, took off his back basket, and piled up the firewood.

"My sister... has been doing this kind of thing for a year?" Liu Wan followed up and asked in a murmur.

Fu Xiao calmly said: "It's all about cultivation."

The plain white hands kept holding and placing the brown and green branches, still fine and delicate, but with many large and small scars, scalds, burns, scratches, and knife wounds on the fingertips.It turned out that the ten fingers did not touch the spring water, adding too many secular traces.

"I'll help you!" Liu Wan couldn't stand it any longer, and stepped forward to help.

Fu Xiao didn't stop her, but lowered his eyebrows and said: "Benefactor."

Before she finished speaking, Liu Wan was scratched by a tree branch. Her hands were so delicate that they immediately cut through her skin, turning dark red and shallow.

Liu Wan carelessly cared about his injury, and hurriedly raised his head to see Fu Xiao's reaction, Fu Xiao finally changed his calm expression since the goodbye, and frowned slightly, which made Liu Wan feel uneasy immediately.

Fu Xiao didn't say anything, took out a pure white handkerchief from his bosom, hesitated for a moment, took Liu Wan's hand, and gently wiped off the blood.Then he took out the wound medicine that he carried with him, just like that year.

In the end, he directly wrapped the handkerchief on Liu Wan's hand, although it was still warm after a long absence, but fortunately he didn't miss it any more, and immediately wanted to withdraw his hand.

But he was caught by someone, and he always made an inch of it.

Fu Xiao lightly raised her eyes to look at her, but Liu Wan didn't speak at this time, and gently stroked those scars.

Still cool.

Liu Wan really wanted to ask Fu Xiao if it hurt at that time, but the words got to her lips but she couldn't say it, and silently shed the tears she had been holding back.

It dripped onto the back of Fu Xiao's hand, it was very hot.Compared with the scars, it is not worth mentioning.