The correct posture of gratitude

It was late at night, and there was still a dim light in the room.

Chu Yan tapped on the computer with a focused look.

Holding the quilt in his arms, Fang Yu lay on his side on Chu Yan's pillow, staring at the person in front of the computer, his thoughts drifting away.

The first time I saw this person in front of me was at the opening ceremony of the first year of high school.

Chu Yan spoke on stage as a freshman representative, and his counterpart was Huo Siyu, a beautiful girl from class two.

At that time, Fang Yu had just hooked up with Huo Siyu and was feeling hot, so he took a second look at Chu Yan who was standing side by side with Huo Siyu on the stage.

Her clean school uniform wrapped her paper-like body, and she looked even thinner than Huo Siyu. She was holding a prepared manuscript in her hand with slender fingers.The delicate appearance is also good-looking, and standing side by side with Huo Siyu is considered harmonious, at least it does not destroy the image of the flowery beauty.

The two began to read the manuscript, Huo Siyu smiled sweetly on his face, his voice was like a silver bell, and his outstanding appearance attracted the attention of many boys and girls in the audience.

Fang Yu was in an excellent position at the time, just facing Huo Siyu head-on. When the two were tender and affectionate, one on stage and the other off the stage, in front of the teachers and students of the school, they did not hesitate to flirt and flirt across the air.

Because of the position, when Huo Siyu turned his eyes back to the gap in the speech, Fang Yu glanced at Chu Yan's face next to her.

Chacha Chuyan also cast his gaze over, and the two met each other for the first time.

It's amazing, until today, Fang Yu still remembers that look very clearly.

Clear, scrutinized, looking straight into the bottom of my heart, but calm and clear...

Seemingly curious, after a quick glance, he quickly regained his composure.

It is very bright, like the Big Dipper twinkling in the night sky, the light shines on it, but moves away inadvertently.

Even with the first impression, Fang Yu still has no interaction with the top student Chu Yan, no matter in class or after class.

There was only one time when the two got closer.

At that time, Fang Yu, Chen Feng, and Liu Jiantong were in the corner of the school carport, teaching a lesson to a male classmate who coveted Huo Siyu's beauty.

Chu Yan walked over to pick up the car without haste.

Fang Yu thought that Chu Yan, who seemed to have a sense of justice, would meddle in his own business and say such a sentence.

Who knew, Student Chu took his car and left as if he didn't see them, completely ignoring them.

Fang Yu still remembers that he felt an unknown anger in his heart at that time. He didn't know if he was angry with Chu Yan's attitude, and then he sent that anger to that boy who didn't know what to do. Because Chu Yan walked around and left, he kicked [-] more feet.

If it weren't for the kind act in that snowy night, Fang Yu and Chu Yan might not have had any friendship for three years.

Not to mention the skin-to-skin dating that is so out of bounds these days.

Such a person who only concentrates on living his own life, why can he open his body and accept Fang Yu's intrusion?

It's just a thank you!

Fang Yu moved his eyes away, turned over, and lay flat on the bed, looking at the ceiling with dim eyes.

He thought, why bother?Chu Yan has lowered his posture so much and allowed himself to act foolishly. Does he have to hate himself to be satisfied?

Taking a long breath, Fang Yu got up and got out of bed to get the clothes on the hanger.

Chu Yan turned to look at him.

"I'm leaving, don't stay up late, go to bed early!"

Chu Yan didn't move, just looked at Fang Yu like that, with complicated eyes.

Fang Yu put on his clothes, went to touch Chu Yan's hand, and sat there for several hours, feeling a little cold.

Pull him up, push him to the edge of the bed, kick off his shoes, put his legs on the bed, and pull the quilt to cover him.

Then bent down and supported Chu Yan's shoulder to look into his eyes, and said: "I was angry with you before, and all I said were angry words. You want a deadline, and I will give you... another year, one year." After graduating from university, I will let go when the time comes, okay?"

Chu Yan looked into his eyes fixedly, as if he was delighted after getting the promise of regaining his freedom.

Fang Yu straightened up and scratched his hair irritably: "Just another year, it's not as hard as you think. It's really not possible now, I'm not prepared to let go of you at all, you have to give me a buffer time ?”

Chu Yan lowered his head, not to look at his entangled and frantic appearance. As Fang Yu saw, he was not very happy to get an exact deadline.It's not because I have to endure for more than a year, but because... my heart hurts a little.

why?

After realizing that I may have already developed a feeling of liking, letting go is like tearing a piece of flesh off my body, how can it not hurt?

Who can blame?Take the initiative to send it into the tiger's mouth, but still can't control my heart, it deserves it!

Looking at him, Fang Yu thought that he was eager to leave him and couldn't accept the one-year term. His heart was cold, but he still refused to retreat. He raised Chu Yan's chin and said, "Chu Yan, don't force me , I think one year is too little, if you don't agree, don't blame me for turning my face and denying people!"

Chu Yan raised his hand, slowly unzipped Fang Yu's jacket, and took it off with both hands grabbing the front.

"It's too late, it's cold outside. Go save the program for me, turn off the computer, turn off the lights and go to bed."

Fang Yu looked at him carefully for a long time, and he knew that he agreed, and his heart was also full of ups and downs, mixed with five flavors, more like sour and astringent.

He got up and quickly turned off the computer and turned off the lights, then rushed over to the figure who was still sitting on the bed, and pressed him under him.

"I'm too anxious during the day, I know you're still in pain. But I want it, I really want it... I'll take it easy, okay?"

Chu Yan didn't answer, but just wrapped his arms around Fang Yu's neck, raised his head tremblingly in the dark, hesitated, but couldn't help but touch Fang Yu's lips.

The unexpected initiative made Fang Yu happy, but he also understood what Chu Yan meant.

In the last year of the promise of this life, let's linger until death!

One year later, roads return to roads, and bridges return to bridges.

The author has something to say:

short ~ short, small...

Removed the sweet text tag.

I really want to write a sweet article, who knows that these two children are not worried, they have to mess around, and they refuse to have a serious relationship.

I can't get them either...

Alas ~ worry!