what is emotion

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She Chen has been secretly in love with a girl in the same class since he was a freshman in high school. He has never dared to confess it because he knows that he is not in the scope of that girl's choice of spouse.

It can be said that many girls just regard him as a friend, and will not have other feelings for him.

There is no other reason, because he is too small, in front of a group of students of the same age, even in front of some junior high school students, he looks very small, just like a younger brother, and is often mistaken for a junior high school student .

This is not a matter of height. She Chen also has 178. Although he does not look particularly tall, he is not short either. It is his face and temperament that make him look really small.

This is also the reason why he has never dared to confess. That girl doesn't like him at all, and there is someone else she likes.

That person is not in their class, but he is very famous.

Because he is the school's grassroots student, he is exactly the opposite of She Chen's appearance, he has a particularly domineering appearance, and also a special Su's appearance.Many girls have a crush on him.

And the most important thing is that this school grass is also very good in academics and sports. He is simply a perfect person.

So She Chen dared not confess even more, he still has self-knowledge, although in terms of looks, the two have their own characteristics, but a discerning person can tell at a glance that the school girl is more popular with girls, and She Chen But it is easy to arouse the maternal love of girls.

So She Chen didn't confess his love until he graduated from high school.

Later, he was lucky enough to be in the same university as that girl, and just when he mustered up the courage to confess, he ran into a scene where the girl confessed to the school girl.

Although the school grass did not agree, She Chen was also desperate.

This is what girls say, "Zhou Wan, I like you, and I have liked you for a long time!

Maybe you don't know, we are from the same high school!Also in the same junior high school, I have liked you for too long.So today I plan to tell you about this matter, whether you agree or not, I want to tell you!

I think this is a matter between the two of us, even though I know you will reject me, but I still want to tell you, because I want you to end my 7-year relationship, I have suppressed it for too long, I can't bear it anymore.

Zhou Wan, promise me okay?"

Zhou Wan was not moved, but refused very flatly, even without a slight change in expression, as if this confession was just an understatement of liking, rather than a girl who had instilled 7 years of affection.

She Chen couldn't control his impulsiveness. He felt that he had only liked her for nearly four years, and he was already unable to suppress the love in his heart. Many times, it was even because of cowardice that he dared not confess, but she persisted for 7 years. year!A full 7 years!

She Chen looked at Yan Yuyi's unconcealed disappointment and Yan Yuyi's appearance of crying, feeling extremely distressed.

So he couldn't control himself and rushed out, and even got into a fight with Zhou Wan without saying a word.

In the end, both parties were unhappy, and She Chen thought that Yan Yuyi would be happy for a while, after all, he helped him beat Zhou Wan, the "wretched person", but Yan Yuyi stepped forward to ask if Zhou Wan was injured. , don't care about yourself at all.

She Chen felt sad, and Yan Yuyi didn't care about standing up for her at all. When She Chen was sad, Yan Yuyi suddenly turned her head and seemed to recognize him. "Chenchen, what's wrong with you?" come out

In high school, Yan Yuyi always called She Chen that way. At that time, Yan Yuyi always regarded She Chen as her younger brother, so the nickname became extra intimate, which made She Chen happy for a long time...

Yan Yuyi obviously just realized that the boy who suddenly appeared and beat someone was his younger brother, so instead of not caring just now, she hurried forward to check if he was injured.

Seeing Yan Yuyi caring about him, She Chen was very happy, but at this moment, he heard Zhou Wan's words saying "Yan Yuyi, right? I promise you."

The clear voice was very clear beside the empty grove, and even had some echoes.

It also made She Chen's heart drop to the bottom.

Hearing Zhou Wan's words, Yan Yuyi raised She Chen's hand for a while, and then happily threw herself into Zhou Wan's arms.

There was an uncontrollable smile on his face, a tremor in his voice, but even more joy that he couldn't hide, "Zhou Wan, that's great, that's great..."

She Chen looked at Zhou Wan and gave him a provocative look, not caring about Yan Yuyi who threw herself into his arms, but stared at She Chen, although she didn't say anything, but She Chen felt that Zhou Wan was uneasy and kind.

But She Chen had no choice, he could only watch Yan Yuyi happily pull Zhou Wan away, and at the same time beckoned him to go to the hospital with them to see if their injuries were alright.

But She Chen didn't have such a big heart, he just bid farewell to Yan Yuyi calmly, then went back to the dormitory and cried all day long.

He has liked Yan Yuyi for 4 years. Four years, whether it is long or short, for four years, he has been waiting for Yan Yuyi to see him, although he knows that Yan Yuyi doesn't know that he likes her, but he still thinks that he is in Yan Yuyi's eyes. Yuyi's heart is different.

She Chen always knew that Yan Yuyi liked Zhou Wan, but he didn't know that Yan Yuyi and Zhou Wan were classmates in junior high school, nor did he know that Yan Yuyi liked Zhou Wan so much.

In high school, Zhou Wan was undoubtedly popular. It is no exaggeration to say that at least half of the girls in the whole school liked him to some extent.

But that kind of good impression was just confused by Zhou Wan's appearance. She Chen always thought that Yan Yuyi was the same. After all, Zhou Wan always went in and out alone, and he never had any friends around him. No one knew what Zhou Wan was like in private. .She Chen always thought that Yan Yuyi would not like Zhou Wan's appearance so superficially, because Yan Yuyi seldom mentioned Zhou Wan in front of him, unlike other girls who liked Zhou Wan who got a photo of Zhou Wan She had to scream for a while, but Yan Yuyi remained calm.If she hadn't said that she liked Zhou Wan, She Chen wouldn't have found out.

But it's too late for She Chen to think about anything now.

Yan Yuyi is already with Zhou Wan, no matter what happens in the future, at least for now, they are together.

She Chen knew that Yan Yuyi had never been in love before, and this was Yan Yuyi's first love... First love is often the most unforgettable, let alone a handsome guy like Zhou Wan.

She Chen cried for a whole night, and the crying roommate couldn't sleep, and the crying roommate changed from cursing at the beginning of being awakened from sleep to being at a loss.

She Chen has always been taken care of in the dormitory, because his appearance is extraordinarily small, and his roommates treat him like a younger brother.

But now, the little brother was so stimulated by some kind of stimulus that he was crying so hard that his eyes were red and swollen from crying. If he continued crying, he might temporarily lose his eyesight tomorrow.

But She Chen kept crying, crying heartbreakingly, crying heartbroken...

In fact, very few boys cry because of a broken relationship. Many times they think it is a coward's performance, but She Chen has released all his feelings at this moment.

He made a decision in his heart: No matter what happens in the future, no matter how much he hates Zhou Wan, he must bless them.

She Chen will not be a male mistress, and he will even help Yan Yuyi to make suggestions, because he knows that Yan Yuyi will not like him no matter what, so why not treat him like a sister, This is also good...

But She Chen overestimated himself after all, he was afraid that he would not be able to persist, so he had this task.

Mission objective: Complete She Chen's waiting.

Special reminder: Because the host's wish is not to resurrect, but to experience feelings, so the host will not be in danger of life during the task, please rest assured to carry out the task.

This special reminder made Shen Quan think for a while, and then he remembered that when Yuanqiu said the golden mission before, every mission would be life-threatening when entering the mission world... But now it seems that I don't have that danger .

There is only one mission goal, obviously She Chen is too determined, he only hopes that Yan Yuyi can be happy, that is enough.

Shen Quan didn't understand this kind of feeling, although Yan Muhan had already said that he would wait for him if he wanted to fall in love with him, but Shen Quan didn't understand why She Chen would give up her life for a girl who didn't like her, and even lost her life. soul.

Yan Yuyi would never know about this kind of dedication, maybe even if Yan Yuyi knew, it would be just touching, and then there would be nothing else... Would Yan Yuyi still give up her life for She Chen?Obviously not, Zhou Wan is the most important thing in her mind.

Although he didn't understand this feeling, Shen Quan still needed to complete the task, and it was precisely because he didn't understand this feeling that he had this task.

Love is the most difficult feeling in the world.

It can make people give up their lives, they can make people disregard their family and country hatred, they can make people disregard their relatives, they can make people disregard their age...it seems to represent madness!

So people want to get a perfect love, but they are afraid of a perfect love.

They want someone who loves them so wholeheartedly, but they are afraid that such a person will go crazy because of love and hurt themselves.

Love is relative, if you fall in love with someone, but that person doesn't love yourself, it can make people not like themselves.

At the same time, love is so mysterious, no one knows when it came into being, and no one knows what 'love' really feels like.

Many people can't feel "love" in their whole life, and they can't realize the madness of "love".

They were looking forward to it but also afraid.

Love seems to be such an awkward feeling.

And this feeling is difficult for many people to grasp, let alone Shen Quan.

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When Shen Quan came to this world, She Chen was still in high school.

At this time, She Chen and Yan Yuyi are in a 'sister-brother relationship', although they will still be in a sister-brother relationship after a long time...

She Chen's wish was not to be with Yan Yuyi, but simply to wait—maybe he felt that he was not good enough for Yan Yuyi, and he just wanted Yan Yuyi to be happy.

Shen Quan decided to play She Chen's wish well.

This wish is very simple, it only needs to appear when Yan Yuyi needs it, and disappear when she doesn't need it.But doing so can't understand She Chen's feelings, and can't experience that kind of ethereal love.