do you owe

Hang Junbai paused, then spread his lips and smiled.

This is the first time that Gu Qingmei saw her smile with joy and brightness like this, instantly sweeping away the coldness in her brows and eyes, revealing the warmth hidden deep inside.

Gu Qingmei was nervous, she turned her hand involuntarily, and held Hang Junbai's hand tightly.

The palms of the two touched, skin to skin.

Hang Junbai smiled and lowered his eyes to look at the two people's intertwined hands. Gu Qingmei was still staring at her face. When she saw her drooping eyes, she lowered her gaze, and then saw herself grabbing Hang Jun's white hand tightly.

As soon as her face became hot, she quickly let go.

"Yes, I'm sorry..." For some reason, he blurted out and apologized first, and only after he finished speaking did he realize that something was wrong.

Her reaction was so unnatural.What does it matter if girls hold hands, she shouldn't apologize.

Hang Junbai silently withdrew his hand and turned his head.

The atmosphere in the room suddenly became a little cold.

Gu Qingmei was annoyed that she didn't react well just now, in order to save the embarrassing silence, she stiffened her hair and said with a smile: "Now that we have revealed each other's privacy, we can be regarded as good friends."

Hang Junbai slowly curled up and clenched the hand that Gu Qingmei had just grabbed, and hummed as a response.

Gu Qingmei seized the opportunity and said: "Then when you see me at school, can you take the initiative to say hello to me?"

After thinking about it, she was afraid that it would be too difficult for her to do so. After all, Hang Junbai is a quiet person, so she quickly added: "Or just smile?"

Hang Jun looked at her with white and black eyes, and gently replied with a good word.

Gu Qingmei was overjoyed and shook her fingers excitedly, feeling that her relationship with Hang Junbai had taken a big step forward!

While excited, she wanted to take advantage of the hot atmosphere to talk to Hang Junbai again, so she stared at Hang Junbai with bright eyes, trying to think of new topics.

But Hang Junbai stood up suddenly, staggered Gu Qingmei's too intense gaze, and walked out the door.

"I'm going to take a shower."

Gu Qingmei thought it was just right, after each of them went home to wash up, they could go directly to bed, chat and watch TV!

Beautiful!

"Me too, together!"

She stood up and followed.

Hang Junbai's footsteps stopped, he turned his head stiffly, looked at Gu Qingmei with a look of surprise and surprise, and stammered, "Together one by one?"

Gu Qingmei looked up at her, and said as a matter of course: "Yeah, it's just right, I'll go back to wash when you take a bath."

Hang Junbai blinked his eyelashes, said coldly, turned around and continued walking to the bathroom.

Gu Qingmei was full of joy, and went downstairs quickly. When she bumped into Li Baihe who was talking to Xu's mother in the living room, she waved her hands very confidently: "Hello, Aunt Li, I'm going home to take a shower."

Li Baihe smiled at Gu Qingmei with deep eyes.

Xu's mother smiled and said, "This child is reading jingles."

Gu Qingmei went home in a hurry, took a shower, washed her hair and clothes, and ran to Hang Junbai's house like the wind after finishing.

Mama Xu was waiting for her to come over on the first floor, Gu Qingmei greeted her and ran upstairs.

Hang Junbai finished it before her, and he was already lying on the bed, looking at his phone.

Gu Qingmei closed the door, tensed up for a moment as usual, mustered up the courage, went straight to bed, and consciously slept on the inner side.

"Let's watch a funny movie tonight." She pulled up the pillow and leaned more comfortably.

"En." Hang Junbai responded, put down the phone, took the tablet, leaned against Gu Qingmei, swiped open the screen, and asked, "Which one are you looking at?"

Gu Qingmei said: "The rating is high, old movies don't matter."

The two searched and searched, and finally decided to watch a Korean movie "Gift in Room No. [-]". It was funny from the beginning, and we saw tears in our eyes.

And it just so happens that Gu Qingmei is someone who has a low tear point, so she cried in the end.

Hang Junbai handed her the paper and said in a low voice, "It's time for another one."

Gu Qingmei shook her head, wiped away her tears and snot, and said with a sob: "It's a very good movie, it's worth crying for a while."

Hang Junbai looked at her red eyes and nose, and said softly, "I'll get you a glass of water."

Gu Qingmei nodded, and when she went out, she quickly blew out the snot that she had borne for a long time.

Hang Junbai quickly brought back the water.

Gu Qingmei took the cup from her hand, looked at the time while drinking, it was still early.

Then the two watched another one, and they didn't turn off the lights until after eleven o'clock and lay down.

Without the sound of the movie on the tablet, the room became unaccustomed to silence for a while.

Gu Qingmei turned over, faced Hang Junbai who was lying flat, and asked tentatively: "You suddenly changed schools before, is it because of... your parents' affairs?"

Hang Junbai hummed, his voice seemed a little low in the silence.

"My mother finally made up her mind to separate from him, so she took me to move."

Gu Qingmei asked: "Why did you choose this place? Such a remote countryside."

Hang Junbai said: "My mother asked the fortune teller to do it."

Gu Qingmei was surprised: "Really?"

Hang Junbai nodded in the dark: "Really."

Gu Qingmei sighed: "I didn't expect Aunt Li to believe this."

Maybe it was the funny movie at the end that made Hang Junbai feel happy, or maybe it was because the late night made people emotionally inflated.

Hang Junbai talked more than usual, and she said softly: "She didn't believe it before."

Gu Qingmei asked: "Why did you believe me later?"

Hang Junbai: "She said, you have to believe it, just like you have to admit that in this world, there will always be people who will always be luckier than you, and there will always be people who will always be more unlucky and rough than you. These are fates."

Gu Qingmei: "Then do you believe it?"

Hang Junbai was silent for a while, and replied, "I don't know."

Gu Qingmei didn't know how to answer the words for a while, so she fell silent.

After a while, I heard Hang Junbai's voice again.

"But it would be too simple and perfunctory to explain everything by fate."

Gu Qingmei thought for a while and replied: "Perhaps it is because this explanation is simple that people accept it. Think about it, everyone is born with their own destiny, so when facing various situations in life, they will feel at ease. A lot, because these are meant to be."

Hang Junbai asked back: "So you believe it?"

Gu Qingmei shook her head: "I don't want to believe it. If I was doomed from birth, my father would die early and my mother would run away with another man, that would be so sad."

Hang Junbai was silent for a moment, then suddenly turned over and spoke with his back to Gu Qingmei.

"When I was a child, I always felt that my mother hated me very much, wishing I could die like that."

Gu Qingmei felt sore, thinking of what Li Baihe said to herself that day.

At this time, I heard Hang Junbai say again: "If I were a boy, my mother could marry my father. I wouldn't be an illegitimate child, and she wouldn't be a despised mistress. But I happen to be a woman."

Looking at Hang Junbai's lonely back in the dim light, Gu Qingmei felt sorry for Hang Junbai and wanted to comfort her.

Not just a "it's not your fault" kind of thing.

She moved her body forward, put her arms around Hang Junbai's waist, pressed her chest tightly against it, passed her warm body temperature over, raised her head, put her chin on Hang Junbai's shoulder, and said softly: " What's wrong with women? You're still better than most boys if you're a woman."