The redness hidden deep in the heart of KMHM

The author has something to say: Shen Shiqi really got into a big disaster this time.

So much so that the price turned out to be to remind Cha Duxian of the memories he avoided when he was a child.

Li Zhen told me that perhaps, Shen Shiqi would never wake up again.

I don't believe it, so I'm waiting in silence.

But as time goes by, I seem to gradually accept this fact...

Today's chapter has written me so heartbroken.

After experiencing Sanpu’s departure yesterday [in the TV series], the sad atmosphere could not dissipate for a long time, and the depressed mood also came to today’s update.

What's your hope for the final outcome?

If it is BE, then we will end up in this chapter.

If the hope is HE, then we will make another appointment tomorrow.

[PS: The timing and plot are different from those in the TV series~ So please don’t say that I’m slapping my face or something like TAT. . .

After all, it is the same humanities in my mind...

But the classic plots and important content in the TV series, Tangshui has listed them neatly! !

I love you guys~~~

By the way, do you really not want to watch the episode? ?

So far no one has recommended CP to me...

If you are embarrassed to comment here, then add me on WeChat (it’s definitely not Amway, you’re a purchasing agent or something!! I really just want to make friends with everyone, Smecta!! Use Shen Shiqi’s morals! Bah! I swear by eyeliner! !)

WeChat account: LuqueenloveL (or) 1141092184]

Destiny is like a big gear, everything exists here, and everything obeys here.

No one can control your own destiny, because you don't know what kind of story it will bring you in the next second, and what kind of ending it will bring you.

When I received a call from Chief Ahn, I hurriedly changed into a set of clothes and rushed out of the house. When I arrived at Cha Do-hyun’s house, I saw that the person who had bid farewell to me with a smile two hours ago was sitting on the sofa in the living room.

Because his back was facing me, I couldn't see his expression clearly.

All I know is that the clothes are still the same suit, and the hairstyle is still the same hairstyle.However, as far as the back is concerned, it is less cold than two hours ago, and more gentle and warm.

I still can't believe what Shin Seki did in those two hours actually happened.

Provoking grandma, diverting the comatose father...trying to unplug the oxygen mask used by the father to sustain life.

This is not like the Shin Se-ki I know, this is not like the stubborn but kind-hearted him I know.

"Sulli." Oh Li Jin who was sitting next to Cha Do Hyun found me.

I saw that figure froze for a moment, and then he turned around slowly.

There was a moment when I saw hope, but it was only for a moment.

Although the man in front of him was no different from the one he saw two hours ago, his eyes proved everything.

He's really Cha Do Hyun, and Shin Se Ki... really fell asleep.

March 2015, 3 at 1:[-]pm.

After calming down, I sat there and quietly listened to the people around me explain the whole process of Shen Shiqi's "crime".

It turned out that he had found out about his father's secret sanatorium a few days ago. After several failed negotiations with his grandma, after parting with me tonight, he officially declared war on that unsmiling and strict president.

After leaving his grandmother's house, he went to a nursing home.I don't know what method was used, but the father was quietly transferred out of the special ward without anyone noticing.

Grandma must have been furious when she found out, and dispatched all the "reconnaissance army", and found Shen Shiqi's location within an hour.

When the "reconnaissance army" arrived there, somehow Shin Se-ki had turned into the current Cha Do-hyun.

Why, Cha Do Hyun remembers what Shin Se Qi did so clearly?

Seeing that my mood became unstable again, Wu Lizhen hurried me to her room.

In the incense she lit, I gradually calmed down.

So, I asked her this question.

Why?Why do you remember it so clearly?It stands to reason that this is impossible...

Wu Lizhen looked at me, and finally told me with hesitation, that Cha Do-hyun remembered the painful memory that Shin Se-ki endured for him when he was a child, and Shin Se-ki...maybe merge with Cha Do-hyun and never wake up again.

"Sulli, are you alright?" she asked me a little nervously.

Well, how did I answer her then?By the way, I replied to her so emotionally, and I said: "I know~ I'm so sleepy. I want to go home... I just want to be alone."

Rather than saying that I want to be quiet, it is better to say that I am really waiting.

Waiting for him to fulfill his promise to me.because……

I don't believe that he will never wake up again, and I don't believe that he will never hear from me again after promising to spend my birthday with me tomorrow.

I don't believe it even though he has released me many times before.

I calmly barely fluctuated, calmly as if nothing had happened.

2015 3 Month 2 Day.

I arrived at the company on time as usual, and the vice president at this time was no longer Cha Do Hyun.My position is no longer his assistant, I was transferred to Team Leader Han by the personnel department, and she found me a good job - JI's assistant.

Well, maybe, I've spent my whole life as someone else's assistant...

According to Chang Geum's gossip, the reason why the personnel department arranged my whereabouts so quickly was entirely because Team Leader Han personally went to ask for someone.

As for why, I think it probably has something to do with Shen Shiqi's provocation to her last time.

But before she had time to think of a way to punish me, JI rushed out and got me over.

No matter how you look at it, it looks like a favored slave in ancient times... being scrambled by all kinds of ladies and wives in the house.

Of course, I can never be a likable character in the eyes of Team Leader Han.

The first thing I did when I was transferred to JI was to push away the four assistants surrounding him, and then asked him, "You have so many people serving you, are you still missing?!"

He raised his head, which was concentrating on playing mobile games, and looked at me innocently with blinking eyes.

After a while, he digested my question, and said to me with a smile: "I'm not such an ungrateful person. Although the vice president is gone, I will still take care of the people around him."

"Huh? Where's Secretary Wu? How did I hear them say that Secretary Wu and the vice president were fired together?"

……

shut up!You gossip man!Do you dare to make the burning gossip spirit in your eyes more obvious? ! !

I, who was supposed to be grateful to him, sprouted the desire to kill him three hours later.

A bastard who is harder to serve than Shen Shiqi!No wonder Team Leader Han had such a weird smile on his face when he heard that he was an important person!

Holding the French bacon sandwich set that JI wanted to eat, I walked briskly through the corridors of the company on high heels.

"JI! Your sandwich!"

Pushing open the door of the Rocking practice room, I yelled at the people inside.

"Sullixi" I was answered by a familiar voice.

I stood there blankly looking at the person who was walking towards me holding the cake, and for a moment I forgot to react.

"Sulli! Are you stupid? Or are you so happy to see the vice president?!" JI leaned over, winked at me meanly, and nudged me with her elbow.

That's right, this is Cha Do Hyun, not Shin Se Ki.

Ann Sulli, you are literally dying!How can the two be confused?What if... what if that naive ghost finds out? !

"Cha Du Hyun xi." I stuffed the paper bag in JI's arms, pushed him away and walked towards Cha Du Hyun.

"I heard from Lizhen that today is your birthday." He raised the cake in front of me.

"Happy birthday."

"Thanks..." I murmured.

Looking at the faintly flickering candles on the cake, I sat on the floor of the practice room with my knees tucked in, listening to Rocking and Cha Do Hyun singing birthday songs to me.

The image of Shen Shiqi saying he was going to surprise me last night appeared in my heart, and my eyes gradually became moist.

big liar.The good things you said were just like fine sand that disappeared with the wind.

Rocking left the practice room with the announcement, and only Cha Do Hyun and I were left in the huge space.

"sorry."

After a while of silence, Cha Do Hyun suddenly apologized to me.

"..." I looked at him with some puzzlement, "Why did Cha Duxianxi apologize to me?"

"Well... Shiqi and I shared memories. We took away his time. Today... Today should be his birthday for you. So I'm sorry."

I smiled when I heard the words, then thought about it, raised my head and said to Cha Duxian seriously, "This is not something that Cha Duxianxi should apologize to me. Compared to this, I should be the one who should apologize more. .”

"Sorry. Sorry about everything."

"I didn't control myself. I knew it was impossible but I still willfully walked with Shiqi."

"So much so that it caused you a lot of trouble."

"Yesterday... I shouldn't have let him go yesterday. Now Cha Do Hyun-xi was dismissed by the president, misunderstood by the president, and took the blame for trying to murder his father but couldn't tell the truth. I'm really... really sorry for you." .”

By the end, my voice was a little choked up.Cha Do Hyun looked at me with red eyes.

He stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears that I didn't know when, I smiled a little embarrassedly, and hurriedly raised my head to force back the tears.

"Happy birthday, Sulli. This is from the alternate world."

"Thank you, Sulli. This is what I wanted to tell you."

"Thank you for keeping secrets for me all these years, and guarding these people in my body for me."

"Thank you for letting me know that it's also good to have friends."

"You are the first person who didn't use it as a bargaining chip to threaten me after knowing my secret, and you are also the first child who didn't become a rich man after knowing my secret."

I must be extremely embarrassed now, because when I heard him say these words, I forced myself to smile but couldn't help but shed tears.

When he finished his last sentence, I couldn't help but smiled and nodded.

The smile this time is sincere.

I said to him, "Well, I'm really stupid to pass up an opportunity to make a fortune like this."

That was supposed to be the last one-on-one conversation I had with him before leaving Korea again.

After waiting in the long void for a year and a half, I finally ran away.

When I handed in my resignation letter, Jang Geum and Chief Amuro, who had heard the news, stopped me at the entrance of the personnel department.

"Sullixi, what are you?"

"Yeah! Ann Sulli! Are you crazy?!"

Looking at the two people in front of me who showed sincere regret and reluctance for my resignation, I wet my eyes with embarrassment.

"Master Anshi, Jang Geum! Thank you for taking care of me during this time."

Although my parents didn't know why I was acting like this all of a sudden, they still agreed to my request to go abroad to relax.

After all, for more than a year, my abnormality has already made them anxious.

My mother who came to my apartment was startled by the inexplicably extra medicines at home. Seeing the words "sleeping pills" on one of the bottles, she immediately called my father over from the company.

That night, I sat around the living room with them and talked all night.

The ticket was scheduled to fly from Incheon, South Korea to Paris, France.

This is also the result of my joint discussion with Jang Geum.

Her idea was to let me go to that romantic city to have a beautiful encounter with a handsome blond French guy, so as to forget the trouble of falling in love.

Oh, by the way, about Shen Shiqi, I explained to her that I broke up with him, and he didn't know which city in this world he went to.For this reason, she scolded Shen Shiqi in my ear for three days and three nights.

I feel a little guilty towards Shen Shiqi.

I feel even more guilty about Jang Geum who has never known the truth.

The reason why I chose Paris is that I really want to see the Eiffel Tower at night.See if it is as dreamy and beautiful as the world says.

The only people who came to see me off at the airport were my parents and Jang Geum, who missed work. After saying goodbye to them, I walked towards the security checkpoint with my passport and air ticket.

My mother was still telling me behind me, I turned my back to them and raised my hand to make an "OK" gesture.

Why I don't turn around...

It's because I don't want them to see my tears streaming down my face now.

I'm afraid that if they see me like this, they won't agree with me leaving.

However, no matter how reluctant I am, I have to leave.

Rather than leaving, it is better to say escape.

Escaping from this city that gave me sweet memories but also made my heart ache.

I gradually accepted the fact that Shin Se-ki was asleep, but seeing Cha Do-hyun, the scabbed wound in my heart would still be torn open again.

He has returned to the company, just today.

So, I have to run away as soon as possible.

Seoul is so small that I can bump into him when I go out to buy cup noodles.

Seoul is so big that I never saw the person I wanted to see again.