half sad

My heart is sour.Could it be that Tomoko and Garen had a relationship?Distracted, I let my legs move forward mechanically.The voices of the two men’s conversations are no longer clear. At this moment, I only know how heavy my feelings are: Although I look forward to seeing him every day and cherish every minute and every second with him, but for his Happy and joyful, and sad because of his sadness, I am already completely dominated by him, even if I want to escape, I can't easily put it into action, as if I am addicted to sex.I walked into Zheng Sushi numbly, and Garen asked me what I would like to order. I prevaricated: "It seems that I have no appetite for other puffs after eating puffs just now. You can order." After a while, Desmask helped Seeing Youzi came in, I stepped forward quickly: "Youzi, is it okay for you? I will help you go back later, okay?" Youzi gave me a bright smile: "It's okay, it's not serious at all, after taking medicine, basically It doesn't hurt anymore. Don't spoil everyone's fun, Garen has helped to book the accommodation, and we will go out together to see the night view of the Otaru Canal at night." Hearing this sensitive word, I looked at Garen, but I didn't expect Garen to Long immediately responded: "Okay." I was flustered again. In order not to lose my composure, I quickly searched the topic: "Hey, didn't I hear that Jia Miao was with you too? Why haven't you come yet?" "Oh, I Take Tomoko to see a doctor and let them find it by themselves, it will be soon." "Them?" "Well, he and his girlfriend." "Oh." I suddenly realized, and hurriedly helped Tomoko to sit beside me, and brought out sea urchin Pass the sashimi over. "Ah? How did you know that sea urchin sashimi is my favorite?" "Suzuko, can you call Kamiao for me?" I looked at Kanon suspiciously, but he said seriously, "Kaomi Miao is blind, maybe he will get lost." I had to call Jia Miao obediently. "Don't worry, Suzuko, I'm bringing the navigation, and I'll be there in 5 minutes." After the call ended, everyone was already discussing the New Year's holiday plans, and I sat quietly by the side to listen to the conversation. .Sure enough, Jia Miao came to the store 5 minutes later, accompanied by a pretty woman with long blond curly hair.It's just, just, this beauty always feels a little weird. "Sorry, we're late." I almost spit out the barley tea in my mouth.This, goods, is, male, of!I think Deathmask must have seen the question marks popping up on my head. "Hahaha, Suzuko, I'm joking. Hahaha." The beautiful man smiled charmingly: "You are Suzuko? Yo, Tomoko is here too?" Tomoko looked at me embarrassedly and said, "It's my first time I was deceived by this. Dismask asked me to cooperate with him to tease you again. Sorry..." Jia Miao said coldly: "Also said that Abu is my girlfriend? Please, can you change something new? joke?" "Haha, I just like to see the cute and cute expressions on these girls' faces. It's so interesting!" "It's so funny." I pouted and said strangely. "Let me introduce myself formally. My name is Aphrodite. I'm from Sweden. I came here from the headquarters with Aiolia on a business trip for a month. It just so happened that my old friends met, so I couldn't refuse." Musk sat down next to him, and it seemed that the relationship between the two was very good.While chatting with Desmask, Aphrodite did not forget to catch up with Yuko. The three of them seemed to be in harmony with each other from the back. At this time, I had retreated behind everyone and walked out of the store: I need something new Air. Walking to the street, I took two mouthfuls of fresh air, exhaled it exaggeratedly, and felt a little better. The notification sound of the multimedia message suddenly sounded. I opened it and saw a photo with four Chinese characters: walk alone.

I was stunned and looked at the picture carefully. Isn’t that figure from the back exactly me? From the shooting angle, it can be seen that it was taken by someone in Zheng Sushi, but whose name is this strange cornet? I looked into the store, but the familiar one None of the passers-by behaved abnormally. My heart was in a mess. I couldn't even care about the person taking the sneak shot. I just wanted to take a good breath of the fresh air in Otaru, so that my mind would stop thinking about it. "Lingzi, come in, let's have a big meal Everything is ready." Jia Miao called me. After hesitating, I showed him the multimedia message and explained the meaning of the sentence in Chinese. Jia Miao frowned and whispered a few words in my ear.

I walked into the sushi restaurant alone according to Jia Miao's intention, Dismasker saw me and waved, I pretended to be very happy and shouted: "Hey, Jia Long, are you secretly in love with me? I still want to take a picture of my back and send it to my mobile phone to express my sincere feelings, really." Garen's face turned black: "Girl, do you have delusions?" At the same time, my eyes quickly searched the restaurant, only Seeing a man with short blond hair looking over here, his four eyes met. In just a few seconds, he felt a strong sense of uneasiness. The eyes were very familiar and extremely oppressive, and many fragments flashed in his mind. Just like the movie that has been forgotten for a long time, it is physically and mentally exhausting to be separated from the brain cells under a certain special environment, and then try to integrate them. I braced myself and tried my best to avoid that look. I walked towards Garen, but my body I chose to sit next to Shura as if I was in control. I know that everyone has countless questions about me, but fortunately, Kamiao, who followed closely behind me, made a relief: "Suzuko's skill in activating the atmosphere has improved! Everyone celebrates the progress Let's go." I don't know how the meal ended, I just remember drinking several glasses of wine excitedly. The atmosphere gradually became warmer, and Dismasque shouted: "Lingzi, don't respect Garen Have a cup, senior? At least I have been taking good care of you for half a year." Hearing the word "Garon", I stood up staggeringly. Sticking to his hot cheeks, he grabbed the wine glass with one hand: "Senior, thank you for your care!" He peeked at Garen from the corner of his eyes and poured beer into his stomach. It was so bitter and astringent... trying to hold back the tears from flowing out of his eyes , I showed a satisfied smile, and bowed deeply: "Thank you for your care too!" "Oh!" Everyone toasted together. "I'm so dizzy." Only Dismasque's voice was heard: "Garon, you really drank with her, aren't you allergic to alcohol? Why don't you use fruit juice instead?" , Suzuko seems to be drinking too much, why don't you take her back to the hotel first." Tomoko's voice sounded. "Well, please help me. Take Tomoko to see the canal and leave it to me." Dismasque He patted Garon's firm back. "Well, Jia Miao, Shura, let's go to see the canal with Diss! It's okay to have Garen take care of it." There was a buzzing in my ears, and I don't know how long it had passed. The surroundings finally quieted down.Someone nudged my shoulder: "Suzuko, Suzuko." I tried to open my eyes: "Huh?" "Eat this." The person in front of me handed me a small pill and a glass of water. "Hangover." I obediently took the pills, rested for a while, and felt a lot clearer. "Why are you drinking so fast? It made me have to speed up." I said the truth stickily. "Where, I see that your posture naturally speeds up your drinking." Garen looked innocent, and I couldn't help laughing out loud. "How? Are you better?" "Well, thank you." "Take you back to the hotel to rest." "No, I'm going to Tengu Mountain to see the panoramic view of Otaru." I actually became self-willed. "Okay." The strange thing is that this guy actually agreed very simply. "But we have to take the cable car up." I nodded happily.

After leaving the sushi restaurant, I no longer worry about what kind of eyes the boss will look at me, and I don't care about how other customers point and point, because Garen has already handled everything properly and led me to Mount Tengu.My footsteps were still a little unsteady: "Senior." Garen stopped and looked back at me.I shyly stretched out my right hand, but he hesitated for a moment, then held me with the hand that fascinated me.A warmth spread from the fingertips to the palm, hey, let me be mean for a while.Still stumbling and following behind him, he exerted force on his wrist and held my hand slightly, as if he was afraid that I would accidentally fall down.I bought the cable car ticket up the mountain at the foot of Tiangu Mountain, and the two of them waited for the arrival of the cable car together. I couldn't help being a little excited.Is there anything more romantic than enjoying the beautiful scenery of Otaru with your favorite people?The cable car slowly took us to the top of the mountain. The wind on the mountain was not too strong, but it was chilly.I just feel that the wind blows away the white clouds in the sky, making the sky even more clear and clear. Looking at the Sea of ​​Japan not far away from the tidy Otaru streets, a sense of happiness arises spontaneously. "What are you happy about?" Garen asked me. "I'm sorry, there is a special reason for what happened at dinner today. I think Kamiao will tell you later." "I won't care about that. Now that you think about it, with your character, you won't rashly expose it in public You must have a reason for saying those things this time." Garen's voice softened, and his peach eyes sparkled. "Senior." "Huh?" "I like you, and I like you very seriously." "Thank you!" As expected, Garen's face was calm, and there was no response within 5 minutes after that.I feel cold. "Hey, there are dark clouds floating over, it looks like it's going to rain, let's go back quickly." In fact, I was eager to go back quickly, and my heart was overwhelmed, causing my body to tremble involuntarily. "Are you cold?" "Oh, a little bit, it's a bit windy up the mountain, just go down." I squeezed out a smile.Taking the cable car back to the original road, I raised my head and opened my mouth slightly to try to hold back the tears that were about to burst into my body, but I didn’t inadvertently saw the blond man I met at the sushi restaurant on Tengu Mountain, walking to the place where we just saw the scenery , looking towards the cable car blankly.In order to avoid his gaze, I hid behind Garen, pretending I didn't see anything.

"Hey, Shura, what's the matter?" After getting off the cable car and walking to the hotel, Gallon received a call from Shura, "Huh? There is an urgent experiment to deal with? You have to go back to the laboratory?" I don't know where the courage came from. Standing on tiptoe, he grabbed Garen's cell phone and said, "Senior Shura, I want to go back with you. My phone number is XXX, please contact me." Garen hung up the phone: "What's wrong with you?" "I want to go back Sapporo." "Just leave, what do you mean?" Garen looked at me puzzled.A feeling of anger and shame welled up in my heart: "The confession was rejected, why don't you go home and face the wall and think about it?" Meet at the train station!" After confirming with Shura, I stopped a taxi, "Thank you for showing me such a beautiful scenery." I bowed farewell to Garon, closed the car door and rushed to Otaru Railway Station.

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