he was cheated
Chapter 29...
After taking the medicine, Shen Mo ate with Fang Yibai as usual, and after a short rest after the meal, he washed off his exhaustion and lay down on the bed.It didn't take long for Fang Yibai to entangle him, a little ready to move, Shen Mo was kissed by him on the lips, and his whole body was so docile that it was unbelievable, he gently closed his eyes.This should be the last indulgence.
It's just that halfway through that night, Shen Mo suddenly turned pale and pushed Fang Yibai who was immersed in it away, clutching his stomach and panting in pain.
Fang Yibai was so frightened that he was stunned. He quickly withdrew from his body, clasped his hand, and called his name repeatedly, "Ah Mo, Ah Mo, what's wrong with you, Ah Mo? What's wrong? "
Shen Mo was sweating coldly, curled up, shook his head slowly, his voice was a little weak because of panting, "It should, it should be fine."
He also didn't expect that the medicine would work so quickly, and it would also cause stomach pain.
Fang Yibai was so distressed that he couldn't breathe well, he leaned down and kissed Shen Mo's sweaty forehead, and comforted him: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I'll send someone to ask the doctor to take a look." He said in a hurry Put on his clothes and wanted to get up and get out of bed, Shen Mo stopped him and said, "Forget it, don't go...I'm much better now."
Although it is reasonable to say that this medicine will not have any flaws, but after taking it for a short time, Shen Mo is still afraid that something will go wrong, so he is unwilling to let Fang Yibai go to the doctor.
"You're in such pain, what can you do if you don't ask a doctor!" Fang Yibai didn't intend to listen to him, Shen Mo could only grit his teeth and struggle to get up, pulled Fang Yibai back onto the bed, and forced a smile at him She smiled, "It's really fine, just stay with me for a while."
Fang Yibai saw that his complexion was indeed better than before, and his stiff body relaxed a little. He picked up the single clothes and put them on Shen Mo, frowned and asked: "Is it really not uncomfortable? You scared me to death just now. "
"Probably..." Shen Mo couldn't make up any reason, but finally said to him: "Probably because of a sudden stomach cramp."
Shen Mo said so, but Fang Yibai was worried, and still persistently wanted to invite the doctor.Shen Mo wanted to say that he was really not in pain anymore, so he sighed deeply and gave up for the time being.
"Then you must tell me if you are in pain again, don't bear it, okay?"
"it is good."
It is impossible to continue what happened just now, and neither of them had any thoughts, Fang Yibai brought hot water to wipe Shen Mo's back, then fell asleep with his arms around him, and kept stroking Shen Mo gently with his hands His lower abdomen, for fear that he would feel pain again.
Shen Mo leaned on his arm, tilted his head slightly to look at him who was lying on his side, and suddenly said softly: "I have a stomachache and you are so nervous. What if... I have a more serious illness?"
Fang Yibai didn't like to listen to this kind of hypothesis all the time, he covered Shen Mo's mouth with his hands very taboo, and refused to let him speak with a serious expression.
However, Shen Mo slowly pulled his hand away, and looked deeply into his eyes, "Yibai, if I'm really sick, a very serious illness, don't be too sad, I've got enough It's too much, already... I don't have any regrets."
Fang Yibai was already in a state of confusion, but when he heard him talking non-stop, he couldn't help but frowned, clenched his hand tightly, and his eyes were slightly angry, "Ah Mo, why do you always like to talk nonsense like this?" Make me uncomfortable?!"
"I'm not talking nonsense." Shen Mo said quietly: "I've always been so restless in my heart. When I'm having a bad time, I look forward to it being good, but when I'm having a good time, I tend to panic easily, because God won't always treat you like this. I."
"Why don't you treat you preferentially? You are so nice!"
"But, Yibai, I suddenly have a very bad premonition..."
"What bad premonition, nothing bad, you just like to think wildly!" Fang Yibai's tone became agitated, seeing Shen Mo hesitating and about to speak again, he suddenly hugged Shen Mo into his arms, "I Really angry! Stop talking!"
Shen Mo stared blankly in silence for a while, raised his hand to comfort him on his back, and said softly, "Okay, I won't talk anymore, go to sleep."
Shen Mo knew that Fang Yibai's words would make Fang Yibai very uneasy tonight, but he did it on purpose so that he could be prepared so that he would not feel too sudden and unacceptable after the medicine fully took effect.
Shen Mo's stomach was still throbbing and uncomfortable, and it was really difficult to fall asleep. He knew that Fang Yibai was actually awake, and his warm palms kept covering his stomach.The two embracing each other, each had their own concerns in the darkness, and remained silent.
The next day was only slightly bright, and Shen Mo was a little drowsy and sleepy just now, but Fang Yibai pushed him vigorously to wake him up. His voice sounded a little flustered, "Ah Mo, Ah Mo, wake up Ah Mo!"
Shen Mo opened his eyes weakly, and it took him a long time to look at Yibai's panic-stricken eyes above him. After being dazed for a moment, Shen Mo asked him what was wrong, but when he opened his mouth, his voice was hoarse and terrible.
He closed his eyes in pain, and wanted to get up, Fang Yibai rushed to help him, letting him lean in his arms.
Fang Yibai tried his best to restrain his unsteady breath, while putting clothes on him, he said: "Your complexion is really bad, I will take you to see a doctor right away."
Without a mirror, Shen Mo doesn't know what he looks like now, but judging by Fang Yibai's reaction, it's probably not much better.Shen Mo didn't have the strength to speak anymore, and limply leaned into his arms, allowing him to put on his clothes and hug him.
Fang Yibai always wanted to hug him like this, but this time he finally got his wish, but he couldn't feel happy at all.
The words that Shen Mo said the night before seemed to have some premonition, and his pale face at this time turned into a thick shadow that deeply enveloped his heart.
While Fang Yibai was walking in a hurry, he lowered his head from time to time, put his nose against Shen Mo's nose, and probed for his breath, that breath mixed with a little warmth was the only strength supporting him now.
"Ah Mo, don't sleep, please. Let's see the doctor. Don't sleep. Open your eyes and look at me." Fang Yibai softly called his name, his voice even choked with sobs, as if he was afraid that he would suddenly fall asleep.
Shen Mo responded to him softly, but his eyes were still half-closed, and he was very tired.
Maybe it's because of the medicine, maybe it's because his heart is too tired and desolate.
He knew in his heart what was going to happen next, and everything was going according to his plan.He should be thankful, in about half a month, he will be able to escape from Fang Yibai's side, and Fang Yibai may suffer for a while because of his death, but he will gradually cheer up.Since then, the two have lived their own lives, and will not be entangled in love and hatred for a lifetime.
A short period of pain is better than a lifetime of torture, and separation is better than both.
Shen Mo kept telling himself this before doing this.
But when he really got to this point, he realized that it was more tormented than he imagined.What he is about to give Fang Yibai is farewell, even if the pain is temporary, it is still pain, and it will not change into something else or reduce it in any way because of the temporary.
At this time Fang Yibai didn't know what kind of illness he was, and he was already in such a panic. Shen Mo couldn't imagine how he would react after hearing the doctor's words later.
It was the first time he lied so hard.
But I have come to this point, I can only bite the bullet and continue walking...
After this day, Shen Mo was moved to a very secluded private house by Fang Yibai, and Fang Yibai was crazy and posted notices asking for medical treatment with a lot of money. For several days, famous doctors from all over the world came in wave after wave , but in the end the results of the diagnosis for Shen Mo were surprisingly consistent: the emergency was severe, and there was no way to recover from it.
Some were more straightforward, "The weak pulse is almost undetectable, don't take the medicine, the suffering is in vain, let's see how long he can last."
Fang Yibai fell limply on the ground in despair, the red bloodshot eyes seemed to be blood oozing from his heart.
Shen Mo's condition also seemed to confirm the doctor's words. After a few days, his condition worsened rapidly, his eyes were blue and black, and the brilliance in his always bright black pupils was dimmed. He was so weak that he was completely lifeless.
Fang Yibai has gone from shock and disbelief at the beginning to collapse and panic now.He was obviously immersed in deep happiness a few days ago, but in the blink of an eye, his world was turned upside down, and his whole person seemed to be deep in the endless dark hell, without a single gleam of light in sight.
He hugged Shen Mo in his arms non-stop, and didn't let go for a moment, as if he hugged him tightly like this, this person would not abandon him.
He hugged his Ah Mo, crying like a child out of breath, helpless and desperate, scorching tears dripping down the tip of his nose and chin onto Shen Mo's face and clothes.
Several of Shen Mo's clothes were wet by him.
His eyes were red and swollen from crying, his voice was hoarse from crying, and his soul seemed to be broken. His heartbroken grief was completely beyond Shen Mo's expectations.
Shen Mo was dazed and wanted to raise his hand to wipe away the tears, but he found that his heart was twitching in pain as if being squeezed by a strong force.
Shen Mo persuaded Fang Yibai in a low voice, "Go to sleep for a while."
Fang Yibai hadn't slept for several days, if Shen Mo hadn't forced him to eat something, he would probably not eat or drink.
Fang Yibai shook his head stubbornly, and rubbed him tightly in his arms.
Shen Mo had no choice but to say that he was hungry again, and asked him to bring something to eat.
The effect of the medicine Shen Mo took was so realistic that sometimes he wondered if he was not about to fake his death, but was really about to die.And he is indeed like a seriously ill person, he has no taste and can only eat dirty food.
There are always medicines and food in the kitchen. Hearing that he was hungry, Fang Yibai closed his eyes and tried to slow down, then turned his head and gave instructions to the door.But his voice was hoarse, and his voice was not loud, and no one responded for a long time outside.
Even so, Fang Yibai did not let go of Shen Mo, he picked up the teacup by the bed with one hand and threw it vigorously, just hit it on the table, making a clear and loud noise, the fragments of the cup were also torn apart, flying everywhere yes.
The people outside were alarmed, so they hurried in to listen to the orders.
After the hot porridge was brought, Fang Yibai helped Shen Mo to sit halfway, put a quilt on his back, and prepared to feed him. After Shen Mo took a bite, when he came to feed him again, he pushed the spoon to him mouth, let him eat.
Fang Yibai's eyelashes were still stained with tears, he obediently took a bite at his words, then stubbornly pursed his mouth and refused to eat.
Shen Mo was very anxious, fearing that something would happen to his body if he continued like this, his eyes were moist, and he pretended to lie down with his back to him, and his weak words were resolute, "If you don't cherish yourself like this, then don't worry about it." I'm gone, let's go."
"Don't be angry, I'll eat, I'll eat. Ah Mo, don't be angry." Fang Yibai was forced to panic, and then he forcefully stuffed half a bowl into his mouth.
Fang Yibai went to feed Shen Mo again, but Shen Mo faintly felt nauseous and wanted to vomit, it took him a long time to suppress the uncomfortable feeling that suddenly hit his throat, his face was pale for a while, and subconsciously Said: "I want to eat that fruit, Yibai."
He originally wanted to eat the sour wild fruit that was picked that day to suppress his stomach, but as soon as he said it, he realized that the fruit had been picked for many days, and it must have rotted long ago.
Shen Mo shook his head again, "Forget it, I don't want to eat. I'll sleep for a while."
Fang Yibai put the bowl aside, silently supported him to lie down.
Shen Mo added in a low voice: "You sleep with me."
Fang Yibai put a thin quilt on him, hummed vaguely, his eyes were red, and his nasal voice was thick.
Shen Mo fell asleep until evening, when he woke up, he found that Fang Yibai was not hugging him tightly like before for the first time, but was leaning against the bed.
With her face facing his direction, she closed her eyes and fell into a deep sleep.
What surprised Shen Mo was that his hair was a little disheveled, and there were dirt and a few scratches on his fair face.Shen Mo didn't know what he was doing, so he slowed down and struggled to get up, trying to cover him with a quilt.
Shen Mo didn't dare to wake him up, for fear that he would stubbornly refuse to sleep when he woke up, so he moved very carefully, but before the quilt was put on, Shen Mo found Fang Yibai holding a small cloth package in his arms by mistake.
Shen Mo was stunned for a moment, and lowered his hand to touch it lightly, but accidentally touched Fang Yibai's hand. Fang Yibai's hand sank in a deep sleep, and the small package fell to the ground. Gulu gulu rolled out of the opening, and many golden wild fruits spread out beside Fang Yibai's clothes.
The fruits were all round, plump and fresh, and some of them had a few leaves attached, which looked like they had just been picked from the tree.
Shen Mo was stunned, his eyes seemed to have been stabbed severely by something, sore and swollen.
It was the fruit he just casually said he wanted to eat.
"—Ah Mo!!!" Fang Yibai also woke up suddenly, his eyes were not fully opened yet, he was groping on the bed until he raised his face and saw Shen Mo staring at him blankly, Fang Yibai The brain was a little sluggish for a moment, and then I was able to calm down a little bit, "Ah Mo, you are awake."
He turned around and found that the fruits had fallen on the ground, so he hurriedly picked them up one by one, and then ordered someone to come and wash them.
Although Fang Yibai wanted to hug Shen Mo very much, but he also knew that he had been running on the road non-stop for more than an hour just now, his whole body was covered in dust and dirty, so he quickly went to wash it with the cold water in the basin, and then climbed onto the bed .
Just now after picking the fruit and galloping back, he almost scrambled to the side of the bed, until he saw the slight rise and fall of the chest of the person on the bed and heard his low breathing, his whole body seemed to be in an instant. Having obtained redemption, he collapsed on the side of the bed and fell into the boundless darkness with the bag of fruit in his arms.
Fang Yibai was very annoyed and disgusted at this time, he fell asleep just like that.
"Ah Mo, how long have you been awake?"
"Just woke up." Shen Mo gently touched the bright red scratch on his face with his hand, feeling very uncomfortable, "Why are you so careless?"
Fang Yibai grabbed his hand and kissed it, said: "It's okay, it will disappear after a while."
Just when the fruit was washed, Fang Yibai took the plate, picked up one and fed it to him, but after Shen Mo only took two bites, he suddenly lowered his head.
Fang Yibai hurriedly put down the things in his hands, and grabbed Shen Mo's shoulders, "What's wrong? Ah Mo? What's wrong with you?! Are you feeling uncomfortable again?"
Fang Yibai is now like a frightened bird, unable to withstand any slight disturbance, even if he tries to restrain himself, his whole body is trembling with tension.
Shen Mo suddenly wrapped his arms around his neck, and buried his face on his shoulders, the complex emotions of guilt made his heart feel like a knife, "Fang Yibai, I'm afraid...in the next life, in the next life, I won't find someone who loves you like you." I'm a good person."
Fang Yi also hugged him tightly.
"I love you, I really love you, Mo." Fang Yibai broke down in tears, "I will treat you well, always treat you well, don't leave me, I beg you, don't leave me so cruelly, okay?"
Shen Mo also choked up, and after a while he said with difficulty: "Yibai, from now on, forget about me. I don't want to make you suffer, I'm not a good person at all, I'm sorry for you."
Fang Yibai burst into tears, shaking his head in grief, "I can't forget, I can't forget, how do you want me to forget? Ah Mo, if you want to go, just take me with you."
Shen Mo's heart tightened, he pushed Fang Yibai away, his dull eyes were stained with an astonishing light because of sullen anger, he covered his chest with one hand, gasping for breath: "Fang Yibai, if you dare to do it What a fool, I will never forgive you!"
"No, don't, Ah Mo..." Fang Yibai wanted to touch Shen Mo with his hand, but Shen Mo pushed it away.
Fang Yibai seemed to have been slashed severely in the heart, and he twitched in pain, his tears became more violent, and he couldn't even breathe, "You don't, don't push me away, Ah Mo..."
"You have to think about your mother, and your older brothers and sisters!" Shen Mo cruelly pushed his hand away again. This is what he fears the most. If Fang Yibai seeks short-sightedness for him, then he will die It is hard to escape the blame, and some words must be made clear to him, "If you dare to follow me after I die, then I will curse myself now, and I will never be reborn forever!"
Fang Yibai was in a daze as if he had been hit hard, "No, no..."
As soon as he gritted his teeth, Shen Mo decided to go all out. Even if he couldn't bear it, he would have to speak some words sooner or later, otherwise his success would be in vain.
"Yibai, remember what I... told you before? I said that after I die, I don't want to lie on the ground in the dark, I want to lie on a boat..."
Fang Yibai couldn't help sobbing, closed his tearful eyes, turned sideways and covered his ears forcefully, he avoided in this way of self-deception.
Shen Mo cruelly refused to allow it, stepped forward and slowly pulled his hand away, and said clearly word by word: "I am afraid of the dark, I want to lie on the boat and go down the river, Yibai, can you promise me?" ? This is my last wish, will you promise me?"
Fang Yibai still closed his eyes, shaking his head in horror, "No, no, I don't want to let you go, I don't want to."
Shen Mo was stunned for a moment, let go of him, and leaned back weakly, his bloodless cheeks were full of tears, his eyes were lonely and desolate, "It is said that within three days after a person dies, let him float away along the river , so that you can be unrestrained, free, and not bullied when you get down here. And you... can't even promise me this."
Fang Yibai didn't seem to understand his words, and said stubbornly: "No, Ah Mo, you will not die, you will definitely not die. I will not let you float away alone."
"Fang Yibai." Shen Mo sighed long, "Don't deceive yourself, I won't live long."
Fang Yibai repeated to himself, "My Ah Mo, I won't die."
Fang Yibai didn't care what Shen Mo said, but he just wrapped around him and hugged him, buried his head on his neck, and told Shen Mo over and over again, "You won't die, you won't be so cruel, you won't die. No, Ah Mo. No way."
It seems that if you keep saying this, it will become true.
Shen Mo's fingertips were trembling, his eyes were blank for a long time, and he spoke again, his voice seemed to be indifferent, "—Fang Yibai, do you want me to die without regret?"
As soon as the words fell, Shen Mo felt that Fang Yibai's body stiffened severely, and then began to tremble uncontrollably. The desperation and sadness contained in the suppressed crying seemed to tremble from the bones and blood, and the sadness was shocking.
Shen Mo stared blankly at a certain place, as if a bloody gash had been torn open in his heart.
He told himself that if he committed such a great crime, he would definitely be punished in the future.
……
Yi Jiayan has been wandering outside the house for more than half a month, like Yi Jiayan who was suffering in a pan of oil. When the time came, Shen Mo had already taken the second dose of medicine and died. Although he knew that his death was fake, But seeing the dead air on his face, I still couldn't help but tremble in my heart.
Fang Yibai was hugging Shen Mo quietly, kissing his cheeks and lips from time to time, without a single tear on his face.
Fang Yibai looked very calm, extremely calm.
Yi Jiayan was filled with fear and anxiety, approached him slowly, and called him softly: "...Yi, Yibai?"
Fang Yi glanced at him emotionlessly with his dark eyes, and Yi Jiayan's calves trembled from his gaze, and he stammered, "What the hell happened?"
Yi Jiayan was really afraid that Fang Yibai would deceive himself into thinking that Shen Mo was not dead and would not let him go.
But Fang Yibai suddenly spoke in a hoarse voice, his tone so calm that it made one's hair go numb, "Ah Mo died of illness, he left me and left."
Not only did Yi Jiayan's legs tremble, but his hands also began to tremble unconsciously, "Why, why so suddenly... Then did Ah Mo leave any words before he died?"
"Well, I stayed. He said that he was afraid of the dark, and asked me to let him float away along the river, free."
Yi Jiayan breathed a sigh of relief and hurriedly said, "Then you..."
Fang Yibai carefully laid Shen Mo's body flat on the bed, ran his fingers through the hair on his forehead, and stared at his face with eyes full of love, "How can I let him go? ?He is afraid of the dark, I will always be with him, he wants to enjoy the scenery freely, so I will take him with him."
Fang Yibai pinched Shen Mo's nose affectionately, as if he was still alive, and whispered: "Ah Mo, what an idiot."
Yi Jiayan was completely confused, he thought that Shen Mo could handle it, but both of them seemed to have underestimated the extent of Fang Yibai's madness.
When Fang Yibai changed into white clothes and was about to get into the carriage with Shen Mo's "corpse" in his arms, Yi Jiayan realized that something was really going to happen. He had no time to think, and hurriedly squeezed in with Fang Yibai .
Fang Yibai hugged Shen Mo in his arms, sat on the side and looked at him coldly.
Yi Jiayan squeezed out a few tears, and said bitterly with red eyes: "Ah Mo and I are friends, Yibai, give me a chance to send him off."
Fang Yibai was stunned for a moment, but didn't say anything against it.
The carriage started off staggeringly, Fang Yibai didn't care about Yi Jiayan's existence at all, as if he and Shen Mo were the only ones in the carriage, kissing his forehead from time to time, talking to him, and sometimes seemed to think of something, He also chuckled a bit, looking like he was not sober.
But when he subconsciously picked up the teacup to feed Shen Mo, but immediately realized something, and put the teacup back with a sigh, he looked very calm and rational.
But it's this sober and unconscious appearance that makes it all the more weird! ! !
Along the way, Yi Jiayan felt both unbearable and terrified. The two intense emotions collided and collided. He felt that he was really going to be driven crazy by these two people!
Fang Yibai took Shen Mo for a walk on the road, opened the curtains from time to time, pointed out the scenery outside to Shen Mo, or hugged him down, let his cold body lean against his arms, and talked with him Say how many trees are in the distance, what kind of flowers are on the ground, and what kind of birds are flying in the sky.
Yi Jiayan found that the driver who drove the car wanted to run away several times.
Yi Jiayan just bit the bullet and followed Fang Yibai for three days, pretending to casually persuade him a few times to follow Shen Mo's wishes and let him go.But Fang Yibai's seemingly calm expression will be torn apart immediately, his eyes are blood red, his teeth are chattering, his whole body is plunged into a kind of great fear, and he hugs Shen Mo's body tightly, as if pulling The only life-saving straw, it is even more impossible to let go.
For twelve hours a day, he hugged that already frozen body, didn't eat, drink or sleep much, and when he basically didn't let go, Yi Jiayan didn't even have a chance to steal Shen Mo away.
Yi Jiayan was so anxious that the corners of his mouth were bubbling.Because in another day, Shen Mo's medicinal properties will wear off, and he will wake up.Won't you wear clothes by then? !
Yi Jiayan just kept on doing nothing, and drugged Fang Yibai...before Shen Mo woke up.
Fang Yibai was overwhelmed with grief in his heart, coupled with the fact that he hadn't slept for a long time and hadn't eaten properly, his body was already weak to the limit, and Yi Jiayan's little bit of incense successfully made him fall asleep.
Yi Jiayan glanced at the coachman outside the carriage who was also fainted, and let out a breath of sweat, thank God, thank God!
But—what should I do?If he really stole Shen Mo away, Yi Bai would definitely go crazy even more, and he couldn't provoke him like this.
Alas, to untie the bell still needs the person who tied it, Yi Jiayan's complicated eyes finally fell on Shen Mo.
……
Fang Yibai struggled to open his eyes, and his chaotic and sluggish brain reacted for a while, before he realized that in the dim space, there was someone looking at him quietly, with those deeply familiar eyebrows and eyes, and that clear and cold demeanor. My heart throbbed violently!It's Ah Mo!
He wanted to call this person's name, but his lips seemed to be stuck and he couldn't move.
Ah Mo, Ah Mo, this is his Ah Mo!
So was he dreaming before?Is it really all a dream?
Fang Yibai burst into tears of joy, his eyes gradually revealed the light of hope, but his body was so stiff that he couldn't move, his throat was wheezing, his face was flushed, and he was trying his best to reach out to touch the as if The person in front of him made a vague and difficult sound, as if he was calling his name happily.
But at the next moment, he heard the voice of dying hope.
Ah Mo spoke, as if crying, "Yibai, you clearly promised me in the end, why can't you do it?"
Tears welled up in Fang Yibai's mouth, and he tried to move his lips to make a sound, but his mouth was completely out of his control.No, no, I won't agree, I won't let you go!
Ah Mo sobbed sadly, "You broke your promise, Fang Yibai, you said you were good to me, but you couldn't even do what I promised before you died. I will never trust you again."
No, no, Ah Mo, don't be angry with me!
Ah Mo sighed: "Yibai, please let me go. I will only increase your pain by staying by your side. In this life, you forget me first, live a good life, and we will meet again in the next life, okay?"
Fang Yibai cried silently in grief, don't want you to leave, don't forget you, Ah Mo, don't be so cruel to me!
"In the next life, Fang Yibai, I hope that in the next life, the two of us can meet sooner. Maybe, maybe everything will be different... This time, please let me go."
Don't let go, don't let go!
Ah Mo's voice became more and more ethereal, his vision became more and more blurred, his tears fell rapidly, and he was panting violently, don't go, Ah Mo don't go!do not leave Me!
He wanted to raise his hand to grab his Ah Mo, but in vain, Ah Mo's voice disappeared, and he disappeared.
He suddenly opened his red, swollen and wet eyes, like waking up from a big dream, his whole body was drenched in sweat, he was still on the carriage, and Ah Mo leaned silently and stiffly in his arms.
Fang Yibai's heart seemed to be plucked out, he lowered his head to caress the cold face of the person in his arms, and called softly: "Ah Mo."
No one responded.No one will respond in the future.
Amo is dead.
This sudden and clear cruel cognition, like a cold and sharp sword, ruthlessly penetrated into his dazed head, causing Fang Yibai to twitch violently, and the final fantasy built by blood and tears was completely shattered.Ah Mo is dead, even if he hugs him, talks to him and kisses him, he will never be able to respond.
he died.
Fang Yibai wrapped his arms around the person in his arms, and finally cried heartbreakingly for the first time since Shen Mo's death.
He knew that Ah Mo was gone, but why did he feel so real when he saw him in the dream just now?
If possible, he would be willing to fall into that dream and never come out again...
Yi Jiayan, who was outside the carriage, looked at the sky that was as dark as the night, his nose ached because of Fang Yibai's crying, and the tears also gushed out. He wiped his tears with his sleeve, choked up and murmured, "Yi Jia Yan, Yi Jiayan, what the hell are you doing..."
He has actually begun to regret agreeing to Shen Mo at the beginning, but there is no way, the matter has come to this point, and he can only go one way to the dark.
Yi Jiayan thought that Yibai would let Shen Mo go, but what made his scalp tingle was that Fang Yibai still hugged Shen Mo's body and did not let go, but the difference was that he just hugged Shen Mo's body in a daze, No longer crazy to see the scenery everywhere.
Yi Jiayan was in a hurry.Shen Mo can still appear in a state of suspended animation after a certain time, because he took another fake death medicine.Before he came, he was not at ease, so he prepared a few extra pills that could have an immediate effect just in case, but he did not expect to use them.
But if Yi Bai still doesn't let him go after more time, what should he do then?You can't take this medicine all the time, it will damage your body.
Besides, the weather is hot now, if Shen Mo's physical condition does not change after a long time, it will also arouse suspicion.
Yi Jiayan was so anxious that he wanted to hit the wall.Probably God took pity on him, Fang Yibai finally carried Shen Mo to a riverside in the last half hour when the medicine was about to wear off, Yi Jiayan was in a trance, followed behind him with trembling steps, Wiping the sweat from his forehead, he felt that he was a few years older.
Fang Yibai gently placed Shen Mo on the bamboo raft parked by the river bank.Shen Mo was cleaned up by him, his clothes were new, and he was very neatly dressed. If he didn't look carefully, it seemed that he had just closed his eyes and fell asleep.
Fang Yibai stuffed a small sachet into Shen Mo's hand, which contained the two people's hair that was tangled together, and Fang Yibai wore one on his chest.
Fang Yibai just held Shen Mo's hand like this, staring at it as if he lost his soul.Time passed by little by little, half an hour was almost here, Yi Jiayan's teeth were chattering, and he felt like his hair was about to burn.
"Ah Mo... I have done what I promised you, please don't be angry with me." Fang Yibai finally lowered his head and kissed Shen Mo's cold lips, tears fell silently down his pale face.
With Yi Jiayan's help, the bamboo raft was pushed into the river, and the river was turbulent. The two didn't use much strength, and the bamboo raft floated several feet downstream in an instant.
"Ah Mo, Ah Mo, Ah Mo..." Fang Yibai followed into the water anxiously, as if he wanted to do so. Yi Jiayan was so frightened that he was covered in cold sweat, and also rushed into the water, hastily walking to waist-deep water. Fang Yibai who was at the place was dragged back desperately, but Fang Yibai went mad and struggled vigorously, with red eyes, each sound was higher than the sound, and the sound was more miserable: "—— Ah Mo!!! Ah Mo!!! "
Shen Mo woke up not long after the bamboo raft floated out. After confirming that there was the sound of rushing water in his ears, he slowly opened his eyes. The brilliant sunlight hurt his eyes, and he almost couldn't help crying Come.
It's over, it's finally over.
But...it was obviously going according to my own plan, why did I feel like I was peeling off a layer of skin in the frying pan.
He failed to fall in love with Fang Yibai, but it has to be said that after this encounter, the three words Fang Yibai have been deeply engraved in his life, which cannot be erased at all.
Shen Mo was lost in thought, he felt something in the palm of his hand, but he was not sure how far he had drifted, so he didn't dare to move.When he heard Fang Yibai's painful cries coming from afar, his heart trembled and he didn't dare to move.Now he just kept praying to the heavens, let Fang Yibai quickly forget himself, the person who has been involved in his life for less than half a year, forget it, forget it quickly...
A life without him, a vicious liar, is the normal life that the fourth young master of the Fang family should have.
Shen Mo's body was stiff and motionless, and he didn't dare to think about anything related to Fang Yibai. He tried his best to divert his thoughts and think about other things.
He will be able to go home soon, and since he hasn't been back for so long, sister must be going to die of anger, first of all she has to beat him hard with a feather duster.At that time, you must not hide, and you must not cry out for pain, or you will smoke more fiercely!By the way, Yi Jia said that there will be a boatman picking him up halfway, and where will his baggage be stored, where is the halfway?How long do you have to float?
Suddenly, a strange noise pulled Shen Mo back to his senses. There seemed to be something... beside the bamboo raft?That sense of existence was too strong to be ignored at all. His eyes were wide open, and the soles of his feet were inexplicably cold.
fish?shrimp?Water monster? !what? ! ?Shen Mo was confused.
However, Shen Mo couldn't help guessing one by one. A dark water snake with thick/long patterns had already meandered up the bamboo raft. The figure that is approaching quickly...
Shen Mo's memory was completely broken so far. When he came back to his senses with a pale face and covered in cold sweat, he found that he had jumped up and hid at the tail of the bamboo raft out of his wits. That snake?I don't remember, maybe it was kicked into the water by him screaming madly, maybe it swam away by itself.
Between the water and the sky, there was a deathly silence.
The cold tarsal feeling on Shen Mo's body hadn't subsided yet, he rubbed his arms and let out a long breath in panic, why do he always meet everything he's afraid of? !With lingering fear in his heart, he was about to raise his hand to wipe the cold sweat on his forehead, when suddenly, a miserable and hysterical shout came from the direction behind him: "—— Ah Mo!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Shen Mo froze all over
It's just that halfway through that night, Shen Mo suddenly turned pale and pushed Fang Yibai who was immersed in it away, clutching his stomach and panting in pain.
Fang Yibai was so frightened that he was stunned. He quickly withdrew from his body, clasped his hand, and called his name repeatedly, "Ah Mo, Ah Mo, what's wrong with you, Ah Mo? What's wrong? "
Shen Mo was sweating coldly, curled up, shook his head slowly, his voice was a little weak because of panting, "It should, it should be fine."
He also didn't expect that the medicine would work so quickly, and it would also cause stomach pain.
Fang Yibai was so distressed that he couldn't breathe well, he leaned down and kissed Shen Mo's sweaty forehead, and comforted him: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I'll send someone to ask the doctor to take a look." He said in a hurry Put on his clothes and wanted to get up and get out of bed, Shen Mo stopped him and said, "Forget it, don't go...I'm much better now."
Although it is reasonable to say that this medicine will not have any flaws, but after taking it for a short time, Shen Mo is still afraid that something will go wrong, so he is unwilling to let Fang Yibai go to the doctor.
"You're in such pain, what can you do if you don't ask a doctor!" Fang Yibai didn't intend to listen to him, Shen Mo could only grit his teeth and struggle to get up, pulled Fang Yibai back onto the bed, and forced a smile at him She smiled, "It's really fine, just stay with me for a while."
Fang Yibai saw that his complexion was indeed better than before, and his stiff body relaxed a little. He picked up the single clothes and put them on Shen Mo, frowned and asked: "Is it really not uncomfortable? You scared me to death just now. "
"Probably..." Shen Mo couldn't make up any reason, but finally said to him: "Probably because of a sudden stomach cramp."
Shen Mo said so, but Fang Yibai was worried, and still persistently wanted to invite the doctor.Shen Mo wanted to say that he was really not in pain anymore, so he sighed deeply and gave up for the time being.
"Then you must tell me if you are in pain again, don't bear it, okay?"
"it is good."
It is impossible to continue what happened just now, and neither of them had any thoughts, Fang Yibai brought hot water to wipe Shen Mo's back, then fell asleep with his arms around him, and kept stroking Shen Mo gently with his hands His lower abdomen, for fear that he would feel pain again.
Shen Mo leaned on his arm, tilted his head slightly to look at him who was lying on his side, and suddenly said softly: "I have a stomachache and you are so nervous. What if... I have a more serious illness?"
Fang Yibai didn't like to listen to this kind of hypothesis all the time, he covered Shen Mo's mouth with his hands very taboo, and refused to let him speak with a serious expression.
However, Shen Mo slowly pulled his hand away, and looked deeply into his eyes, "Yibai, if I'm really sick, a very serious illness, don't be too sad, I've got enough It's too much, already... I don't have any regrets."
Fang Yibai was already in a state of confusion, but when he heard him talking non-stop, he couldn't help but frowned, clenched his hand tightly, and his eyes were slightly angry, "Ah Mo, why do you always like to talk nonsense like this?" Make me uncomfortable?!"
"I'm not talking nonsense." Shen Mo said quietly: "I've always been so restless in my heart. When I'm having a bad time, I look forward to it being good, but when I'm having a good time, I tend to panic easily, because God won't always treat you like this. I."
"Why don't you treat you preferentially? You are so nice!"
"But, Yibai, I suddenly have a very bad premonition..."
"What bad premonition, nothing bad, you just like to think wildly!" Fang Yibai's tone became agitated, seeing Shen Mo hesitating and about to speak again, he suddenly hugged Shen Mo into his arms, "I Really angry! Stop talking!"
Shen Mo stared blankly in silence for a while, raised his hand to comfort him on his back, and said softly, "Okay, I won't talk anymore, go to sleep."
Shen Mo knew that Fang Yibai's words would make Fang Yibai very uneasy tonight, but he did it on purpose so that he could be prepared so that he would not feel too sudden and unacceptable after the medicine fully took effect.
Shen Mo's stomach was still throbbing and uncomfortable, and it was really difficult to fall asleep. He knew that Fang Yibai was actually awake, and his warm palms kept covering his stomach.The two embracing each other, each had their own concerns in the darkness, and remained silent.
The next day was only slightly bright, and Shen Mo was a little drowsy and sleepy just now, but Fang Yibai pushed him vigorously to wake him up. His voice sounded a little flustered, "Ah Mo, Ah Mo, wake up Ah Mo!"
Shen Mo opened his eyes weakly, and it took him a long time to look at Yibai's panic-stricken eyes above him. After being dazed for a moment, Shen Mo asked him what was wrong, but when he opened his mouth, his voice was hoarse and terrible.
He closed his eyes in pain, and wanted to get up, Fang Yibai rushed to help him, letting him lean in his arms.
Fang Yibai tried his best to restrain his unsteady breath, while putting clothes on him, he said: "Your complexion is really bad, I will take you to see a doctor right away."
Without a mirror, Shen Mo doesn't know what he looks like now, but judging by Fang Yibai's reaction, it's probably not much better.Shen Mo didn't have the strength to speak anymore, and limply leaned into his arms, allowing him to put on his clothes and hug him.
Fang Yibai always wanted to hug him like this, but this time he finally got his wish, but he couldn't feel happy at all.
The words that Shen Mo said the night before seemed to have some premonition, and his pale face at this time turned into a thick shadow that deeply enveloped his heart.
While Fang Yibai was walking in a hurry, he lowered his head from time to time, put his nose against Shen Mo's nose, and probed for his breath, that breath mixed with a little warmth was the only strength supporting him now.
"Ah Mo, don't sleep, please. Let's see the doctor. Don't sleep. Open your eyes and look at me." Fang Yibai softly called his name, his voice even choked with sobs, as if he was afraid that he would suddenly fall asleep.
Shen Mo responded to him softly, but his eyes were still half-closed, and he was very tired.
Maybe it's because of the medicine, maybe it's because his heart is too tired and desolate.
He knew in his heart what was going to happen next, and everything was going according to his plan.He should be thankful, in about half a month, he will be able to escape from Fang Yibai's side, and Fang Yibai may suffer for a while because of his death, but he will gradually cheer up.Since then, the two have lived their own lives, and will not be entangled in love and hatred for a lifetime.
A short period of pain is better than a lifetime of torture, and separation is better than both.
Shen Mo kept telling himself this before doing this.
But when he really got to this point, he realized that it was more tormented than he imagined.What he is about to give Fang Yibai is farewell, even if the pain is temporary, it is still pain, and it will not change into something else or reduce it in any way because of the temporary.
At this time Fang Yibai didn't know what kind of illness he was, and he was already in such a panic. Shen Mo couldn't imagine how he would react after hearing the doctor's words later.
It was the first time he lied so hard.
But I have come to this point, I can only bite the bullet and continue walking...
After this day, Shen Mo was moved to a very secluded private house by Fang Yibai, and Fang Yibai was crazy and posted notices asking for medical treatment with a lot of money. For several days, famous doctors from all over the world came in wave after wave , but in the end the results of the diagnosis for Shen Mo were surprisingly consistent: the emergency was severe, and there was no way to recover from it.
Some were more straightforward, "The weak pulse is almost undetectable, don't take the medicine, the suffering is in vain, let's see how long he can last."
Fang Yibai fell limply on the ground in despair, the red bloodshot eyes seemed to be blood oozing from his heart.
Shen Mo's condition also seemed to confirm the doctor's words. After a few days, his condition worsened rapidly, his eyes were blue and black, and the brilliance in his always bright black pupils was dimmed. He was so weak that he was completely lifeless.
Fang Yibai has gone from shock and disbelief at the beginning to collapse and panic now.He was obviously immersed in deep happiness a few days ago, but in the blink of an eye, his world was turned upside down, and his whole person seemed to be deep in the endless dark hell, without a single gleam of light in sight.
He hugged Shen Mo in his arms non-stop, and didn't let go for a moment, as if he hugged him tightly like this, this person would not abandon him.
He hugged his Ah Mo, crying like a child out of breath, helpless and desperate, scorching tears dripping down the tip of his nose and chin onto Shen Mo's face and clothes.
Several of Shen Mo's clothes were wet by him.
His eyes were red and swollen from crying, his voice was hoarse from crying, and his soul seemed to be broken. His heartbroken grief was completely beyond Shen Mo's expectations.
Shen Mo was dazed and wanted to raise his hand to wipe away the tears, but he found that his heart was twitching in pain as if being squeezed by a strong force.
Shen Mo persuaded Fang Yibai in a low voice, "Go to sleep for a while."
Fang Yibai hadn't slept for several days, if Shen Mo hadn't forced him to eat something, he would probably not eat or drink.
Fang Yibai shook his head stubbornly, and rubbed him tightly in his arms.
Shen Mo had no choice but to say that he was hungry again, and asked him to bring something to eat.
The effect of the medicine Shen Mo took was so realistic that sometimes he wondered if he was not about to fake his death, but was really about to die.And he is indeed like a seriously ill person, he has no taste and can only eat dirty food.
There are always medicines and food in the kitchen. Hearing that he was hungry, Fang Yibai closed his eyes and tried to slow down, then turned his head and gave instructions to the door.But his voice was hoarse, and his voice was not loud, and no one responded for a long time outside.
Even so, Fang Yibai did not let go of Shen Mo, he picked up the teacup by the bed with one hand and threw it vigorously, just hit it on the table, making a clear and loud noise, the fragments of the cup were also torn apart, flying everywhere yes.
The people outside were alarmed, so they hurried in to listen to the orders.
After the hot porridge was brought, Fang Yibai helped Shen Mo to sit halfway, put a quilt on his back, and prepared to feed him. After Shen Mo took a bite, when he came to feed him again, he pushed the spoon to him mouth, let him eat.
Fang Yibai's eyelashes were still stained with tears, he obediently took a bite at his words, then stubbornly pursed his mouth and refused to eat.
Shen Mo was very anxious, fearing that something would happen to his body if he continued like this, his eyes were moist, and he pretended to lie down with his back to him, and his weak words were resolute, "If you don't cherish yourself like this, then don't worry about it." I'm gone, let's go."
"Don't be angry, I'll eat, I'll eat. Ah Mo, don't be angry." Fang Yibai was forced to panic, and then he forcefully stuffed half a bowl into his mouth.
Fang Yibai went to feed Shen Mo again, but Shen Mo faintly felt nauseous and wanted to vomit, it took him a long time to suppress the uncomfortable feeling that suddenly hit his throat, his face was pale for a while, and subconsciously Said: "I want to eat that fruit, Yibai."
He originally wanted to eat the sour wild fruit that was picked that day to suppress his stomach, but as soon as he said it, he realized that the fruit had been picked for many days, and it must have rotted long ago.
Shen Mo shook his head again, "Forget it, I don't want to eat. I'll sleep for a while."
Fang Yibai put the bowl aside, silently supported him to lie down.
Shen Mo added in a low voice: "You sleep with me."
Fang Yibai put a thin quilt on him, hummed vaguely, his eyes were red, and his nasal voice was thick.
Shen Mo fell asleep until evening, when he woke up, he found that Fang Yibai was not hugging him tightly like before for the first time, but was leaning against the bed.
With her face facing his direction, she closed her eyes and fell into a deep sleep.
What surprised Shen Mo was that his hair was a little disheveled, and there were dirt and a few scratches on his fair face.Shen Mo didn't know what he was doing, so he slowed down and struggled to get up, trying to cover him with a quilt.
Shen Mo didn't dare to wake him up, for fear that he would stubbornly refuse to sleep when he woke up, so he moved very carefully, but before the quilt was put on, Shen Mo found Fang Yibai holding a small cloth package in his arms by mistake.
Shen Mo was stunned for a moment, and lowered his hand to touch it lightly, but accidentally touched Fang Yibai's hand. Fang Yibai's hand sank in a deep sleep, and the small package fell to the ground. Gulu gulu rolled out of the opening, and many golden wild fruits spread out beside Fang Yibai's clothes.
The fruits were all round, plump and fresh, and some of them had a few leaves attached, which looked like they had just been picked from the tree.
Shen Mo was stunned, his eyes seemed to have been stabbed severely by something, sore and swollen.
It was the fruit he just casually said he wanted to eat.
"—Ah Mo!!!" Fang Yibai also woke up suddenly, his eyes were not fully opened yet, he was groping on the bed until he raised his face and saw Shen Mo staring at him blankly, Fang Yibai The brain was a little sluggish for a moment, and then I was able to calm down a little bit, "Ah Mo, you are awake."
He turned around and found that the fruits had fallen on the ground, so he hurriedly picked them up one by one, and then ordered someone to come and wash them.
Although Fang Yibai wanted to hug Shen Mo very much, but he also knew that he had been running on the road non-stop for more than an hour just now, his whole body was covered in dust and dirty, so he quickly went to wash it with the cold water in the basin, and then climbed onto the bed .
Just now after picking the fruit and galloping back, he almost scrambled to the side of the bed, until he saw the slight rise and fall of the chest of the person on the bed and heard his low breathing, his whole body seemed to be in an instant. Having obtained redemption, he collapsed on the side of the bed and fell into the boundless darkness with the bag of fruit in his arms.
Fang Yibai was very annoyed and disgusted at this time, he fell asleep just like that.
"Ah Mo, how long have you been awake?"
"Just woke up." Shen Mo gently touched the bright red scratch on his face with his hand, feeling very uncomfortable, "Why are you so careless?"
Fang Yibai grabbed his hand and kissed it, said: "It's okay, it will disappear after a while."
Just when the fruit was washed, Fang Yibai took the plate, picked up one and fed it to him, but after Shen Mo only took two bites, he suddenly lowered his head.
Fang Yibai hurriedly put down the things in his hands, and grabbed Shen Mo's shoulders, "What's wrong? Ah Mo? What's wrong with you?! Are you feeling uncomfortable again?"
Fang Yibai is now like a frightened bird, unable to withstand any slight disturbance, even if he tries to restrain himself, his whole body is trembling with tension.
Shen Mo suddenly wrapped his arms around his neck, and buried his face on his shoulders, the complex emotions of guilt made his heart feel like a knife, "Fang Yibai, I'm afraid...in the next life, in the next life, I won't find someone who loves you like you." I'm a good person."
Fang Yi also hugged him tightly.
"I love you, I really love you, Mo." Fang Yibai broke down in tears, "I will treat you well, always treat you well, don't leave me, I beg you, don't leave me so cruelly, okay?"
Shen Mo also choked up, and after a while he said with difficulty: "Yibai, from now on, forget about me. I don't want to make you suffer, I'm not a good person at all, I'm sorry for you."
Fang Yibai burst into tears, shaking his head in grief, "I can't forget, I can't forget, how do you want me to forget? Ah Mo, if you want to go, just take me with you."
Shen Mo's heart tightened, he pushed Fang Yibai away, his dull eyes were stained with an astonishing light because of sullen anger, he covered his chest with one hand, gasping for breath: "Fang Yibai, if you dare to do it What a fool, I will never forgive you!"
"No, don't, Ah Mo..." Fang Yibai wanted to touch Shen Mo with his hand, but Shen Mo pushed it away.
Fang Yibai seemed to have been slashed severely in the heart, and he twitched in pain, his tears became more violent, and he couldn't even breathe, "You don't, don't push me away, Ah Mo..."
"You have to think about your mother, and your older brothers and sisters!" Shen Mo cruelly pushed his hand away again. This is what he fears the most. If Fang Yibai seeks short-sightedness for him, then he will die It is hard to escape the blame, and some words must be made clear to him, "If you dare to follow me after I die, then I will curse myself now, and I will never be reborn forever!"
Fang Yibai was in a daze as if he had been hit hard, "No, no..."
As soon as he gritted his teeth, Shen Mo decided to go all out. Even if he couldn't bear it, he would have to speak some words sooner or later, otherwise his success would be in vain.
"Yibai, remember what I... told you before? I said that after I die, I don't want to lie on the ground in the dark, I want to lie on a boat..."
Fang Yibai couldn't help sobbing, closed his tearful eyes, turned sideways and covered his ears forcefully, he avoided in this way of self-deception.
Shen Mo cruelly refused to allow it, stepped forward and slowly pulled his hand away, and said clearly word by word: "I am afraid of the dark, I want to lie on the boat and go down the river, Yibai, can you promise me?" ? This is my last wish, will you promise me?"
Fang Yibai still closed his eyes, shaking his head in horror, "No, no, I don't want to let you go, I don't want to."
Shen Mo was stunned for a moment, let go of him, and leaned back weakly, his bloodless cheeks were full of tears, his eyes were lonely and desolate, "It is said that within three days after a person dies, let him float away along the river , so that you can be unrestrained, free, and not bullied when you get down here. And you... can't even promise me this."
Fang Yibai didn't seem to understand his words, and said stubbornly: "No, Ah Mo, you will not die, you will definitely not die. I will not let you float away alone."
"Fang Yibai." Shen Mo sighed long, "Don't deceive yourself, I won't live long."
Fang Yibai repeated to himself, "My Ah Mo, I won't die."
Fang Yibai didn't care what Shen Mo said, but he just wrapped around him and hugged him, buried his head on his neck, and told Shen Mo over and over again, "You won't die, you won't be so cruel, you won't die. No, Ah Mo. No way."
It seems that if you keep saying this, it will become true.
Shen Mo's fingertips were trembling, his eyes were blank for a long time, and he spoke again, his voice seemed to be indifferent, "—Fang Yibai, do you want me to die without regret?"
As soon as the words fell, Shen Mo felt that Fang Yibai's body stiffened severely, and then began to tremble uncontrollably. The desperation and sadness contained in the suppressed crying seemed to tremble from the bones and blood, and the sadness was shocking.
Shen Mo stared blankly at a certain place, as if a bloody gash had been torn open in his heart.
He told himself that if he committed such a great crime, he would definitely be punished in the future.
……
Yi Jiayan has been wandering outside the house for more than half a month, like Yi Jiayan who was suffering in a pan of oil. When the time came, Shen Mo had already taken the second dose of medicine and died. Although he knew that his death was fake, But seeing the dead air on his face, I still couldn't help but tremble in my heart.
Fang Yibai was hugging Shen Mo quietly, kissing his cheeks and lips from time to time, without a single tear on his face.
Fang Yibai looked very calm, extremely calm.
Yi Jiayan was filled with fear and anxiety, approached him slowly, and called him softly: "...Yi, Yibai?"
Fang Yi glanced at him emotionlessly with his dark eyes, and Yi Jiayan's calves trembled from his gaze, and he stammered, "What the hell happened?"
Yi Jiayan was really afraid that Fang Yibai would deceive himself into thinking that Shen Mo was not dead and would not let him go.
But Fang Yibai suddenly spoke in a hoarse voice, his tone so calm that it made one's hair go numb, "Ah Mo died of illness, he left me and left."
Not only did Yi Jiayan's legs tremble, but his hands also began to tremble unconsciously, "Why, why so suddenly... Then did Ah Mo leave any words before he died?"
"Well, I stayed. He said that he was afraid of the dark, and asked me to let him float away along the river, free."
Yi Jiayan breathed a sigh of relief and hurriedly said, "Then you..."
Fang Yibai carefully laid Shen Mo's body flat on the bed, ran his fingers through the hair on his forehead, and stared at his face with eyes full of love, "How can I let him go? ?He is afraid of the dark, I will always be with him, he wants to enjoy the scenery freely, so I will take him with him."
Fang Yibai pinched Shen Mo's nose affectionately, as if he was still alive, and whispered: "Ah Mo, what an idiot."
Yi Jiayan was completely confused, he thought that Shen Mo could handle it, but both of them seemed to have underestimated the extent of Fang Yibai's madness.
When Fang Yibai changed into white clothes and was about to get into the carriage with Shen Mo's "corpse" in his arms, Yi Jiayan realized that something was really going to happen. He had no time to think, and hurriedly squeezed in with Fang Yibai .
Fang Yibai hugged Shen Mo in his arms, sat on the side and looked at him coldly.
Yi Jiayan squeezed out a few tears, and said bitterly with red eyes: "Ah Mo and I are friends, Yibai, give me a chance to send him off."
Fang Yibai was stunned for a moment, but didn't say anything against it.
The carriage started off staggeringly, Fang Yibai didn't care about Yi Jiayan's existence at all, as if he and Shen Mo were the only ones in the carriage, kissing his forehead from time to time, talking to him, and sometimes seemed to think of something, He also chuckled a bit, looking like he was not sober.
But when he subconsciously picked up the teacup to feed Shen Mo, but immediately realized something, and put the teacup back with a sigh, he looked very calm and rational.
But it's this sober and unconscious appearance that makes it all the more weird! ! !
Along the way, Yi Jiayan felt both unbearable and terrified. The two intense emotions collided and collided. He felt that he was really going to be driven crazy by these two people!
Fang Yibai took Shen Mo for a walk on the road, opened the curtains from time to time, pointed out the scenery outside to Shen Mo, or hugged him down, let his cold body lean against his arms, and talked with him Say how many trees are in the distance, what kind of flowers are on the ground, and what kind of birds are flying in the sky.
Yi Jiayan found that the driver who drove the car wanted to run away several times.
Yi Jiayan just bit the bullet and followed Fang Yibai for three days, pretending to casually persuade him a few times to follow Shen Mo's wishes and let him go.But Fang Yibai's seemingly calm expression will be torn apart immediately, his eyes are blood red, his teeth are chattering, his whole body is plunged into a kind of great fear, and he hugs Shen Mo's body tightly, as if pulling The only life-saving straw, it is even more impossible to let go.
For twelve hours a day, he hugged that already frozen body, didn't eat, drink or sleep much, and when he basically didn't let go, Yi Jiayan didn't even have a chance to steal Shen Mo away.
Yi Jiayan was so anxious that the corners of his mouth were bubbling.Because in another day, Shen Mo's medicinal properties will wear off, and he will wake up.Won't you wear clothes by then? !
Yi Jiayan just kept on doing nothing, and drugged Fang Yibai...before Shen Mo woke up.
Fang Yibai was overwhelmed with grief in his heart, coupled with the fact that he hadn't slept for a long time and hadn't eaten properly, his body was already weak to the limit, and Yi Jiayan's little bit of incense successfully made him fall asleep.
Yi Jiayan glanced at the coachman outside the carriage who was also fainted, and let out a breath of sweat, thank God, thank God!
But—what should I do?If he really stole Shen Mo away, Yi Bai would definitely go crazy even more, and he couldn't provoke him like this.
Alas, to untie the bell still needs the person who tied it, Yi Jiayan's complicated eyes finally fell on Shen Mo.
……
Fang Yibai struggled to open his eyes, and his chaotic and sluggish brain reacted for a while, before he realized that in the dim space, there was someone looking at him quietly, with those deeply familiar eyebrows and eyes, and that clear and cold demeanor. My heart throbbed violently!It's Ah Mo!
He wanted to call this person's name, but his lips seemed to be stuck and he couldn't move.
Ah Mo, Ah Mo, this is his Ah Mo!
So was he dreaming before?Is it really all a dream?
Fang Yibai burst into tears of joy, his eyes gradually revealed the light of hope, but his body was so stiff that he couldn't move, his throat was wheezing, his face was flushed, and he was trying his best to reach out to touch the as if The person in front of him made a vague and difficult sound, as if he was calling his name happily.
But at the next moment, he heard the voice of dying hope.
Ah Mo spoke, as if crying, "Yibai, you clearly promised me in the end, why can't you do it?"
Tears welled up in Fang Yibai's mouth, and he tried to move his lips to make a sound, but his mouth was completely out of his control.No, no, I won't agree, I won't let you go!
Ah Mo sobbed sadly, "You broke your promise, Fang Yibai, you said you were good to me, but you couldn't even do what I promised before you died. I will never trust you again."
No, no, Ah Mo, don't be angry with me!
Ah Mo sighed: "Yibai, please let me go. I will only increase your pain by staying by your side. In this life, you forget me first, live a good life, and we will meet again in the next life, okay?"
Fang Yibai cried silently in grief, don't want you to leave, don't forget you, Ah Mo, don't be so cruel to me!
"In the next life, Fang Yibai, I hope that in the next life, the two of us can meet sooner. Maybe, maybe everything will be different... This time, please let me go."
Don't let go, don't let go!
Ah Mo's voice became more and more ethereal, his vision became more and more blurred, his tears fell rapidly, and he was panting violently, don't go, Ah Mo don't go!do not leave Me!
He wanted to raise his hand to grab his Ah Mo, but in vain, Ah Mo's voice disappeared, and he disappeared.
He suddenly opened his red, swollen and wet eyes, like waking up from a big dream, his whole body was drenched in sweat, he was still on the carriage, and Ah Mo leaned silently and stiffly in his arms.
Fang Yibai's heart seemed to be plucked out, he lowered his head to caress the cold face of the person in his arms, and called softly: "Ah Mo."
No one responded.No one will respond in the future.
Amo is dead.
This sudden and clear cruel cognition, like a cold and sharp sword, ruthlessly penetrated into his dazed head, causing Fang Yibai to twitch violently, and the final fantasy built by blood and tears was completely shattered.Ah Mo is dead, even if he hugs him, talks to him and kisses him, he will never be able to respond.
he died.
Fang Yibai wrapped his arms around the person in his arms, and finally cried heartbreakingly for the first time since Shen Mo's death.
He knew that Ah Mo was gone, but why did he feel so real when he saw him in the dream just now?
If possible, he would be willing to fall into that dream and never come out again...
Yi Jiayan, who was outside the carriage, looked at the sky that was as dark as the night, his nose ached because of Fang Yibai's crying, and the tears also gushed out. He wiped his tears with his sleeve, choked up and murmured, "Yi Jia Yan, Yi Jiayan, what the hell are you doing..."
He has actually begun to regret agreeing to Shen Mo at the beginning, but there is no way, the matter has come to this point, and he can only go one way to the dark.
Yi Jiayan thought that Yibai would let Shen Mo go, but what made his scalp tingle was that Fang Yibai still hugged Shen Mo's body and did not let go, but the difference was that he just hugged Shen Mo's body in a daze, No longer crazy to see the scenery everywhere.
Yi Jiayan was in a hurry.Shen Mo can still appear in a state of suspended animation after a certain time, because he took another fake death medicine.Before he came, he was not at ease, so he prepared a few extra pills that could have an immediate effect just in case, but he did not expect to use them.
But if Yi Bai still doesn't let him go after more time, what should he do then?You can't take this medicine all the time, it will damage your body.
Besides, the weather is hot now, if Shen Mo's physical condition does not change after a long time, it will also arouse suspicion.
Yi Jiayan was so anxious that he wanted to hit the wall.Probably God took pity on him, Fang Yibai finally carried Shen Mo to a riverside in the last half hour when the medicine was about to wear off, Yi Jiayan was in a trance, followed behind him with trembling steps, Wiping the sweat from his forehead, he felt that he was a few years older.
Fang Yibai gently placed Shen Mo on the bamboo raft parked by the river bank.Shen Mo was cleaned up by him, his clothes were new, and he was very neatly dressed. If he didn't look carefully, it seemed that he had just closed his eyes and fell asleep.
Fang Yibai stuffed a small sachet into Shen Mo's hand, which contained the two people's hair that was tangled together, and Fang Yibai wore one on his chest.
Fang Yibai just held Shen Mo's hand like this, staring at it as if he lost his soul.Time passed by little by little, half an hour was almost here, Yi Jiayan's teeth were chattering, and he felt like his hair was about to burn.
"Ah Mo... I have done what I promised you, please don't be angry with me." Fang Yibai finally lowered his head and kissed Shen Mo's cold lips, tears fell silently down his pale face.
With Yi Jiayan's help, the bamboo raft was pushed into the river, and the river was turbulent. The two didn't use much strength, and the bamboo raft floated several feet downstream in an instant.
"Ah Mo, Ah Mo, Ah Mo..." Fang Yibai followed into the water anxiously, as if he wanted to do so. Yi Jiayan was so frightened that he was covered in cold sweat, and also rushed into the water, hastily walking to waist-deep water. Fang Yibai who was at the place was dragged back desperately, but Fang Yibai went mad and struggled vigorously, with red eyes, each sound was higher than the sound, and the sound was more miserable: "—— Ah Mo!!! Ah Mo!!! "
Shen Mo woke up not long after the bamboo raft floated out. After confirming that there was the sound of rushing water in his ears, he slowly opened his eyes. The brilliant sunlight hurt his eyes, and he almost couldn't help crying Come.
It's over, it's finally over.
But...it was obviously going according to my own plan, why did I feel like I was peeling off a layer of skin in the frying pan.
He failed to fall in love with Fang Yibai, but it has to be said that after this encounter, the three words Fang Yibai have been deeply engraved in his life, which cannot be erased at all.
Shen Mo was lost in thought, he felt something in the palm of his hand, but he was not sure how far he had drifted, so he didn't dare to move.When he heard Fang Yibai's painful cries coming from afar, his heart trembled and he didn't dare to move.Now he just kept praying to the heavens, let Fang Yibai quickly forget himself, the person who has been involved in his life for less than half a year, forget it, forget it quickly...
A life without him, a vicious liar, is the normal life that the fourth young master of the Fang family should have.
Shen Mo's body was stiff and motionless, and he didn't dare to think about anything related to Fang Yibai. He tried his best to divert his thoughts and think about other things.
He will be able to go home soon, and since he hasn't been back for so long, sister must be going to die of anger, first of all she has to beat him hard with a feather duster.At that time, you must not hide, and you must not cry out for pain, or you will smoke more fiercely!By the way, Yi Jia said that there will be a boatman picking him up halfway, and where will his baggage be stored, where is the halfway?How long do you have to float?
Suddenly, a strange noise pulled Shen Mo back to his senses. There seemed to be something... beside the bamboo raft?That sense of existence was too strong to be ignored at all. His eyes were wide open, and the soles of his feet were inexplicably cold.
fish?shrimp?Water monster? !what? ! ?Shen Mo was confused.
However, Shen Mo couldn't help guessing one by one. A dark water snake with thick/long patterns had already meandered up the bamboo raft. The figure that is approaching quickly...
Shen Mo's memory was completely broken so far. When he came back to his senses with a pale face and covered in cold sweat, he found that he had jumped up and hid at the tail of the bamboo raft out of his wits. That snake?I don't remember, maybe it was kicked into the water by him screaming madly, maybe it swam away by itself.
Between the water and the sky, there was a deathly silence.
The cold tarsal feeling on Shen Mo's body hadn't subsided yet, he rubbed his arms and let out a long breath in panic, why do he always meet everything he's afraid of? !With lingering fear in his heart, he was about to raise his hand to wipe the cold sweat on his forehead, when suddenly, a miserable and hysterical shout came from the direction behind him: "—— Ah Mo!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Shen Mo froze all over
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