what is emotion

Shen Quan knew that Qian Kedi was coming when he heard people talking downstairs.

Being able to let him 'sacrifice' his study time to find himself, it seems that Qian Kedi still values ​​this friendship at this time.

Then you need to treat him like a friend...

The moment the door of the room opened, Shen Quan stood up from the chair and greeted him.

"Qian Kedi~"

Qian Kedi seemed a little uncomfortable, looked around after entering the room, and then sat on the bed.

"What's the matter with you these days?" After being silent for a while, Qian Kedi finally mustered up the courage to ask this question.

In his previous 18 years of life, he never had the opportunity and would not question others like this. He always accepted it submissively. Only others questioned him, but he dared not question others.

Yes, just dare not!He felt that he had no position to question others, was incapable of questioning others, and even felt inferior.

Self-abased no matter how hard you study, no matter how good your grades are, there will always be a few born smart brains that surpass you; no matter how hard you try, no matter how you cover up, someone will always talk about your family background...

They would get together, count their poverty, and laugh together, as if being poor was an unforgivable crime.

And they are just squandering their parents' money!

Years of rote memorization made his mind no longer able to hold anything else, he began to become silent, he began to become less close to others, it seems that in this way he can regain his self-esteem, so that he can let those who look down on him It's the same as the person who has been hurt invisibly - after all, he is used to treating others with this attitude.

Shen Quan smiled and sat next to Qian Kedi, putting his shoulders on his shoulders, "Well, it's all over~ let's not talk about it! Let's go, let's play!"

Shen Quan is still trying to test Qian Kedi. For Qian Kedi, he can’t touch anything that disturbs his study. In this advanced society of the information age, he didn’t even apply for Q|Q. In the era when his parents were asked to buy smartphones, he still used an 'elderly phone', as if he was cut off from this era.

Although the school stipulates that the use of smartphones is not allowed, only keyboard phones are allowed, but those students who hold keyboard phones in class actually have smartphones. As soon as they leave the school, those keyboard phones will be thrown away. Di was alone, using a keyboard and cell phone all the time.

He doesn't know all the Internet terms used in chatting with his classmates, he doesn't know any of the celebrities they talk about, and he doesn't even know what brand of clothes is good or what brand of home appliances are good.

For him, he has always obeyed his mother's wishes and studied hard. As a student, his task is to study hard, and everything else is useless.

So "playing" is really a word he doesn't like for a good student like Qian Kedi.

Qian Kedi was obviously stunned for a moment, because they knew each other when they were in junior high school, so Peng Youjia never took the initiative to call him to play together, because he knew that it was useless to call, Qian Kedi would not go .

Qian Kedi also tacitly refused to say that he wanted to play, but now Peng Youjia has broken this tacit agreement.

He asked out.

Qian Kedi suddenly felt a little angry, an emotion he rarely had, but now, he felt very wronged and very angry at the same time.

Qian Kedi didn't feel that he had paid more than Peng Yujia, but that Peng Youjia's behavior didn't treat him as a friend. He knew that Peng Youjia had also paid a lot for this friendship, and even had to endure his indifference from time to time, but Peng Youjia's current attitude made him feel even more angry—why can you say so nonchalantly that we haven't seen each other for a few days? It's more important than the "play" in your mouth!

Qian Kedi actually knew in his heart which of the two paid more, but of the two, he actually cared more about this friendship...

Peng Youjia is accompanied by Chen Song, and he also has those ordinary friends, but for Qian Kedi, he only has Peng Youjia as a friend, the only friend he really wants to make, and even often he will be jealous, jealous Yu Peng Youjia contacted Chen Song again, and Yu Peng Youjia didn't come to him because of Chen Song because of jealousy.

Qian Kedi has never had a crush on a girl in Dalian since he was a child, but he uses his jealousy on this friendship. It is not that he has other feelings for Peng Youjia, but that he attaches great importance to this friendship.

As for Peng Youjia, he actually has two close friends by his side. He values ​​these friends, but divides this attention into two parts. In his eyes, Qian Kedi and Chen Song are actually equally important. Yes, no one is more important than anyone else, but in the eyes of Chen Song and Qian Kedi, Peng Youjia is more important.The two were actually hostile to each other at the beginning, but later, in order that Peng Youjia would not be at a loss in the quarrel between the two and did not even know which side to defend, they suppressed the hostility in their hearts and tried to be friends with each other, but in fact It's just an ordinary friend who has been with him for so many years, but Peng Youjia doesn't know these things.

"What the hell is going on with you! Did Chen Song tell you something!" Qian Kedi really didn't want to think this way, but besides Chen Song, he really didn't know that there were still some things that would make Peng Youjia ignore him, although Peng Youjia's The attitude made it clear that this matter was over, so don't pursue it any further, but Qian Kedi felt irritable whenever he thought that Chen Song was secretly speaking ill of him behind his back.

Although he knew in his heart that if Chen Song wanted to say it, he would have said it a long time ago, and he would never have waited until now, but he couldn't stop thinking about it.

Shen Quan was stunned for a moment, then raised his eyebrows, "Qian Kedi, what do you mean! Chen Song hasn't said anything to me, can you be more rational, this matter is over!"

This pretentious attitude made Qian Kedi more sure of his thoughts, "Peng Youjia! Do you consider me a friend? Why do you believe everything Chen Song tells you, but you don't believe what I say!"

Regarding trust, there is actually a criminal record. During the time when Qian Kedi was friends with Peng Youjia, Chen Song was particularly displeased with Qian Kedi, so he lied to Peng Youjia that Qian Kedi not only bad-mouthed Peng Youjia behind his back. He even publicized some little secrets that Peng Youjia told him... At that time, Peng Youjia didn't believe Chen Song completely, so he went to ask Qian Kedi, but Qian Kedi thought that Peng Youjia had already believed it, so he came to question himself. Angry at Peng Youjia's distrust of herself, and even more to prevent Peng Youjia from feeling that she was begging him to be friends with herself, so she left without saying a word.

This made Peng Youjia convinced Chen Song's words. Although the misunderstanding was resolved later, and Peng Youjia brought Chen Song to apologize, but Qian Kedi always kept this matter in mind. He felt that Peng Youjia didn't really value himself that much. , at least he pays more attention to Chen Song, otherwise why would he believe what he said...

"Oh, then why don't you believe Qian Kedi when I say it? Let me tell you! I, Peng Youjia, have always regarded you as a friend! But do you regard me as a friend? Tell me!"

Qian Kedi looked at Peng Youjia's flushed face and felt unbelievable. His focus was not on Peng Youjia treating himself as a friend, but on Peng Youjia not believing that he regarded him as a friend!

"Damn it!" Qian Kedi swears for the first time in his life. For boys his age, most of them actually say swear words, but Qian Kedi never uttered them. , He felt that it was really vulgar to do that, and others would not like it when they heard it, but now he felt that swear words could really perfectly express a person's emotions, especially when he was very angry.

Qian Kedi fought the first fight in his life.

He had never fought with anyone before, because whether he was injured or someone else was injured, he needed to pay for the hospital treatment at his own expense, and after entering the hospital, the hospital would not allow you to leave the hospital for a while, so it took a lot of time. A lot of money, Qian Kedi knew that his family could not afford it.

But today he had a fight with his best friend Peng Youjia. Peng Youjia had fought many times, for self-esteem, for fun, and for Qian Kedi. He has a lot of fighting experience, but today he had a fight with himself.

Qian Kedi knew that it was Peng Youjia who was giving in to him, but he felt even more unhappy in his heart. He was also a man, so why did he need him to let him go? Come out, so that they can continue to be friends without barriers, but now Peng Youjia is obviously giving in to himself, so he must be very aggrieved, if this is the case, the anger in his heart will not come out, and this matter will always be remembered , and even become the biggest barrier between them.

Qian Kedi suddenly felt very sad. He didn't know anything for the sake of studying, and now he even needs others to give way to fights...

However, Shen Quan felt that it was very boring. Looking at Qian Kedi's arrogant appearance, it was obvious that he valued this friendship.However, Shen Quan really didn't expect Qian Kedi to hit someone, which means that what he said just now has stimulated Qian Kedi, and it also shows that Qian Kedi really attaches great importance to this friendship.

So... why did Qian Kedi stay away from Peng Youjia afterwards?Did it change after growing up or was threatened by something?

No, who would be boring to threaten Qian Kedi not to be friends with Peng Youjia, then Qian Kedi changed after that.

Because of Peng Youjia's lack of motivation, he gradually looked down on Peng Youjia, so he alienated Peng Youjia.

This is the normal development process!

"Okay, okay, stop fighting, Kedi, have you never fought before? It's so powerful!" Shen Quan jokingly said as he held Qian Kedi down.

When Qian Kedi felt that Peng Youjia was really happy, he let go of his heart, "Huh, Peng Youjia, if you do this again in the future, I will... tell your mother!" Qian Kedi couldn't say not to be friends, he Fear that if you say it, it will come true.

This kind of him is actually very wimpy and a bitch, but he doesn't hide it at all, and even expresses it openly. He wants Peng Youjia to see that he really values ​​this friendship.

Shen Quan let go of Qian Kedi, stood up from the ground, pulled Qian Kedi up from the ground, and said, "Are you still a child? Sue your parents."

Qian Kedi snorted, apparently not wanting to answer him, and stretched out his hand to rub his leg. During the fight just now, he kicked Peng Youjia's desk, and now he is feeling faint pain.

Shen Quan straightened the trinkets knocked down by them during the fight just now, and then saw Qian Kedi rubbing his legs, so he stepped forward to help him sit on the bed, "Look at you, you're injured!"

Qian Kedi said indifferently, "It's okay, it will be fine tomorrow."

Although he regretted that he didn't notice the position of the desk during the fight just now and was injured, he was afraid that his mother would see him when he got home, so that the lie he told today would be exposed.

Seeing Qian Kedi's attitude, Shen Quan had no choice but to ask, "Do you want to stay for dinner?"

Qian Kedi said without thinking, "No, I want to go home."

In order to prevent others from saying that he took advantage of Peng Yujia's house, Qian Kedi never ate anything at Peng Yujia's house, let alone stayed for dinner.

Shen Quan knew that he did this only for self-esteem, so he didn't persuade him, but asked him to rub his legs well first, and then go back after a while.

Qian Kedi also meant this, so he sat on the bed with peace of mind.

When the pain in his legs was a little less, Qian Kedi got up and said goodbye, because today's excuse was to go to the library, he had already arrived home at this time in the past, and it was time to go back now.

Shen Quan sent Qian Kedi downstairs, and then watched him leave.

Looking at Qian Kedi's performance today, it seems that he still attaches great importance to this friendship now, but I don't know if Chen Song is the same. If it is the same, then why did the two of them become like that afterwards?

However, from Shen Quan's perspective, Chen Song stayed in his hometown for the sake of his family alone, in that third-tier small city, and he should feel aggrieved. He is also a student who graduated from a prestigious university and grew up together. Two of my oldest friends left their hometown and went to develop in a big city, but I can only stay in my hometown to do some dispensable jobs, and they don't even match my major!

In addition, Peng Youjia sometimes called back and said that some big cities and places were better than his hometown. Although it was unintentional, Chen Song must have kept it in mind.

Later, there was no contact for a long time, and it was really normal for Chen Song to ignore Peng Youjia.

Although Shen Quan felt that it was no longer necessary to investigate, but in order to complete the task more efficiently and gain more experience, he still decided to meet Chen Song when he had the opportunity.

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