BE Crazy Demon Survival System

He held Xu Qichen's fingers in the palm of his hand, and his cold fingertips became hot.

Of course he would like to live with Xia Zhixu, but he has already been brought up badly, and now he really wants to tease him.

"No." Xu Qichen rolled his eyes, with no expression on his face, "I'm still used to living alone, it's very troublesome if two people live with different living habits."

Seeing his sternness, the look of anticipation on Xia Zhixu's face gradually diminished.

Xu Qichen glanced at Xia Zhixu, a little happy in his heart, so he shook the hand he was holding, and asked tentatively, "What's the matter, aren't you happy?"

Xia Zhixu shook his head, "No, I'm mentally prepared."

What he said was also true, Xia Zhixu had the lowest psychological expectations for everything that happened with Xu Qichen, it was all good like a dream, so he was always planning for the worst.

He lowered his head, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, but the emotions in his eyes were very complicated and hard to describe, but he still squeezed Xu Qichen's fingers, "I was too anxious."

I don't know why, but Xia Zhixu was still very scared in his heart. He always felt that he was too eager, and he was afraid that he would step forward and scare Xu Qichen away.

Xu Qichen raised his head, saw the slight change in his expression, his heart twitched, and it hurt a little.

He sat up all of a sudden, straddled Xia Zhixu with his legs apart, his arms wrapped around his neck, and started to panic, "I was just kidding you, I really want to live with you, really." He tilted his head to see Xia Zhixu's expression, "Don't be sad, I really lied to you."

Both of them were silent for a while.Then Xia Zhixu raised his eyebrows dubiously, pressed his forehead against his, and rubbed the tip of his nose, "Then move?"

Xu Qichen nodded, "Move."

He gently rubbed the thin and soft skin on Xu Qichen's hip bones, "When?"

"Today." Xu Qichen smiled and kissed Xia Zhixu's lips.

Xia Zhixu grabbed his hip bones, for no reason, his hands began to shake, very slightly, but Xu Qichen soon noticed, he looked down, but Xia Zhixu started coughing again.

"What's wrong with you?" Xu Qichen touched his face, "Are you sick? You don't look well either."

Xia Zhixu shook his head, hugged him and didn't speak.

"What's wrong with you? Let's see a doctor first." Xu Qichen carried him on his back, very worried.

"It's okay, I'm just addicted to cigarettes." Xia Zhixu buried his head on Xu Qichen's side neck, kissed the skin there, "It'll be fine just get over it."

"When did you start committing the crime?" Xu Qichen hugged him reassuringly, "Just now?"

"It's been a while."

When writing the article, Xu Qichen checked the relevant information and knew that the addiction to smoking can be big or small. When it occurs, chest tightness and palpitations, emotional instability, and even more serious physiological reactions.

He touched the back of Xia Zhixu's neck, moved his shoulders away, and looked at him face to face.

"Zhixu, shall we quit smoking?" Xu Qichen's voice was very gentle, like a gentle breeze that couldn't blow the curtains higher, "Don't smoke in the future."

The two were close at hand, Xia Zhixu looked at him with deep black eyes, his long and dense eyelashes flickered twice, and he lowered his eyes silently, like a child who has done something wrong.

Xia Zhixu like this reminded Xu Qichen of him at the class reunion, his heart was tightly held by a pair of invisible hands, and he was very sad.

"Didn't you say that you smoke because your heart is empty?" Xu Qichen touched his chest, his heart was beating fast, like a reaction to palpitations, "I'm going to live in now, you can't smoke anymore, you will Smoked mine."

Xia Zhixu was finally amused. Although he still lowered his head, his little tiger teeth showed, "The heart and lungs are not connected."

"What I say is what I say."

He also learned to be a rascal, and made a lot of progress.Xia Zhixu hugged his lower back, "Okay, the little ancestor has the final say."

"Anyway, stop smoking. Smoking is slow suicide." Xu Qichen's tone was very serious, "You smoke because of me, so I will be responsible for helping you quit."

Xia Zhixu patted his forehead and said with a smile, "You think it's so simple."

Xu Qichen looked diagonally upwards, and every time he thought about something, he would make small movements like this, "I heard... when you get addicted to smoking, you can do other things to distract your attention, so that you don't want to smoke so much. Such as watching movies and listening to music.”

Xia Zhixu shook his head bluntly, "I tried, it didn't work."

What a tricky business.

"Hmm... how about this?" Xu Qichen suddenly supported his chin, pressed his lips against his, kissed him gently, moved his hand from his chin to the back of his neck unconsciously, and turned his face sideways, Kissed a little deeper.With his eyes closed, he couldn't see Xia Zhixu's slightly dilated pupils after being taken aback. He only felt his broad palm gradually move up the spine in the deep kiss.

The moment before the initiative was taken away, Xu Qichen let go of him, his lips were red, and he was slightly panting.

He reached out to touch Xia Zhixu's left chest again, and muttered to himself thoughtfully: "Why does it seem to be jumping faster..."

Isn't that...

Xia Zhixu didn't quite understand Xu Qichen's brain circuit. The symptoms of panic were suppressed a little, but some other desires arose again, and they urgently needed to be satisfied.

Using force with his hands, he suddenly pressed Xu Qichen onto the sofa. Xu Qichen's body bounced slightly on the soft sofa, his dark brown hair rose slightly, and then fell back to his forehead. His beautiful transparent pupils straightened Looking at Xia Zhixu intently.

"I think your method is quite effective, and I'm much better."

The first thing is to affirm him.

"But I don't think it's effective enough."

It is easier to succeed if you make further progress.

"Then what should we do?" Xu Qichen's eyes were clear and clean, full of concern.

Sure enough, he was hooked.

"I think..." Xia Zhixu moved closer to Xu Qichen's ear and whispered, "We should do something more distracting."

He bit the word more heavily, which made Xu Qichen's heart flutter inexplicably.

The warm air sprayed against his ears, making him itchy, his body trembled slightly, and he felt like an ice cream under the sun, which could only irreversibly melt into his arms.

Xia Zhi Xu kissed Xu Qichen one by one, holding his lower lip in his mouth every time, pulling his lower lip slightly when he let go, and then lowered his head to kiss Xu Qichen again and again, back and forth several times, like hooking him once and for all Like Xu Qichen, he subconsciously hooked his hand on the back of Xia Zhixu's neck, unconsciously raised his waist slightly, wanting to reach him.

Xu Qichen has learned to let go of his guard automatically, which made Xia Zhixu feel the happiness of being trusted and needed.

The sweetness of the candy dissipated very slowly, remaining between the lips and teeth. It seemed to be catalyzed by the heat released by the blending lips and tongue, and it became more and more sticky, sticking to their hearts.Xu Qichen likes to be kissed by him, and always has the wonderful illusion of giving him his breath.

After finishing a long kiss, Xia Zhixu moved to his side neck, where the crimson hickey left last night still remained.

He gently kissed the hickey, the skin of this piece is very thin, and he can feel the beating of the pulse when the lips are pressed against it, the slight vibration makes the lips numb, sucking hard, it seems to be able to touch To the warm blood bubbling endlessly beneath this skin.

Xu Qichen couldn't restrain his panting, and reached out and grabbed Xia Zhixu's hair, "This... is... the way you quit smoking?"

"Only this can completely distract me." Xia Zhixu raised his head, and the corners of his mouth curled up, "You were the one who said you would help me. I'll leave the smoking cessation to you."

what please...

Just like this, Xu Qichen fell into his trap again.Although he endured it again and again, he still irresistibly lost himself in desire.

Xia Zhixu found it amazing, because Xu Qichen when he was drunk and him when he was sober were completely two people, and had completely different experiences.

One is innocently seductive and irresistible.

The other is restrained and stubborn, which makes people want to occupy.

The space of the sofa was a bit small, Xia Zhixu hugged Xu Qichen tightly, and the two of them stuck together intimately.Xu Qichen was exhausted and was about to fall asleep, only to hear Xia Zhixu whispering in his ear, "Compared to nicotine, it is still more difficult for you to quit. This way of quitting smoking is to fight poison with poison."

Xu Qichen thought of the Brokeback Mountain he had read before, and said weakly the most classic dialogue in that book.

"I wish I can quit you."

Xia Zhixu kissed his forehead, "No, I don't want to quit you at all."

At four o'clock in the afternoon, the two of them went out and drove back to the place where Xu Qichen lived, ready to pack the moving luggage together.

Even though they have such a close relationship, Xia Zhixu was still a little nervous when he took the elevator upstairs, just like when he went to his house on the night of the Chinese New Year many years ago.

He suddenly remembered, "By the way, is your aunt still living in the previous community?"

"Yeah." Xu Qichen was wearing Xia Zhixu's shirt, and the sleeves were a bit long. He lowered his head and rolled up the cuffs. Xia Zhixu looked at the difficulty, and grabbed his arm to help him roll it up, "Then your aunt and Teacher Zhang..."

"You still remember." Xu Qichen looked at his serious expression with his head lowered, "They got together again when I was in my senior year. Before that, they always took my emotions into consideration, afraid that I might think of something unpleasant."

With a ding, the elevator door opened.

"Actually, I didn't mind it a long time ago. Speaking of it, Mr. Zhang was the most innocent in that incident back then, but they endured not seeing each other for the sake of me. They obviously liked each other very much." Xu Qichen laughed, "Isn't it? stupid?"

Xia Zhixu touched his neck, "You don't deserve to be treated like that, and you are innocent."

Xu Qichen grabbed his hand, walked two steps backward facing each other, and said with a smile, "I'm not innocent."

Then he suddenly stopped his backward steps, causing Xia Zhixu to bump into him face to face unexpectedly due to inertia.

"I did like a boy back then." Xu Qichen kissed Xia Zhixu's lips, "I was very guilty at the time."

The two of them quickly walked to the door of Xu Qichen's apartment. Xu Qichen turned around and opened the door, "So do you know why I couldn't fight back when I was beaten or scolded?"

With a click, the door opened.Xu Qichen stood at the door and turned to look at him.

"it's all because of you."

Xia Zhixu took Xu Qichen's hand, "Yes, it's all because of me." He put his arm around Xu Qichen's shoulders, looked around the house where he lived alone, "It feels similar to our house, it seems that I still know it well. to your liking."

Xu Qichen patted the hand on his shoulder, "It's our home."

Xu Qichen's house is not big, but it has a good layout and plenty of sunlight. Compared to the bedroom, the study room is the largest. There are two rows of large cabinets inside, filled with Xu Qichen's books.

He is a strange person. Although the technology in this society is so advanced, he still likes paper books very much. Whenever the sun is good, the sunlight shines on the floor through the large glass windows, and he will put some books that he likes. Spread out the books on the floor to dry in the sun, and he sat on the floor too, picking up a random book to read.

"Oh, by the way, the empty room next to our bedroom is where I plan to make your study." Xia Zhixu looked at the study and said.

"What about your studio?"

"Next door." Xia Zhixu said with a smile, "it's just a wall. I'm going to punch a hole in the middle and insert a glass so that you can see each other when you're working. Of course, if you don't want to see me, you can close the curtain Pull on."

Xu Qichen also smiled, "I don't want to see you. I guess I won't need the curtain."

"Don't." Xia Zhixu pinched his cheek, "For my work efficiency, let's pull it up occasionally."

Seeing him seriously discussing with himself, Xu Qichen couldn't help laughing, "We are still here, and we are still discussing the decoration of the new house with such enthusiasm, it looks like..."

His words stopped abruptly, and his face turned away suddenly.

Xia Zhixu was a little puzzled, and naturally asked, "What does it look like?"

Like a newlyweds.

As soon as his brain got hot, he came up with such a strange metaphor, which made him feel embarrassed, let alone say it.

He smiled, "Like two little fools."

Just don't tell him all your thoughts.

It's not too early, the two of them discussed it and decided to spend the night in this house tonight, pack up things by the way, and call the moving company to help move tomorrow morning.Xia Zhixu helped Xu Qichen tidy up the books on the bookshelf. His arms were long enough and his strength was good, so Xu Qichen hardly needed to do it.

Xu Qichen tidied up the desk. He opened the drawer and saw that Xia Zhixu had already emptied the entire bookshelf. Worried that he would be tired, he asked, "Do you want to drink water?"

"Okay." Xia Zhixu took down the last stack of books and put them in the box, watching Xu Qichen walk out of the room.

Xia Zhi Xu Gan was a little bored standing there, and saw the drawer of his desk opened from one side of his face, and was a little curious, so he walked over.

When Xu Qichen came in with two glasses of water, he found Xia Zhixu standing in front of the desk with his back turned to him, as if looking at something.

What's in the desk?

He suddenly thought of something, and quickly put the water glass on the shelf, "Don't look at my drawer!"

Xia Zhixu turned around, holding a gray headband in his hand, with a puzzled expression on his face.

Xu Qichen didn't care about anything else at all, stepped forward and snatched the hair tie from his hand, and started to stutter when he lacked confidence, "You, why are you looking at my drawer casually?"

"I'm sorry, I just opened this drawer just now..." Xia Zhixu frowned suspiciously, "Is that hair tie yours?"

"Yes, yes."

Xia Zhixu took a step forward, "But you don't play ball? Isn't your body not suitable for intense sports? Why..."

Xu Qichen stuffed the hairband into his coat, and turned halfway to change the subject, "Well, are you hungry, I just ordered pizza, and it will be here in a while..."

"Is it for me?" Xia Zhixu held his hand, his tone was not very firm, half questioning and half probing.

Xu Qichen really wanted to say no, wanted to deny it, the reason was because he was too naive and ignorant back then, and he blamed him for this hair tie, and even alienated him, even though it wasn't his original intention, now that he thinks about it At the beginning, he was only because he fell in love with Xia Zhixu.

The gift that could not be delivered to his injury should have been worthless.

But when he went to that store again and wanted to return the hair tie, he felt reluctant.

This is the first time he tried to send his heart.

Even he himself couldn't explain the specific reason, so he kept this hair tie carefully for ten years.

Put it in the drawer of my desk, I can see it every day, just like every time I close my eyes, I can see the cheerful boy in the white shirt.

"Is it for me?"

Xia Zhixu's tone weakened a little, and his certainty became less and less.

Forget it, there is no need to hide it.

Xu Qichen took out the hair tie from his pocket, handed it to Xia Zhixu, nodded, "Yeah."

Although it seemed presumptuous for him to ask this way, Xia Zhixu always felt that he felt very familiar with this headband when he saw it. He abandoned it several times because of "bad luck" and never used it again.

"Is this really for me? Why..." He couldn't finish the following words, because there were too many thoughts in his mind.

Why didn't you give it to him in the first place?Why did you hide yourself?

"At that time, when I saw you brought your brother's headband, I felt that I bought it for nothing, so I didn't show it to you." Xu Qichen truthfully explained the situation at that time, "It's really nothing, I should have bought this in advance. Just to tell you, I..." Before he finished speaking, Xu Qichen was hugged tightly by Xia Zhixu.

Xia Zhixu didn't speak, just hugged him like this.

There are too many regrets between them, so many that they can no longer be described simply by words like coincidence, so many that they always feel that the script arranged by God for them is a setting with no fate.

"Why do you want to send me a hair tie?"

Xu Qichen smiled reassuringly, "Why else, I like you."

"Then why did you ignore me later?"

He rubbed against Xia Zhixu's neck again, "I like you, so I'm angry."

At the beginning, there were so many emotions that I couldn't figure out, and so many thoughts that I couldn't figure out. In fact, they were just natural blindfolds set up by children who were new to love.

After clearing the clouds and seeing the fog, it was discovered that love was at work.

"I'm so pitiful." Xia Zhixu lowered his hand, supported Xu Qichen's thigh, picked him up in a koala posture, and bumped him up, "I was eaten to death by you when I was so young." , when you got angry, I didn't even dare to ask why, I tried my best to please you and coax you, but it turned out to be because of this, alas."

Xu Qichen hugged his neck tightly, "Are you afraid that I will get angry?"

"I'm afraid." Xia Zhixu put him on the table, and put his hands on his knees, "I just want to offer you on the incense table every day, offering you delicious food and drink, three sticks in the morning, noon and night Xiang kowtows to you every day. Little ancestor, as long as you are happy every day, I will be very happy."

Xu Qichen felt warm in his heart, as if he had thrown himself on a fluffy quilt that had been sunburned by the sun.He stretched out a hand and lightly touched Xia Zhixu's face.

I saw him suddenly laughing.

"What are you laughing at?" Xu Qichen asked.

Xia Zhixu shook his head, "I just think it's a pity that there are no cats in the Chinese zodiac." He grabbed the hand that Xu Qichen used to touch him just now, and squeezed his fingers, "You, you look so much like cats." kitten."

When she is indifferent, she isolates herself from the world, and when she is acting like a baby, she is cute as hell.

As long as you give him a lot of tenderness and love, no matter how lonely a stray cat is, it will become docile, willing to follow you home, and gently stretch out its paws to touch you, with those beautiful eyes open, as if in love with you. to you.

[Be kinder to me, I will be more obedient. ]