The correct posture of gratitude

With a punch, three people were stunned.

Xiaoji was naturally surprised to see that Chu Yan moved his hand without warning.

Fang Yu was beaten for no reason, and he couldn't figure out the situation.

And Chu Yan, who swung his fist, was also surprised by his unreasonable anger, and froze in place for a moment.

Xiaoji was the first to react, and wanted to go forward to see if Fang Yu was damaged anywhere.Unexpectedly, before he got close, Chu Yan stood in front of Fang Yu first:

"It's none of your business, go away!"

Yes, when he saw this demon-like boy approaching Fang Yu, he became angry and wanted to hit him.

"I..." Xiao Ji looked at Fang Yu, but saw that Fang Yu's eyes were only on Chu Yan, so he had to say cowardly: "If you have something to say, don't do it..."

Under Chu Yan's stare, his voice gradually died down, and finally he left with an umbrella while muttering.

Fang Yu looked at Chu Yan with great interest, licked the corner of his mouth that had been beaten, and said with a wicked smile: "You are good at temper! Will you beat people?"

Chu Yan avoided his gaze, and asked angrily, "You said you slept with everyone the same? Then... why did you drag me into the water in the first place?"

Fang Yu pretended to think about it, and replied: "At the beginning? At the beginning, the idea was very simple, I just thought you were good. But now... I found out that it was the same if it wasn't you. Why, could it be you, you can't do without me? You won't lift it up, will you?"

Chu Yan was enraged by his words, reached out and grabbed his collar, and cursed angrily: "You, bastard!"

Fang Yu ignored his mild scolding, and continued provocatively: "Angry? Angry? Was I right? So, why did you come to me today? Do you want me to continue sleeping with you? Why is it just an excuse for my own good?"

Chu Yan listened to the words coming out of Fang Yu's mouth, with an expression of incomprehension and disbelief.It's as if I just met this person today.

Fang Yu looked directly at Chu Yan and asked: "No? Then what are you doing for it? Don't tell me that you are because of guilt. Chu Yan, I put my heart and soul into it for you. How did you treat me? Guilt? How much is your guilt worth?"

Chu Yan couldn't let go of Fang Yu's collar, and he felt that he might have really hurt Fang Yu's heart.So, he's not just angry, but hating himself.

Fang Yu continued to be aggressive: "This is the best result you want. I let go, I don't pester you anymore, you can live as you like. But you came to me again, what's going on? ? Do you find it interesting to do this?"

The rain was not so heavy, but it was not too small. In a short while, the hair on Chu Yan's forehead was wet, and the water droplets flowed down the cheeks, like tears.

The cheeks that were flushed just now due to the smell of alcohol turned a little dark purple, and the weather was very cold, just like Chu Yan's heart.

He also knew it was boring to do so, but what else could he do?

He was thinking like this, and asked in a murmur, his tone like a lost ghost.

Seeing him like this, Fang Yu sighed, straightened the crooked umbrella, put it on top of Chu Yan's head, and said to him, "Forget it! It's my fault. I shouldn't have said those things to you. Like 'you ruined me' stuff, that's shitty talk, you've never heard it. Go ahead and forget about it and go live your own life. That's not at all Disaster."

Chu Yan raised his head, and looked at Fang Yu with black eyes, full of emotions that he didn't know himself, but had already expressed completely unconsciously through his eyes.

Fang Yu gritted his teeth and turned his head, not to meet those eyes.

"Really, in fact, I may have been a deep closet. Even if I didn't meet you, I would become gay sooner or later. This is the path I was destined to go. I walked happily by myself, so why should you feel sorry for me? It's cold, I'll take you back, let's go!"

After hesitating to get into the car, and turning the temperature of the air conditioner to the highest level, Fang Yu secretly glanced at Chu Yan worriedly.

After waiting for so long in the parking lot and getting wet in the rain, don't get sick.

Just about to step on the clutch and put in gear to set off, Chu Yan suddenly said: "It's not because of guilt."

Fang Yu stopped the movement of his feet, Chu Yan looked at him seriously and said, "It's not just because of guilt. Fang Yu, I hope you have a good life, this is the truth."

The warm and cold environment made Chu Yan's lips tremble uncontrollably, and the raindrops on his hair slowly dripped down his forehead, matching his rippling eyes with brilliance.

"Why do you wish me well?" Fang Yu asked quietly.

"Because you are... the most special person to me."

In an instant, Chu Yan saw through his heart very clearly, and at the same time wanted to pour out his suppressed emotions like never before.Spread out in broad daylight, not afraid of being seen.

"I don't want to ruin you at all. You are the person I most hope to be good in this world. But I seem to have messed up things from the beginning. I shouldn't have promised you to mess around, and it became more and more entangled. So I agreed Shu Luo, I asked her to take care of you instead of me, because I hope you will live a good and happy life, happier than anyone else in this world.

Fang Yu, do you understand what I said?Will you believe me?I hope you are well, you are well, and I am naturally well.I hope we are all well. "

Fang Yu clenched his hands on the steering wheel tightly, his veins were protruding, he almost gritted his teeth and said, "What a fart! How could it be better without you by my side?"

Chu Yan slowly stretched out his hand, stroked Fang Yu's half of the cheek, and touched the warm tears.

His heart was aching, and Fang Yu said softly: "Then what should we do? Do you want me to be like you and disturb everyone's peace? Do you think you are angry with your parents? We always Don't be too selfish and cold-blooded."

Fang Yu shook off Chu Yan's hand, turned his head stubbornly, and said with a sneer, "I'm still a selfish and cold-blooded person. Ethics and morality are bullshit to me. I just want to live happily. Anyway I'm already a big rebel, you have to be alone, just stay away from me."

After speaking, he stepped on the clutch neatly and drove the car out.

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