Queen Swap Game [Rebirth]

The Internet exploded.

If I used one sentence to describe the grand occasion, it would be that everyone watched happily amidst the sound of crackling firecrackers, watching a small wave of enthusiastic crowd beating gongs and drums to support the people who were pushed to the cusp to the high platform Throw it on the chair, and cheer again from time to time.

I haven't seen such a grand occasion for a long time.

Jiang Tong squatted there, quietly, without saying a word.

The clock hanging on the wall was ticking, and the sound of beating seemed to be infinitely amplified in her ears.

I don't know how long it took until she flicked her fingers, and those big, round eyes slowly emerged from the gaps in her arms.

Jiang Tong was expressionless and silent, her eyes were big but lifeless, she just stared at the floor so straightly, she couldn't find the slightest look of the past.

If anyone else sees her like this now, they may mistakenly think that there is only a puppet here, and there are no living people.

After this long silence, there was another rustling sound at the door, as if someone's clothes were rubbing against the door panel, and then slowly from top to bottom...

He probably sat on the ground with his back against the door panel.

"Yuyou, can you open the door?"

The man's voice was muffled outside, Jiang Tong didn't respond, but just looked up and looked at the clock on the wall.

It's five o'clock.

"Yuyou..." Jiang Tao's voice was blurred and indistinct through a door panel, as if it came from another world.

"Open the door and come out."

His voice was weak, and it was rare for people to hear the meaning of begging.

But she still didn't answer, just sighed softly.The sigh was ethereal and weak, like a withered petal falling in the wind, the voice was so low that no one could hear it except herself.

And she just squatted on the ground, ignoring her numb legs at all, and then her fingers trembled slightly, tapping on her own knees.

——Icouldn'tmake the colorsmatchtoday (can't describe today's colors)

——Idon'tknowwhatelsetosay (I don't know how to say it)

——Except Itried and they can't say Ididn't (I tried my best, others are understandable)

"Yuyou, you open the door, I promise you whatever you want... Stop making trouble, open the door first and let me go in to see you, okay?"

The man's voice became more and more blurred, as if he had really gone to another dimension.

Jiang Tong lowered his eyes, moved his neck, and smiled nervously, as if he saw something incredible.

Her fingertips were still tapping lightly on her knees.After a while, the rhythm of the song was in her mind, as if someone was singing it on the spot, clearly audible.

——Idon'tlikethestufftheyarefeedingme

——They don'tlikethethingsIsee (they don't like the things I see too)

——ButIdon'tthinkIneedtobeforgiven (but I don't think I need to be forgiven)

——Iamquietinside (My heart is very quiet)

The melody of the music circulated in her mind, slowly, like a pair of gentle hands, gently and slowly caressing her body.Jiang Tong closed his eyes and hummed softly until the sound of the music gradually weakened——

She rubbed her fingers together, staring intently at the fingertips.After the black was blown off, the scalded scars on the fingertips could finally be seen clearly.

... There were small blisters on her hands, which were pinched open by herself again. The tender flesh inside was exposed to the air, with faint blood streaks hanging on the broken flesh.

Ugly.

There was a buzzing buzzing in my ears, as if there was a harsh sound from a machine that had been/interferenced the signal, and it was so loud that I had a splitting headache.

Jiang Tong's expression was very focused, she stared at the place where her finger was broken, then gently pinched the scratched flesh with her other hand, and pulled it down a little along the texture of the skin.

She didn't seem to feel the pain at all, but the physical tears welling up in her eyes indicated that she was in pain now—so painful that she couldn't help crying.

She gritted her teeth and tore off the scalded and scorched flesh of her fingertips little by little. Because of the pain, her body trembled and her chest heaved violently.

But as she was pulling and pulling, it seemed that something slowly came out of her body, and was blown cold by the wind, and then poured back in again.

Jiang Tao was still calling her name softly at the door, Jiang Tong put the completely broken finger on his lips, then stood up and walked towards the bathroom.

The bloodshot saliva was washed into the sewer by the water. She lowered her head and rummaged in the cabinet for a while, and found a band-aid to stick on her finger.

After finishing all this, she opened the curtains, stood quietly at the window, silently looking at the distant horizon, there was a faint light overflowing——

Day is coming.

In the end, she still didn't open the door for Jiang Tao.

The charity dinner that was scheduled to be attended the next afternoon, Jiang Tong asked Tang Yimeng to think of an excuse to refuse.

She stayed up all night again, and really didn't have the energy to attend the so-called charity dinner, let alone the purpose of going to compete with a group of florets and grab the attention.

boring.

After that phone call, she didn't say anything, just turned off her phone and lay down on the bed with her eyes closed.

From dawn to sunset, she lay there silently like a corpse, neither eating nor moving.

Although she was lying on the big soft bed, she still didn't feel sleepy. She just felt that her brain was extremely excited, and it seemed as if all the sleepy bugs had been killed——

Not sleepy, but tired, her body seemed to weigh a thousand catties, so heavy that she really didn't want to move.

The room was already too quiet, and she simply cut off all contact with the outside world, so there was not even a sound at the end of the day, making it even more terrifyingly quiet.

She could feel that Chen Yulu was also trying to re-establish contact with herself since she was pushed out by her, but because her rejection was too strong, she failed a few times after trying several times, and she He could only sense the anxiety on the other side, but he didn't know anything else.

Gee.

She finally moved, turned over, lay on her side on the bed, and opened her eyes.

The sky outside became gloomy again, and the colorful neon lights flickered on one after another. She lay there quietly watching for a while, then slowly got up again.

She is a little hungry.

There are only a few bottles of pure water in the refrigerator, because she often needs to travel far, so there is nothing to eat.She stared at the empty refrigerator in silence for a while, then turned and went back to the room, and changed into an inconspicuous dress.

She wants to go out and buy something to eat.

This is the rush hour for get off work, and there are more pedestrians on the street. No one has the leisure to pay attention to the person who is wearing a hood and a mask and covering himself tightly on the busy street.

Everyone has their own affairs to be busy, and running around on the boring track of life has consumed most of their energy, so deep down in their hearts they remain indifferent to everything around them—it is better to pay attention to others than to observe others. be good to yourself.

From home to the nearest convenience store, the distance is only two streets, but Jiang Tong feels that he has traveled thousands of miles.

After finally arriving at the place, she walked around the shelves, randomly picked out a few bags of instant noodles, and then went to check out.

The cashier at the convenience store drooped her eyelids and looked listless. The TV hanging above her head was broadcasting entertainment news——

"Actor Jiang Tongji was revealed to be having an affair with a married person. Although the studio strongly denied it, netizens did not believe their words. And at [-] am this morning, another scandal was revealed about Jiang Tong..."

"You will be charged 25. Welcome to come next time." The cashier lazily handed the item to her, glanced at her casually, and looked away again without seeing the person clearly.

Jiang Tong didn't look at her, but just took the bag, but his eyes were fixed on the TV screen above his head, listening to the host's voice inside.

"A group of intimate photos of her and her same-sex friends were posted. According to the whistleblower, the other person is a film director she just finished filming not long ago. She contacted Jiang Tong to star in his movie with zero pay. The intimate photos incident received enthusiastic attention from netizens again. It is reported that the other newcomer director is..."

She couldn't listen to what was said later, she stared blankly at the bag in her hand, her mind was buzzing and she still couldn't react.Until the lazy cashier on the opposite side noticed something was wrong, looked at her again, and then suddenly let out an exclamation——

"Jiang Tong!"

Her voice was a little loud, and for a moment, everyone in the room looked in her direction.

The whispers grew louder.

"Look! That's Jiang Tong!"

"My God, she has the face to come out after such a big incident?"

"It's disgusting, why hasn't she died yet? Shameless!"

"Isn't it a hidden rule? Otherwise it's... oh, it's so disgusting, look at my photos here! Tsk tsk tsk, I can't tell that she is such a person!"

"What? She's the kind of dishonest person. Well, I've disliked her for a long time. I didn't expect that she would dare to come out alone... These stars, they look glamorous on the surface, but in private I don't know how!"

The voices of discussion in the crowd were like needles pricking her heart every sentence. Jiang Tong carried the bag of instant noodles and looked around in a daze, only feeling extremely panicked in her heart——

In the past, she always felt that she was extremely strong inside, no matter what kind of gossip she faced, she could hold on, but recently, she felt more and more powerless, and she couldn't even listen to such a little insult.

That's right, it's just a small insult, it's obviously nothing, it's over after hearing it... What's wrong with her?

What's the matter with everyone?

What is going on in this world!

It was just a few intimate photos, which were her own privacy in the final analysis, but now, she seemed to have been stripped naked and left on the street for people to watch, which made her extremely embarrassed.

Those eyes that circled her body made her feel helpless, and she only felt the pain in her temples intensified.

Because she was nostalgic for the tenderness and sweetness brought by Chen Yulu, she couldn't push it away in time, but couldn't help but sink deeper and deeper... Did she do something wrong?

No!She obviously did nothing wrong!

But the accusations from the onlookers followed one after another, as if she had done some unforgivable scandal.

In her previous life, she had endured many years of scolding for taking the black and red route. In the end, she was deliberately pushed down from a high place and died in the hospital. She watched her body being pushed into the incinerator and burned to ashes.In this life, they called her disgusting and asked her to die, but the mother still thought she was a superfluous guy, so she just threw her away. Finally, someone she liked was driven away by herself...

What is left of her?

cause?

Jiang Tong suddenly took a breath, and covered her face with her hand, only to feel that the discussion around her seemed to be getting louder and louder, so loud that she just wanted to dig a hole in the ground and bury herself in it.

She wanted to leave, but her feet were like roots, nailing her to the spot, unable to move.

"Jiang Tong, I love you! Don't listen to their fart! I will always support you!"

A sharp female voice suddenly sounded in this small convenience store, a little girl in a pink skirt rushed out from the last shelf, and shouted angrily at the people around her, "You know what a fart, hurry up!" Mom, shut up, you idiot!"

There was a brief pause in the discussion around, and then it became louder. Someone turned the conversation around and swearing at the girl with a look of disgust, and the girl fought back not to be outdone.

For a while, the convenience store was as messy as a vegetable market.

Jiang Tong shivered, the girl's words of support did not bring her any real encouragement, but made her feel that she was really ridiculous.

She finally lifted her leg, and her steps of fleeing in a panic unconsciously staggered a little.

——People who support her are also regarded as aliens, and they have to bear malicious attacks from strangers with her.

——Why did you come out to take your own humiliation?

—she shouldn't have come out.

The voice of discussion gradually weakened behind her. Jiang Tong didn't care that the hood on her head was blown off by the wind, so she ran towards home with all her strength.The sounds of cars and people around her gradually disappeared, only the sound of her beating heart and her rapid breathing continued to amplify.

There seemed to be singing in her mind again, and as the night fell, it slowly echoed in her ears, with that bewitching tone, as if someone was whispering to her in a whisper .

-Youga/veusup (You gave up on us)

——Andleftmeanothershocktodissappear (Leave the urge to disappear)

- Butyoucandissappear (but you can choose to leave)

All kinds of passers-by walked past her, and no one paid attention to this person running on the street.

But she suddenly stopped in her tracks, feeling her chest was suffocating, and her eyes blurred...

Then there was a boundless darkness.

The author has something to say:

Thank you 【恶绵】little angel for 40 bottles of nutrient solution~

Pay attention to the title, the meaning of violent carnival is to provoke Jiang Zi... The little angels don't get angry after reading it, please bear with it qwq

I still want to say that our yoyo is not depression, but it is indeed a disease. As for what it is...

I'll talk about it later (; ￣ ェ ￣)

【Andy Tubman-Quiet Inside】

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