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For the past week, Lu Mian has been taking care of Zhu Nanming in the hospital. At night, he sleeps in a temporary hospital bed outside Zhu Nanming's ward that costs 80 yuan a night.The phone died long ago, but he never came home.He felt that he had failed too much, and he didn't know how to face Qiao Geng.It's too shameful to go to someone to comfort you after arguing with someone the day before.Besides, although Zhu Nanming's body was fine, but his mental state was not good all the time. After waking up, he didn't eat, drink or speak, and just stared out the window blankly. Seeing Zhu Nanming like this, Lu Mian felt even more guilty.

What made him uncomfortable was that he didn't know if Qiao Geng had called in the past few days since he didn't go home, but Qiao Geng had never been to the hospital once, remembering that the reason for the quarrel that night was because of Qiao Geng's inaction. For the past few days, Mian's chest is like a big stone.

Zhu Nanming's grandfather occasionally came back to see Zhu Nanming, but Zhu Nanming didn't even pay for his respected grandfather's account, he just simply looked out the window, or closed his eyes and pretended to sleep.Grandpa had no choice but to go back with a sigh. Grandpa hadn't talked to Lu Mian, so he might still be angry with him, and he might feel that taking care of Zhu Nanming was a matter of course.

It is rare for Zhu Nanming's parents to stay with Zhu Nanming all the time, at least her mother is there most of the time. After all, Zhu Nanming is a girl, so it would be inappropriate for Lu Mian, a stranger from outside, to take care of her.The two of them had some exchanges in the past few days. Lu Mian found that although Mama Zhu was a philistine, she was careful, daring to love and hate. From the phone calls Mama Zhu had made in the past few days, she could tell that this woman was decisive and well-managed. ability.

If you don't get in touch with people like this, you really won't find out the other person's priority.

"Lu Mian, you stay here and watch Ming Ming first, I have something to do in the cleaning company, I'm leaving first." Just after answering a phone call, it seemed that there was a work-related injury, Zhu's mother hurriedly packed her things and left.

"It's okay, you can go first." Lu Mian nodded her head.

Not long after Zhu's mother left, Zhu Nanming woke up. Zhu Nanming's eyes were slender, not the feeling of holding a girl, but they had a rare indifference.

Zhu Nanming scanned the room, and found that her parents were not there, only Lu Mian was there, moved her mouth, motioning for a drink of water.

Lu Mian took the water, tested the water temperature and fed it to Zhu Nanming as usual.

"Teacher Lu, you don't have to stay with me all the time." After drinking the water, Zhu Nanming opened his mouth.

Thinking about it, Zhu Nanming didn't know about his resignation, and he couldn't tell Zhu Nanming, who is mentally unstable now, if it made her feel guilty and embarrassed, it would be bad.Anyway, Zhu's parents are already working on changing schools, and Zhu Nanming probably won't know about his resignation, so it's better to just tell a white lie.

"It's okay, the school granted me a public holiday, and I've lived comfortably these few days." Lu Mian smiled.

"Where is it? Teacher Lu, you have lost a lot of weight in the past few days, and you are unshaven, and you have lost all your delicate demeanor." Maybe Zhu Nanming is more relaxed when his parents are away, or it may be because he hasn't spoken for a long time, Zhu Nanming is finally willing to speak , which is a good start.

"It's more masculine, are you hungry? Is there anything you want to eat?"

"I'm really hungry, why don't you get me some fruit. Thank you teacher."

"fine."

Lu Mian searched for something suitable for Zhu Nanming among the large number of condolence items piled up on the ground, and suddenly Zhu Nanming said something, but Lu Mian happened to hear it.

She said, "You are also one of the blind people."

Lu Mian took the good things and turned her head to see Zhu Nan smiling youthfully and beautifully, a chill rose from the soles of her feet.

The two of them ate and the other looked at each other, seemingly warm and harmonious. After eating, Zhu Nanming fell asleep again, and Lu Mian was fidgeting next to him.

Don't think about it again, this kid.

In the end, the anxious Lu Mian decided to wake up Zhu Nanming.

Zhu Nanming who was woken up opened his eyes and looked at Lu Mian in confusion: "Is the nurse going to check the bed?"

"No." Lu Mian lowered her head, not daring to look at Zhu Nanming.

"Then why..."

"Zhu Nanming, the teacher wants to apologize to you about your being bullied."

"Teacher Lu, I don't want to hear..." Zhu Nanming frowned and covered the quilt with his bandaged hand.

"At that time, I saw something wrong with the girls, but I didn't go into it. I underestimated the evil of human nature. I thought you were still children, and you didn't realize that children would do the worst things."

"I don't listen..." Zhu Nanming murmured.

"Isn't there a saying on the Internet? He is still a child, don't let him go. No matter what the education is, bullying will happen, especially among junior high school students. These children will give full play to their inner evil and wretchedness. Even their I thought it was justice. People like this should be damned.”

"Do not listen…"

"They will have a lot of evil ideas. I asked before. Their behaviors include peeing on your bed, cleaning your toothbrush to clean the dirt, making up jingles to slander you in class, and saying that you are treacherous inside. Say you seduce boys, say you don't pay attention to personal hygiene, and even after you are cornered and finally resist, you punish evil and promote good in the toilet, and then preach that poor people must have hateful things to eliminate their guilt .

"Even if something happens to you now, they are probably talking about words like you deserve it, maybe they still think they have done something great, right?"

"Yeah." Zhu Nanming echoed in a low voice, tears had already wet her cheeks, Lu Mian handed her a tissue for her to wipe by herself.

"So do you think it's worth it? To spend your life and energy for this group of ignorant and evil people. What are you going to do in the future? Live in their shadow forever? Fear of social interaction? Or do you want revenge? The Tao also cures the body of the person?"

"Hmm..." Zhu Nanming's chest heaved up and down sadly, and he covered his eyes with a tissue, the toilet paper was soaked with tears.

"It's very helpless, right, I feel like everything I do is wrong."

"Um…"

"Then it's better to forget that it's up to me to let them be punished. I promise you, they will get the punishment they deserve, so you have to trust the teacher, you have to live in good health, don't let Can this kind of thing become a hindrance to your growth?"

Although what Lu Mian said was very warm, it couldn't cover up the darkness and gloomyness of what he said, and of course it couldn't cover up the firmness in his words.

Zhu Nanming pulled Lu Mian and talked a lot, about how she was bullied, who took the lead, who was also bullied because of being close to her, and said a lot, many things that Lu Mian was completely unaware of.

Standing at the door of the classroom again, Lu Mian couldn't tell what mood she was in. After talking with Zhu Nanming, her mind was in a mess. She wanted to say something but didn't know how to say it.

Guan Ning is temporarily taking over for Lu Mian, and the new head teacher is still being searched for.

Guan Ning gave way to Lu Mian, and she could see that Guan Ning was still very sad, looking at Lu Mian with sad and helpless eyes.

When they saw Lu Mian going upstairs, the students had already burst into cheers and applause. If the class bell hadn't rang and the dean was there, they would have rushed out.

When Lu Mian entered, the children applauded and cheered, and a few brave ones rushed up and hugged Lu Mian, trying to prevent Lu Mian from leaving. Lu Mian smiled and asked the students to be quiet, and the children reluctantly returned to their seats.

"Everyone should know about my resignation." Finally, the class became quiet, because Lu Mian's words made the pot explode again.

"do not know!"

"Lu Shuai, don't leave!"

"No way!"

A few sentences were mixed in: "It's all the pig's head." The pig's head should be a derogatory name for Zhu Nanming.

Lu Mian put away her smile and glared at the students with her usual angry look, the students subconsciously fell silent.

"Today, I'm here to give you the last lesson, please keep quiet and listen carefully?"

"it is good!"

"About Zhu Nanming's matter, although the school keeps everyone secret, I think everyone knows that she was bullied. In short, she was bullied. So before the class started, did anyone turn themselves in?"

As soon as Lu Mian's voice fell, the room went from being quiet to murmurs to whispers to explosions, but no one stood up.

"If you don't take the initiative to stand, I will call the roll call."

Hearing the words from the road, two boys stood up first, and one of them was still cursing: "What are you pretending to be like, what do you usually look like, haven't you seen it?"

It seemed that he was still a little dissatisfied after cursing a sentence, and opened his mouth again: "Someone Zuo said about you."

There is only one surnamed Zuo in the class, named Zuo Sheng, she is a cheerful girl, usually very sensible, teachers of all subjects speak well of her.Usually observed, she is always a good person in disputes with her classmates, and she seems to be a pretty good girl.

"You spitting blood! I have never bullied a pig...Zhu Nan..." Zuo Sheng realized that he had made a slip of the tongue and immediately shut up, climbed onto the table and wept loudly.

"Pretend to be innocent!" Someone cursed, and the class became noisy again.

"Just these two boys? What else?"

Unexpectedly, the girl who claimed that Zhu Nanming was being bullied stood up. Seeing her stand up, boys and girls stood up one after another. At this time, Lu Mian realized that Qiao Xin didn't seem to be in the class, but he didn't care about Qiao now. new time.

Almost everyone in the class stood up, and the remaining few who didn't stand up also stood up under the persecution and instigation of others, and the rest were only two or three top students in the class who were deaf to world affairs, and four or five thin students. Skinny little kid.

"Okay, let's all sit down."

"I didn't come here today to punish you, although you should all be punished, but I can't punish you alone, so I will just reason with you.

"Rule [-]: Bullying others does not prove that you are strong. Luo Jun, stand up."

Luo Jun is the leader of the girls in the class, and she is the number one in bullying Zhu Nanming.

Luo Jun rolled his eyes and stood up, with the meaning of 'whatever you say, labor and capital don't care'.

"Luo Jun, you took off your shoes."

"what…"

"Take off."

At first I thought I would be scolded, but it turned out that this was the case, Luo Jun couldn't figure it out, but seeing Lu Mian's attitude and the unkind eyes of the people in the class, Luo Jun took off his shoes.

"It stinks." Lu Mian covered her nose in a disgusted gesture.

"You fart...you are talking nonsense, I take a bath and change clothes every day, how could it stink."

Lu Mian ignored her.

Another girl was called: "Zhang Xueer, stand up."

Zhang Xueer is a good friend of Luo Jun, and neither of the two sisters is a fuel-efficient lamp.

"What?" Zhang Xueer looked at Lu Mian warily.

"Why did your mother give you such a vulgar name, Xue'er, Fang'er, Bing'er...it sounds like an npc that only appears once in a novel...cannon fodder." Lu Mian couldn't help but use the house language and changed her words .

"Wang Peng, stand up."

"what?"

"Is the king's glory fun? Don't you feel ashamed to play a simple plagiarism game?"

"Wang Zhiyu, how many girlfriends is this now? Are you worthy of true love? Are you not afraid that the girl you hurt will stab you to death with a knife in the middle of the night?"

"Cui Fali, I think you really have a problem with the aesthetics of your clothes. Do you know that the red and green match is bullshit?"

"Li Yingying, who are you trying to seduce by changing your school uniform skirt so short?"

...

Poisonous tongue is Lu Mian's hidden skill. He told the children who Zhu Nanming specifically named during the bullying, and the room was filled with the smell of gunpowder.

When he finished talking about the last student, Luo Jun slammed down the book: "Zuo Sheng, have you cried enough for your mother, your mother is crying!"

"Does it feel good to be scolded?"

no one speaks

"You must be sick, you have smelly feet, shameless." Luo Jun couldn't bear to scold.

"Yes, student Luo Jun is very smart, and he talked about the key point of my first subject. Human thinking is the only one that exists only in your own body, so some ways of thinking are often only available to you, such as people who like to steal things, see The world thinks that everyone in the world must steal things; people who love to lie think that everyone in the world will lie; so people who say that other people's feet have smelly, often have some kind of discordant smell on them, otherwise why are you, Luo Jun? Take a bath once a day."

"Mom, I just love cleanliness!"

"Oh, the teacher believes in you, but from what I said just now, Wang Zhiyu, you answer this question, do you think Luo Jun is smelly?"

"what?"

"Ah what? Do I stink? Have you smelled it?"

"Just by feeling."

"Ah...Actually, I think Luo Jun smells pretty good, but Mr. Lu, when you say that, I wonder if Luo Jun really smells bad...so she sprayed perfume on purpose to make herself smell so good... "

"Sweet your mother!"

"Okay, stop, stop. Student Luo Jun is not smelly, and her roommate can definitely testify. What I want to say is that scolding others will not make you noble, but will make people think that you are a guilty conscience. You understand Does this make sense?"

Luo Jun stopped talking, and sat down on the seat.

"The first question is clear, let's talk about the second truth: don't follow others, but have your own values. Let me tell you a story. Once upon a time, there was a man who followed an old woman late at night and killed her. She must be killed according to the laws of the country. May I ask the judges how to deal with him?"

"Of course it is to kill him, kill him to pay for his life, and pay back the debt." The students replied.

"But this man is the only mage in the kingdom. Because of his existence, the neighboring countries who have been eyeing him dare not invade the country's territory."

At this time, there was a disagreement in the class. Some people said they would kill them, some said they would not kill them. The country collapsed.

"No other answer?"

"Gone."

"This is your problem, Zuo Sheng, stop crying and stand up."

Zuo Sheng stood up unsteadily: "Teacher Lu, what's wrong?"

"To be honest, what do you think should be done with it?"

"Of course not."

"I want to hear what you really think."

"My idea is not to kill."

"Really?" Lu Mian stared at Zuo Sheng without saying a word, Zuo Sheng looked at Lu Mian in a panic and finally said, "I think I want to kill him."

There was a commotion in the class, someone scolded Zuo Sheng for being stupid, Zuo Sheng looked nervously at the direction of the sound, trying to find out who said it.

"You are brave enough to express your point of view. Those who say you are stupid are really stupid."

The class fell silent for a moment, and Zuo Sheng continued tremblingly: "First of all, I think it is necessary to kill people to pay for their lives. Since they are citizens of the country, they must be killed according to the laws of the country. No one can engage in privileges, otherwise the law will become a law. Some people's restrictions, some people's carnival."

"Well, well said, continue."

"The second is the invasion of neighboring countries. This country relies too much on mages. If one day the mages are gone, won't they still be invaded? If they lag behind, they will be beaten. Therefore, people in this country should also strive to be proud and don't rely on mages. , otherwise it would be better to let the mage be the king."

"Well, very good, is there any more?" Lu Mian encouraged Zuo Sheng to continue talking. Zuo Sheng was a little scared when he saw the chattering crowd, and wanted to say something else, but he shook his head and sat down.

"Then what do you think of Zuo Sheng's answer?"

"it is good!"

"Then do you still have any objections?"

"Gone!"

Lu Mian's head hurts.

"Jiang Ruo, what do you think?" Jiang Ruo, the name of the top student in the class, was also one of the children who didn't stand up.

"My idea is similar to Zuo Sheng's, but I know what Teacher Lu means." Jiang Ruo glanced at the weak students: "Mr. Lu, I want you to have your own way of judging, instead of saying what others say. Just say what you want, it’s not the teacher who praises which one is good, which one is good. Teacher Lu still asks you to learn from me every day? Why don’t you learn from me!”

Xueba is Xueba, this kind of otherworldly aura immediately enlightened the idiots in the class and made them understand.

Lu Mian wondered if the children really understood what she said so much?Or take it as a joke.

Driving back to the familiar apartment building, Lu Mian finally let go of his heart. He took out the key, only to find that the lock of Qiao Geng's house had been changed.Lu Mian was puzzled and knocked on the door.

It turned out to be a strange woman who opened the door. The sound of renovations came through the room, and the woman shouted to Lu Mian in a noisy voice: "Who are you looking for?"

"I'm looking for the owner of this house..."

"Ah... the previous owner just moved away. Is your name Lu Mian? Before leaving, the previous owner said that he threw your things upstairs and asked you to go and get them."

"What do you mean?"

"What do you mean?" the woman wondered.

"I don't understand, the previous master...before leaving..."

"That is to say! They moved! Aren't you roommates? He didn't contact you?"

The author has something to say:

About Bullying

I was also a bully and a bully bearer

So I have all kinds of thoughts in my heart, and I really want to write him, but I can't express it well.