Proposed by the most beautiful you in the world [Comprehensive]
Chapter 103 Extra Story 2
Extra Story 2·Gao Wen
Of the two letters he got, the first one went to the singularity, and he returned to Chaldea in silence, and brought them back together.
One of the letters was addressed to the king.
On the envelope was written in delicate and clean handwriting, For Artoria.He did not open the letter, but handed it to the king in its entirety.
When handing it over, his eyes inadvertently touched the writing on the surface of the envelope, and he moved away in embarrassment like an electric shock. Think about it.
But he still had to think, he probably, had to think.
Just this pale and cold proof that the owner of the letter really existed was enough to make him suffer terribly after the initial daze, and when he opened the letter and saw the real content inside, the pain was enough to make him It is difficult for people to control the spread at an even more unexpected speed.
Even though it had been a while since he read the letter himself, he regained his composure on the surface, and his mood seemed to be fairly stable...
"..."
He let his gaze go away, but subconsciously let it fall on Wang's face.
The girly Wang, the strong and steady Wang, she couldn't help being taken aback when she first heard what happened from him.Then, as he had done then, she opened the letter and unfolded the paper.
His eyes swept slowly, and the passage of time was not so obvious in the unknowingly condensed atmosphere.Did it start from the moment the first and second lines were read, or slowly until the moment the entire letter, which is not too long, was read?
I don't know, I can't tell the difference.
All in all, when Wang Zai raised his head, his face was still confused and at a loss.She said that she didn't remember, really, she didn't have any impression at all. This person didn't appear in her life at all, but he knew everything about her as if he did appear.
But why...
Why——My lord, why do you burst into tears even when you have no memory.
"same as me."
"It's exactly the same as me just now."
*****
Like every poor person who loses the most important treasure in his life and can't get it back, he also fell into a quagmire that he couldn't get out of for a while.
I apologize to my companions—he may not be able to fight side by side with everyone for the time being, and with his current state of mind, he may not be able to play a normal role in the battle.
Plead guilty to the master, and ask for a period of vacation - the reason is the same as above, he may need to find a quiet place with only himself to relax and reminisce.
His master was silent for a while, and he understood as it should be, and also approved his temporary leave.However, the Master looked at him with a sad look, as if he wanted to cry, but considering his mood, he tried his best to hold back.
"Although I would like to suggest that you wait a little longer, there are still four singularities that have not been visited, and maybe you can find more clues about... that person, but, Gao Wenqing..."
The master agreed: "You go! If I find a clue, I will let Lancelot and the others come and tell you. For a while, please rest well."
He was extremely grateful for Master's understanding.Fortunately, this kind of gratitude slightly dilutes the depression that is hard to relieve in my heart and will only get heavier.
He didn't have any destination, so he went to the singularity of that different world.
Originally, the singularity was to be repaired, but the way to repair it was to cut off the weak "rope" connecting him with that world. How could this be possible?So, the singularity is preserved in this way.
The first thing he went to look for were the two young men he met in front of the king's tomb, because he always felt that if he wanted to get closer to the person he had forgotten, he could only get closer to the person who still had that memory. People are looking there.
One of the young people, that is, the caring wife who brought the letter all the way to England, seemed to have expected him to come. After opening the door and seeing him who was inexplicably cautious, not only was she not surprised at all, And received him quite warmly and let him in.
He... is indeed a little reserved, and also a little embarrassed.
Because, at the time of the accidental encounter, Mrs. Chiyo's husband, Mr. Ume Taro, who was said to have been the master of him and Zhu Qing, had clearly stated that he refused to provide him with accommodation and food—cough, cough cough, so he In fact, he knew very well that his visit might make Mr. Umetaro unhappy, but he still came to the door with the cheek.
"Ah, dear! Don't be so rude to the guests. It's rare for Mr. Gao Wen to come here. Don't remember the hatred that you made me faint when they were poor ten years ago... cough cough cough! It's nothing, nothing, our family is superior——welcome Mr. Gao Wen as a guest!"
he:"……"
I don't know if it's an illusion, but Mrs. Chiyo also has a bit of sadness towards him (and some colleagues who are currently eating and drinking in Chaldea).
Well, up to now, even if it's not an illusion, he can only continue to act cheekily as if he didn't find out.
Sitting in the couple's home, Mrs. Chiyo brought tea for him and Mr. Umetaro who was also sitting on the sofa.However, after looking at each other—in fact, he was simply being stared at by Umetaro Nozaki—after a while, the master of the house finally spoke:
"Sure enough, it hasn't changed at all. I thought my memory was wrong, so I went home and ransacked the box to find photos from ten years ago for comparison."
After being sized up for such a long time, he was relieved from the embarrassment, after all, Mr. Mei Taro did not really refuse to entertain him.He still said: "Yes, because it is a heroic spirit, there will be no change in appearance-eh?"
He suddenly froze for a moment.
After being stunned, he stood up awkwardly, his eyes widened suddenly on his reserved and calm face: "Mr. Mei Tailang, assuming I heard you right, you just said——found the photo from ten years ago?"
Nozaki Umetaro looked at him calmly, taking in the shock and excitement on his face that was almost uncontrollable.
"Well, the photo from ten years ago." The young man with a rarely changing expression turned his head, "I thought I lost it when I moved, but when I came back from my honeymoon, Chiyo insisted on looking for it—I found it, you Take it and see for yourself."
Just at this time, Nozaki Chiyo appeared in his line of sight.
She walked out of the bedroom with a photo album that looked rather heavy, and opened the photo album until it reached the last page.Her eyes fell on the only old photo on the last page. For some reason, she looked at this photo again. The corners of her mouth were raised at first, as if she wanted to laugh, but after a long time, there was a faint nostalgia between her brows. , more, and a bit sad.
"Mr. Gao Wen, look."
Nozaki Chiyo handed the entire photo album to him who was already stiff at some point.
He raised his hand to take it, feeling that the photo album was surprisingly heavy.It was too heavy, even heavier than when he received those two letters not long ago, and he almost couldn't bear it and dropped it.
But he still caught it in the end. Although his fingers were trembling slightly, he caught it firmly.
At this time, he also saw the content of the photo left ten years ago.
Strange background, strange attire—these are not important, his sight was immediately attracted by one of the figures, and he couldn't look away.The other people and other things in the photo seem to fade away at this moment, leaving only...
that person.
Also, in the time belonging to the "past" and the "space" that has been annihilated, looking at that person with extremely gentle eyes--himself.
"At that time, you planned to open a maid coffee shop. Why was it a maid... Cough, this is Mei Taro's fault! Please forgive him for his ignorance!"
"Mr. Caster is also there to help you. This photo was secretly left to us by a magician named Merlin before you left, saying it was a souvenir for us..."
In the world that gradually became quiet due to the sinking of thoughts, the only thing that can still reverberate is the woman's soft voice mixed with deep sadness:
"Suddenly learned that Mr. Caster in another world has disappeared, disappeared, and everyone has forgotten about him. This is really..."
"It's enough to keep memories in our hearts. If this photo can help you, please take it away, Mr. Gao Wen."
*****
He really took that photo away. This time, in addition to the original gratitude to the Master, he also thanked the Nozaki couple.
As he walked aimlessly with the photos, he couldn't help thinking that he was really lucky to be understood by so many people, and to receive such important information from the kind people who helped him. ...
"The appearance of wearing a maid's costume is really horrible. If you dare to try this way, aren't you afraid of making him laugh, this 'me'?"
Sitting on a park bench, he tapped the man in the photo who was exactly like himself.
There was a smile on his face, but people who passed by here accidentally saw him, they would only think that this blond-haired, blue-eyed foreigner staring blankly at the photo clearly seemed to be crying.
"Totally clueless."
"I don't know... I don't know how to look for it, and where to look for it. How could I forget? Before I saw the photo, I shouldn't forget the person who can make me suffer so much just by writing."
he does not know.
He doesn't know anything.
Not only did he have no idea about how to "find", what was even more desperate was that he knew nothing about that person, how they met, what kind of stories they had, and who that person was Such a personality, I don't know what preferences that person has, let alone how he fell in love with him...
——Ah, it is "love".
All he has now is the feeling that he is still reluctantly resisting after losing all his memories. Even the appearance of that person is known from the photos, so it cannot be counted.
He only has this "love".
All he knows is that he loves him.
Just like what he said again and again to Lord Bedwell, Lord Tristan, and Lord Lancelot who passed on the information later: "If this is not a personal experience, the intense emotion is not in my heart. Flowing in my chest, reminding me repeatedly that I must find it, I’m afraid I thought I was crazy, and I would care so much about people who are as illusory as dreams.”
"Don't say that, Gao Wenqing, we can all feel your pain even if we can't empathize with it. Even if you have different feelings, Wang's grief is no less than yours."
Lord Bedivere told him the man's name.
Sir Tristan also came over after a while and told him that the man had blue hair and blue eyes.
In fact, he had already obtained information about his appearance. Although the photo showed only a side profile, it was extremely clear.He didn't say anything, still full of gratitude, and sincerely expressed his gratitude.
He still didn't go back, he only took the photo with him, and hid it in the human world with a physical body.He said he wanted to continue to "search", but everyone knew—including himself, that no matter how long it took, it would be impossible to find it even if it took ten years or a hundred years.
And most of the things they do in the human world are meaningless.Most of the time, I just look at the scenery casually, looking at the sunny blue sky, and sometimes walking on the road, encountering robbery, fighting and other things, I can also carry forward the spirit of knights to fight for justice.
"Gao Wenqing—Gao Wen, Gao Wen, Gao Wen, what are you thinking!"
Sir Lancelot wished he could understand that his behavior was more like a waste of time, and said that he really couldn't bear to see him be so muddled, as if he had lost his soul.
He was surprised, and pointed to his face which was clearly normal: "What are you talking about, Mr. Lancelot, am I no different from before?"
This is true.
He is still smiling, kind, gentle, and enthusiastic, making people feel good about him just by looking at him.After traveling to so many places, the people he has helped say so, without exception.
Sir Lancelot didn't think so.
"Sir Bedivere and the others don't have the heart to poke them out. Let me be the villain. Gawain, look in the mirror yourself and see your eyes that are so dim that you're out of your mind. You don't even have the courage to face them frankly." Dare, what else is it called the Sun Knight!"
Then, Sir Lancelot gave him a fist, showing no mercy.
This punch really woke him up.
Facing his furious companion, he wiped away the blood dripping from the corner of his mouth with his sleeve, and remained silent for a long time before revealing his true heart for the first time.
"You are still mistaken, Sir Lancelot, I did not run away like a coward," he said.
"During this time, I just couldn't help thinking that if there were no Master and Ms. Matthew, if I hadn't gone to the Singularity and read that letter, I would still enjoy the happiness of knowing nothing with peace of mind."
"But now, I am no longer ignorant. Although I have no memory, I know that he really exists, and I have never been so sure. He is the lover I am willing to protect with my life and everything. But——I was thinking again, what is the peace of mind in the past? His existence has disappeared, and I have forgotten him so completely, what qualifications do I have..."
"Gao Wenqing, you..."
"It's okay, just treat it as atonement for my own forgetfulness."
Judging from Sir Lancelot's expression, he probably still couldn't understand his train of thought.
In fact, it is very simple, he is "atonement".No matter the reason, no matter how great the secret, the knight who is extremely loyal to his beloved cannot tolerate his own forgetting.
He deliberately exiled himself, because the fragmentary clues he currently possessed could not completely piece together his lover named Ellie. He could only guard these fragments and endure the longing in the endless pursuit Unreliable, painful torment in which the face of the lover is forever blurred.
"...Could it be that you are going to just drift aimlessly like this?"
"Of course not." He said, "This is just a short vacation. I can move forward without any worries after getting the master's permission. After a while... No, I will go back in a few days."
——I want to dedicate my heart and all my loyalty to my monarch. This is the greatest principle and premise that will never change.But love and loyalty, can these two walk together.
——My loyalty is dedicated to the king and master, and my life and the love that always burns my heart and lights my eyes...
He thought so.
But he didn't know that before the "revision", he had said such words, and he said them to that person openly.
That day, after being speechless for a long time, Sir Lancelot dragged him to the bar that was open at night.
They drank all night, and each other got drunk.
He vaguely remembered that Sir Lancelot asked him what he would do if that person could come back.
He replied that he would carry out the knight's persistence to the end, adore him, protect him, and expect him to be happy.
As a result, Sir Lancelot gave him another fist.
"It means that you don't intend to chase after him, but just want to watch the lover of your dreams go away with your rival? Are you a man? Show off the aura you used to flirt with noble ladies, and don't embarrass the Knights of the Round Table!"
He: "Wait, wait, I never flirted with a lady—"
There is really no way.
Under the influence of alcohol's anesthesia effect... no, maybe, there are still some delusional infatuations in his heart that he couldn't restrain in time.
"Okay, Sir Lancelot, thank you for such a heavy release with your fist."
His eyes were hazy, and he slowly raised his lowered head.The right hand is holding the empty wine glass, and the left hand is in the pocket of the clothes from the beginning to the end, rubbing the photos that are about to be faded by his touch during this time.
"If he can come back..."
"If, he can really come back. Even if I have no memory, I will..."
"I will court him bravely and without hesitation."
There are so many things not known.
However, at this moment, there was just one more thing he could be sure of.
Hope is just hope, the distance between him and the person in his dream seems to be farther than life and death.
"He" will not come back, there is no possibility.
——Unless there is a so-called "miracle".
*****
"..."
"........."
"Okay, Gao Wen, you idiot! Why are you so dazed, the man came back, but was snatched away again, hurry up and chase after him!"
Prior to this, the colleagues of the Knights of the Round Table came several times in turn, but Agguiwen did not come.
But now, Agguiwen hurriedly came to this singularity with a cold face, and the first sentence he spoke made the Sun Knight who had planned to return stunned on the spot.
Gao Wen: "..."
Gao Wen: "Miss Aggression, you really didn't lie to me?"
Facing the stupid question from this man who was completely dumbfounded by the shock of the huge surprise, Agguiwen could only sneer.
Originally, the task of delivering information should not have fallen on him.
But the accident came too fast, Chaldea was suddenly attacked by an intruder, and the intruder came here to show off his "wife", the most beautiful in the world, and after showing off, Shi Shiran ran away.
Leaving aside the others, the king rushed out right behind Joan of Arc Alter, unable to scream, and the Knights of the Round Table naturally followed the king's pace.
Ageguiwen took a step back, and there was no one in sight.
He originally planned to go to the master to check the situation. However, on the way, Agguiwen discovered that several heroic spirits who had received the news that the spirit son had transferred back rushed past him. Of course, there were no shadows, only Speeding past the blowing wind.
Pharaoh was the first to catch up, not counting.It was Enkidu who informed the King of Heroes. When Scathach went to find the ineffective idiot disciple Cu Chulainn, Amakusa Shiro Tokisada, who happened to be in the same place as Cu Chulainn, also got the news.
The rest of the Cave King didn't have any relatives or friends, and it was Mashu who wiped his tears and called him back to the singularity before he went.The last one, the Sun Knight Gawain who was forgotten and abandoned by King Arthur and the Knights of the Round Table, is still in a state of ignorance.
Agnes: "..."
In fact, his personal relationship with the other knights of the round table is not very good, but under such circumstances, the knights of the round table must of course unite internally and unanimously with the outside world, so he made a special trip here to prevent the stupid sun knight from getting such important news. will be missed.
Gao Wen: "..."
"Secretary Aggui... I can't express my gratitude to you in words!!!"
If possible, how much Gawain wanted to hug Aggavin hard.But Ageguiwen refused to hug him, and, time was running out, and there was no further delay.
Gawain left the singularity where he had stayed for several months.
Hmm...Although, chasing the intruder who snatched away the lover of his dreams really made him very tired, but.
but.
At last—when he came under the tree and saw Airlie who had been found by many people, the joy, the indescribable happiness, all turned into reality at this moment.
The man opened his eyes.
Their eyes met for an instant.
he……
"It's a pleasure to meet you."
"Please let the despicable me who has forgotten you and is still unable to get back... dedicate my life and everything to you again."
The smiling Sun Knight burst into tears under the sun.
Next.
In other words, the story of true happiness between him and Ellie.
Of the two letters he got, the first one went to the singularity, and he returned to Chaldea in silence, and brought them back together.
One of the letters was addressed to the king.
On the envelope was written in delicate and clean handwriting, For Artoria.He did not open the letter, but handed it to the king in its entirety.
When handing it over, his eyes inadvertently touched the writing on the surface of the envelope, and he moved away in embarrassment like an electric shock. Think about it.
But he still had to think, he probably, had to think.
Just this pale and cold proof that the owner of the letter really existed was enough to make him suffer terribly after the initial daze, and when he opened the letter and saw the real content inside, the pain was enough to make him It is difficult for people to control the spread at an even more unexpected speed.
Even though it had been a while since he read the letter himself, he regained his composure on the surface, and his mood seemed to be fairly stable...
"..."
He let his gaze go away, but subconsciously let it fall on Wang's face.
The girly Wang, the strong and steady Wang, she couldn't help being taken aback when she first heard what happened from him.Then, as he had done then, she opened the letter and unfolded the paper.
His eyes swept slowly, and the passage of time was not so obvious in the unknowingly condensed atmosphere.Did it start from the moment the first and second lines were read, or slowly until the moment the entire letter, which is not too long, was read?
I don't know, I can't tell the difference.
All in all, when Wang Zai raised his head, his face was still confused and at a loss.She said that she didn't remember, really, she didn't have any impression at all. This person didn't appear in her life at all, but he knew everything about her as if he did appear.
But why...
Why——My lord, why do you burst into tears even when you have no memory.
"same as me."
"It's exactly the same as me just now."
*****
Like every poor person who loses the most important treasure in his life and can't get it back, he also fell into a quagmire that he couldn't get out of for a while.
I apologize to my companions—he may not be able to fight side by side with everyone for the time being, and with his current state of mind, he may not be able to play a normal role in the battle.
Plead guilty to the master, and ask for a period of vacation - the reason is the same as above, he may need to find a quiet place with only himself to relax and reminisce.
His master was silent for a while, and he understood as it should be, and also approved his temporary leave.However, the Master looked at him with a sad look, as if he wanted to cry, but considering his mood, he tried his best to hold back.
"Although I would like to suggest that you wait a little longer, there are still four singularities that have not been visited, and maybe you can find more clues about... that person, but, Gao Wenqing..."
The master agreed: "You go! If I find a clue, I will let Lancelot and the others come and tell you. For a while, please rest well."
He was extremely grateful for Master's understanding.Fortunately, this kind of gratitude slightly dilutes the depression that is hard to relieve in my heart and will only get heavier.
He didn't have any destination, so he went to the singularity of that different world.
Originally, the singularity was to be repaired, but the way to repair it was to cut off the weak "rope" connecting him with that world. How could this be possible?So, the singularity is preserved in this way.
The first thing he went to look for were the two young men he met in front of the king's tomb, because he always felt that if he wanted to get closer to the person he had forgotten, he could only get closer to the person who still had that memory. People are looking there.
One of the young people, that is, the caring wife who brought the letter all the way to England, seemed to have expected him to come. After opening the door and seeing him who was inexplicably cautious, not only was she not surprised at all, And received him quite warmly and let him in.
He... is indeed a little reserved, and also a little embarrassed.
Because, at the time of the accidental encounter, Mrs. Chiyo's husband, Mr. Ume Taro, who was said to have been the master of him and Zhu Qing, had clearly stated that he refused to provide him with accommodation and food—cough, cough cough, so he In fact, he knew very well that his visit might make Mr. Umetaro unhappy, but he still came to the door with the cheek.
"Ah, dear! Don't be so rude to the guests. It's rare for Mr. Gao Wen to come here. Don't remember the hatred that you made me faint when they were poor ten years ago... cough cough cough! It's nothing, nothing, our family is superior——welcome Mr. Gao Wen as a guest!"
he:"……"
I don't know if it's an illusion, but Mrs. Chiyo also has a bit of sadness towards him (and some colleagues who are currently eating and drinking in Chaldea).
Well, up to now, even if it's not an illusion, he can only continue to act cheekily as if he didn't find out.
Sitting in the couple's home, Mrs. Chiyo brought tea for him and Mr. Umetaro who was also sitting on the sofa.However, after looking at each other—in fact, he was simply being stared at by Umetaro Nozaki—after a while, the master of the house finally spoke:
"Sure enough, it hasn't changed at all. I thought my memory was wrong, so I went home and ransacked the box to find photos from ten years ago for comparison."
After being sized up for such a long time, he was relieved from the embarrassment, after all, Mr. Mei Taro did not really refuse to entertain him.He still said: "Yes, because it is a heroic spirit, there will be no change in appearance-eh?"
He suddenly froze for a moment.
After being stunned, he stood up awkwardly, his eyes widened suddenly on his reserved and calm face: "Mr. Mei Tailang, assuming I heard you right, you just said——found the photo from ten years ago?"
Nozaki Umetaro looked at him calmly, taking in the shock and excitement on his face that was almost uncontrollable.
"Well, the photo from ten years ago." The young man with a rarely changing expression turned his head, "I thought I lost it when I moved, but when I came back from my honeymoon, Chiyo insisted on looking for it—I found it, you Take it and see for yourself."
Just at this time, Nozaki Chiyo appeared in his line of sight.
She walked out of the bedroom with a photo album that looked rather heavy, and opened the photo album until it reached the last page.Her eyes fell on the only old photo on the last page. For some reason, she looked at this photo again. The corners of her mouth were raised at first, as if she wanted to laugh, but after a long time, there was a faint nostalgia between her brows. , more, and a bit sad.
"Mr. Gao Wen, look."
Nozaki Chiyo handed the entire photo album to him who was already stiff at some point.
He raised his hand to take it, feeling that the photo album was surprisingly heavy.It was too heavy, even heavier than when he received those two letters not long ago, and he almost couldn't bear it and dropped it.
But he still caught it in the end. Although his fingers were trembling slightly, he caught it firmly.
At this time, he also saw the content of the photo left ten years ago.
Strange background, strange attire—these are not important, his sight was immediately attracted by one of the figures, and he couldn't look away.The other people and other things in the photo seem to fade away at this moment, leaving only...
that person.
Also, in the time belonging to the "past" and the "space" that has been annihilated, looking at that person with extremely gentle eyes--himself.
"At that time, you planned to open a maid coffee shop. Why was it a maid... Cough, this is Mei Taro's fault! Please forgive him for his ignorance!"
"Mr. Caster is also there to help you. This photo was secretly left to us by a magician named Merlin before you left, saying it was a souvenir for us..."
In the world that gradually became quiet due to the sinking of thoughts, the only thing that can still reverberate is the woman's soft voice mixed with deep sadness:
"Suddenly learned that Mr. Caster in another world has disappeared, disappeared, and everyone has forgotten about him. This is really..."
"It's enough to keep memories in our hearts. If this photo can help you, please take it away, Mr. Gao Wen."
*****
He really took that photo away. This time, in addition to the original gratitude to the Master, he also thanked the Nozaki couple.
As he walked aimlessly with the photos, he couldn't help thinking that he was really lucky to be understood by so many people, and to receive such important information from the kind people who helped him. ...
"The appearance of wearing a maid's costume is really horrible. If you dare to try this way, aren't you afraid of making him laugh, this 'me'?"
Sitting on a park bench, he tapped the man in the photo who was exactly like himself.
There was a smile on his face, but people who passed by here accidentally saw him, they would only think that this blond-haired, blue-eyed foreigner staring blankly at the photo clearly seemed to be crying.
"Totally clueless."
"I don't know... I don't know how to look for it, and where to look for it. How could I forget? Before I saw the photo, I shouldn't forget the person who can make me suffer so much just by writing."
he does not know.
He doesn't know anything.
Not only did he have no idea about how to "find", what was even more desperate was that he knew nothing about that person, how they met, what kind of stories they had, and who that person was Such a personality, I don't know what preferences that person has, let alone how he fell in love with him...
——Ah, it is "love".
All he has now is the feeling that he is still reluctantly resisting after losing all his memories. Even the appearance of that person is known from the photos, so it cannot be counted.
He only has this "love".
All he knows is that he loves him.
Just like what he said again and again to Lord Bedwell, Lord Tristan, and Lord Lancelot who passed on the information later: "If this is not a personal experience, the intense emotion is not in my heart. Flowing in my chest, reminding me repeatedly that I must find it, I’m afraid I thought I was crazy, and I would care so much about people who are as illusory as dreams.”
"Don't say that, Gao Wenqing, we can all feel your pain even if we can't empathize with it. Even if you have different feelings, Wang's grief is no less than yours."
Lord Bedivere told him the man's name.
Sir Tristan also came over after a while and told him that the man had blue hair and blue eyes.
In fact, he had already obtained information about his appearance. Although the photo showed only a side profile, it was extremely clear.He didn't say anything, still full of gratitude, and sincerely expressed his gratitude.
He still didn't go back, he only took the photo with him, and hid it in the human world with a physical body.He said he wanted to continue to "search", but everyone knew—including himself, that no matter how long it took, it would be impossible to find it even if it took ten years or a hundred years.
And most of the things they do in the human world are meaningless.Most of the time, I just look at the scenery casually, looking at the sunny blue sky, and sometimes walking on the road, encountering robbery, fighting and other things, I can also carry forward the spirit of knights to fight for justice.
"Gao Wenqing—Gao Wen, Gao Wen, Gao Wen, what are you thinking!"
Sir Lancelot wished he could understand that his behavior was more like a waste of time, and said that he really couldn't bear to see him be so muddled, as if he had lost his soul.
He was surprised, and pointed to his face which was clearly normal: "What are you talking about, Mr. Lancelot, am I no different from before?"
This is true.
He is still smiling, kind, gentle, and enthusiastic, making people feel good about him just by looking at him.After traveling to so many places, the people he has helped say so, without exception.
Sir Lancelot didn't think so.
"Sir Bedivere and the others don't have the heart to poke them out. Let me be the villain. Gawain, look in the mirror yourself and see your eyes that are so dim that you're out of your mind. You don't even have the courage to face them frankly." Dare, what else is it called the Sun Knight!"
Then, Sir Lancelot gave him a fist, showing no mercy.
This punch really woke him up.
Facing his furious companion, he wiped away the blood dripping from the corner of his mouth with his sleeve, and remained silent for a long time before revealing his true heart for the first time.
"You are still mistaken, Sir Lancelot, I did not run away like a coward," he said.
"During this time, I just couldn't help thinking that if there were no Master and Ms. Matthew, if I hadn't gone to the Singularity and read that letter, I would still enjoy the happiness of knowing nothing with peace of mind."
"But now, I am no longer ignorant. Although I have no memory, I know that he really exists, and I have never been so sure. He is the lover I am willing to protect with my life and everything. But——I was thinking again, what is the peace of mind in the past? His existence has disappeared, and I have forgotten him so completely, what qualifications do I have..."
"Gao Wenqing, you..."
"It's okay, just treat it as atonement for my own forgetfulness."
Judging from Sir Lancelot's expression, he probably still couldn't understand his train of thought.
In fact, it is very simple, he is "atonement".No matter the reason, no matter how great the secret, the knight who is extremely loyal to his beloved cannot tolerate his own forgetting.
He deliberately exiled himself, because the fragmentary clues he currently possessed could not completely piece together his lover named Ellie. He could only guard these fragments and endure the longing in the endless pursuit Unreliable, painful torment in which the face of the lover is forever blurred.
"...Could it be that you are going to just drift aimlessly like this?"
"Of course not." He said, "This is just a short vacation. I can move forward without any worries after getting the master's permission. After a while... No, I will go back in a few days."
——I want to dedicate my heart and all my loyalty to my monarch. This is the greatest principle and premise that will never change.But love and loyalty, can these two walk together.
——My loyalty is dedicated to the king and master, and my life and the love that always burns my heart and lights my eyes...
He thought so.
But he didn't know that before the "revision", he had said such words, and he said them to that person openly.
That day, after being speechless for a long time, Sir Lancelot dragged him to the bar that was open at night.
They drank all night, and each other got drunk.
He vaguely remembered that Sir Lancelot asked him what he would do if that person could come back.
He replied that he would carry out the knight's persistence to the end, adore him, protect him, and expect him to be happy.
As a result, Sir Lancelot gave him another fist.
"It means that you don't intend to chase after him, but just want to watch the lover of your dreams go away with your rival? Are you a man? Show off the aura you used to flirt with noble ladies, and don't embarrass the Knights of the Round Table!"
He: "Wait, wait, I never flirted with a lady—"
There is really no way.
Under the influence of alcohol's anesthesia effect... no, maybe, there are still some delusional infatuations in his heart that he couldn't restrain in time.
"Okay, Sir Lancelot, thank you for such a heavy release with your fist."
His eyes were hazy, and he slowly raised his lowered head.The right hand is holding the empty wine glass, and the left hand is in the pocket of the clothes from the beginning to the end, rubbing the photos that are about to be faded by his touch during this time.
"If he can come back..."
"If, he can really come back. Even if I have no memory, I will..."
"I will court him bravely and without hesitation."
There are so many things not known.
However, at this moment, there was just one more thing he could be sure of.
Hope is just hope, the distance between him and the person in his dream seems to be farther than life and death.
"He" will not come back, there is no possibility.
——Unless there is a so-called "miracle".
*****
"..."
"........."
"Okay, Gao Wen, you idiot! Why are you so dazed, the man came back, but was snatched away again, hurry up and chase after him!"
Prior to this, the colleagues of the Knights of the Round Table came several times in turn, but Agguiwen did not come.
But now, Agguiwen hurriedly came to this singularity with a cold face, and the first sentence he spoke made the Sun Knight who had planned to return stunned on the spot.
Gao Wen: "..."
Gao Wen: "Miss Aggression, you really didn't lie to me?"
Facing the stupid question from this man who was completely dumbfounded by the shock of the huge surprise, Agguiwen could only sneer.
Originally, the task of delivering information should not have fallen on him.
But the accident came too fast, Chaldea was suddenly attacked by an intruder, and the intruder came here to show off his "wife", the most beautiful in the world, and after showing off, Shi Shiran ran away.
Leaving aside the others, the king rushed out right behind Joan of Arc Alter, unable to scream, and the Knights of the Round Table naturally followed the king's pace.
Ageguiwen took a step back, and there was no one in sight.
He originally planned to go to the master to check the situation. However, on the way, Agguiwen discovered that several heroic spirits who had received the news that the spirit son had transferred back rushed past him. Of course, there were no shadows, only Speeding past the blowing wind.
Pharaoh was the first to catch up, not counting.It was Enkidu who informed the King of Heroes. When Scathach went to find the ineffective idiot disciple Cu Chulainn, Amakusa Shiro Tokisada, who happened to be in the same place as Cu Chulainn, also got the news.
The rest of the Cave King didn't have any relatives or friends, and it was Mashu who wiped his tears and called him back to the singularity before he went.The last one, the Sun Knight Gawain who was forgotten and abandoned by King Arthur and the Knights of the Round Table, is still in a state of ignorance.
Agnes: "..."
In fact, his personal relationship with the other knights of the round table is not very good, but under such circumstances, the knights of the round table must of course unite internally and unanimously with the outside world, so he made a special trip here to prevent the stupid sun knight from getting such important news. will be missed.
Gao Wen: "..."
"Secretary Aggui... I can't express my gratitude to you in words!!!"
If possible, how much Gawain wanted to hug Aggavin hard.But Ageguiwen refused to hug him, and, time was running out, and there was no further delay.
Gawain left the singularity where he had stayed for several months.
Hmm...Although, chasing the intruder who snatched away the lover of his dreams really made him very tired, but.
but.
At last—when he came under the tree and saw Airlie who had been found by many people, the joy, the indescribable happiness, all turned into reality at this moment.
The man opened his eyes.
Their eyes met for an instant.
he……
"It's a pleasure to meet you."
"Please let the despicable me who has forgotten you and is still unable to get back... dedicate my life and everything to you again."
The smiling Sun Knight burst into tears under the sun.
Next.
In other words, the story of true happiness between him and Ellie.
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