The correct posture of gratitude

Chu Yan heard Fang Yu say: "How could I be better without you by my side?"

He touched his tears, which were warm but burning.

In an instant, he understood Fang Yu's heart for him, and the endless disappointment and grievance after being hurt and betrayed.

It's not that he doesn't want to give him the most gentle response.It's just that there is no way to act recklessly and without scruples like him.I am even more afraid that the price to be paid is too high, which will cause each other to have no peace for the rest of their lives.

Watching Fang Yu send himself upstairs with worry on his face, taking good care of him with ease.

Chu Yan thought of all the kindness this person had treated him in the past, and he realized that the only person in this life who treated him heart and soul was easily pushed away by him just like that.

The phone rang at that time, and a glance showed that it was grandma.

Gossip a few homely things, grandma seems a little hesitant, as if she has something to say.

"What's wrong, grandma? Did something happen?" Chu Yan asked.

"I saw Liu Yang today..."

Because of the relationship between Fang Yu and Chu Yan, Grandma and Liu Yang got along very well. Even though Chu Yan later found a nanny to take care of Grandma, Liu Yang still went to Grandma's place to help out if he had anything to do.

Therefore, it is not a big deal for grandma to see Liu Yang.

But Chu Yan vaguely guessed something.

Sure enough, I heard grandma say again: "I heard him talk about Fang Yu..."

Fang Yu came out of the closet openly, and there was a lot of trouble, and it was only a matter of time before grandma heard about it.

"Do you know about this?" The old lady asked a little cautiously.

"Well, I know." Chu Yan replied.

"When did you know? Fang Yu and... the man..."

Chu Yan was silent for a while before opening his mouth and said: "I knew it a long time ago."

Grandma was also silent for a long time, and said: "Why don't you come and pick me up! Grandma will cook for you in the past, and help you find some places. If there is a suitable girl, don't delay, go early Let's get married! Xiaoyan, grandma is really old and can't afford to wait."

Chu Yan was silent.

When Fang Yu's father discovered the intimate relationship between them, Fang Yu was relieved. He said: The knife fell, and it didn't hurt as much as imagined.

Probably, Chu Yan felt the same way when he hung up on grandma's phone!

Seeing that the truth was about to be revealed, the originally extremely worried mood became calm and calm at this time.

Chu Yan just thought, he is also selfish and cold-blooded, can he act recklessly once?

Without leaving himself much time to think and regret, he just went back to Lincheng with a sigh of relief, walked all the way to grandma, knelt down, and begged for the old man's understanding and fulfillment.

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In my sleep, I felt heavy in my heart. The wrinkles on the old man's face, his gray hair, and his old and cloudy eyes were pressing on his chest like a boulder.

I chose to be selfish, but I still can't be cold-blooded.Grandma couldn't compare with Fang Yu's parents. She was already so old, she was looking forward to her grandson-in-law coming in day and night, but in the end what she was looking forward to was her grandson's shocking rebellion.

How sad and disappointed should the heart of the old man be?Can it withstand the blow?

Chu Yan was so crushed that he couldn't breathe, and he struggled to wake up from his coma.

The moment he opened his eyes, he saw Fang Yu sitting in front of the bed, holding his hand, and looking at him tenderly.

"Where's grandma?" Chu Yan asked with a hoarse voice.

Fang Yu reached out and brushed the broken hair on his forehead, and replied softly: "She is a little tired, I asked the doctor to open a ward, and sent her to recuperate in it."

Chu Yan struggled to sit up: "I'll go and have a look."

He knew that Fang Yu's "tired" was definitely not just a literal meaning. The old man was nearly 80 years old, and his twilight body might not be able to sustain it after being stimulated by him.

Fang Yu didn't stop him, and carefully helped him get out of bed, put on his clothes, moved the bottle holder over to hang the infusion bag, and then led Chu Yan out of the ward.

The old lady was lying quietly on the hospital bed with her eyes closed, the wrinkles on her face seemed to have deepened a lot, and her white hair was messily scattered on the pillow.

The single ward was very quiet, only the medicine dripping from the infusion tube.

After a toss, two grandparents of the Chu family were admitted to the hospital, which was considered tragic.

Chu Yan took a deep breath and walked to the bed.

The old man opened his eyes when he heard the movement, and when he saw his grandson and the people behind him, a trace of annoyance rushed to his heart, and he turned his head away in disgust, out of sight and out of mind.

Chu stretched his hand to hold the old lady's skinny hand, called "Grandma" tremblingly, and knelt down in front of the hospital bed again.

Fang Yu felt pain in his heart, and subconsciously reached out to pull him up, but stopped when his hand was about to touch Chu Yan's body.

The grandfather and grandson are connected by blood, and he feels distressed, and he doesn't believe that the old man will not feel distressed.

Sure enough, the old lady turned her head around, looked at her grandson's sallow face after a high fever for a while, sighed a long time, and said, "Don't kneel when you're sick, I'll feel better if I kneel."

Chu Yan didn't get up, but put his head on the old man's side, shrugged his shoulders slowly, and cried like a child.

The always strong old lady blushed, raised her hand to stroke her grandson's hair, and stroked it softly.

This child, after the death of his parents, has not seen him shed tears for many years of hard work, but he cried at such a moment.

Although what he did and what he said made her extremely annoyed.But the child who has always been obedient and obedient, did such a deviant thing, he must have experienced a tangled struggle in his heart, and it didn't feel any better, right?

Seeing his rare fragile emotions and hearing his whimpering, the old man couldn't help but think of the suffering his grandson had suffered over the years.

Other children are still acting coquettishly and willfully in front of their parents. When they are playing games and eating snacks, their grandson has already learned to bear the burden of life.

Children in their teens stay up late to study and work part-time to earn money. Compared with their peers, their bodies are thin and emaciated.

Even if he never complains, it doesn't mean he's having a good time.

When did my grandson start to become happier?A pair of eyes are shining, and there is a casual, heartfelt smile on his face from time to time?

Oh, Fang Yu appeared, the relationship between the two got better and better!

The child who has been quietly and prematurely matured gradually becomes like a teenager, loves to play, loves to laugh, and unknowingly has the vitality of youth.

She once felt very fortunate that Fang Yu's child not only saved her life in distress, but also accidentally became friends with her grandson.

There is such a peer who is willing to love each other and accompany his lonely grandson, as close as a brother and sister, the old man is very pleased.

She is willing to see the smile in her grandson's eyes, and hopes that such a relationship between the two can be maintained for a long time.

When she saw the two children being too close, she didn't make a fuss, but the grandson's sensible and measured, so she didn't need to worry too much about many things.

But in fact, when he heard about Fang Yu's coming out from Liu Yang, he had a bad feeling in his heart.

After thinking about it, I still couldn't help calling my grandson, trying to find out, or remind me something.

Who knew that the grandson returned home early the next morning, and he knelt down in front of his face within a short time of meeting, saying things like "I'm sorry, grandma", "I like Fang Yu", "I want to live with him in the future", etc. talk.

Even though she had a bad premonition, when he really said that, the old lady was shocked to the extreme.

Let him kneel down, who would allow him to act recklessly?

But when he saw him fainted and fell to the ground, the old man's heart ached again.No matter how angry she was, she didn't really want to torture him.

Angry, anxious, resentful, and angry, the old man's heart seemed to be tossed back and forth in a hot oil pan.

At this time, seeing the weak child knelt in front of him again and cried with guilt and sadness, the old man felt uncomfortable again.

"Grandma is really old," the old lady sighed and said, "I don't know what kind of tricks you young people are playing. Fang Yu told me a lot. He said that he would let me hold a great-grandson. I know whether it is true or not. But you two big men have been together, what do others think? Sigh~ I don’t care, if you feel good, just follow him to toss! I am an old thing, I can live for a few more years ? You have always done things properly, I just want to remind you again, as long as you don’t regret it in the future, it’s fine.”

Chu Yan stopped crying, raised his head, and looked at grandma's face stupidly, as if he couldn't believe it.

Grandma wiped away the teardrops on his face with her hands, and said to Fang Yu who was standing aside: "You still don't help him up? Didn't you say you would treat him well and take good care of him? Just watch him kneel and cry Don’t know how to advise?”

Fang Yu was stunned by the dissatisfied and questioning eyes of the old lady, and hurriedly stepped forward to help Chu Yan up.

The old lady turned her head and closed her eyes, and waved her hands irritably: "Let's all go, I'm tired."

Fang Yu didn't dare to disobey the old queen's order at this time, and coaxed Chu Yan back to the ward in a soft voice.

When Chu Yan was put back on the hospital bed by Fang Yu, he was still in a dazed state.It wasn't until Fang Yu covered him with the quilt and leaned over to kiss his lips that he came back to his senses and asked Fang Yu, "What did you say to grandma?"

Fang Yu didn't answer, but asked him instead: "You ran back without saying a word, what did you say to grandma?"

Chu Yan didn't speak, but stared at him with fixed eyes.

Fang Yu put a kiss on his eyes, which were as bright as the twinkling stars in the dark night, and whispered: "Why are you so stupid? You should call me together at a time like this."

Chu Yan seemed to think of something, lowered his head, and asked: "Now that I have made a decision, can you break up with other messy people?"

Fang Yu held him tightly in his arms, and smirked in his ear: "How can there be any messy people? Can't you see that I'm just acting? Sure enough, you are still jealous, right? You I finally see clearly that you have me in your heart, and you can't leave me at all, right?"

Chu Yan looked up at him, not hiding the emotion in his eyes.

Fang Yu put it completely in the center of his eyes, restrained the smile on his face, and kissed Chu Yan's lips again, sincerely, tenderly and firmly.

Chu Yan remembered what Fang Yu said before. It's not that he didn't believe it, but he didn't have the courage to accept it.

After experiencing heartbreak and disappointment, Fang Yu still did not choose to give up.Instead, he resolutely chose a decisive way to force him to submit.

Chu Yan finally knew that he could not escape, nor could he fight.He doesn't have the courage and determination of Fang Yu to face up to his own heart and face possible pressure.

Evading in every possible way, even calculating, is just to choose a path that he thinks is beneficial to both parties.

In fact, it's not like he hasn't doubted whether that road can really bring happiness to the two of them?

Now, he doesn't have to think about it.

Fang Yu resolutely blocked the escape route, and stepped into the thorny jungle without looking back.

So Chu Yan made up his mind helplessly and chose to follow and accompany him.

This is not only because he owes him kindness, but also because he can't watch him take someone else's hand and set off.

If he must take this path, he hopes to be with him.

It can only be him who will not let the condensed and heavy feelings in his heart have no place to rest.

During those days when he was pushed to others, when would Chu Yan have a better day?

Fortunately, he got his kiss and love again, instead of silently remembering it for the rest of his life.

After many struggles and confusions, restlessness and hesitation, I was finally able to calmly face my true inner feelings.No more evasion, no more pretense, bravely cut open your true self, boldly love and feel loved.

Isn't this a kind of luck?

Thinking of this, his eyes couldn't help but start to sore again.

During the lingering kiss, he tasted the salty taste seeping into the corner of his mouth, which was Fang Yu's tears.

He is not the only one who weeps with joy?

After a long time, in the quiet ward, Chu Yan asked in a low voice: "What did you say to grandma?"

Fang Yu tightened his arms around the man again, tilted his head and kissed his hair, and said: "I didn't say anything, grandma was just worried that two men would be criticized when they were together. I did it to her Guaranteed, I swore that I will treat you wholeheartedly for the rest of my life, take care of you and treat you well."

Chu Yan: "And then?"

Fang Yu said: "There is no more, grandma didn't say anything. But judging by that attitude, it should be tacit consent?"

Chu Yan didn't ask any more questions.

Fang Yu's few words naturally did not describe the tragic conversation between him and his grandma.

The old lady tugged at his collar, wept so much that she said, "I'll give you my life back, can you let my grandson go?"

After getting a negative answer, the old lady slapped him in the face, and then struggled to kneel down to him again: "When I beg you, an old man, we owe you, but you can't spoil him like this, you Isn’t there someone? I heard from Liu Yang, didn’t you bring a boy home? Why are you pestering our family Chu Yan again?”

The old man was crying and fussing, a little hoarse, Fang Yu pulled her to sit up from the ground, but he didn't dare to use too much force, until the old man passed out from crying, Fang Yu anxiously called the doctor...

After a lot of tossing, when the old lady regained her senses and stabilized her mood, Fang Yu waited carefully for a long time with tea and water, and then he boldly persuaded her for a long time, even swearing and guaranteeing, presenting the facts and reasoning.

The old man didn't say a word from the beginning to the end, and he didn't know whether he listened or not.

But in fact, Fang Yu knew that he said [-] sentences, which was not as good as Chu Yan's attitude.

Once a person who has always been obedient shows his rebellion, the old man has nothing to do with him.

From Chu Yan's fever and fainting, it can be seen from the pity on the old lady's face that she still loves her grandson in her heart, and it is expected that she will not be too decisive.

Chu Yan curled up in Fang Yu's arms and murmured, "Fortunately, I'm sick."

"Huh?" Fang Yu was puzzled.

Chu Yan said: "Fortunately, I'm sick, and grandma is worried about me, so she can't bear to torment herself. My discomfort is better than her old man's discomfort."

Fang Yu stroked his back and said, "I'll feel better if you're sick?"

As he said that, he squeezed Chu Yan's chin with the other hand, and said, "If there is anything you want to tell me in the future, the two of us will bear it together, understand?"

Chu Yan didn't speak, he thought of the scene when Fang Yu came out with his family, he thought it would not be much more peaceful than grandma's side.

I heard Fang Yu go on to say: "It was fine before, but now you have a different relationship with me. I will be responsible to you, and you will naturally be responsible to me. We are one."

As he spoke, he forced Ai Chuyan to look him in the eye, and said: "Since you have made a decision to come to your door, then you will never want to escape from me. Chu Yan, if you want to repay your favor, then promise it with your body." , promise me your whole life!"

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