he was cheated

On this day, Shen Mo waited until midnight, but Fang Yibai still didn't come back.

He put his hands on his lower abdomen, laying straight on the bed, his moist eyes stared straight at the top of the bed, and various scenes when he was with Fang Yibai flashed in his mind, some from a few years ago and some recently The more he thought about it, the deeper the pain in his heart, and the more he thought about it, the more he suffered. The tears on the pillow fainted a lot, and a kind of desolate coldness wrapped his whole body, making him feel a little bit of despair.

At this time, the door opened with a creak, and the servants came in with a light step, removed the cold food from the table, and replaced it with hot food.They had come in about four times in one night, and they didn't try to persuade Shen Mo to let him eat each time. They would just change them quietly after the food got cold. According to this posture, they might change it until he ate it.

Shen Mo closed his eyes and took a deep breath, then propped himself up from the bed, walked slowly to the table and sat down.

It's time for him to eat something. Now even if he doesn't feel hungry or has no appetite, he still needs to take care of his body.

Shen Mo called to the two maids who were about to leave after setting up the meal, hesitated for a while, and then asked, "Your fourth young master... where is he resting today?"

The two maids looked at each other and shook their heads.

Shen Mo's heart was shy, he pursed his lips, then looked at them and said softly: "Please send him a message for me, just say, I want to see my sister."

They didn't say anything, just saluted and went out.

Sitting alone in this empty and deserted room, Shen Mo was stunned for a while, then grabbed the bowls and chopsticks and started to eat tastelessly. After only two mouthfuls, he felt like a lump stuck in his throat, making it hard to swallow.He closed his eyes and lowered his head for a long time, finally forced himself to eat half a bowl of rice, rinsed his mouth and lay down on the bed again.

He was restless, in a trance, he always felt that he heard Xiaochan's crying, and after tossing and turning for a while, his chest that was originally suppressed and congested suddenly felt an uncomfortable sourness.His face turned pale in an instant, he quickly got out of bed and opened the door, and rushed directly to the yard to vomit, because he didn't eat much, and he almost retched at the end, choking tears.

He squatted down for a while to catch his breath, stood up and was about to go back, but when he turned around, he keenly sensed that something was wrong, and looked back suddenly, there seemed to be a familiar figure in the corner of the yard, the moment he turned his head , stepped back quickly, and his entire face was hidden in the darkness.

But even if he couldn't see the face clearly, Shen Mo knew who it was!

Shen Mo was too surprised, the name stuck in his throat for a long time before he called out: "Yibai!" He ran towards Fang Yibai, Fang Yibai was found by him but walked towards the gate of the courtyard quickly, Shen Mo saw that he was about to About to go out, a painful cry came out of his mouth.

Sure enough, Fang Yibai stopped in his tracks immediately, and turned around suddenly.Taking advantage of this opportunity, Shen Mo quickened his pace and threw himself into his arms.

Fang Yibai's pupils flickered coldly, and he pushed him away, "Are you addicted to cheating, aren't you?"

"I didn't lie to you, I really feel bad." Because Shen Mo vomited too much just now, there were still tears in the corners of his eyes, and he looked pitiful begging, he hugged Fang Yibai again, but was pushed away as usual.

Seeing him staggering backwards, and persevering to rush forward again, Fang Yibai roared, "Don't touch me!"

So Shen Mo suddenly squatted down, hugged his legs tightly, rubbed his head on it, looked at him with tears shining on his face, his voice choked up uncontrollably: "I won't touch you, I hold you. Don't go, I'm afraid of sleeping alone. Yibai, you stay."

Fang Yibai wanted to shake him off angrily, and even took a step outside with brute force, Shen Mo seemed to be hanging on his lap, he took a step, and Shen Mo moved a step on the ground.

"...you let go."

"If you stay, I will let you go."

"I won't stay, let go!"

Shen Mo shook his head stubbornly, but he didn't let go. He continued to hug it hard, as if holding his own hope.

He also said to the other party: "This is your room, where are you going to sleep if you don't stay here? We are going to get married in a few days, you can't go... Has Xiaochan slept yet?"

"Sleeping." Fang Yibai almost blurted out his answer to his question, but he quickly realized that his expression was even more annoyed and gloomy, and he gritted his teeth, "So you still know how to care about her?"

When Shen Mo was questioned like this, he felt really inexplicably uncomfortable. He tried his best to calm down his emotions, and then looked at him shyly and said, "I don't care about her? Xiaochan is my blood! If I don't Concern, then how did she grow up all these years? I dare say, before returning to Lanyang, except for a few days when I was sick, Xiaochan was almost brought up by me. Yibai, I know you have heard about that person If I was so dizzy at the time, it is true that I lied to you because of the medicine he lied to you. I will not defend a single word. But there are some words, you have to make your own judgment. I want to get revenge on him. There are thousands of ways to say less. I am a man, why did I choose to be pregnant for ten months, and it hurts for several days and nights before giving birth to the child, to take revenge on him?! Even if I have a sick mind, I will not do this. And if I really take revenge, I will treat the child So good? Why should I bother?"

Fang Yibai was shrouded in the cold brilliance of the moonlight, looked at him with icy downcast eyes, remained silent for a while, and then said again: "Okay, as you said, it's because I was too credulous because of my anger. Then tell me honestly..." Fang Yibai's dark pupils seemed to see through him, "——you knew you were pregnant with my child, did you ever think about killing her?"

Shen Mo was still thinking hard about how to continue to explain so that Fang Yibai believed that Xiaochan's existence was not because of his anger, so when Fang Yibai suddenly asked this sentence, he had no time to cover it up, and his eyes were filled with guilt. It took a while to react, and immediately defended, "I, I didn't..."

Fang Yibai sneered, "Liar!"

Shen Mo felt that Fang Yibai was trying to break free from his hand, and he was afraid and panicked, pulling Fang Yibai's clothes to prevent him from leaving, and explained anxiously, "I admit that I hesitated before, but it's not because it's your child I just think this way, but because, because I am a man, I feel weird and I can't accept it, but, but I was born in the end, don't blame me, okay?? Xiaochan is fine now, isn't she?"

"Yes, she is fine now, but if you had a mistake at the time, would you still have her today? If she was gone at that time, would you be honest with me now that there was this child between us?!! Would you? ?”

Shen Mo's heart was sore and painful, and his throat was blocked for a moment with red eyes, and he couldn't speak.In fact, what Fang Yibai said was right, he used to look at the frisky Xiaochan in a daze before, and he would think with fear that this child who made him feel so sad, really almost couldn't come to the world.

But he is not a saint, he will be afraid of the present, and he cannot predict the future.Regarding Xiao Chan's matter, he may not be forgiven, but he will not be blamed so far.

Because of this, Shen Mo felt a little wronged in his heart, his chest heaved twice before he said with difficulty: "...Yibai, you have to put yourself in my shoes and understand my mood at that time."

"I put myself in your shoes? Well, I can tell you right now, if it were me, I would keep the child without hesitation, because everything about you is the most important thing to me!!" Fang Yi The white eyes are as cold and sharp as a knife, "You will be easily shaken, it is only because I am insignificant to you!"

"No no no, you are also very important to me!" Shen Mo's tone was anxious, almost incoherent, "It's just, it's just me back then, I was so stupid, I didn't realize my feelings for you, yes My will is too unsteady, and I will not hesitate or waver now. If I have another child, I will definitely give birth to it well. Yibai, Yibai..." Shen Mojian still had a cold face, saddened Weeping anxiously again, I have already started talking nonsense, "I must have been hungry and stupid when I was fleeing when I was a child, so, that's why I did so many excessive things to you before, I will never do it again, you beat me and scolded me I can do it, but, but you can't let me go, idiot, I won't be able to live without you, don't be so cruel, okay..."

Fang Yibai was almost pulled away by him in anger, "Are you a fool? Then what am I who is being played around by you???"

"You, you are my husband."

Fang Yibai was stunned for a moment, and his expression immediately became cold again, "You don't talk sweet words to me here. Didn't I tell you that you are not allowed to leave the room without my permission? Now give me go back!"

"No!" Shen Mo sat on the ground and hugged his legs, sniffling his nose and weeping indistinctly, raised his blushing eyes and stared at him stubbornly: "I won't go back unless you accompany me. If you want to leave , take me away with you. I am your person by birth, and your soul by death, and I will go wherever you go!" After speaking, she pressed her tear-filled face to his lap and did not move. .

"You!" Fang Yibai looked at the top of his head, the veins on his forehead were throbbing.

Shen Mo finally got his wish, Fang Yibai carried him in and put him on the bed, then lay down beside the bed with no expression on his face.

Shen Mo wanted to lean over and lie in his arms, but was forcefully pushed away, so Shen Mo had no choice but to grab his hand and hold it tightly, preventing him from having a chance to get out.

The air was full of silence, Shen Mo asked after a while, and suddenly asked in a low voice: "Yibai, on the wedding day... will you be there?"

Fang Yibai opened his eyes, staring at a certain place, as if he didn't hear his words at all.

Shen Mo said again: "Are you going to be here? You won't regret the marriage, right? The invitations have been sent out, and the Fang family will be very embarrassed if they don't visit. You don't want this, right?"

Fang Yibai still had a cold face and did not speak.

Shen Mo stared at his handsome side face, blinked his eyes slowly a few times, and his tone was obviously much slower, "I want to marry you, I really want to, I want to be with you openly, so that everyone We all know us, we are a couple, so I beg you, don't just...just..."

The breath of Fang Yibai beside him made Shen Mo feel at ease, and the sleepy he finally couldn't resist and fell asleep.

It's just that before dawn, he still woke up in the freezing cold.

The people around me are long gone.

Shen Mo was stunned for a while, then raised his arms to cover his sore eyes.It seems that this kind of life has to get used to it slowly.

When Shen Bing came, Shen Mo vomited in the yard again.When he raised his head and saw her walking in, he was a little surprised. He forgot to tell Fang Yibai directly last night that he wanted to see Sister A, and he didn't have any hope for the two maids. He didn't expect her to come.

Shen Mo went in with her, rinsed his mouth, sat on the side of the bed, and asked her to help him feel his pulse.

Shen Bing has never loosened his brows since he came in. After a while, he told Shen Mo concisely, "Yes, for more than a month."

Shen Mo himself had a faint feeling this time, so there was no surprise, he withdrew his hand, looked at Shen Bing and smiled, "It's confirmed now, I can finally tell Yi Bai."

Shen Bing looked at him for a long time and finally couldn't help asking him what happened. Shen Mo's face darkened and he told her what happened yesterday.

Shen Bing first scolded Jun Qing, that shameless scum with a cold face, and then asked Shen Mo: "You mean, Young Master Fang thought you lied to him for my detoxification?" She always thought Fang Yi Bai already knew the truth of the matter.

"Well...Yibai was seriously ill at the time, Jiayan was afraid of provoking him, so he made it up like this to deceive him."

But Shen Bing thought for a while, and then said: "But when he saw me, he didn't show any resentment or anger at all, and even had a very peaceful attitude towards me... He is really a good boy."

Shen Mo smiled wryly.He is indeed so good that he is unique, but he didn't know how to cherish it before.

Shen Mo told Shen Bing about Xiao Chan, and Shen Bing sighed again and again, "If the matter between you two is not resolved properly, it's just a pain for the child. Today I have this father, but I don't have that father, and tomorrow I have that father, and I don't have this father. But I think Also Bai is not someone who is easily deceived..."

"He... now he doesn't think that I gave birth to Xiao Chan because of anger or something." Shen Mo sighed, "He was angry that I almost killed Xiao Chan back then. Sister... what do you think I did? Just left so many excuses to make him angry with me? One after another, I really want to go back to the past and wake myself up."

"You also know that what you have done is not kind." Shen Bing couldn't help but give him a blank look, "When Master Fang recovers from his anger, you should let your father and daughter meet. If it is not possible... I will come to persuade you later he."

Shen Mo noticed that Shen Bing was also faintly bored, so she couldn't help asking her worriedly, and then she told Shen Mo that after they left yesterday, Shen Bing saw that they hadn't gone back, so she took time to find him. He bumped into Fang Lingchu, who happened to be looking for him.

Shen Mo hurriedly asked, "Did he pester you?"

"Not really. It's just that Dr. An insisted on sending me out, and he saw me." The two of them were unconsciously intimate at the time, and Fang Lingchu stood there, his dark pupils staring straight at the two of them. He looked at it, then turned around with a sullen face and left.Shen

Bing has always been too lazy to pay attention to him, but this time his heart beat for a long time because of his unclear eyes.Shen Bing shook her head, and didn't want to mention him anymore, because she heard Shen Mo mention the abdominal pain last night, so she told him, "Don't fluctuate too much recently, take a good rest. I'll show you again when the time comes, it really won't work, I have to prescribe you some anti-abortion medicine."

Emotional stability... It should be difficult, but Shen Mo still complied. Thinking of something, he asked Shen Bing in puzzlement: "Sister, I didn't vomit much when I was pregnant with Xiaochan, why this..."

"It depends on the situation, it won't be the same every time. Maybe it will be fine after the first three months." Shen Bing comforted him.

Shen Mo let out a long breath, "I hope."

But this is still within three months. Since Shen Mo vomited that day, his body seems to have opened some mechanism. He can't even smell the oil, and he vomits as soon as he touches it. Retching.He had no choice but to respond to the food deliverers, telling them not to deliver those meals for the time being, but to eat some bland pasta and the like.

The servant was very surprised when he heard Shen Mo's words, but also a little panicked, and asked him if there was anything he was not satisfied with.Shen Mo hurriedly explained that there was no, but he suddenly wanted to change his taste.Then they changed the food according to his instructions.

After Shen Mo changed his diet, he vomited a little better, but he still didn't have much energy, and he always felt a big emptiness in his heart.Yi Bai is not by my side, neither is Xiao Chan...Shen Mo just stays in the yard all day long, out of his mind.

Fang Yibai reappeared the day before his marriage, and Shen Mo had been eating steamed buns and noodles for several days.

At that time, he was sitting on the threshold, holding a big steamed bun and gnawing casually. When he saw Fang Yibai, Shen Mo suddenly lit up, and stood up with puffy cheeks.

Fang Yibai glanced at the steamed bun in his hand, his face was extremely ugly, and he stared at him, "...I am short of food for you?"

Hearing the faint anger in his tone, Shen Mo knew that he had misunderstood something, and slowly swallowed what was in his mouth, before shaking his head, "No. I'm here to make you feel bad, so you can see Look at me."

Seeing him turn around and leave, Shen Mo quickly ran forward to stop him, "Don't go, don't go, Yibai, I have something to tell you."

Fang Yibai was sullen, and looked at him standing in front of him without saying a word.

Shen Mo's dark eyes reflected his expressionless face, he pursed his lips and paused for a moment before whispering: "Yibai, I... am pregnant again."