The correct posture of gratitude

An Zhiyuan didn't arrange too many people to guard against death outside the ward.

Of course, even if you want to defend it, you may not be able to defend it, after all, that little wolf cub is no longer what it used to be.

Moreover, why should he keep it?

Lin Cheng stiffened his body, and his footsteps were as light as possible. He walked into the ward little by little like that, and stood three meters away from the hospital bed, staring at the person he had been thinking about day and night, not daring to Get even closer.

An Zhiyuan's sneer sounded in the empty white house: "You love him? You love him like that? Seven years ago he almost died for you. Seven years later, he will go to the hospital to sleep just seeing you like that Last three days. Lin Cheng, is this the love you can give him?"

Lin Cheng looked at the person without moving, and did not listen to An Zhiyuan's words.

An Zhiyuan didn't care whether he responded or not, and continued: "He has lived a good life in the past few years when you were away. Since you are gone, why do you come back to harm him? I warn you, his body is no longer able to withstand it. It's as much trouble as before!"

"It's your fault." Lin Cheng suddenly turned his head and said, "It's you who broke us up to make him suffer."

An Zhiyuan retorted: "It's you who don't know what to do, you are a wolf-hearted dog! Isn't it all because of you that my good son did such a deviant and ridiculous thing! Why didn't I see that you were such a disgusting person at the beginning? , and still want to train you to be his right-hand man, to make some achievements for Sheng An in the future, I am blind!"

Lin Cheng lowered his head, and set his eyes on An Ning's face again.

"I remember all the kindness you have done to me, and I will repay you when I have the opportunity. But falling in love with Aning is not something I can resist. If you blame me, I have nothing to say. But what about you? You have given up on An Ning, haven't you? Well? You have another son, so give An Ning to me, okay?"

An Zhiyuan stood up abruptly, and looked at Lin Cheng in disbelief.

"How, how did you know?"

Lin Cheng said: "Others will always know, and so will Ah Ning."

An Zhiyuan's chest rose and fell, his eyes were terrified, and he squinted at Lin Cheng: "Okay, very good. In order to deal with me these years, it seems that you have not been idle."

He quickly calmed himself down, glanced at An Ning on the hospital bed, and said, "You asked me to hand over my son to you, how should I hand it over to you? I couldn't force him to pretend to show you his physical pain, right? "

Lin Cheng said: "I will find a doctor for him, and I will make him recover."

An Zhiyuan snorted coldly: "I know you are capable now, but don't think of yourself as omnipotent. I will send him abroad again. There are world-class medical technology there, and he will get better again."

Speaking of this, his tone became more serious: "It's been seven years, An Ning has forgotten you, and you have achieved something. Isn't this the best ending between you two? I remember that you were trying to keep you Grandpa's old house, at the young age of 16, he can single out eight adult thugs, and even die. If your grandpa Izumi knew that you lived with a man and cut off the blood of your Lin family, would he be able to rest in peace? I also tell you that even if you are capable now, my attitude towards you will not change in any way. I will not let you and An Ning die. If you insist on going your own way, then we will die. My heart is broken Ruthless, you should know. You are right, I have another son, and I will only give up An An’s life more than before. It’s up to you. If you love him, let him go. If you don’t let him go, just watch him Suffer and watch him die!"

In the ward, the needles could be heard quietly, and An Zhiyuan's soft and hard words did not bring about any abnormality in Lin Cheng.

After a long time, he just murmured, "I want to be alone with him for a while."

After a while, An Zhiyuan got up and left the ward, leaving only two people guarding the door.

**

Many years ago, Lin Cheng quietly guarded the peace of his illness.

The first time was when An Ning's mother, Liu Xin, died. The 11-year-old child seemed to have collapsed half of the world, crying so hard that he couldn't sleep peacefully every night.

Liu Xin's love for An Ning overflowed An Ning's entire childhood world.

Because of this, An Zhiyuan felt that his son was raised too squeamishly by his wife, so when he saw such a stubborn and ruthless young man Lin Cheng, he was moved to let him accompany An Ning and affect his change of character.

It's just that Lin Cheng's love for An Ning is no less than that of Liu Xin.

When Liu Xin passed away, Lin Cheng kept on guarding An Ning and hugging her like he was a human-shaped bed with the back of a chair. He softly coaxed An Ning, wiped away his tears, and eased his frowning brows because of his sadness. .For a whole year, he has been guarding him through the pain of bereavement, showing a young man's smile again.

The second time he guarded his hospital bed was when An Ning finished the college entrance examination and took Lin Cheng to the grandfather's house next door in S City to escape the summer heat.

That year saw their first disagreement over coming out.

The Liu family is a big family in S City, and there are many cousins ​​of similar age in the family.

An Ning's attractive appearance and personality, coupled with his mother's early death, made the members of the Liu family feel pity for An Ning.

As soon as An Ning enters the Liu family mansion, she will become a sweet pastry that everyone wants to please.

Where the attention of everyone is, naturally there is no shadow concealment.

At that time, An Ning had just confessed his feelings to Lin Cheng. The two young people had tasted the forbidden fruit for the first time, and they were suddenly forced to keep a serious distance. They were clearly within a short distance, and they could even feel their body temperature, but they couldn't kiss each other for life. , even ambiguous eye contact should not be too conspicuous.

The calm and mature Lin Cheng can still endure hardships, but the wayward and extravagant An Ning is full of ignorant karma.

Just when he found an opportunity to block Lin Cheng in an alley to seek intimacy, he was rejected by the bodyguard hesitantly.

"No, Aning, you will be discovered."

The surly young master refused to give up: "I want it! I want it!"

The bodyguard struggled to push the young master some distance away.

"Be patient, baby, be patient."

The young master refused, and forced himself against the bodyguard, twisting and entangled.

Lin Cheng held his face, looked straight into his eyes, and said to him in a somewhat stern tone: "A-Ning, calm down."

The young master was annoyed because the bodyguard restrained his reason so much, and the moment his enthusiasm cooled down, his anger erupted.

"Calm down, calm down, why are you so calm at this time? Do you not like me at all? It's because I teased you that you forced to do that with me, right? You don't like me at all! Are you You like women like Cousin Mingxi, right?"

Lin Cheng was speechless for a while, he didn't know how to explain such tranquility.

He could only stretch out his hand, hug him in his arms, close to his chest, hoping that he could hear his name engraved in the beating of his heart.

An Ning leaned against his arms, and it took a long time before she calmed down.But he still feels wronged, why do two people who like each other pretend to have nothing to do with me in front of others?

"I want to come out!" he said.

"Huh?" Lin Cheng was stunned.

The person in the arms raised his head, looked at him with firm eyes and said word by word: "I said, I want to come out! I want to tell everyone that we are a couple."

"A'Ning, don't make trouble!" the bodyguard comforted.

"I'm not making trouble, I just want to be with you openly. I don't want to look at you every day, but keep a distance as if I don't know you at all!"

Lin Cheng didn't continue to refute, so why didn't he want to?only……

After a long silence, he said, "At least, not now."

"Why not now."

"You are still young, wait until you grow up..."

"How big will it grow?"

"..."

How old should An Ning be before it is appropriate to make their relationship public?

"Have you never thought about that?"

Lin Cheng couldn't answer.

He thought about it, but didn't come up with the result for the time being.The An family and the Liu family are not ordinary people, he is a mere bodyguard, and the incomparably delicate young master An Ning...

Do they have a future?

He kissed An Ning's hair and closed his eyes in despair.

He didn't care about the possible punishment and unpredictable end when the relationship between the two was discovered.

When he was afraid of being discovered, that was the end of his intimacy and joy with An Ning.

He loves his boy!Can't imagine a day that could be lost.

"Wait a little longer! Ah Ning, be good, wait a little longer..."

He said it over and over again, comforting An Ning and himself.

But his boy was heartbroken, and for many days after that, he treated him coldly.Ignore him, don't look at him, and don't even accept the towel and hot water he handed over.

Like a defeated rooster, he followed him dejectedly, watching him play and joke with everyone from a distance he couldn't reach, and refused to give him even a corner of his eye.

Until that day when they went camping on the mountain, they suddenly encountered a heavy rain without warning.

Everyone gathered and moved down the mountain, and when they counted the number of people, they found that there were two girls missing.

The eldest cousin Liu Minghao organized the evacuation of the people who should be evacuated, and stayed behind to find someone who was strong and healthy.

Regardless of An Ning's previous indifference, Lin Cheng asked the young master Biao who led the team to evacuate down the mountain to take good care of An Ning.He needs to follow Liu Minghao to find someone.

An Ning suddenly ran back, tugging at Lin Cheng's sleeve and refusing to leave.

"I want to follow you."

Lin Cheng looked at him deeply, and then cruelly pushed him to the young master who was chasing him.

He told him with his eyes: "I'm fine, you have to be good..."

But he failed to go down the mountain that night, and was trapped on the mountain in heavy rain with another bodyguard and the two girls who were found.

Fortunately, there was a recessed half cave that provided them with shelter, so they could survive until the rain stopped and the rescue team went up the mountain.

Lin Cheng saw An Ning with a blushing face in a sparsely populated place, and he ran over to find that he had a high fever and was shaking slightly.

An Ning stayed in the hospital for seven days before the unexplained high fever was completely suppressed.

Lin Cheng stayed with An Ning in bed every day, and when there was no one around at night, he would lie next to An Ning, and embraced An Ning wholeheartedly.

"I'm fine, and you get well soon. Please!" The bodyguard said in the young master's hoarse voice.

An Ning smiled heartlessly: "Are you afraid? Do you love me? You~ You should feel proud. Just imagining that you are gone, I will become like this. If one day you really leave me, I shouldn't be able to survive, right?"

Lin Chengxin grabbed it tightly, and unconsciously exerted heavy force on his arms, wishing to rub his young boy into his flesh and blood viscera, so that he would never have to face separation.

**

Turn back to Shensi from the memory.

Discover the fact that they are still separated after all.

For seven years, there were more than 500 days and more than 500 nights.

Do you want to continue this separation?

In the next seven years, can't you embrace the warmth and longing that is engraved in your flesh and blood?

Lin Cheng knelt in front of the bed, letting tears fill the corners of his eyes and cheeks.He couldn't control himself, he moved closer bit by bit, and finally kissed the lips that he had missed deeply...

"Well……"

A very slight groan came from under his lips, Lin Cheng moved a little away, and clearly saw An Ning's long eyelashes trembling.

The next moment, he fled from the ward in a panic.

He was afraid, and he no longer wanted to see him falling to the ground because of the unbearable pain.

He hurts, he hurts more!

He wanted to ask: "A'Ning, you said you would not be able to live without me.

So, how did you get here in the past seven years? "