I have a date with the beast

The days were going on as usual, Jiang Ze and Xiao Feng nested in that not-so-small but definitely not big rental house. The latter once asked Jiang Ze if he wanted to change his place of residence, and he simply said rejected.

Although this room is small, it carries thousands of memories.He couldn't bear to ask him to leave.

Maybe Jiang Taotao really invited his old friends behind his back, and the night market is doing well, and Jiang Ze couldn't be busy alone during a certain period of time.Fortunately, Xiaofeng finally gradually learned to simply help out, and it can be regarded as helping Jiang Ze.

In fact, whether the stall is in operation or not, Jiang Ze can live comfortably.It's just that he wanted to find something for himself to do, so Xiaofeng followed him.However, on seven days a week, the stalls are always closed for two or three days. As for the reason, it may be because of traveling far away to see the great rivers and mountains of the motherland, or some other... unspeakable things.

The Lin family and his wife are no strangers to Jiang Ze's way of setting up stalls as he pleases. After all, he and Xiaofeng are still young, so they must not be willing to be confined to this noisy and chaotic place.And the most important thing is that Jiang Ze seems to have changed a lot now compared to when he first came here, and they all see that good change in their eyes, and they are very relieved.

And Jiang Ze himself felt deeply satisfied from the inside out, which is an experience he has never experienced in the more than [-] years he has lived.Not only because the current stable and warm life with Xiaofeng makes him feel at ease, but also because of a wonderful feeling of fullness.

He couldn't describe the feeling, as if he had lost a lot of things all the time, but in these days, those things slowly poured into his body by themselves, integrated into his limbs, and finally became a part of his body.

Speaking of Jiang Taotao, Jiang Ze hadn't seen him for a while. Ever since the short conversation in the living room that night, Jiang Taotao had disappeared without a trace.When asked, Xiaofeng only replied indifferently that the sixth brother is unruly by nature, and the world is too restrictive for him, and when he feels bored with his own experience, it will naturally appear.

Jiang Ze seemed to understand, but felt that although he had a child's body, he was actually an out-and-out gluttonous monster, and he had gone to other places to find delicious food.

In his spare time, Jiang Ze couldn't help but think of what Jiang Taotao had said. That day, the mocking wind prevented him from continuing to ask, and he never mentioned it again.Seeing that Xiaofeng had no intention of explaining, Jiang Ze tactfully kept silent.

However, as a creature like a human being, the more desperately he wants to forget some incomplete traces that are close to the truth, the more violent the memory resists. The fragments of time are pieced together and interpreted by the person unwillingly, trying to tell its owner everything .

Half a year ago, one night after he broke up with Xiaofeng, Jiang Taotao stopped him at the crossroads and complained indifferently: "Third Brother has been waiting for you for a long time."

"a long time."

Jiang Ze didn't dare to know how many times the sun rose and the moon sank, and how many times the stars moved.

He didn't dare to delve into the meaning of the first life that Jiang Taotao said later.

He didn't want to understand, didn't dare to understand, and didn't want to understand, but Jiang Ze is not stupid, and the truth is like a poisonous snake that looks deceptive and is spitting out a message. The sound of the brain tempted him to connect all the fragments together, and finally formed a vague but reasonable answer.

After all, he couldn't lie to himself. When he set foot on the road to Huangquan that day to see his father again, when he felt the indescribable sense of familiarity, when Po Meng looked at himself and the ridicule around him with almost sad and sympathetic eyes. When the wind is blowing, everything is said and done.

Xiaofeng's concern, Xiaofeng's thoughtfulness, Xiaofeng's tenderness...Jiang Ze understood all of them.

He asked himself, what kind of virtue and ability is it?

The cold winter has come, and the snow that has been falling for several days has finally stopped, and the world is as ethereal and quiet as water because of this snow.The neon lights on the street are flashing, pedestrians are hurrying along the roadside, and the old buildings in the distance emit a dim yellow and soft light.

Jiang Ze and Xiao Feng strolled home from the night market after closing the stalls. The two walked in unison, shoulders lightly pressed against shoulders, close and harmonious.

Jiang Ze glanced at the hands that were tightly intertwined with the mocking wind, then raised his head to look at the sharp-edged side face of the mocking wind, and immediately lowered his head when he felt that the other party had a tendency to turn his head back, for fear that he would find out that he was peeking at him .

Smiling at the wind, he asked, "What are you looking at?" His voice was hoarse and deep, accompanied by the cold winter wind, there was a bit of sexiness that couldn't be ignored in the coldness.

"It's nothing." Jiang Ze replied hastily with a pale face.

They now have a regular and orderly life schedule, going to bed at 06 o'clock in the evening and getting up at 30:[-] the next morning.Naturally, there will be dry wood and fire, and a night of lingering will be inevitable.As an ancient divine beast, Xiaofeng has amazing physical strength and is also exceptionally talented in this area. With Jiang Ze's mortal body, he must have been exhausted early in the middle of the journey.

When it comes to sex=things, Xiaofeng will no longer be indifferent and calm as usual. When Jiang Ze's face is blushing and his eyes are full of spring water, he is lying under him, and his body is covered with a layer of seductive pink, and all his reason is thrown away instantly At the back of his head, his eyes were covered by raging cockroaches, and the ever-increasing speed and range of movements fully exposed his sinking.But he obeyed his will and carried the loss of control to the end, with only one thought in his mind: to let Jiang Ze gasp, groan, and sob under him.

Jiang Ze could hardly resist the unstoppable enthusiasm for Xiaofeng, but he would still gladly accept the excruciating pleasure and ultimate satisfaction brought by Xiaofeng.

But most of the time, the two just hug each other and fall asleep without dreaming all night.

Xiaofeng is an excellent human-shaped air conditioner. When the weather is cold, Jiang Ze is reluctant to let go of him as soon as he hugs him. Although there is Xiaofeng, the whole room is kept at an absolutely suitable temperature, but Jiang Ze can't help but stick to him. go up.Xiaofeng was very satisfied with his lover's behavior of throwing himself into his arms, so he hooked the corner of his mouth and hugged him even tighter.

Some time ago, the landlady asked about the condition of the air conditioner. There was no heating in the house. She was worried that the air conditioner was too old and could not provide heat.

They were just outsiders renting a house, but Jiang Ze was moved for no reason that the landlady was so caring.Later, he often went to visit her with Xiaofeng and brought some small items. After all, the landlady's children are all abroad, and her husband has passed away for many years. It is really lonely to have no one to rely on.

The snow that had gradually stopped outside the window began to fall again, and this night was destined to be different from the past.

Just as he was about to fall asleep, Jiang Ze noticed something abnormal coming from inside his body.It seems that there is something hidden for a long time, ready to go.

Jiang Ze subconsciously shrank into Xiaofeng's arms again, to drive away the uncomfortable feeling of strangeness.

Jiang Ze's breath was filled with the familiar fragrance of Xiaofeng's body, and the warm skins of each other were so close to each other, Jiang Ze finally closed his eyes in peace.

Consciousness was pulled out of the body, and just as he was completely asleep, a dizzy feeling of falling from a high altitude swept over him in an instant.

The body kept falling, falling, falling, and the suffocation brought about by the weightlessness almost made him unable to breathe.The falling didn't stop for a moment, and I don't know how long it took. Just when Jiang Ze thought that this kind of falling would go on endlessly, the world spun and he fell into a pool of bone-chilling deep water.

The icy lake water scrambled into his seven orifices first, the cold penetrated into his limbs and bones, and the icy frost slowly but aggressively crawled over his heart until it was completely frozen.

...he was going to die.

Jiang Ze was in great pain. He was suspended in the water, neither sinking nor floating. The flowing torrents ravaged his fragile body, and the invisible beast turned into a jet of air, rising from the abyss and heading straight for Jiang Ze.

What followed were countless fragmentary pictures.Those pictures are strange and familiar, spanning countless spring flowers, autumn moon, summer rain, winter snow, and how much sadness and sadness are contained in them.

Jiang Ze saw a man in Tsing Yi waving a folding fan decorated with poems in a graceful manner, and reciting "Phoenix Seeking the Phoenix" in his mouth;

He saw a muttering fortune teller, sitting on the corner of the street quietly watching the pedestrians, with a smile on his mouth, revealing a bit of desolation that sees through the world of mortals;

He saw a monk, dressed in cloth and sandals, recite scriptures piously in the temple, and solve problems for the donors who came to burn incense and worship Buddha;

He saw a doctor with a wooden box on his shoulders, shuttling through the mud in the countryside, hanging a pot to help the world, and rejuvenating his hands;

……

After a long time, he finally saw himself.

"The river is like the wind."

"I am Mr. Liusheng."

"The poor monk's Dharma name is No Thought."

"My humble Lu Ziqing."

……

"I'm Jiang Ze."

What those pictures have in common, apart from the identical appearance of the characters, there are other things that people can ignore inadvertently, but it is also the most critical point——

An arm embracing Jiang Rufeng's shoulder; on the second floor of the restaurant opposite Mr. Liu Sheng, there is always a white figure beside the window; One body; in the countryside and fields, wherever the doctor passes by, within a short while, a majestic strange beast will flash past.

Also, Jiang Ze, who was still a student at that time, was standing in the audience watching a social drama in an old school uniform that had been washed white. Behind him, a young man in black looked at him silently. One batch came after another, and he was the only one who accompanied Jiang Ze to watch.

That is... a deep and unswerving love.

Jiang Ze opened his eyes suddenly, his brain felt unbearably painful because too many memories were forcibly poured into it in a short period of time, and it almost burst.

He was panting heavily, his chest was heaving violently, and when he reached out his hand to touch it, he found that his face was already full of tears, while mocking wind half embraced him, his lips lightly pressed against his forehead, and he did not know how long he had maintained this movement.

Seeing Jiang Ze wake up, Xiaofeng once again raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes. When he spoke, he added a strong self-blame: "Lingzhu will return the memory to the original owner. I didn't expect it to be so fast."

Jiang Ze choked up more and more, and looked at Xiaofeng with deeper emotions than before: "...I'm sorry, I kept you waiting...for so long." Then, he continued with a trembling voice: "Actually ...you are the one who is stupid."

He laughed at the wind without saying a word, but hugged Jiang Ze, his usually indifferent face was distressed and relieved at the moment.

No regrets.