he was cheated

Shen Mo couldn't fall asleep for several days, even if he finally fell asleep, he would always be woken up by Fang Yibai whose face was covered in blood in his dream, with tears on his face, sweat on his body, and his heart was about to jump out of his chest. Then it's hard to fall asleep again.

His whole body fell into a kind of endless anxiety and panic, but the only thing he could do was to sit on the threshold and stare at the gate of the yard in despair, waiting endlessly.

At noon that day, he coaxed Xiaochan to sleep, and then continued to sit there and wait.

In the drizzle and misty weather, Shen Mo looked at it for a long time, his vision was blurred, and his heart was filled with endless haze just like this weather.

Suddenly, a figure holding an umbrella appeared at the door, Shen Mo's eyes lit up suddenly, and he jumped up excitedly, but when he took a closer look, he realized that it was Shen Bing who came to see him.

Although Fang Yibai didn't allow him to go out, she didn't restrict Shen Bing to visit him. She had been here several times before, and every time she could make Shen Mokong happy.

"Sister, you're here. Xiaochan just fell asleep." Shen Mo sat back down again with a tired face, Shen Bing put away the umbrella and stood beside him, looking at his extremely haggard complexion, and asked softly: " Why is your face getting worse and worse, did you not eat?"

Shen Mo put his hands on his head that was throbbing with pain, his voice was hoarse and full of fatigue, "I can't eat, I don't have much appetite. Sister, is there still no news outside?"

Shen Bing let out a long breath, also showing worry, "Not yet."

Shen Mo closed his eyes helplessly, "What happened, why didn't I even have the time to spread the word..."

When Fang Yibai went out, he really never thought that such a day would come. He misjudged the seriousness of the matter and thought that Fang Yibai would come back soon.But the reality hit him hard and caught him off guard.

Shen Bing was silent for a moment, then suddenly asked Shen Mo, "Ah Mo, if Master Fang... really had an accident this time, what are you going to do?" She lowered her voice and suggested, "Why don't we take this opportunity to take Xiaochan with you?" leave."

Shen Mo didn't sleep well, and his brain was a bit sluggish. He was stunned for a long time before he realized what Shen Bing said. The depths of his black eyes trembled silently. He looked at Shen Bing with a pale face, and his lips trembled, "... Sister , Yibai will not have any accidents. We are going to get married in two months. He will come back, I haven't told him about Xiaochan yet."

Shen Bing said: "What if, if Young Master Fang really died outside, wouldn't you take the opportunity to leave?"

Shen Bing used the word "death" without any disguise.Then she found that she couldn't continue speaking, because Shen Mo was panting and clutching his heart, as if he had been tortured by a thousand swords, tears fell suddenly, and his eyes were full of pain.

"No...Yibai, he won't die, he will come back, I won't leave, I promised him that I will have a good time with him."

Looking at him like this, Shen Bing sighed silently. After a long time, she raised her hand and stroked Shen Mo's back, and said a sentence that had been hidden in her heart for a long time. It was not a question, but a very affirmative tone.

"—Ah Mo, you fall in love with Shang Fang."

Shen Mo was shocked.Because of Shen Bing's words, he was stunned for a while, and then slowly raised his wet eyes to look at her in astonishment.

"You have feelings for the young master, haven't you found out yet?" Shen Bing had already noticed the clue, but she never found the right time to point it out. She also deliberately said harsh words just now. Let him clearly understand why he reacted this way.

Tears crisscrossed Shen Mo's face, he still couldn't believe it, and muttered to himself with a low trembling, "I... fell in love with him?"

Shen Bing nodded resolutely, and gave him a very clear look, "Otherwise, you haven't been able to eat well, sleep well, and worry about it day and night, and you've lost a lot of weight. What's the reason? Your tears now are For what?"

Shen Mo's eyes shook violently, his throat choked, and he said incoherently after a long while: "I...haven't thought about the reason, but I'm worried that he will get hurt or have an accident. I don't dare to think about it. I always dream about him. My whole body is covered in blood, I, every time I wake up, my heart is cold, I..." Shen Mo's throat seemed to be blocked by something, it was swollen and painful, his tears fell down in big ones, unable to utter sound up.

On the way back to Lanyang with Fang Yibai, he has always had a clear idea, that is, he will really be entangled with Fang Yibai for the rest of his life.

Some time ago, he was still troubled by Fang Yibai's erratic temper. He was still thinking hard about how to have another child. He was trying to approach Fang Yibai to let Fang Yibai put down his guard against him, and was trying to accept it. Fang Yibai's feelings.

After escaping for three years, he finally summoned up the courage to learn to face it, and began to plan for his own future. Fang Yibai existed in all his plans, and he took Fang Yibai's existence for granted.

But he never thought that Fang Yibai might disappear one day.

The thought suffocated him, and terrified him.

Sister now tells him that he is in love with Fang Fang.

Are these all love?

Shen Mo tightly pursed his pale lips, his chest heaved uncontrollably, unknown emotions surged in his wet black pupils, his tightly clenched hands trembled uncontrollably, tears and sweat flowed down his cheeks Nose tip and chin drip.

He looked very quiet, but Shen Bing felt that he was about to collapse in his own chaos.

Shen Bing choked up and sighed, stopped him with her hands and hugged him. She knew why Shen Mo was like this, and said softly to him: "Ah Mo, put aside the guilt in your heart for a while, don't explain it with the mentality of making up and paying off debts." For all your emotions, think carefully about how you feel about the young master. "

"Make up, pay off the debt..." Shen Mo repeated these words with tears in his eyes.Yes, he did always think that his counterpart Yibai was making up for his mistakes because of guilt, so he never faced up to the deepest feelings in his heart, and never thought carefully about how painful he would be now.

Shen Bing patted him on the shoulder lightly, "Ah Mo, if... If you really love Master Fang, I hope you will be brave. You have to remember that Young Master Fang is Young Master Fang, he is not someone else, and he treats you with respect. Your feelings are pure and profound, you must not choose to escape and shrink back just because you are afraid of being hurt again, and dare not give your true feelings, if you do this, sister will look down on you too."

Shen Mohong leaned on her shoulder with her eyes, and after a long silence, she asked in a low voice: "I know. But sister, didn't you say before... that you should be in the right family, why..."

Shen Bing patted his head and lowered his voice, "I said at the time that you couldn't listen to it, but now I remember it clearly. At that time, I just saw that that person was just putting his mind to it, and it wasn't worth your effort at all. It's to hit you and warn you. But Young Master Fang is different. I don't get along with him much, but I can feel his intentions for you. From the time he reunited with you to now, which time has he not been angry but treated you again? If you compromise, can you find a second person in this world who treats you wholeheartedly like him? As long as he loves you, it is better than thousands of things in the world, no matter who he is. "

What's more, their Fang family seems to disdain to use the right family to set off their status.They are already at a certain height, what they need is not their vanity, but real affection.

It's just that, during the days when Shen Bing came to Fang's mansion, he gradually understood something - the relationships between the young masters and young ladies of the Fang family were not smooth.

The mistress Yang is a Buddha, she doesn't care about anything, except for serving the old lady every day, she eats vegetarian food and recites scriptures, she has no desires, and it is said that she has long lost her relationship with the head of the Fang family.The second uncle and the second young lady have been married for almost four years and still sleep in separate rooms. Sometimes they bump into each other in the mansion, and they look away in embarrassment without even saying a word.

Also, his younger brother and Fang Yibai...

But what's interesting is that these days, it's not only Ah Mo who stays at home who seems to be having a hard time, Yang Shi and Yi Jiayan are both a little abnormal. He sent his own maid out to find out the news, one of them always ran towards the gate, staring at the road in the distance, her mouth was frothing with anxiety.

It turned out that it wasn't that they didn't care at all, it was just that they weren't forced into that.It might be a good thing if those few people can come back unscathed this time.

Shen Bing said a few more words to Shen Mo, and left after sitting for a while, but when she left, she went into the room and took away Xiao Chan who had just woken up. She wanted Shen Mo to be alone for a while. quiet.

Shen Mo leaned his head against the door frame, just sitting there in a daze, the rain was still pattering, and the air was filled with the smell of rain.

If Fang Yibai was here, he would definitely come over and say that the ground is cold, and then drag him up.

"Fang Yibai..."

Shen Mo muttered this name, and his heart throbbed violently, causing his face to turn pale.He didn't know before that a simple name could have such power.

In a trance, he suddenly remembered the night Fang Yibai told him that he was getting married that day.

In fact, it has always been his wish to be with the one he loves openly and aboveboard.

He used to have this kind of desperate courage, but he was abandoned like a shoe in the end, which made him feel that his beautiful yearning for love was simply a naive delusion.

Until Fang Yibai introduced him to others unabashedly, until Fang Yibai unequivocally rejected the person who was sent to him by others, until Fang Yibai admitted that he was in love with himself, until Fang Yibai held him tightly His hands discussed with him the date of marriage...

Only then did he realize that there was really such a person who was dedicated to him.Even if I was deeply hurt by him, even if I still have some gritted hatred for him, even if he is often angry and angry, but in fact, I have never done anything to torture him, and I have never denied my feelings for him , Instead, he has been compromising and giving in, and has been taking care of him.

"It's hard not to be moved by someone who treats you like this, Ah Mo."

This was the last sentence my sister said to him just now.

Shen Mo sat motionless at the door until midnight, and finally let out a trembling breath while covering his tear-stained face, his mind was unprecedentedly clear.

Yeah, it's really hard not to be tempted.

Why did he think that the other party was only ashamed?If he is only ashamed, he will not worry about and care whether Fang Yibai loves the real him or the fake him. If he is only ashamed, he will no longer listen to him when he sets the date of marriage, and his heart will be filled with anticipation and joy.If only he was ashamed, he wouldn't be in such pain now...

As sister said, he had fallen in love with Fang Yibai unknowingly, but he had been blinded by his stupid self.

Weeping and laughing in a low voice for a while, he desperately needed to vent/vent the sorrowful depression in his heart, he wanted to raise his face to the night sky and yell indulgently, but in the end he just covered his eyes and calmly fell into a sad state. tears.

He woke up, just hoped it wasn't too late.

Silently, a figure approached, Shen Mo raised his eyes and saw clearly through the light from the corridor in the courtyard, it was Fang Yibai's bodyguard named Chang Qing, who was specially left to stare at him all the time .Usually he doesn't show up very often, but now he probably sees that he is still out in a daze and does not sleep, so it is rare to urge him, "You have been waiting for another day, go back to sleep first."

Shen Mo twitched the corners of his mouth wearily.He couldn't take it anymore after waiting for more than a month, but how long did Fang Yibai wait for him like this in despair?How many heart-piercing pains have you endured?

What is owed to him must be repaid after all.

Although Xiaochan didn't know exactly what happened, she also knew that Fang Yibai hadn't appeared for a long time.Shen Mo was waiting at the door again this day, and Xiao Chan was playing next to him, but after playing for a while, he imitated Shen Mo to look at the door from time to time.She asked Shen Mo, "Father, when will uncle come back?"

Shen Mo cheered up and smiled lightly at her, and said, "Father doesn't know either, do you miss Uncle?"

"Think, dad looks like he wants to too."

Shen Mo hugged her in his arms with a sigh, it turned out that he was so obvious that even Xiao Chan had noticed.

Xiaochan caressed his eyelids with her warm little hands, her flickering eyes suddenly said coquettishly, "Father, you can sleep with me for a while."

In fact, this is the task Shen Bing entrusted to her, asking her to pester Shen Mo to sleep together.Shen Mo thought she was sleepy, so he agreed, carried her back to the room, put her on the bed and began to coax her.

Xiaochan didn't sleep, but imitated Shen Mo's usual way of coaxing her with her little hands, patted him on the shoulder, and whispered, "I'll coax daddy to sleep."

Shen Mo was stunned for a moment, and suddenly felt very sweet, and leaned over to kiss her on the face, "Okay, you coax me, and I coax you too, let's sleep together."

Shen Mo also didn't want to waste his daughter's attention, and his body was indeed too tired. Under Xiao Chan's pat, he closed his eyes and fell into a deep sleep after a while.

When Chang Qing ran into the room to wake him up and said to him: "Young master and miss, they are back!", Shen Mo sat up very slowly, his eyes wide open and he was a little dazed. dreaming.

Seeing this, Chang Qing was also very helpless, "It's true, it's already in the front yard, why don't you go and have a look?"

Shen Mo's eyes froze again, and then he woke up suddenly, his whole face lit up, he hurriedly told Chang Qing to look at Xiao Chan who was still sleeping, and then walked all the way with bare feet and disheveled clothes before he had time to put on his shoes Running wildly, his heart was pounding, excited, excited, Fang Yibai came back.

He is back.

He ran crazily under the suspicious eyes of the servants along the way, but Fang Mansion was too big, and he felt like he ran for a long time without reaching the front yard.

Finally, when he ran to the garden, he gasped for breath and stopped suddenly.

He saw Fang Yibai, and he was walking towards Fang Zhixue with Fang Zhixue. Fang Zhixue was talking about something, and Fang Yibai looked a bit cold, and he was listening carefully while walking. He had a pretty figure , wearing a brocade jacket with narrow sleeves, and holding a long sword in his hand, he was a little more chic than the usual noble young man.

More importantly, he looked fine and uninjured.

he's fine.He was alive, and he appeared in front of him with the ability to move and speak.

Shen Mo's heart finally returned to its normal position. His trembling legs gave way, and he no longer had the strength to support him, so he just fell limply on the ground.

Just when Fang Yibai looked back and saw Shen Mo's side, he couldn't hide the flash of astonishment in his eyes, as if he never thought that Shen Mo would come out to pick him up.Fang Zhixue also followed his gaze, smiled meaningfully, patted his shoulder, said a few words in a low voice, and left first.

Shen Mo's black eyes flickered, and when Fang Yibai walked up to him and squatted down, he threw himself into his arms, wrapped his arms around his neck tightly, and continued to speak solemnly and stubbornly. Adjusting the posture of the arms and the posture of leaning against him, so that the two bodies fit together more closely.

Fang Yibai was stunned for a moment before whispering: "Why did you come out without wearing shoes?" Fang Yibai held him in his arms and examined him, seeing that his feet were only dirty and not injured, he was relieved.

"Well, I came to pick you up, just to see you sooner." Shen Mo nestled on his chest, smelling the familiar breath of peace of mind on him, "Why, don't you like me coming here?"

The seemingly familiar conversation made Fang Yibai's hand tightly hugging him, and his eyes were wet almost immediately. He kissed Shen Mo's forehead, and the ending trembled a little uncontrollably, and said: "Guess what?" Well, do you think I will be unhappy?"

Shen Mo didn't speak, he straightened up in Fang Yibai's arms, pressed his lips to his, and kissed him deeply.

The author has something to say: ... amnesia or something, you guys are better at tricks than me, it's because I lost