Damn after breaking up with ex-boyfriend

Yan Pingan was shocked by Zhong Jiushao's words so suddenly that he froze on the spot. He didn't come back to his senses for a long time. It seemed that his mind suddenly became muddled. He clearly recognized every word when he took it apart, but when he put it together, he listened to it. It looked very strange, as if it was isolated from the cerebral cortex, and I couldn't understand the meaning no matter what.

So he turned his head slowly, looked at Zhong Jiushao who was standing against the headlight in the living room at the moment, blinked his eyes slowly, and said dryly, "Big, probably?"

However, the breakup was obviously brought up by him, and he still thought it over carefully. He spent almost every night suffering from insomnia, struggling with the finished draft. Even so, he was still rehearsing alone in the bathroom during the day, for fear that he might not say enough. Or if Zhong Jiushao showed even the slightest bit of sadness, he would soften his heart.

Unfortunately, it seems to be useless until now.

He has done countless mental constructions, and when he was walking on that path, he also imagined whether Zhong Jiushao agreed so happily because he had already fallen in love with someone else, but he couldn't tell him clearly.

Yan Pingan only felt that his mind was blank now, and he couldn't hold anything other than Zhong Jiushao in his eyes. The sound of the beating heart began to emerge, as if it was ringing in his ears, beating gently and violently.

He would choose to break up with Zhong Jiushao. He felt that the reason for being too tired in the past three years was certainly one reason, and more, it was also because Zhong Jiushao could not come back two or three times a year, and he seemed very tired every time.

This will make Yan Pingan feel a little burdened, as if Zhong Jiushao had to use a lot of effort to come back to see him - just like when they went to the movies, Zhong Jiushao would often fall asleep when half of the time was over, and his brows would always frown It seems that there are still a lot of things to worry about.

It's just a few hours since they said they broke up, and all these problems seem to be solved.

The previous incident was too thrilling, and Yan Pingan didn't have the mind to think about other things, but it wasn't until Zhong Jiushao asked at this time that his acupoints were unlocked, and his mind immediately became active.

Zhong Jiushao looked into Yan Ping'an's eyes quietly. It is actually a very strange thing for four eyes to look at each other - it is completely different for an adult to look at an adult, and to look at a child or an animal.

You can't actually see much from the adult's pupils, because there is only darkness, but when they look at each other, they always have too many inexplicable movements and some uncomfortable micro-expressions.On the contrary, children and animals are much simpler. When they look at you, they just look at you. Even if they cry or laugh, they are just crying and laughing.

The pupils of Asians are mostly brown, but Yan Pingan's pupils are darker than ordinary people's, so they look more pure. At this moment, he looked at Zhong Jiushao stupidly, but he was a little flustered, his eyes widened .

Zhong Jiushao immediately laughed. He reached out to take the pajamas, tore off the hanging tag violently, squeezed it twice, and threw it into the trash can behind him.

No one expected this kind of follow-up, even Zhong Jiushao didn't figure out what he was trying to say with the sentence he blurted out just now.

Yan Pingan didn't need to look to know that his face must be red. He hurriedly lowered his head, pretending to look at the style and pattern of the pajamas, fiddling with the pajamas aimlessly, and said, "There is one reason..."

"Is there someone you like?" Zhong Jiushao tilted his head and said this suddenly.

This time Yan Ping'an was even more surprised. After a while, his head was lifted up again like a frightened rabbit, "No, no, no, no, no, no one I like, I will..."

I just like him alone...

The second half of the sentence was swallowed by Yan Pingan, but he didn't say it anyway.Otherwise it's really unclear.

However, Zhong Jiushao seemed to have heard the voice of his words, and finally stopped asking anything else, scratched his head, stepped back half a step to make way for Yan Pingan, pointed to the right and said, "The bathroom is here, turning right is hot water."

So Yan Pingan quickly fled into the bathroom with his pajamas in his arms, looked in the mirror like cooked shrimp, and finally swallowed his saliva and let out a long breath.

Towels and other things are all new. When Zhong Jiushao visits, things are very tidy. When standing in front of the mirror, both the comb and the hair dryer are placed on the right side, and they can be reached by raising their arms.Yan Pingan carefully dried himself before going out. Zhong Jiushao was already lying on the bed in the master bedroom. He was covered with a navy blue quilt, and there was a gray quilt beside him.

The quilt was obviously just taken out, and the color code was very abrupt on the big bed. Yan Pingan hesitated at the door, and carefully looked around, only to feel that everything was novel.

He hadn't been in Zhong Jiushao's bedroom yet, but he had stayed in his house before, but each time the time was not long, and he was very reserved, with his back straightened like a primary school student, and he would leave after sitting for a while.

"You sleep inside." Zhong Jiushao was reading with a book in his hand. It didn't look like a publication. The paper was very old, and the edges were turning yellow. Yan Pingan glanced at it in big characters, and he could probably guess that it was a copy of "Shan Hai Jing".

"Will this be inconvenient?" Yan Pingan stood in front of the bed and thought about how to climb over. Zhong Jiushao's bed was in the shape of tatami mats, occupying an entire wall. It seemed that the layout of the bedroom had also been changed, and the windows had been changed to the front. Facing the side of the door, the lighting during the day will be much better.

But now that Zhong Jiushao was lying outside, Yan Pingan thought about it, walked around to the bed and climbed inside carefully.

"No." Zhong Jiushao watched him put on the quilt, pulled it up to his chin like a good baby, and couldn't help laughing, "You should feel cold in the middle of the night, and you will fall outside, which will make things worse. "

Yan Pingan knew that it might be the yin qi that Zhong Jiushao said, but he hadn't really tried it yet, so he always had a newborn calf not afraid of tigers, and Zhong Jiushao was also by his side, so he said indifferently, "It's okay, I just watched it. There are electric blankets for you."

Zhong Jiushao smiled. The electric blanket had been turned on for a while, but it was only spread on Yan Ping'an's side, so that he could sleep better.

But that kind of cold can't be warmed up by just relying on electric blankets.

The author has something to say: You can search for little angels who don’t know about tatami mats. This kind of bed is a magic weapon for a small bedroom. The bedroom of the stupid author is relatively small, but due to the decoration of the year, there is no way to change it. Super envious QVQ