what is emotion

The last thing I got was nothing more than a sentence.

Yang Lan and Mu Jing had no choice but to return disappointed in the end, adjusted their expressions at the door of the ward and entered the ward.

Yang Lu and Yang Qing were chatting, their expressions were very relaxed.

After discussing that Yang Lu would accompany Yang Qing in the hospital tonight, Mu Jing and Yang Lan left.

They plan to find more people and carefully investigate whether Qingqing's illness can be cured...

No matter how worried everyone was about their health, Yang Qing didn't take it to heart at all.

In his opinion, he was about to die, but now he can come back and continue to live with his brother, mother, and father. Being weak or dying early is not a big deal at all. It's not that he doesn't cherish life, but that he knows how to choose.

If he hadn't given his soul decisively at that time, his elder brother would have been indifferent to him, his mother would have worried about Zhong Zhong every day, and he would have worried about his elder brother's and his biological father's affairs, and there was no peace all day long. The most correct thing I did was to sacrifice my soul at that time!

It's just that he is sick, so he can live with them, and even see the obvious changes in his brother and mother. Yang Qing really thinks it's worth it.

Now my brother is sleeping on the bed next door. Yang Qing feels very excited. How many years has it been since I slept with my brother? Yang Qing can’t remember, but she sleeps in the same room as her brother and breathes the air in the same space as her brother. With fresh air, Yang Qing felt really happy.

This feeling kept him awake and made him forget about the pain in his body.

Listening to the occasional creaking sounds from Yang Qing's bed, Yang Lu knew that Yang Qing was not asleep yet.

"Qingqing, go to bed early, my brother is here."

There was a muffled sound from the bed next door, and then there was no more movement, so Yang Lu felt relieved.

Is Qingqing suddenly coming to a strange environment and not used to it?

After letting go of his mind, Yang Lu was about to fall asleep in a daze, but suddenly he got up from the bed and went to Yang Qing's bedside. He turned on the bedside lamp, and he saw Yang Qing curled up into a ball with bulging hair on his head. cold sweat.

——Sure enough, it was because of the pain that I didn’t speak.

Yang Lu stretched out his hand to ring the bell, but Yang Qing suddenly said, "Brother...no..."

Yang Lu frowned, originally wanted to continue ringing the bell, but seeing Yang Qing's begging eyes, he finally gave up.

She could only hug Yang Qing, let him lean on her body, and gently stroke his back to comfort him.

Qingqing is fine, brother is here with you.

After receiving her brother's silent comfort, Yang Qing, whose face was distorted in pain, burst into laughter.

Either way, it's really, really worth it!

Yang Qing knew that his body would become weak, but he didn't know that he would suffer the pain of tearing his soul within a year after leaving the void space. If you agreed to offer your soul but regretted it halfway, then you must pay the price.

When Yang Qing's body stopped shaking, Yang Lu asked, "Does Qingqing know what's going on?"

Although the words he asked were questionable, his eyes were firmly fixed on Yang Qing.

But Yang Qing couldn't tell, he wanted to hide this secret for the rest of his life.

He didn't want to see the shocked eyes of his brother and his family, and he didn't want them to know how useless he was in his previous life.

...Perhaps for them, the real self may be a fake Yang Qing, but the real Yang Qing was killed by himself.

After all, the taskers spend more time with them than themselves, and to them, the taskers are the real Yang Qing.

Yang Qing knew that after staying in the void for a long time, the hundreds of years of waiting for the arrival of this tasker had distorted her heart, and now she was no longer the pure self of the previous life.

Now I want to fight, want to grab, want to get the eyes of my brother, want to let my brother see me as the only one in my heart, this idea has been lingering in my heart for a long time, so long that it has become a kind of Faith, an obsession that must be accomplished.

"Qingqing knows, but Qingqing can't tell. Can my brother not ask?" Yang Qing didn't want to lie to Yang Lu, but he couldn't say it out. In order to make Yang Lu stop worrying, he could only say so.

Brother, I know about this~ So I understand why my body has become like this, and of course I also know how to manage myself well~——This is what Yang Qing wants to convey to Yang Lu's false news was also fabricated information to prevent Yang Lu from worrying.

Yang Lu obviously didn't expect Yang Qing to answer like this, but after thinking about it, it was normal.

If Qingqing knew about this a long time ago, she would naturally hide it in order not to worry her family, and if she knew that illness would lead to a short life, she would naturally find a solution secretly. After all, Qingqing even checked Wei Wei's affairs It's out!

Yang Lu was quite proud.

Under Yang Qing's repeated requests, Yang Lu returned to his own bed, but this time he was no longer in the standard sleeping position, but turned around and slept facing Yang Qing.

Yang Qing accepted his brother's gaze with fear and joy, feeling very happy in his heart.

It was getting darker and darker, and the two couldn't stand it any longer, and fell asleep one after another.

When he woke up again, the nurse also started rounds, Yang Lu helped Yang Qing wash his face and brush his teeth, and went out to buy breakfast.

Seeing Yang Lu go away, the nurse smiled at Yang Qing, "I'm sorry, I misunderstood your brother yesterday, please wait a moment and say sorry to me and your brother."

Yang Qing frowned, what do you mean?Misunderstood brother? What did you and brother do to misunderstand brother?!

Yang Qing's face turned ugly in an instant, but the nurse thought he was in pain again, and looked at him pitifully, but couldn't bear to mention his sore spot, so she continued, "I saw him press you...on the bed yesterday, I thought he was I want to force you, so I have a bad attitude towards him... I didn't know you were brothers until I got back, I'm sorry."

The nurse originally thought it was a scumbag and a weak play, but how did she know that she was thinking too much orz they are brothers...

but!The way the elder brother pressed the younger brother yesterday is really similar!In fact, brother cp is also good~

Yang Qing's face suddenly turned red, and her originally pale face became a little healthier, her brother pressed himself on the bed o(*////▽////*)q

This, this, this is so exciting (≧▽≦)/

"Well, I'll talk to him."

The nurse got the response and left the ward, leaving Yang Qing alone in the room excited.

Why is my brother pressing on me? Could it be... no, no, my brother is so pure, how can I think about him!

So when Yang Lu bought breakfast and came back, he found that Yang Qing's face was extremely red. It could no longer be described as ruddy, but as red as the red paper when getting married. Obviously, he had thought too much about dirty things. something, but Yang Lu didn't know it.

He stepped forward to touch Yang Qing's forehead worriedly, and found that he did not have a fever.

"Qingqing, are you feeling unwell? Why is your face so red?"

Yang Qing's face seemed to be even redder, and the person who was still imagining just now suddenly appeared in front of him, and he was very concerned about himself... "No, don't talk about this, I'm hungry, brother, what did you buy?"

In particular, the topic was changed without level.

After Yang Lu made sure that Yang Qing didn't have a fever, he changed the topic obediently, "Yesterday I saw that you really like steamed dumplings, so I bought steamed dumplings and porridge."

"Brother is the best~" In fact, I don't particularly like steamed dumplings, but because my brother fed me that, so I'm so happy.

But now there is no IV drip, so Yang Qing had no choice but to take the steamed dumplings and porridge, put them on the small table used on the bed, and eat slowly.

Although Yang Qing was a little sad not to be fed by his brother, but he was already very satisfied to be able to eat the breakfast bought by his brother himself.

Not long after, at Yang Qing's strong request, Yang Qing was discharged from the hospital.

Yang Qing, who returned home, would still go to work in the company. Although Yang Qing in the previous life did not light up the skill point of running a company, he had the opportunity to see how the workers did it. Not that much of a headache.

Yang Qing knew that his family had been looking for a way to treat him, and Yang Lu also asked himself in retrospect, but Yang Qing didn't say anything.

This secret is really too heavy. Yang Qing didn't know how long he could keep it under the repeated pleas of his brother. He could only grit his teeth and not let go. Even when he was asked urgently later, he would cry =_=

Yang Qing didn't know when he would die, but he clearly felt that death was really only a thin line away from him. Before that, he had to live well.

Yang Qing doesn't know whether the current Yang Lu likes himself or the previous tasker, but now he feels that this matter is not so important.

Being able to live with my brother for so long is already very satisfying.

Yes, Yang Qing and Yang Lu have come out publicly, and they have lived together for many years.

Yang Qing thought, let's continue to live with his brother like this, it is also a very happy thing to die by his brother's side.

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The author has something to say:

Wait a minute and come back to catch insects~

There are so many bugs...

In fact, Yang Qing has been secretly in love with Yang Lu for many years~