Ango

Returning from prosperity to bleakness again, it really makes people feel that the world is impermanent.They are going through this impermanence.

Song Lin looked in the direction of the new province from here, and he couldn't see anything except ruined walls. Who would have thought that there would be so many tall buildings at the end of the ruins, so many people, amidst the lights , Living in peace and quiet, like a lively landscape.

The vagabond looked at them, and they responded with vigilance, but unfortunately, the vagabond did not have the intention of becoming a landscape.No one can understand anyone.

In the early morning of the tenth day, the sun, which had not been seen for a long time, came out. Song Lin squatted on the rubble pile, watching the sunrise boredly. In fact, Song Lin didn't care whether the vaccine could be promoted, so why did he come to the new province?Song Lin thought about this question again.

Death of parents?Zheng Xuan is coming?Save humanity?Thinking of this reason, Song Lin couldn't help but sneer, no one can save anyone, let alone the entire human race.

"We are running out of nutrients." Zheng Xuan walked to him and handed him the glass tube.

"Hmm..." Song Lin pointed the glass tube at the morning light, looking at the dark transparent liquid with sunlight shining through, "When shall we leave?"

Zheng Xuan stood for a while, but did not give a specific answer. They should indeed leave to find some food. Wang Hong was not trustworthy at all, and he was mentally prepared, so he made this request to Wang Hong before, at least Let one person accomplish the goal.

That is, I am not very reconciled.

"Well," Song Lin stood up, handed him the empty glass tube, and patted the ashes on his pants, "I'll go drive to find some supplies first, and I'll be back within the day."

Zheng Xuan glanced at him and was silent for a while, "Okay."

At the moment Song Lin drove away, Zheng Xuan suddenly thought, what should he do if this person just ran away?

But just thinking about it, if Song Lin does this...ha, he won't do it!

Seeing Song Lin drive away, the two little brothers watching them from a distance looked at each other. An hour after he left, they started calling their superiors.After a while, the two walked up to Zheng Xuan holding the communication device.

"Please."

Zheng Xuan took the communicator without any surprise.

"Have you parted ways?"

Wang Hong's joking voice sounded on the phone, Zheng Xuan raised his eyebrows, took a step forward,

"No."

"Oh, is it? Then why is he leaving?"

"How long will it take for you to detect the authenticity of the vaccine?"

Zheng Xuan didn't want to tell him more about his relationship with Song Lin, so his tone showed a bit of impatience.

"Actually, it's almost confirmed. There's nothing wrong with this vaccine."

The tone of beating, Zheng Xuan thought.

"So the agreement was not honored?"

"No, no, haven't we agreed for half a month? Besides, Song Lin won't come back today, don't worry, wait for him to come back, tomorrow, everyone will be here, and meet your mother and sister."

Zheng Xuan had a bad feeling, now he was alone, sitting on the ruins, maybe he hadn't been alone for a long time, so the time became difficult.The sun was fully up and it looked warm.

"Have you interrogated my relatives?"

"It's not an interrogation, it's just a few questions."

In the past, there were only two people to worry about, but there was no one around. Now that there is Song Lin, in retrospect, when that person is around, I feel powerless and don’t know what I can do for him. Song Lin is probably the same .Both of them are too independent, don't like to express, the kind of people who can live alone.

But in this era, probably only people with their character can survive the hopeless wandering.

I know the other person's temperament too well, so I always see myself in him.Zheng Xuan is absolutely not allowed to be separated from Song Lin, there are too few people who can understand each other.

He made him feel like he couldn't live alone.

When the world was about to be shrouded in darkness, the car finally appeared in Zheng Xuan's field of vision.

"Find some nutritional supplements." Song Lin looked very tired, couldn't hold back a yawn, closed the car door, and walked to Zheng Xuan's side, "Is there anyone over there to contact you?"

Zheng Xuan nodded lightly, thought for a while, and took Song Lin's hand, exerting a little force.

?

Song Lin looked at him suspiciously.

"sit."

Zheng Xuan touched his nose in embarrassment, and put his hands back into his arms. Song Lin laughed, feeling better, and sat down beside him.

"Wang Hong called me and told me to meet my relatives tomorrow."

Hearing what he said, Song Lin blinked in surprise, "Congratulations."

"...Thank you." Zheng Xuan turned to look at him with complicated emotions in his eyes.

Song Lin seemed to say something, but he didn't hear clearly, and he didn't see anything clearly, because Song Lin suddenly grabbed his collar and was bitten hard on his lip.

"you are welcome!"

After Song Lin went back to sleep, Zheng Xuan sat alone under the sky, caressing his hot lips, now at least he had a back to lean on, he thought.

In the sky after the war, it is rare to see a bright and perfect full moon and twinkling stars, so beautiful and illusory.

The next day, Zheng Xuan was a little nervous when he thought about seeing his relatives whom he hadn’t seen for many years, and he was absent-minded when talking to Song Lin, which made Song Lin also start to get nervous, the two of them circled around the SUV,

"What kind of person is your mother?"

Song Lin couldn't take it any longer, so he simply started asking questions.Zheng Xuan thought about it for a long time. He was just a child when he left his mother, and his impression was relatively shallow.

"Very...pretty," he recalled his mother's face, the person who has been in his heart for so many years, but now there is only a blur, "Actually, I don't remember clearly, she is a very tall image in my heart .”

Song Lin looked at his facial features, and probably imagined his mother's appearance, she must be pretty.

Beautiful mixed race.

His mother arrived in the afternoon, followed by a couple of people, but finally stopped far away.

Song Lin saw his mother, and now she was an ordinary old woman, with gray hair, vicissitudes engraved on her face, beautiful facial features, but her eyes were always a little dull.Song Lin was still surprised, but not too disappointed. After all, he was a person who had experienced war, but he felt a little weird.

Behind her was a girl with short hair and short hair. She was not very old, about ten years old, but she was already very beautiful.Big eyes, high nose bridge, light hair and eyes, very aura.

This is probably Zheng Xuan's younger sister, Song Lin glanced at Zheng Xuan again, their facial features are somewhat similar, but Zheng Xuan's is sharper.

The three of them looked at each other in silence, and in the end it was Zheng Xuan's mother who took his hand, her hands brushed his wrist lightly, then lowered her head, and saw the watch, the watch her husband once wore,

"Zheng Xuan..."

Before Song Lin turned and walked away, he heard the little girl call her brother in a low voice, looking very strange.

"Mom, sister..."

Zheng Xuan didn't know what to say, time has drawn such a distance between them, they have long forgotten the topic of the past.

His mother had a lot of memories to tell, and Zheng Xuan was a little stiff for some reason, as if hearing a stranger talking to herself.But these things have been experienced firsthand.

"It's been more than ten years!" The mother wiped away her tears, and still held Zheng Xuan with her other hand.

Zheng Xuan wanted to breathe a sigh of relief, raised his head, met Song Lin's eyes, and saw him pointing to the car door.

"Do you want to talk in the car?"

"No, no need," she lowered her head and shook her head slightly, "Are you still planning to leave?"

Zheng Xuan's heart skipped a beat, he didn't have time to think about what to do when his mother came to persuade him to stay.

"Well, yes." But let's admit it first, he will leave.

"Do you know what I regret most?" She patted his hand, her eyes looking into the unknown distance, "Xinjiang is really a good place, if only you followed me back then."

Zheng Xuan didn't know what to say, so she withdrew her hand, "I don't think Xinxing is very good."

"Why don't you try to live for a while? You will like this place, a stable life, no wandering, no bullying, no death..." His mother looked a little anxious, and she really wanted to convince him, The words spoken were somewhat pale.

"I may not be able to adapt to that kind of stability, and there is no such bullying and death outside this city," Zheng Xuan suddenly didn't want to say more, "I probably won't be willing to integrate until this kind of stability spreads to the whole world."

This kind of stability with a clear boundary seems to be a confrontation with drifting. It is a pity that Zheng Xuan has belonged to the drifting camp for so many years, and now he will not betray at will.

"Aren't you here to join us?"

She held the hands of the two sons and daughters together.

"I want to make sure that you are living well, and I am not here to live with you."

Zheng Xuan easily took his hand back.

"You don't want to stay because of that person?"

Zheng Xuan followed her gaze, saw Song Lin's back, and frowned slightly, "Not all, I can only say that without him, I wouldn't have realized so quickly that I'm not suitable for this place."

Song Lin is also a very decisive person. He knows too well what is not suitable for him, so it is easy to get rid of the temptation and see the temptation too clearly. Unfortunately, he can only see clearly what is not acceptable, and cannot see clearly what he wants to do , so I am still confused.

"So you have to leave? I won't see you again?" The sadness on her mother's face made Zheng Xuan feel uncomfortable.

"I will definitely leave, but it's not a farewell."

The family relationship has been discussed, and all subsequent differences are just conversations that no one can convince anyone.

So they stood facing each other for a while in silence.

"Then... let's say goodbye here."

"Actually, I want to come here mainly to see if you are doing well. Then," Zheng Xuan took a step back and bowed to his mother, "Thank you for protecting me during the war."

His back was very firm, his mother followed a few steps in vain, and was supported by her daughter.

"Zheng Xuan..."

She was shaking her head, as if helpless, she saw the two people over there looked at each other, said something, then opened the car door, and soon disappeared among the ruins.

"Wait a minute," Song Lin called to them, and handed over an envelope, "Please give this to the people who brought you here, and tell them to give it to Wang Hong."

Zheng Xuan's mother glanced at him, and took the letter hesitantly.

"please."

"……it is good."

It's not farewell, but it's almost the same.

"My brother won't be with us anymore, will he?"

The girl's eyes were dim, and her mother didn't answer her. Looking at the car driving away, she pressed her lips tightly.

Goodbye, Nova Scotia.