Mr. Zhang went to filming

Here, Jang Hyuk is caught in a very absurd and incomprehensible confrontation in his life.

In the room, Xie Xingchen fell asleep, fell asleep, and woke up.

At 12:30 in the evening, there was no one beside me.

"... Brother Fei?"

He got up, the drowsiness effect of the painkiller had worn off.I got up and went to the bathroom and the corridor to look around. No one was there, and I immediately called Zhang He's cell phone.

The other side quickly picked up: "Chenchen? I'm downstairs, don't worry."

"I'll be right back."

Xie Xingchen obediently said "Yes", but at the moment the phone hung up, he heard a man's cold voice clearly from the other end.

"Don't go."

It's Lu Chifei.His black pupils sharpened instantly.

……

Just as Zhang He hung up the phone, his wrist was grabbed.

In my impression, Lu Chifei's body temperature is low, and his fingers are still cool after many years.The memory made him dazed for 0.01 second, and then he hurriedly shook it bluntly, but failed to shake it off.

In front of him, Lu Chifei's pupils were like a deep pool of water.

Obviously suppressing the turbulent emotions, as if there were a thousand words.

But helplessly, Mr. Zhang really didn't want to delve into it at the moment—his current state of mind was like an honest man with a lovely wife waiting for him to go back, but on the way he was entangled by a difficult ex-girlfriend.

worry.

Really sad.

Zhang He: "I'm sorry, I really have to go back to coax the children."

Perhaps the wording of "coaxing the child" was not accurate enough, Lu Chifei was stunned, and a glimmer of hope seemed to rekindle in his eyes: "Brother He, that boy... who is it to you?"

He looked at Zhang He, and Zhang He looked at him.

Zhang He: "I have a new love. What else can it be? Haven't you checked everything? Well, let it go."

Lu Chi refused to let go.

Zhang He then pushed harder, Lu Chifei staggered for half a step, his eyes flashed with gloom, but he grabbed him even tighter: "Impossible, you...wouldn't like that at all!"

Zhang He was helpless: "Then which one should I like?"

Lu Chi stopped talking.

Zhang He twisted his hand away, turned and left.Behind him, Lu Chifei's slightly trembling voice came again:

"Brother He, it's been five years...you hate me that much?"

"..."

Hate, in fact, it doesn't count.

But what Zhang He didn't expect was that in the next second, he was suddenly hugged by Lu Chifei from behind.They had never had such close physical contact with him before.

The instant cold fingertips made people shudder.

Memories popped up.

Many years ago, Lu Chifei’s small dark house, barbecue stalls, auditions, sleepless nights of chatting, hidden feelings that cannot be said, and the sky full of stars on the roof...

There was a strange yet familiar voice in my ear: "What is he! Why is that kind of person still by your side now?"

"Brother He, it's been five years, how long will it take? Are you really planning to go on like this? Are you really planning to forgive me for the rest of your life?"

His chin rested on his shoulder, and his voice trembled slightly.

"Why...you just can't help but understand, that phone call...I was just arguing with someone that day, and I was just talking nonsense!"

"My family, they didn't care about me since I was a child, but when they saw that I had just got a little grade, they came to cry, ask for money, and force me to take out things that I couldn't give at the time. At that time, I... just Angry and crazy, the words I said were just angry words."

"I never... never thought that those nonsense would be heard by you."

"I never wanted to hurt you either."

"I have been working hard for so many years, just to prove to you that I am not the kind of person you think."

"Why don't you understand. It's been five years, why don't you understand?"

"..."

The shadow of the tree is Hessian, swaying with the night wind, like a ghost.

Xie Xingchen came down in such a hurry that he didn't even put on his coat.The autumn wind is very cold, and the piercing cold hits the chest cavity.

And everything in front of him made the blood around him seem to be frozen.

His person, the person who should only belong to him, was held in the arms of others.What made him go crazy even more was that Zhang He didn't struggle!

He was silent for a moment, and only asked Lu Chifei: "Since this is the case, why didn't you say it then?"

"At that time, I didn't give you a chance to explain, but you didn't say anything."

"Give me a chance?" Lu Chifei's eyes were red, and he gritted his teeth, "Brother He, think about it carefully, did you really give me a chance to explain?"

"You drove me away overnight and didn't listen to my excuses. I went to the company to find you later, but you didn't see me and let the security guard throw me out. You avoided seeing me for five years and refused to say a word to me. Blame me for not explaining?!"

The wind is colder.

Zhang He looked at the ground and sighed.

Yes, Lu Chifei came to look for him back then.

The secretary called to ask Mr. Zhang if you saw him, but he said he didn't see him - after all, he couldn't lose his temper for such a fucking thing.

What he thought then was, next time.

The next time Lu Chifei comes again, he will listen to his explanation.

But who knows, there will never be a next time.

Lu Chifei was a man with backbone, and he never came to him again.Ironically, one of the advantages that Lu Chifei attracted Zhang He back then was his super high self-esteem.

……

Who is to blame?

After that, ignoring each other, another five years passed.

Zhang He is not a fool either. During the past five years, he has thought about many things over and over again, and of course he knows that those words are more or less angry words and cannot be taken seriously.

Can it be useful?

Useless.It was still the most painful stab at him.

The most initial and purest feelings in life, I really can't listen to that kind of words.

Of course, the 27-year-old Jang Hyuk is too young when he thinks back to that time.For the first time in a lifetime of success and success, he was completely defeated, his dignity was shattered, and he felt ashamed.

It directly caused a certain psychological shadow, and even started to escape without a trace.

Suspended life, sealed box, put all good things away.And for whom and for what is all this, but deliberately suppressed not to think about it.

He didn't allow himself to think about whether he had always had an unrealistic fantasy in his heart for so many years.Are they all ashamed and ashamed like that, and still foolishly waiting, waiting for the day when there might be a miracle and talk about it.

But now, he waited until what he had always wanted to wait.

Finally waited.

It's not easy, I thought I would never have it in my life, but after five years, I finally got it.

Too late.

In the past six months, too many things have happened.

Zhang He himself didn't expect it at all, he just "picked up a poor child and went home to raise it", why did he go step by step, step by step...

Xie Xingchen took apart the things he didn't want to take apart.

Xie Xingchen decorated the home he didn't want to decorate.

Even the past that was hidden in my heart, the past that I didn't want to get out of, and the people who didn't want to mention it, were all invaded by that child.

Zhang He still has an unsolved mystery——

In front of Xie Xingchen, he really, really hardly mentioned Lu Chifei.And he has trained so many male stars in the past, but Xie Xingchen can accurately target Lu Chifei among thousands of troops. What kind of special function is this?

he does not know.

I only know that with Chenchen, life becomes happy and full of small surprises.Even before he was confessed, Zhang He always thought he was very cute.

Living with him, there is a feeling that you can live forever and live forever.

However, it was precisely because Xie Xingchen's feeling of being together was so different from his feeling towards Lu Chifei that he was still not sure.

Because it is really confusing——if this kind of heartache, unwillingness, and unforgettable thing for years is love, then what is the other warm existence.And if that warm and happy thing is love, then what is it that he has been secretly thinking about for five years?

So contradictory.

Human feelings are really a fucking thing.

With his villainous face, he must not have the protagonist's life, and maybe he shouldn't touch it.

……

Zhang He finally broke free from Lu Chifei.

Lu Chifei's strength was much stronger than before. He put in a lot of effort, but the other party still didn't want to let go.

"Brother He, you don't have to choose me, you can bear hatred against me, but I won't allow you to choose someone like that in the end!"

"I waited for five full years, not to see you finally... choose someone like that!"

"It's so unfair, what is he? Is there anything he can give you that I can't give? You also took him...to the playground, did you forget? That was supposed to be the place we made an appointment with, five years ago, You promised to take me there, you said you would buy me rabbit ears, balloons, and take me to eat ice cream hot pot..."

"It's supposed to be my stuff...Why should he be! Brother He, since you've seen his file, you know he's very dangerous! A kid like this who's mentally abnormal, what on earth do you—"

His words were not finished.

Because that "dangerous" boy had appeared under the streetlight next to him at some point.The cold hands in the cold wind forcefully broke the wrist he was holding Zhang He, and his eyes were as cold as ice.

Zhang He: "Chenchen."

But beep the dog, he should go home early.

I don't know when Chenchen came down, and how much he heard and saw.

Difficult, life is too difficult.

Xie Xingchen looked very scary at the moment, not only because of his gloomy eyes, but also because of his current appearance——

I don't know why.The child didn't even put on a coat, and his lips turned white in such a cold day, but on his face was the pair of gold-rimmed glasses that Zhang He had put beside his pillow.

It's a flat lens that anyone can wear.

On Zhang He's face, it has the effect of "weakening temperament", which makes Zhang He wear it like a villain and become a gentle scum.

But on Xie Xingchen's face, it had the opposite effect.

He was originally a stern young man with a righteous face, but after wearing it... he somehow looked like a perverted murderer with emotions?

is really like.

Zhang He is so familiar with him that he feels like him.It's no wonder that Lu Chifei suddenly changed color when he saw him.

……

Xie Xingchen's old injury has not healed, Zhang He is really afraid that they will fight again.

Quickly grabbed the little wild dog from behind, and wrapped the little wild dog directly into his arms.

It was so cold, the silly boy was so stiff and cold, his bones were piercing.

Oh, it hurts, shit.

Zhang He lowered his eyes. In fact, there was something in his heart that he wanted to say. After so many years and so many things, after thinking about it, he couldn't say anything in the end——

Five years ago, he tried what it was like to give one's heart completely.

Even if he didn't want to admit it, he had actually waited for Lu Chifei for at least four and a half years.

Did not wait.

That can't be helped, if you miss it, you miss it.

At this moment, he could see the obvious anger, grievance and unwillingness in Lu Chifei's eyes.But Zhang He is serious here, there is nothing he can do.

In such a long period of five years, Lu Chifei could have had countless opportunities to say what he said today before Xie Xingchen appeared.

Then maybe all the results will be different.

But now, it's too late.

Zhang He hugged the boy in his arms tightly, feeling mixed feelings, but also a little bit of luck - that past, after all, polished him.

Let him give his first love wholeheartedly, and then be let down, he knows the uncomfortable feeling, but he learns to be tolerant and gentle to others.It is also for this reason that he is willing to cherish the purest feelings of others when they are young, and is reluctant to get hurt by the little baby's first love.

In the end, we got some good results, didn't we.

Lu Chifei has been watching.

Look at the tenderness in Zhang He's eyes, look at that handsome boy with black pupils.The boy's eyes were really sick, making people uncomfortable, and he kept staring at him, as if he was mad with jealousy and desperately suppressed.

Finally he asked him: "Lu Chifei, do you know what Brother Fei likes to eat?"

"Except for peaches, can you name one thing? No, right? But I can, I can name twenty or thirty, because I cook for him every day, can you cook?"

Knowing how to cook is not considered a skill, Lu Chifei thought to himself.

Since you depend on him for a living, isn't it natural to do housework?

Xie Xingchen: "Yes, I came out of an orphanage, but before I met him, I had been relying on myself to support myself. Okay, you can say that I can rely on him, but next year I will go to university. The last simulation I got the third place in the city, and I can go to any university in S city."

"Have you ever been to college, may I ask?"

Lu Chifei: "..."

"I planned to go to the same university as Feige and become an alumni. I originally wanted to study finance. But after thinking about it, I would not be short of money anyway, so I chose to study nutrition."

"Because, I will cook for him and take care of him with nutrition for the rest of my life."

A series of oaths of sovereignty.

Then, Lu Chifei saw the biggest and most malicious ridicule on the boy's face.

"Oh, by the way, do you know why I called him Fei Ge?"

"It's been five years, and it's Brother He. You don't even know his name, do you? Have you ever heard of Zhang Tufei?"

"You don't even know his real name, so why do you rob me?"

The author has something to say: mocking Chenchen, open all online =w=