The correct posture of gratitude

Chu Yan supported the wall with his hands, and the shower water kept pouring on his head and body, but it couldn't wash away the smell on his body.

There was a mess in my mind, and all the words echoed back and forth were Fang Yu's honest and honest voice.

Just now, he whispered many things in his ear that he had never said before.

"Since high school, I have always thought about you, afraid that you would not eat well, that you would be too tired from working, and that you would be too cold when you slept at night... Later, I coaxed you to help me with my homework, just to make you Stay by my side, so you don’t have to go out and suffer. Who knows that you are still unreliable, and you still have to work part-time during the holidays. No way, I will secretly ask you about cheap and expensive holiday workers, and I’m afraid that you will think I’m pitiful after you find out You hurt your self-esteem. In fact, now that I think about it, how can I pity you? I clearly put you on the top of my heart, and I don't want you to have even a little bit of unhappiness. "

"It is clear that I don't like studying at all, but I still worked hard for a whole year in order not to be separated from you. In the first half of the university, although I made a lot of girlfriends, who can be as good as you?" One ten-thousandth of you in my heart? I was so stupid at that time, I listened to others nagging in my ears every day, and I was more attentive to you than my girlfriend, but I couldn’t see through my own heart. You I always feel that I learned to be bad because of An Ning and Lin Cheng, but if I didn't care about you, how could I learn to be bad so easily?"

"At the beginning you said I was just for fun and to try something new, and I foolishly thought that was the case. But every time you said we were leaving, my heart hurt like being stabbed by a knife. At that time, I Ask yourself, am I really just for fun? Is it really just for your body? If that's the case, why can't you just change someone?"

"I didn't understand what I wanted until you really left, and when I spread everything out to see."

"Chu Yan, I like you. I want to be with you all my life."

lifetime?Chu Yan's heart was trembling, thinking how could he speak?so easy.

How long is a lifetime, does Fang Yu really know?

The bathroom door was knocked, and Fang Yu's voice came: "Are you okay? Open the door and let me in."

"It's okay." Chu Yan replied.

Fang Yu paused, and then said: "Come out and talk to me, I won't force you."

Chu Yan pulled a wry smile from the corner of his mouth.Turn off the water, take a towel and stand in front of the mirror. On the skin dotted with water, there are dense red and purple marks, which are all the imprints that Fang Yu branded just now. Is this also called not forcing him?

Recalling the fierce entanglement before, Chu Yan closed his eyes in despair.

Is it really just Fang Yu's unilateral persecution?When he leaned close, pushed him against the porch wall and kissed him, and set his hands dishonestly on fire, Chu Yan not only didn't try his best to resist, but secretly clamored for more in his heart.

Three years of intimacy and several months of separation, the mutual attraction between the bodies, accompanied by deliberately suppressed thoughts, exploded with a bang.Regardless of body and mind, they are completely deviated from a little bit of reason that is vulnerable to a single blow.

So, dry wood and fire, burning blazingly...

When the bathroom door opened, Fang Yu was waiting in front of the door, seeing Chu Yan coming out, he hurriedly hugged him into his arms.

"You say you won't force me." Chu Yan said coldly.

"I don't force you to stay with me right away, but I didn't say I wouldn't force you to do anything else."

Fang Yu rested his chin on Chu Yan's shoulder and said roguely.

Chu Yan pushed him away and went to get his clothes and put them on.Fang Yu followed behind him and attacked: "I'm busy planning for our future, you have to stay there and wait for me honestly, don't give me any tricks, do you hear me?"

Chu Yan paused for a while while putting on his clothes, then turned his head and glanced at Fang Yu with an unreasonable look.

Fang Yu took his hand and forced him to listen carefully: "I didn't just warn you casually. As for the one named Xian today, he gets so close to you every day, even ghosts can see that he has bad intentions. Do you know that he is gay? ?”

Chu Yan had to look at Fang Yu carefully.

"How do you know? You also know that he gets close to me every day? Fang Yu... Are you going too far?"

Fang Yu didn't care: "What's too much about that? Isn't it because when I came to pick you up, I met two little girls from your project team and added WeChat, so I can chat casually if I have nothing to do? By the way, I asked about my wife's work experience in the company. The situation, is there anyone coveting it, isn't that too much?"

After hearing this, Chu Yan almost died of anger: "Who is your wife? Who else is coveting the same sex for fun except you?"

Fang Yu was even angrier than him: "If the surname Xian is not wrong with you, I'll take his head off and kick it for you."

Chu Yan didn't want to have such a naive argument with him again, so he calmed down a bit and said, "Fang Yu, I can't live with someone of the same sex, including you. I know you have helped me a lot, except for this way You can repay you any way you want. If you say that you like me, then let me live a good life. Our colleague introduced a girl to me. She is nice. I want to look around. You can fulfill me, after today Stop pestering me?"

Fang Yu's face was as colorful as if a dye room had been opened by his words.

"How could you do this?" Fang Yu was angry and aggrieved, and complained to Chu Yan: "Just now I fell asleep, and I will find a woman to marry in a blink of an eye, Chu Yan, why are you so scumbag?"

Chu Yan was dumbfounded, why did he still feel that what Fang Yu said made sense?It's a fact that he couldn't resist sleeping with Fang Yu, so he is really a scumbag?

"I..." He tried to defend himself, but he didn't know what to say.

"I know, isn't it the fat aunt named Wu in your company! Can the girl she introduces you be worthy of you? Most of them are also Xin Qi's role. Women are almost the same, if you don't believe me, I will go Help you test your character."

again?This is called which pot is not opened and which pot is lifted.Chu Yan felt a little guilty because of Fang Yu's accusation just now, but this sentence blown it away.

"Student Fang Yu, can you show some face?"

Is it reasonable for him to maliciously pry into other people's corners?

Fang Yu was obviously shameless, so he leaned forward and hugged Chu Yan again, and continued to say: "It's definitely not important to you to be shameless. I don't care anyway, I will pry whoever you are with, If you don’t believe me, try it and see if I have the ability.”

Chu Yan didn't even need to try, he also believed that Fang's young master had superb hunting methods, and if he really wanted to hook up with him, ordinary girls probably couldn't stand it.

Chu Yan's mind, which had already been disturbed, couldn't figure it out at this moment.

What should we do now, and what will happen in the future?

Is it really difficult for him and Fang Yu to be friends?

As if he could feel his confusion, struggle and anxiety, Fang Yu gently stroked his back, and said with a bit of earnestness: "I know, you also have me in your heart. In fact, you are just like me, without realizing it. I've already been moved since then. I don't believe that you can accept me treating you like that just for repayment."

"Don't be afraid, and don't think too much. Leave everything to me. Whether it's my family or grandma's side, I'll take care of it bit by bit. All you have to do is stay there and wait for me obediently. Don't try to find someone else, not even a man or a woman. Got it?"

Chu Yan let Fang Yu hug him tightly, dazed and powerless...